[Comprehensive Martial Arts] Treasures of Lianhua

The person Bai Feifei was talking about was naturally Shen Lang, and Wang Lianhua's face was as usual, and she didn't feel inferior because of it. What Bai Feifei said was something he never wanted to think about. He didn't bother to think about this kind of problem. If he and Shen Lang There is one person in Lang who cares about this matter, and the two of them will not go together.

Wang Lianhua withdrew the hand that was placed on Bai Feifei's lifeline. He knew that Bai Feifei was at the end of his strength at this time. If he hadn't used silver needles to heal her this morning, she would not be able to survive today. The opportunity to spend the same time, but now... is absolutely impossible.

If she forcibly used her internal energy again, it would cost her life, her heart and lungs would fail, and it would be impossible for a god to save her. Wang Lianhua didn't want her to die, but she also didn't want her relationship with Shen Lang to be underestimated by her.

Bai Feifei is indeed an amazing woman, she did the only thing that she couldn't do, she gave birth to a child for Shen Lang, but this is neither enviable nor admired, because this matter is her Forced Shen Lang to do it.

"Do you think this is a very glorious thing? This is something I have never bothered to do." Wang Lianhua sneered, "My reputation is not very good in the first place. How, he is the most famous benevolent hero in the martial arts, he doesn't care about his fame, so I have nothing to be afraid of."

Just as Zhu Qiqi didn't understand why Shen Lang was willing to ruin his reputation as a hero all his life and wanted to announce his relationship with Wang Lianhua to Quan Wulin, Bai Feifei would not understand that no matter how harsh words she used, she couldn't Let Wang Lianhua feel inferior to Shen Lang's feelings.

He was originally the best man in the world, and he was never inferior to Shen Lang. The path he chose himself never needed other people's guidance, especially Bai Feifei, who was still trapped in the past and couldn't get out of it. .

Wang Lianhua continued: "But you don't even have the courage to step out, you dare not love him, you dare not let go of the past."

Bai Feifei didn't want to look at him, and didn't want to think about the past, but the more she didn't want to remember the memories, the more she couldn't forget them.She finally turned her head to look at A Fei, as if seeing A Fei could relieve the pain in her heart, she lowered her head, thought of the man who tried to pull him out of the darkness, and said slowly: "I have never loved before He, I was born to die, every day of my life is pain, I have only hatred in my life, never love. I don't know how to love, and no one has ever taught me how to love someone. I've been taught what love is, and I've given my children the only love I've ever had in my life."

There are many unfair things in this world, because her mother loved the wrong man, so she was doomed to be insulated from the word 'love' since she was not born.The dark life, distorted personality, and abnormal outlook on life make Bai Feifei never be able to be kind, simple, and willful like Zhu Qiqi.

"Seeing you makes me feel even more painful. Since I said I won't see you until death, why do you still appear in front of me?"

There seemed to be tears in Bai Feifei's eyes, it was Wang Lianhua's tears when she first saw her not pretending to be soft. Shen Lang once said that if a person can still shed tears, it means that he still has love in his heart.

When Wang Lianhua heard that Mrs. Wang and Chai Yuguan both passed away, she fell to the ground in the desert and cried bitterly. Jin Wuwang saw the nature of his sons and daughters, forgave his deeds, and spared his life. From then on, Wang Lianhua I chose to let go of the grievances and grievances of the past, get rid of the shackles of fate, and live for myself.

No one understands Bai Feifei's pain better than Wang Lianhua. They are blood-linked, half-siblings. They used to have the same life and purpose, but now everything should have passed for many years, Chai Yuguan is dead, Mrs. Wang is dead, everyone who deserves to die is dead, and some people who shouldn't die are also dead. Those who can survive, why don't you give yourself a chance to start over.

Wang Lianhua sighed in his heart, he said: "I don't know why I am here, if you think I want to come, then you are wrong. I promise you not to take A Fei away, but you have to promise me, don't Giving up on yourself so early, if you die, Ah Fei will be very sad, without you, he will have a very hard life, he can no longer see his father, I don't want him to lose his mother, you and I both know that feeling."

It's just a dream, since it's just a dream, why don't you learn more from Shen Lang and choose to let go of your grievances and grudges, and let him have a better life. "

In the past, Wang Lianhua thought that only the most stupid people would dream of such sweet dreams, but now for some reason, he suddenly didn’t want to wake up too early. He said that he promised Bai Feifei not to take A Fei away, but in fact he couldn’t take A Fei away at all. Leaving Ah Fei, even he himself can't get out of this barren hill.

Only this time, he didn't want Shen Lang to dream of looking for him, because Bai Feifei absolutely didn't want Shen Lang to see her like this.

Bai Feifei's fierce battle just now was all supported by Wang Lianhua's breath of true energy that she lost to her in the morning. Now that she has slacked off, she feels exhausted all over, and hearing Wang Lianhua's words reminds her of the pain of living this life. Thinking of all kinds of hardships A Fei will face after his death, his heart was touched a lot, he felt dizzy before his eyes, and suddenly passed out.

Wang Lianhua knew that she would not last long, so she stretched out her hand to catch her by the waist, but after twisting her waist, she realized that her waist, abdomen and ribs were in severe pain. He bent down and squatted on the ground, baring his teeth in pain, thinking Bai Feifei's attack was as ruthless as ever.

Ah Fei ran over impatiently and cried to see her mother, Wang Lianhua comforted him by saying that he would pick up the herbs all over the ground first, his mother would still be saved.Although Wang Lianhua and Bai Feifei had a fight just now, A Fei still trusts Wang Lianhua, and he can only trust him at this moment, because A Fei still has no other choice.

Why did he trust Wang Lianhua? A Fei actually had an answer in his heart. Wang Lianhua didn't know what that simple hug he had this morning meant to A Fei.

Deep down in A Fei's heart, he is actually very greedy for that embrace, that embrace is so strong and powerful, Wang Lianhua can protect his whole body in it with just one arm, like a majestic mountain, as if it can hold everything around him Avoid all dangers.

It was like... like a father's arms.

Ah Fei never dared to ask or think about what his father's embrace was like.

When Wang Lianhua put Bai Feifei on the bed and re-administered needles to treat her, A Fei had already picked up the herbs outside the hospital. Although she knew it was just a dream, Wang Lianhua would still carefully teach A Fei how to distinguish the herbs. The desire for knowledge is very high, he is eager to learn more things, eager to become stronger, so strong that one day, he can also protect the person he wants to protect, the feeling of powerlessness is too painful.

The little A Fei helped Wang Lianhua to bandage the wound on her waist, and made herbal medicine for Bai Feifei to feed her to drink. She stayed there until dawn before falling into a deep sleep.

No one knows A Fei's mood better than Wang Lianhua. He is determined to make A Fei happy as much as possible in these few days. He will teach A Fei how to grow up in adversity and teach him how to survive as much as possible. Ability, to make up for Shen Lang's lack of fatherly love for this child when he was a child.

A Fei is a very smart child, and many survival instincts can be learned without a teacher. Wang Lianhua knows that she must not teach him too much, let him make the same mistakes as herself, and learn too much, but it will be impure and imprecise.

Wang Lianhua could tell that Ah Fei liked swords, and he seemed to be born to practice swords. If he wants to become famous in the future, he can only practice swordsmanship wholeheartedly.

He remembered that Shen Lang once said that no matter how powerful the sword technique is, it is all about the word 'fast', as long as you move your sword fast enough, no matter how difficult or weird the enemy's sword technique is, there is no chance to make a move.

These days, Wang Lianhua taught A Fei how to practice swords, taught him how to read, taught him to carve his name with a sword, taught him how to use the sun, moon and stars to distinguish directions in the barren mountains, taught him how to avoid the pursuit of wild animals, and took him to pick Herbal medicine, climbed the mountains to see the sunrise, counted the stars and planted trees, and even raised two litters of little hares.

Even if this is just a dream, at least when I wake up, I will never forget this happy time.

This is enough for Wang Lianhua.

When Bai Feifei woke up, he saw A Fei laying paper kites on Wang Lianhua's back outside the house, and a few little hares they kept in captivity were jumping under their feet.Ah Fei called his uncle with a smile all over his face.

Looking at such a scene, it was rare for Bai Feifei to have a smile on her face, but if she looked closely, her eyes were full of pain.

Wang Lianhua knew what she was thinking, she must be thinking, how good it would be if Shen Lang was the one playing behind Ah Fei's back at this moment, a family of three, living in seclusion in the mountains and forests, never asking about the affairs of the rivers and lakes, how carefree it is, what a pity this It will never be possible, and the more she thinks about it, the more painful it will be.

Some dreams are out of reach, destined to have no fate, it is better not to do it.

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In the early morning of this day, Wang Lianhua heard someone calling his name in a dream, so anxious over and over again, it was Shen Lang's voice, which repeated in his mind, Wang Lianhua suddenly realized that she was almost immersed Never wake up from a dream.

He should go, no matter how reluctant he is to A Fei, he should leave, A Fei has his own way to go, if Wang Lianhua forcibly interferes, he will be harmed instead, and there may never be another There are flying swordsmen.

Shen Lang's call was getting louder and louder. Wang Lianhua knew that this dream was about to end. He looked at A Fei who was still sleeping, and suddenly remembered the boy Shen Lang trusted so much. Before he became blurred, he suddenly shook A Fei awake, took off the jade bib that was hanging around his neck, and stuffed it into A Fei's hand.

A Fei rubbed his eyes, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Wang Lianhua disappear in front of his eyes, and heard the last words he said in his ears:

Take good care of your mother, and when you become successful in swordsmanship, go to Taiyuan, Shanxi, and find a young man named Li Xunhuan in Li Yuan. If there is a destiny, your father and I will definitely go to Li Yuan to find you.