My attack and disguise are weak and I can't extricate myself

But when this moment really came, Xia Chengqi didn't know how to express it. Although the joy that his former comrades in arms were still alive filled his limbs and bones, the numbness that seemed to have passed from the bottom of his heart to his fingertips.In fact, from Xia Longhe's abnormal performance, Xia Chengqi had already vaguely made this guess, but most of them couldn't believe it, and were afraid that hope would turn into disappointment, so he didn't make up his mind to ask his father, whether Chen Rong is back or not. .

Thousands of words, all kinds of questions.Who would have thought that what would come out of his mouth would be "En."

Then the water vapor surged up, blurring his vision, and there seemed to be a thousand heavy burdens in his throat, and he didn't even have the strength to tremble.

Time seems to go back to the time when they were not separated three years ago.

After the team of several people was decided, the position of the captain seemed very important, and the higher-ups hesitated again and again. Everyone has their own personalities, and everyone has their own strengths, but if the overall quality is the best, Mo Too Chen Rong.He grew up in a poor family, and has always worked the hardest. When others practiced hard for a while in the wind and rain, he persisted until three hours. When others were punished for failing to complete the training targets, he had to punish himself. No one treated himself worse than him. Ruthless, so no one is more suitable for the position of captain than him.

But the only thing the superiors are worried about is his stubbornness and his feelings for Xia Chengqi. This kind of secret affection is nothing in an army with many monks and few flesh. , will not generate dependencies?

But his attachment to Xia Chengqi, from the day Xia Chengqi was forcibly driven into the army by his father, has never diminished.Xia Chengqi has been exceptionally good at dating the same sex since he was a child, thanks to his pleasing appearance and rare good temper.He has long had a deep-rooted love for Xia Chengqi, and Xia Chengqi has a pure friendship with him.This kind of emotional imbalance can easily lead to important conflicts, and this is where the higher-ups are hesitant about Chen Rong.

But Xia Chengqi is different. Xia Chengqi grew up in the compound since he was a child. He has been exposed to various weapons and equipment since he was a child, and he is better than others.After all, Xia Longhe is an uncompromising general, vigorous and resolute, never procrastinating, and inadvertently forged Xia Chengqi's control and decision-making ability that is superior to others. He knows best what is the most important, even his own life, even the lives of his comrades, are the price of the mission.

Unexpectedly, before the decision was made, Chen Rong took the initiative to find him and decided not to participate in the selection for the position of captain, and made it clear that he thought Xia Chengqi was the most suitable.It was also the first time that Xia Chengqi noticed that Chen Rong had different thoughts about him, and he was almost instantly embarrassed. He was used to being admired and complimented since he was a child, and sometimes he couldn't tell the difference. Because people who like him are often direct and proactive, unlike Chen Rong who is forbearing but ready to go, staring at his prey, but keeping silent.

After that, he began to deliberately avoid Chen Rong. Nothing caught people off guard. Although Chen Rong was a little injured, he understood Xia Chengqi's refusal, but he didn't want to give up, and he couldn't let go. After three years of getting along day and night, almost Inseparable at every step, he felt that he could always move Xia Chengqi.

Until that impromptu task arrangement, Chen Rong always felt uneasy. Every time he dreamed that Xia Chengqi left him, he would break out in a cold sweat, but he could not tell anyone about this intuition, and he must not hurt his own people. The spirit and confidence convey this negative attitude.

Later, when he was taken away on a mission in Myitkyina, he felt particularly strongly. He felt that the premonition was coming. This time there must be something wrong, and this fatal mistake occurred. But fortunately, they still have An escape route is an underground communication route that colleagues here spent a long time secretly preparing. He must not let Xia Chengqi be taken away, because if he goes there, he may be close to death. Although he doesn't want to admit it, it seems to be the case Sadly, he has not won Xia Chengqi's heart, and he is about to leave Xia Chengqi's life.

So before leaving, he said to Xia Chengqi: "Chengqi, if I can come back, I hope you will give me an answer."

In fact, he hoped that Xia Chengqi would give him an answer immediately, because he might not be able to wait until later.

But Xia Chengqi didn't, Chen Rong's heart sank, it seemed that he didn't have time to wait until Xia Chengqi changed his mind.

Unexpectedly, such a long time has passed, Xia Chengqi is alive, and he is alive, but everything can't go back to the past.

Chen Rong calmed down, looked at the few clear blue skies in Beijing, put the cigarette from his fingertips to his mouth, and took a deep breath. His current image is really down and out, but he still squeezed out a smile .

"Why don't we find a place to chat?"

It was Chen Rong who said this first, and Xia Chengqi burst into tears. A person who disappeared suddenly called you alive. He was already satisfied, and the stone in his heart was finally broken.

There is not a single day that he does not feel ashamed and remorseful these days.Just because he is his father's son, and because of an order from his father, he is destined not to die, and Chen Rong is destined not to have the hope of rebirth, but they are obviously equal, and they are all people who shed blood for the country. No more than Chen Rong, but he had the opposite ending. He once resented, struggled, and denied himself, and his impression of Xia Longhe almost fell to the bottom. This is not what his father should do. He was educated since he was a child. Everyone is equal, and he has also seen with his own eyes that Xia Longhe has no airs, eats the same pot of rice with other people, lives extremely frugally, and refuses to accept everything others want. He is a good general who is upright but stubborn.

But in this matter, he began to feel that Xia Longhe was just a mortal, a mortal who would be selfish at certain times.

"Okay, where is it?"

Xia Chengqi's voice was hoarse.

"Okay, but I'll take an hour to get there, and I want to take a good bath."

Chen Rong sniffed the downcast smell on his body and felt extremely uncomfortable. Even though he knew that Xia Chengqi would not like him, he still wanted to maintain a good image in front of Xia Chengqi, maybe there was still a glimmer of hope.

"Okay, I'll wait for you first."

When Zhang Ting ran over happily with the pot in hand, he saw Xia Chengqi holding the phone, tears streaming down his face, saddened.He was a little confused, originally wanted to tell Xia Chengqi that he had shoveled all the eggs, but it was more difficult to wash the pot.When the words came to his lips, he let him swallow them back, and hurriedly asked:

"what happened?"

Xia Chengqi looked at Zhang Ting, calmed down his emotions, pulled Zhang Ting to hug him, and wiped his tears on Zhang Ting's shoulder: "Brother Ting, Chen Rong is back."

Zhang Ting was stunned. Chen Rong is back?What do you mean Chen Rong is back?Isn't life and death unknown? Zhang Ting also found it incredible that he came back, but he couldn't stop Xia Chengqi from crying with joy. In fact, he also knew that Xia Chengqi should be happy, extremely happy, but he felt a little sour in his heart, but He really tried hard to control his emotions, and asked with surprise, "Where did he go?"

Zhang Ting really doesn't know how to fake emotions, and he really doesn't need to, but Xia Chengqi didn't realize such a clumsy surprise this time.He still hugged Zhang Ting tightly with joy and excitement, wanting to share his joy with the person he loves the most.

Zhang Ting was holding the pot in his hand, so he poured the washing water on Xia Chengqi.

"When I see him, I will ask him carefully. He said that we will meet at Tianxingmen, Brother Ting, will you go with me?" Xia Chengqi's eyes sparkled, and his sincerity was irresistible.

"Me?" Zhang Ting pointed to his nose in surprise, "Well... I haven't finished cleaning the pot yet, why don't you go first? I'll go after I've packed up."

Xia Chengqi didn't doubt that he was there, nodded, and hurriedly took the clothes from the closet, even his hands were trembling, Zhang Ting was a little injured, he rarely saw Xia Chengqi's hands trembling with excitement, and even went to bed with him to support him. Not all night.

Xia Chengqi tidied up his clothes while Zhang Ting was absent-mindedly washing the pot. When Xia Chengqi went out, he threw the pot away, grabbed his coat and ran away.

How could he feel relieved that his fat was heading to other butcher shops? He decided to follow Xia Chengqi secretly, but he didn't expect that Xia Chengqi, a professional, would not be able to detect him with his tracking skills.Fortunately, the subway in Beijing is crowded, there are many people, and Tianxingmen has more floating population, but if he is found out, he is not afraid, Xia Chengqi will ask him to go with him!

He had never seen that Chen Rong before, so he had to keep an eye on Xia Chengqi all the way, otherwise he would lose Xia Chengqi, and he would have to be caught blind under the Tianxing Gate.

Xia Chengqi really attracted love. In the past, he always walked with Xia Chengqi, but it was not so obvious. This time, he secretly observed Xia Chengqi, and found that there were many people who were peeking at Xia Chengqi like him.

Zhang Ting was a little annoyed, and he wasn't a star, so why don't you look at it this way, this grass already has an owner!

Riding the subway all the way to Tianxingmen, Xia Chengqi provoked at least five girls and three boys, Zhang Ting muttered and complained all the way, his wife was too pretty and tired, always being missed.

Xia Chengqi was waiting alone at Tianxingmen, playing with his mobile phone absent-mindedly, while Zhang Ting ran back and forth among the crowd, stealthily observing Xia Chengqi from time to time.After Xia Chengqi answered the phone, he hurried to the front left, and Zhang Ting hurriedly followed.

But give him a critical blow head-on!

Xia Chengqi and a man hugged each other tightly. They were about the same height and figure. The man seemed to have just cut his hair, obviously to see Xia Chengqi. Zhang Ting looked sourly at each other and hugged each other tightly. The two of them only separated in five seconds!

He didn't dare to get too close, for fear that Xia Chengqi and Chen Rong would find out, so he had to follow the crowd, walking back and forth, trying to be as natural as possible.

Chen Rong looked at Xia Chengqi with a smile, Xia Chengqi's eye sockets had long been wet, and he hadn't seen him for a long time. The first time he saw it, it was actually a sour comradeship, as if his thoughts of personal love had already been drowned by the friendship of life and death.

"Where have you been all these years?"

Finally, he asked. Xia Chengqi had a sense that Chen Rong didn't want to say where he was going, so he didn't mention it all the time, but he still asked. Looking at Chen Rong's current state, it seems that his life is not bad. The air is refreshing, and the figure and appearance have not changed much, but the skin has become a little whiter, it seems that there is no training during this period.

"It seems that your father didn't tell you." Chen Rong shook his head, grabbed Xia Chengqi's sleeve, and walked towards the five-star-red flag.

"My dad really knows." Xia Chengqi squinted his eyes. He probably knew that there was something that everyone else knew but kept from him. This made him feel extremely uncomfortable, but he felt that Chen Rong would tell him that since Chen Rong decided to come to see him, and he would always explain something to him.

Wasn't there no second rescue at the beginning?Why did Chen Rong appear in the country intact, why did Xia Longhe know where Chen Rong was, what happened in the first place, and why did he just hide it from him?

"It's right for him not to tell you, it's for the good of everyone." Chen Rong sighed, looking at the five-star red flag fluttering in the wind, his eyes felt hot, no one knows this better than a soldier The meaning of this flag, and no one knows better than a fired soldier the regret of not being able to face this flag.

Chen Rong raised his right hand tremblingly, saluted the five-star red flag respectfully, then bowed deeply three times in the direction of the red flag, and when he got up again, his hair was messed up and his tears were covered by his eyes. He forcibly endured it back, leaving only reddish eye circles.

"What happened back then?" Xia Chengqi frowned, but seeing Chen Rong salute, he stood up straighter reflexively.

"I heard that you retired when you came back, and declined all honors?" Chen Rong avoided Xia Chengqi's question, and asked Xia Chengqi about his life during these days.

He has been in prison for too long, so long that there is no news of Xia Chengqi, can't see his face, can't hear his voice, I don't know if he is doing well, does he think of himself for a moment, is he always While looking for traces of himself, he still believes that he is dead.The only thing he got was a no comment from Xia Longhe.

But he was already satisfied, he knew that Sharon and Paul had him, otherwise he would not be too much sentenced for the crimes he committed, he had already prepared for the worst, after all, he did not have a moment He really forgave himself, but he still hoped that one day he could hear Xia Chengqi's reply, so he worked hard to live quietly.

Looking at Xia Chengqi's face, Xia Long and Baotao worked very hard, even if they proposed to save one life, even indefinitely.He still remembered his younger siblings and his parents far away in the village. He had always been the pride of the village and a role model for his younger siblings, so he begged Xia Longhe, told Xia Chengqi, and his family that Chen Rong was dead. Look no further, he was killed in battle, and he is still a good man.

Xia Longhe didn't agree to him, just turned around and left in silence, but he understood that with Xia Longhe's staunch nature, it was extra forbearing not to mercilessly accuse him of being a traitor on the spot.

Seeing that Chen Rong refused to answer his question decisively, Xia Chengqi no longer forced him. He knew that unless he found out what Chen Rong didn't want to tell him, he would never dig a word out of Chen Rong's mouth.

When Chen Rong bowed to the five-star red flag, Zhang Ting didn't feel so disgusted with him. At least, this person is still a hero who defends his family and the country. See, don't I often bear hug Mass?Whenever Misa helps him repair the computer, or takes him to fight monsters and practice leveling, he always feels that the beauty of friendship is better than anything else.

He is very confident that Xia Chengqi likes him, and he is also very proud of himself. Who can be as meticulous and considerate as Xia Chengqi, who knows all his habits and tolerates all his faults. Xia Chengqi's true love for him is Zhang Ting!

After he finished speaking, he was ready to go forward and greeted him openly, hi, hello, I'm Xiao Xia's boyfriend, and I'm here to pick her up.

Xia Chengqi was turning his back to him, and just as he raised his hand to pat Xia Chengqi's shoulder, Chen Rong asked, "Are you doing this for me?"

Zhang Ting's hands were stiff and his lips twitched. He just heard these words clearly, and he was cursing in his heart. How could it be for you? It's impossible!No matter what, Xiao Xia should do it just for me!

Then he saw Xia Chengqi nodded slightly.

At that moment, Zhang Ting felt that the strong self-confidence he had built was shattered, piece by piece, miserable.

Why did Xiaoxia nod her head!

But he quickly comforted himself, maybe Xiaoxia was just trying to comfort his comrades, after all, it was not easy to be missing for so long, maybe like Robinson, wandering to a deserted island, chopping firewood and hunting by himself, without clothes and pants, without mobile phone wifi, Very poor.

His hand was frozen behind Xia Chengqi's shoulder, and Chen Rong naturally saw it. He looked at Zhang Ting suspiciously, and then swept Xia Chengqi with his eyes.

Xia Chengqi followed his gaze and looked back, also a little surprised: "Brother Ting?"

Zhang Ting felt that this scene was a little awkward, and he wanted to leave temporarily because of the embarrassment, but the reality was not a game, and it wasn't that he could log off if he wanted to, so he smiled hypocritically at the two.

Chen Rong asked in surprise: "You know him? Who is he?"

Zhang Ting just wanted to find an excuse to sneak away. He didn't want to cause trouble for Xiao Xia, nor did he want to cause trouble here.

Xia Chengqi naturally held Zhang Ting's hand and smiled happily: "My boyfriend, Zhang Ting."

Zhang Ting was stunned, and Chen Rong was also stunned.

Zhang Ting didn't expect Xia Chengqi to be able to freely reveal his identity in front of his comrades. What's more, this comrade had such thoughts for Xia Chengqi. Although he was surprised, he was also pleasantly surprised. .

Chen Rong was stunned, but he didn't expect Xia Chengqi to have a boyfriend. He had always known that Xia Chengqi did not reject gays, but Xia Chengqi silently rejected his overtures. He felt that Xia Chengqi might still be gay. He didn't fully accept that he was going to be with a man in the future, so it wasn't easy to fall in love with him. As long as Xia Chengqi saw his heart clearly one day, he would definitely be moved by him.

It turned out that it was just his wishful thinking, and Xia Chengqi didn't wait for him. He not only accepted love, but also accepted another person. It turned out that he really didn't like himself from the beginning to the end.

Chen Rong felt a little desolate, he coughed, looked up at the sky and said, "Is this the answer you gave me?"

He still remembered that that night, when the enemy was ready to attack, he regarded death as home. Before leaving, he took Xia Chengqi away alone and whispered to him. He looked at Xia Chengqi hesitantly, and finally said only one sentence : "Cheng Qi, if I can come back, I hope you will give me an answer."

Now that the answer came at last, he suddenly wished he had never known it.

Xia Chengqi looked into his eyes, held Zhang Ting's hand, and said nothing.

"The wind is too strong, let's find a place to sit." Chen Rong said, then turned his head and walked aside.

No matter how dull Zhang Ting was, he could tell from Chen Rong's performance that this person had no good impression of him. Even after Xia Chengqi introduced him, he didn't even say hello, but he had already reached out his hand.

He withdrew his hand resentfully, and glanced at his mouth.

Xia Chengqi embraced Zhang Ting, leaned into his ear and whispered, "Brother Ting followed here secretly, otherwise how could he find me so quickly."

Zhang Ting glanced at Xia Chengqi guilty, and there was a hint of a smile in his dark eyes.Zhang Ting pretended to be tough and said, "Can't you?"

Xia Chengqi immediately doted on him and said, "Of course, Brother Ting cares about me, I'm so happy."

Zhang Ting chuckled, and was dragged away by Xia Chengqi happily.It took several days for him to realize that Xia Chengqi's coaxing with him was not ordinary. Every time, he would lose his temper with a few easy words every time, and he was secretly happy for a long time. He has completely forgotten now. Apart from Chen Rong's unfriendliness, only Xia Chengqi's big black and slightly curved eyes remained.

A few people went to the New Dimension Salad Bar. The delicious food was naturally suggested by Zhang Ting. Of course Xia Chengqi followed him. Chen Rong frowned, but he didn't object. He didn't understand why Xia Chengqi fell in love with such a person. In the army, he couldn't understand the second generation who didn't rely on his own efforts and only relied on his parents.

But after thinking about it, Xia Chengqi's parents are also very powerful, maybe they are people from the same world.

After a few people were seated, Chen Rong suddenly said, "Cheng Qi, I've never eaten such a thing, why don't you help me choose. Zhang Ting, do you want to go to the bathroom?"

Zhang Ting: "..."

When are we good enough to go to the bathroom together?

Xia Chengqi hesitated for a moment. Obviously, Chen Rong's purpose was to dismiss him. He had something to say to Zhang Ting, what could he say to Zhang Ting? Xia Chengqi looked at Zhang Ting worriedly, but Zhang Ting still didn't respond at all. From the way he came here, he felt that Zhang Ting might say that he didn't feel like peeing and didn't want to go to the toilet.

Unexpectedly, Zhang Ting said happily: "Okay, Xiao Xia will also help me choose one, add more vinegar, more vinegar, more vinegar!" After finishing speaking, he gestured to Chen Rong with his eyes, that means, let's go.

Then the two went to the bathroom together, leaving Xia Chengqi alone in a mess.

As soon as he entered the door, Zhang Ting said, "Do you have something to say to me?"

Chen Rong nodded, and while turning on the tap to wash his hands, he said to Zhang Ting, "I like Cheng Qi for a long time."

Zhang Ting probably expected that the other party would be very straightforward, but he didn't expect it to be so straightforward. In fact, he has seen this scene, and there are many, but the result is usually that his boyfriend will be hooked up in the end, because I don't think he is considerate enough.

"Oh, I know." You were also typed out by my father-in-law, because my father-in-law likes a son-in-law like me, and my second brother also likes me.

"What does he like about you?" Chen Rong looked at Zhang Ting in confusion. He didn't think Zhang Ting was better than him, except that his family conditions were superior to him.

Zhang Ting took it for granted, "Because I'm handsome, you may not know that Xiao Xia is extremely facial-controlled, he can be intoxicated in front of the mirror for an hour every day."

Chen Rong: "...I remember that he didn't have this problem before."

Zhang Ting pretended to sigh and said, "At the beginning he was still young, so he didn't know how to be beautiful."

Chen Rong knew that he was talking nonsense, but he didn't ask any more questions. Maybe there was something about this person that really attracted Xiao Xia.

He hesitated for a moment and said, "I'll ask you a question."

Zhang Ting was very bold: "Say it."

"If one day, someone pointed a hammer at Cheng Qi's head, he would smash it down, but Cheng Qi has no ability to resist, can you save him?" Chen Rong's eyes flashed a trace of confusion, when he and Xia Chengqi were taken away , were all covered with cuts and bruises, and later he was numb to pain, and he thought Xia Chengqi was too.When Xia Chengqi was dragged over, he saw the bloody wound on Xia Chengqi's chest, with traces of burns. His panting was very weak, and he was already unconscious. Drenched in cold sweat and sewage, he felt extremely distressed, and he glared at these gringos with the last of his strength.Then he saw a black hammer raised high above Xia Chengqi's head, which made his scalp explode from fright.

Without the slightest hesitation, Zhang Ting said, "Nonsense, of course."

Chen Rong said again: "But doing so violates your belief and responsibility, and even implicates countless people, what should I do?"

Zhang Ting was puzzled: "What does it matter to anyone else if I save my wife?"

Chen Rong gritted his teeth, as if recalling the painful experience, the veins on his forehead were exposed: "If the price of saving him is to hand over the address of the local contact station in our country and the name of the main contact person? You save him?" Do not save?" Chen Rong squatted down in pain, at that time, seeing Xia Chengqi was about to be smashed to pieces by the hammer, he almost blurted out, he said, let me tell you.

In fact, he also knew in his heart that the reason why he faced such a scene was because, when he was dying, when his life was threatened, Xia Chengqi refused to sell his soul to save him.He knew that Xia Chengqi did the right thing, this is the most basic morality of a soldier, and this is the minimum persistence of a Chinese.But he couldn't do it, he couldn't let Xia Chengqi die in front of him, he knew that this group of desperadoes would definitely do something, they would show no mercy, and with a single thought, he would never see Xia Chengqi again.

Zhang Ting didn't care: "Save, I can't help my wife."

Chen Rong snorted coldly and said: "But what do you do, you betray your country, and what awaits you is imprisonment, indefinitely, or even...immediate execution." This person is just like himself, they all She was willing to risk everything for Xia Chengqi, even if it was to betray herself, but why did Xia Chengqi never think about accepting his feelings?

Zhang Ting roughly guessed that the person's hypothesis was based on his previous experience, and the experience with Xia Chengqi was related to the truth that was concealed by his father-in-law back then.

He wondered: "Of course I can't really tell people the secrets of the country. I'm not stupid. I won't do traitors."

Chen Rong said: "You are contradicting yourself."

Zhang Ting chuckled: "I'll at most tell them it's a fake, wrong one, let them mess around."

Chen Rong shook his head: "It's useless for you to do this other than anger the gangsters."

Zhang Ting nodded in agreement: "It would be better if they shoot me in a fit of rage, so that I don't have to choose, and then they kill Xiaoxia with a hammer. Do you think the country will build a heroic husband and wife grave for us?"

"What the hell are you talking about?"

Zhang Ting looked innocent: "It doesn't make sense, could you still be reasonable at that time?"

It's really unreasonable. Desperadoes, if they don't kill the enemy, they will be killed. These people never care about other people's life and death. Maybe he chose to provoke them at that time, so he was really relieved. It's better to be shot to death Now, drag out an existence.

Chen Rong lowered his head and smiled helplessly: "Perhaps Cheng Qi likes your scoundrel, don't worry, I don't want to pester him, I just got out of prison, I really want to see how he is doing, I'm afraid What happened to cast a shadow on him. Since you know that he is doing well today, you'd better not tell him what we talked about. "

He chatted with Zhang Ting for a while, Xia Chengqi was already sitting on the seat waiting, seeing the two people coming out with normal expressions, he didn't make a sound, just pushed the fruits and vegetables on the plate in front of them.

On Chen Rong's plate, the fruits and vegetables were distinct, without any salad dressing.Zhang Ting's plate had more vegetables and no salad dressing.

Xia Chengqi said to Chen Rong, "I know you don't like the taste of salad dressing, so I didn't add it for you."

Zhang Ting's face turned pale with anger, "What about me?"

Xia Chengqi said: "I know you like all kinds of flavors, so I didn't add them for you."

Zhang Ting looked at the extraordinarily beautiful Qiandao sauce on Xia Chengqi's plate, and was indignant: "Why?"

Xia Chengqi reached out and touched Zhang Ting's stomach: "As you said, you can't squeeze out your abdominal muscles."

Zhang Ting pinched his soft belly with a mournful face, well, he was about to lose his abdominal muscles, he was very distressed, Xia Chengqi fed him so well.

Chen Rong silently watched the two people's natural way of communication, but the wounds in his heart were getting deeper and deeper. He has never been more aware than now that Xia Chengqi will not belong to him, never again, and has never belonged to him before. After him, feelings are such a thing, it is not good to say, no one knows how long it will take to soften a person.

He dug a mouthful of green vegetables and stuffed them into his mouth, feeling a bit bitter, he really couldn't get used to these foreign ways of eating.

"Cheng Qi, I know you have been donating money to my family, I have to thank you."

Xia Chengqi shook his head: "Are you still unwilling to tell? What happened to you?

what's up?

Back then, he and Xia Chengqi were rescued by the country together, but one went to the hospital and then chose to leave the army, and the other went to prison after leaving the hospital.He would never tell Xia Chengqi.

"The past is in the past, what are you looking for?"

He pretended not to care.

Xia Chengqi stared at him closely: "You don't want to tell me, you don't want to tell me, because this matter is related to me, you are afraid that if I know the truth, I will try to find justice for you or take revenge, but you understand, I absolutely I can't help you, and I can't seek justice for you. I can only get myself into trouble. You have committed a terrible thing, right?"

Xia Chengqi's analysis is not afraid of Chen Rong at all. He understands the training, ability, character, and inertia they received together so well that he can't understand it any more.

Chen Rongbo said to him, "I'm going back to my hometown. I can't let you take care of me all the time. I have to support my little one to go to school."

There was a trace of sadness in Xia Chengqi's eyes: "Is it hard for me to see you? Or you don't want to see me? You know, I can find you a better and more suitable job."

Chen Rong chuckled and rubbed his fingers unnaturally: "We are comrades-in-arms for life, and I will remember to come and see you."

Xia Chengqi nodded, but he suddenly felt that at this moment, the distance between him and Chen Rong was far away, or they could never go back to that time when they were shivering in the cold and wrapped in a quilt. He looked at him with a smile, and when he was eating, he gorged himself so that he could go back to the dormitory to sleep earlier. During the actual combat exercise, Xia Chengqi blocked the gun for Chen Rong without blinking, and his arm was bandaged for a month.

It seems that no one is the same person as before. Because of the emotional deviation, he and Chen Rong will never return to the age where they can talk freely over wine.

Xia Chengqi was really sorry, he tried to save this friendship, but Chen Rong was very decisive and his goal was very firm, he never wanted to be friends with him only, he really couldn't give more.I have been taking Zhang Ting with me today because I want to tell Chen Rong that the relationship between life and death is different from love.He could fall in love with Zhang Ting as soon as they met, or he could never accept Chen Rong's feelings for him.

"Anyway, your return has always fulfilled my wish. I used to suspect that you were dead, that they didn't save you, and I even questioned my faith, but now, no matter what the truth is, They didn't give up on you, did they?"

Xia Chengqi looked at Chen Rong eagerly.

Sure enough, Chen Rong nodded lightly and gave an affirmative answer: "Of course, they will not give up on me. You don't have to doubt your belief. In fact, you and I were rescued in the same group. There has never been a sequence. points."

This also proved that the sentence that General Xia said never changed to Xia Chengqi.

His father was still the man he knew, with a clear distinction between public and private, resolute and upright.