[Comprehensive Writer] Lonely Hell

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———He wants to live a life that is passionate enough to die

""God's Will" begins with the father and son of Abraham and Isaac, and bluntly exposes God's ruthlessness in an understatement..."

"Using God as a metaphor for the hypocrisy of politicians, accusing the current Yokohama government of authoritarianism and attempts to brainwash the people..."

"The full text does not directly express the author's attitude, but the ending is full of irony..."

"Ms. Akutagawa used Abraham to laugh at himself as the ignorance of the people..."

"This is a judgment on the good and evil of human nature..."

Nakahara Chuya flipped through the newspaper expressionlessly, his head hurting from the messy comments on it, but what made him even more headache was that Akutagawa published an article directly under the name of "Akutagawa Ryunosuke" without mentioning the dark world Ri Akutagawa is so famous as a sharp blade of the port mafia, and he is also at the top of the most wanted list... Publishing directly under his real name may turn into a breakup between Akutagawa and Hong Kong gangsters in the eyes of those who care... …

Chuya put down the newspaper and silently looked at the young man who was quietly sitting at the desk reading with a book in his hand. Yesterday he waited for a long time but did not wait for Akutagawa to come back. When he searched for the person according to the location, when he approached the restaurant, he saw an animal lying on the ground. The drunken Akutagawa who spilled wine all over the table... Today the other party woke up and read quietly as if nothing had happened.

"Akutagawa." Nakahara rubbed his forehead, since Akutagawa lost his memory, he felt that the other party gave him more and more headaches.The young man raised his head from the pages of the book to look at him, his dark pupils were still so deep that no one could see any emotional fluctuations.

"Why did you use your real name to publish? Have you forgotten your current identity!"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke lowered his eyes, and there was an unforeseen stabbing pain in his chest again. He used the cover of the book to press his chest without leaving any trace, and swallowed the faint smell of blood in his mouth.

"Know……"

Akutagawa sighed inwardly, raised his head again to meet those stern blue eyes: "I'm very sorry."

"However, 'Akutagawa Ryunosuke' is not some secretive writer."

Mori Ogai slowly flipped through the magazines. Originally, he was not interested in these literary magazines. He just bought a copy after passing by a newsstand while buying a skirt for Alice. .

He read the entire article word for word, put the magazine on the desk, and leaned back on the large office chair.The little blond girl ran over with a crayon tapped on her leather shoes, tiptoed to grab the magazine, flipped through it, and let out a wow.

"Rintaro~ Is this written by Akutagawa?"

"Yeah, Akutagawa-kun's talent in writing also surprised me." Mori Ogai held his chin, although Chuya-kun reported to him before that Akutagawa fell in love with writing after losing his memory. Take it to heart, but seeing Akutagawa's article now really surprised him.

"It feels like I'm delaying a writing genius."

Mori Ogai said with a smile, and the blond loli made a face at him: "Rintaro is so hypocritical!"

Mori Ogai showed a crying expression for a moment: "It really hurts my heart to be so straightforward, Alice-chan~"

"Rin Taro, you are so disgusting!" Alice curled her lips and slapped Mori Ogai's face with the magazine in her hand.

"Wow Alice-chan~ But Alice-chan like this is so cute~" Reaching out his hand to take off the magazine covering his face, Mori Ogai looked at the blond loli who turned her head away with a puffy face, Small pink flowers seemed to emerge all over the body.

The purple-red pupils like red wine narrowed slightly, and his right hand wearing a white glove lightly tapped on the magazine.

God's will... Mori Ogai read the title of the article in his mind, and slightly bent his lips.

Is Akutagawa-kun secretly submitting his name...Since Abraham told him that no matter what order he is given, he will faithfully complete it?But comparing him to a god, even an old fox like Mori Ogai, who has experienced many things, will be frightened in an instant...

Alice looked contemptuously at the middle-aged man who had turned his mind seven or eight times. The expression on his face changed seven or eight times in an instant. She jumped off Mori Ogai's lap and kicked over the table by the way.

"Stupid Rintaro!"

"Ah, Alice, don't run away!"

The normally noisy detective agency was unusually quiet at the moment, as if even the sound of a needle falling on the ground could be heard.Everyone gathered around the table, staring dumbfounded at the magazine that Atsushi Nakajima brought up from the coffee shop downstairs.

"Hey... are you sure this is true..."

Kunikida Doppo pushed the glasses that were about to slip off the bridge of his nose, and muttered to himself hypnotically: "It's not that there are no people with the same name and the same surname, and we have to consider the possibility that this is just a pseudonym in Japan..."

Atsushi Nakajima silently walked around the blond man who was talking to himself that he had fallen into a demon, and kindly picked up the notebook that fell on the ground for him.His eyes turned to Osamu Dazai, who was pinching the sides of the magazine expressionlessly for help, and his eyes seemed to be crucified on the magazine, hoping to get any reason from the other party that could be denied.

After all... Atsushi Nakajima recalled the nightmarish experience brought to him by the other party, and burst into tears in his heart: That mafia dog, Akutagawa, is actually a rookie writer in the literary world. It is impossible to believe, okay?

But... Akutagawa lost his memory... Atsushi Nakajima suddenly remembered that the other party's attitude of indifference to the point of indifference last time had already revealed this fact. To publish an article under such circumstances... Atsushi Nakajima quickly recalled the content of the article , suddenly realized:

It must be that Akutagawa didn't want to stay in the mafia after he lost his memory, but he couldn't leave, so he asked others for help under the guise of writing!That "God" refers to the mafia, and Abraham refers to himself being brainwashed by the mafia! "Killing the son" is a metaphor that the murder he committed was bewitched!The dialogue at the end tells others that he has come to his senses and wants to leave, but because he worked for the mafia before, most people still think he is evil!

So it turned out that Atsushi Nakajima suddenly felt that everything suddenly became clear, so everything made sense!

And Osamu Dazai, who has been silent and just staring at the articles in the magazine as if he was about to burn a hole in the paper, also fell into the complicated emotions of the war between heaven and man.

Akutagawa wrote this article... Is he saying goodbye to his past behavior forever... The boy who once regarded himself as a god, no matter what kind of blame and reprimand he silently endured, the child who could only accommodate himself in his eyes... ...hasn't appeared anymore...

So Akutagawa-kun is telling him that he will no longer see himself as God as the only attachment...

The last time he saw Akutagawa at the detective agency, he had already had a premonition. Osamu Dazai felt that his whole body seemed to turn pale in an instant. There is no longer the flame that is enough to burn him, but it has completely turned into an ice-like indifference and boredom, an indifference that is enough to freeze him completely.

His Akutagawa-kun...seems...can't be found anymore...

Osamu Dazai unconsciously grasped the bow tie on his chest, staring blankly at the black letters on the magazine.

The author has something to say:

Everyone in Wenye's fancy reading comprehension: That's it!

Mr. Akutagawa: ...

感谢在2020-01-2720:50:08~2020-01-3121:42:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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