Doctor Who and Tsundere Detective

"You went out?" Sherlock seemed to have just come back to his senses, and found that he was actually talking to himself from the moment just now, Sherlock looked at the Doctor and said, "Everything in this case seems to be because of love, but... What the hell is love?"

Sherlock obviously doesn't understand love very well, it's not that he doesn't know, Sherlock probably knows what it feels like to be divided into different types, and he also knows that love can make people feel all kinds of irrational emotions, but he has never experienced it , Sherlock thought about it carefully. Maybe a few people confessed to him when he was in school, but he never cared about it, because he knew it was a temporary adolescent impulse so he never cared about it.

"Oh! It's an emotion, an impulse, a hormonal release..." The Doctor's reflex arc was very long, so after Sherlock asked this question that wasn't a question, he explained it, but soon he was It came to him that Sherlock wasn't questioning, that is to say, it wasn't that Sherlock didn't know what it was, he probably just didn't feel it, why did the Doctor frown?Why has Sherlock never felt love?Is he too sensible or is his personality really annoying to everyone, but either way it's not a good thing, Doctor he remembers the feeling of love, maybe, he remembers it was when he was [-] Before the age of [-], when he was really a stunned young man, he remembered the taste of love, it was like the most delicious meal in the galaxy, which made people intoxicated after tasting, Doctor Patting Sherlock on the shoulder, "You mean you haven't experienced love?"

"That's irrational!" Sherlock replied subconsciously, he came back to his senses, he looked at the Doctor standing beside him, and he realized that he had never stood still and looked at the Doctor carefully, he had only judged the Doctor, but never Really take a good look at him, the dark brown hair covers most of his forehead, the eyebrows are very light and sparse, which sets off the Doctor's white skin, which reveals a healthy pink color, and his lips are very thin , and this standard British big nose, Sherlock has seen him in the library after every rebirth, he found that most of the Doctor's faces are very British, Sherlock guessed that he must like Britain very much, otherwise why several times Every time he was reborn, he chose an English face. His brown eyes showed vicissitudes. This kind of vicissitudes was not intentionally revealed by him, but formed after the precipitation of time, but there are not only vicissitudes but also tenderness in his eyes. , an emotion unique to a kind Doctor, perhaps because he is the last of their race, so he cherishes everything he sees.

Sherlock was stunned again, because he thought of a question, one about the Doctor, one he didn't dare to think about before, a question that even Sherlock would feel heartbroken and frown when he thought about it, the Doctor said that he would be reborn in times of crisis , Sherlock has seen the image of every doctor he has seen reborn, that is, the time when River and the others were in distress on the Byzantium, what he saw, he didn't tell anyone, but since then he wondered why, Why did the TARDIS induce himself to enter that room when there was no one there, the door that opened and disappeared when he came out, and why did he let himself see, see the Doctor's rebirth.

TARIDS didn't give any warning to Sherlock, but Sherlock also knew that he couldn't say about it, he couldn't say that he had seen those scenes, he didn't know why but he just knew that he couldn't say, but Sherlock couldn't say anything about the rebirth of the Doctor. Knowing that the process should be very painful, Sherlock recalled the scene after scene. Every doctor choked up and said that he didn't want to leave. Sherlock guessed that this was equivalent to death for the Doctor. Yes, fatal damage plus 'rebirth' is not death Did you drop it once?Otherwise, why does every Doctor have a different personality? Anyone who has experienced death believes that his personality will also become different. Even the truth of the Doctor is heartbreaking. He changed his appearance, but it still couldn't change the fact that he had died.

Sherlock somehow felt an indescribable sadness from the bottom of his heart. You must know that this emotion has been well controlled by him since he was five years old. He has never had such an emotion since Sherlock's grandpa passed away. With this emotion, Sherlock subconsciously stretched out his hands to hug the Doctor, but he didn't. He withdrew his hands. As I said earlier, Sherlock controlled his emotions very well. He withdrew his hands, pale and cold. He rubbed his hands against his face and then clasped the two hands that were crossed together: "Idon't...I mean I don't trust that kind of feeling."

"Why not?" The Doctor wondered, why would someone be so sensible, the Doctor looked at Sherlock's withdrawn hand, he didn't say anything, just leaned over and patted Sherlock on the shoulder and hugged him, the Doctor couldn't imagine how Sherlock It's not that Sherlock's childhood life was miserable, but how long Sherlock has lived such a rigid life, and how did he make him grow into such a person, "Why don't you trust? Love can make people crazy But you will reap a warm family, won't you?"

I don't know when the two people started to worry about each other. Although neither of them noticed it, it was obvious that they just felt that the other's life was too boring or too painful.

"Really?" Sherlock decided to bring the conversation back to the case, because it was obvious that instead of thinking about whether the Doctor's rebirth was painful, and whether his own childhood was boring, the focus was on the case, which was about love and not about himself and not about himself. Anything in life among them, Thecase!He wants the Doctor to know that human beings are actually more terrifying than any alien creatures. No, it shouldn’t be said that he wants to let the Doctor know. The Doctor already knows it. He just wants the Doctor to face, to face these darkest and weakest things in human nature. What the Doctor ignored, "The conflicts in this family, or this weird thing seems to be because of love. If you say that, love is actually more likely to cause conflicts and destroy the family, isn't it?"

The Doctor put his arms around Sherlock's shoulders, he looked at the burning and crackling firewood in a daze, he understood that everything Sherlock did, even his previous questioning about the case was to correct himself, or Sherlock Let yourself look at the truth again, just like a Chinese scholar's theory that "human nature is inherently evil", Sherlock wants him to see this clearly, the Doctor understands this truth and he understands it, but he hopes or he is more willing to believe, another theory 'Human nature is good', yes, these are two opposites. He also knows that things are not static, good and evil exist, but he just wants to see the better side, so he is unwilling to accept 'human nature is evil', always There will be better and kinder things. This is his hope in life, and what he is looking forward to. The Doctor is clear about right and wrong, but he loves what he loves, and he hates what he hates.

"Love is not bad..." The Doctor seemed a little embarrassed when facing Sherlock's question, he let go of Sherlock, and rubbed his hands on his head in worry, he didn't know what to say, he understood what Sherlock meant Knowing that what he is going to talk about now is a case, but love is not wrong, in fact, "It should be caused by people's negative emotions, not because of love, etc... You mean this case is normal event, but it was actually caused by human nature?"

Sherlock glanced at the Doctor and raised his eyebrows, which means that the Doctor has been thinking about whether this is an extraterrestrial event?But what about the few questions he asked before?Could it be that he is actually thinking, thinking about these two different factors. Although he has not given up the normal factor, it seems that the Doctor is more willing to believe in the ugliness of human nature than to believe in the ugliness of human nature. Er... This is what aliens have to do custom? Sherlock couldn't help laughing, Doctor is so smart and naive, Sherlock didn't seem to laugh because of anything for a long time, when was the last time he laughed so brazenly and sincerely, it seems that when Mycroft made a fool of himself when he was seven years old, Sherlock took pictures Pat the Doctor on the shoulder: "Yes, you can also say that it is caused by the negativity of human nature. In fact, most of the cases are like this. Every case has different reasons, some of them framed others because of hatred, and some of them did it because of jealousy. Another kind of framing is this case. This case is likely to be caused by love, such as Ian’s love for Ferguson, Kathleen’s love for Ferguson, or Kathleen’s love for a baby, because of love to frame or to harm someone , This is the reason for this case, but no matter what the reason is, it cannot be used as an excuse to harm others..."

"Well... indeed." Sherlock said that the Doctor couldn't say anything else at all, Sherlock's point of entry was right, but is love really that bad?

The sound of the "ding dong" doorbell interrupted the conversation between the two. Sherlock opened the door and saw that the butler Bright was pushing the dining car to deliver today's dinner. The Doctor left Bright to eat this dinner together. Although the case is not difficult However, Sherlock still didn't want to eat too much to hinder his thinking. Sherlock only ate a small piece of bread and drank a bowl of mushroom soup. The only difference is that Sherlock got a little brandy from the decanter that stood nearby.

Sherlock doesn't drink often, but that doesn't mean he doesn't know how to drink. It can be said that Sherlock has wanted to have a drink just now, because I don't know why since he thought of, no, it should be said that he has figured out the truth about the Doctor's rebirth. I feel that the Doctor has suffered too much and it is too painful. Maybe no one understands the pain of the Doctor, maybe no one will think about how much setbacks he has suffered to become a Doctor. Doctor is a wise man and a doctor. He has become this word, Sherlock's mind has never been so chaotic and restless, even he himself felt dazed: "Well, aren't you tired of saving people like this?"

are not you tired?tired!Of course tired, Doctor is also a time and space lord who will be tired and bored. He once wanted to give up this planet and this universe several times. He saw too much, too much bad, too much evil, but he did not give up in the end. , because he found that what he insisted on and what he saved was worthwhile, and he would work harder to save for a smile from a child and a thank you from others. Not tired to measure, I just know it's all worth it."

The author has something to say:

This chapter is too much

The main reason is that I suddenly thought of the scene where every doctor left, and then I felt sad

I don't know if I express it or not, rebirth is actually painful and sad

But I still want to take out a chapter to say that Doctor's rebirth is actually very painful and sad

If possible I hope he never gets mortally wounded for nothing else

Rebirth is like separation and parting, it is very painful!