mediocre novelist

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I lived at home for five days, and during this period, the update of "Yasha" was not interrupted. My mother watched the latest content of "Yasha" about homosexuality, and her eyes became extremely heavy.

It’s not that my mother thinks my sexual orientation is wrong and needs to be corrected by electrotherapy. After all, I confessed to my family when I was 14 years old. They still threw me a little party at home-to celebrate my stepping into the road of knowing myself. the way

Mother, she just saw a lot of psychological descriptions of the characters in the book, and then substituted me into it

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Fortunately, my mother also understood this, and soon she looked at me with the usual benevolence in her eyes, and under my father's persuasion, she was able to accept that I was going to marry Dazai

"Do you want your engagement ring custom-made or choose it yourself?" Mother asked.

I'm stunned

What the hell?What's the matter?Why did you suddenly ask about the ring?Didn't you object to this marriage a few days ago?

"We saw the child at the gangster's dinner yesterday, and we also talked about your affairs with the leader of the gangster—his legal guardian, Mr. Sen." The father explained, because the voice came from behind the newspaper, So it sounds a little different than usual

"Don't bother..." I saw that the smile on my mother's face hadn't changed, so I continued, "Our original plan was to get married in secret."

"That's it." The mother looked a little regretful, "I thought you would give him a grand wedding—is it because of status? He had already quit Hong Kong Hei at that time, and he would not let Hong Kong Hei and Su Wo or your father What does the organization have to do with it?"

I am more and more confused

Mother, don't say such things with a face of knocking your head on CP!

Father smiled slightly behind the newspaper, hiding merit and fame

"We will decide what to do about the wedding - what do you think of Dazai?" I quickly changed the subject

"That child is good." Mother nodded, she looked very satisfied with Dazai

"But we didn't expect that you have been planted on the same person since you were a child." The father added

Seeing my bewildered expression, my father asked me if I still remember the "unnamed friend" I told him when I was young

"It's the one you talked about excitedly for more than an hour, boasting both face and character." Mother reminded

I said, "Remember."

I just mentioned it to Dazai on Christmas Eve

The father said: "Other than you, the only child attending the banquet was the last son of the Tsushima family, Shuji Tsushima."

--Wait a moment!

Just like a student whose heart beats wildly when he hears footsteps while playing on his mobile phone in class, I suddenly have a bad premonition in my heart

Probably not what I thought...probably...

"Dazai's original name is Shuji Tsushima." My father didn't know my inner struggle, so he simply continued.

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"In a sense, this is really 'fate'." Mother sighed

"He said he could go back to Tsushima's house and be with you as 'Shuji Tsushima'." His father's tone was a little appreciative. Father always admired people who knew how to judge the situation, and also those who did not break their vows. Dazai Now that both of them are occupied, won't father be happy?

"...Since he doesn't want to stay at Tsushima's house, he must have his own reasons. There is no need to let him go back." I thought in my heart that Dazai really paid for the plan, not only did he get along so well that I almost believed it , and now they have moved out of their past identities, so as to block some people's mouths with "the right family"

Looking at it this way, I'm really naive

Fortunately, my parents said they would not interfere in the marriage, and I still have a chance to make amends. I believe I can do it, and I will definitely be able to take over Dazai's role

but……

"You lied to me!" When I returned to the room, I lowered the volume and said to the person on the other end of the phone—our house is a traditional Japanese-style mansion, so although I knew that the walls were made of materials with excellent sound insulation, I still subconsciously whisper

"Which one?" Dazai asked indifferently

???

Is there more than one piece? !

I was shocked

I'm like the breeder who was deceived by the black-hearted rabbits that are free-range at home. I was not only deceived by love and heart, but also by strength. The breeder in the zoo next door can even touch pandas.ah?

"If you're asking about 'Shuji Tsushima'..." Dazai smiled happily like a child who has successfully pranked, "But isn't this the fault of Yuansheng? Yuansheng forgot."

"It's been too long." I argued, "And you've changed a bit. You had long hair when you were young, and it's still very soft, making people want to touch it."

It's not like now, not only is it bandaged like a second disease, but the whole person is also very "spiritual". Anyone who sees it will praise you as a Yokohama socialite

Although both looks look good to me...

"Then do you still want to touch it now?" I can imagine how bright Dazai's smile is when he talks with his fingers. He has always been good at laughing at me and teasing me.

In order to avoid getting entangled in this issue, I swallowed the "I think!" I was about to blurt out, and changed the subject abruptly: "What else did you lie to me?"

"Not many." Dazai listed them one by one.

For example, Hong Kong and black cadres actually have a lot of work, but he wanted to come to see me so he simply skipped work. In order to make me forgive him, he specially bought red wine at the auction and ran to my house...

"Also, I wasn't drunk that night at the auction." Dazai said in a relaxed tone

I was suffocating, my heart was beating wildly, numbness climbed up the back of my head in an instant

I can't guess what Dazai's expression is, and it's even more unreliable to judge Dazai's thoughts simply from the tone of his voice. There are countless people who have been deceived by him with this method

--What was he thinking about?What does he want to do?

I do not know

I can only be thankful that I didn't say anything to express my heart that night, so I can continue to act

"Little Moon is a name that belongs to me alone, right? I quite like it." Dazai said, "You looked at me for a long time that night, and I thought you found out that I wasn't drunk."

"No, I didn't find out." I said, trying to figure out how to get out of this predicament

"Did Yuansheng just look at my face that night?"

"En." The shock and worry in my heart have not been suppressed, the more I think about how to answer, the more I can't get the answer, so I can only follow Dazai's words

"Could it be that I'm the type that Gensei likes?" Dazai continued to ask with a chuckle, "Is it love at first sight or love over time?"

"You are the type that many people like." I ignored the latter question, which was a shining pit

"..."

There was silence on the phone for a while, and then a shallow sigh came, the voice was so small that it was my illusion

But it's not an illusion, I'm pretty sure Dazai is sighing because of something

"Dazai?" I should have said the right thing, right?I feel more uneasy

Because of the person I like, I become less like myself, and become a machine that pursues love with a human appearance. This is who I am now

My heart is totally captured by that man

but……

I can't even guess what that person is thinking.

Will he break this heart with disdain or will he put it away?

The author has something to say:

Yuansheng's current thinking is still at the level of "Dazai won't like me"

(tired smile)

I agreed to speed up the progress, but in the end...

I saw a cute little message, so I changed my mind

When will I make these two punks third base (sob)

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