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"Actually, Su Liang's departure was just an accident. I have read all the appraisal reports..." Shen Youjun raised his head and put his cheek against Su Yiyao's. .

He has always understood...

"It's just that I don't want to believe it. I don't want to believe that it was just an accident. I don't want to believe...them."

Su Yiyao raised his hand and hugged this man tightly, such Shen Youjun made him a little overwhelmed, he never knew...he loves him so much.

Raising a hand to caress Shen Youjun's cheek, Su Yiyao moved his face away slightly, his bright black eyes did not hide the heat and affection in his eyes, and looked directly into the depths of Shen Youjun's guilt-filled eyes.

"It's not your fault, Shen Youjun."

Shen Youjun's character is slender and sensitive, every move of others will affect his mind, he is easily hurt and will not argue or justify anything, often before hurting others, his heart is already a piece of scorched earth.

Only by freezing yourself first can you treat others indifferently. Shen Youjun's silence and indifference is just the armor he protects his soft heart, just like a river clam. I can't help feeling distressed.

Su Yiyao looked at the man with reddish eyes quietly. Although no tears fell from his eyes, he clearly knew that this man was crying, crying with his heart...

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Shen Youjun, I just met you so late.

He exerted strength on his legs, straightened his body slightly, and placed a light kiss on Shen Youjun's forehead, "I will stay with you, even if they still oppose us, I will not give up on you."

Shen Youjun slowly calmed down, and he held Su Yiyao tight again. At this moment, he wished that time would stop like this, so that everything would be so beautiful forever, "They...maybe they won't object anymore, but...I don't want to prove it. "

After all, he still doesn't know how to face the family members who have hurt each other with him.

"Perhaps the Golden Pine Award is coming soon, you can share the joy with them if you win the award." Su Yiyao's tone was soft, and he tried his best to comfort Shen Youjun.

In his previous life, he was an orphan since he was a child. In this life, he was reborn without parents. Family affection is the most missing part of him. However, since he had the Su Cheng family and Uncle Li Xiang, he finally understood what kind of special existence relatives are.

He likes this feeling, and hopes that Shen Youjun will not be unable to get out, even if they will face opposition and doubts, but they will always be together, right?

"Maybe." Shen Youjun replied hoarsely. After a while of silence, although he hesitated, he finally asked another question: "I... I am going out in a few days, do you want to go with me? ?”

"Where are you going?" Su Yiyao stretched out a hand, and slowly smoothed Shen Youjun's short black hair. Seeing that his mood had finally calmed down a bit, his heart was filled with some kind of fiery emotion.

"Go to Huayao." Shen Youjun hugged Su Yiyao, and with a little effort, the two of them lay down together on the soft quilt. "Go to the cemetery, I want to introduce us to Su Liang."

"..." Although I don't know the outcome of the matter, the feeling of going to see my own grave with my boyfriend is really subtle.

Su Yiyao blinked his eyes lightly, making his expression slightly surprised, "Why did you suddenly remember that you want to take me to meet...uh...Su Liang's.]"

"Shen Yueze just came over." When Shen Yueze was mentioned, Shen Youjun's voice was full of guard and hostility.

"President of Huayao, why did he come here?" Su Yiyao tightened his fingers slightly, stopped the movement of thickening his hair, and his smiling face was slightly stiff where Shen Youjun couldn't see.

He tried his best to keep his voice calm, just like Shen Youjun didn't know how to face his family, he also didn't know whether he should see Shen Yueze again.

Miss today, for him.On the contrary, it may not be a good thing. He no longer sees Shen Yueze and is separated from his former self. He just needs to continue Su Yiyao's life.

Although Shen Yueze didn't say a word about Lin Zichao, the real reason that prompted him to come was Lin Zichao.

As for why the other party didn't mention Lin Zichao, it's probably because Shen Yueze seems to be a person who sees the situation very clearly and knows how to choose.

"Because of Lin Zichao." Shen Youjun replied in a deep voice, because his mood fluctuated a little, and he didn't notice Su Yiyao's inappropriateness at the moment, "He brought me an invitation card about the first anniversary of Su Liang's departure. Memorial."

Regarding Lin Zichao's matter, Su Yiyao was naturally clear about it, and it seemed that he had nothing to say, and his attention was all on the "First Anniversary Meeting".

"I didn't expect Huayao to have such an event..." Su Yiyao pursed his lips, although he really didn't want to see Shen Yueze again, but if this is what Shen Youjun wanted, "I can go with you."

He just said goodbye to his former self.

Su Yiyao comforted himself like this at this time, but he didn't know that Shen Youjun had already made up his mind not to let him meet Shen Yueze, even if he participated in the commemorative meeting, he would do his best to isolate them.

On the day of the commemorative meeting, the weather was different from the bright and peaceful weather of the past few days. Large swaths of dark clouds seemed to be stuck to the sky, and it seemed that it would rain at any time. Feeling lost.

Su Yiyao was sitting in the car, watching Shen Youjun walk out of Huayao's gate quietly through the brown glass. The man was still wearing a black suit that fit his figure, with a white dried rose pinned to his collar button. Look serious and serious.

Although he brought Su Yiyao here, he didn't take him directly into the venue, which made Su Yiyao heave a sigh of relief. Although he had been sitting in the car, he had already seen countless familiar faces through the car window .

These people were very insignificant in his eyes, and they were all treated indifferently. The sad expressions on these people's faces were mixed with sincerity.

Although Shen Youjun participated in this commemorative meeting, he didn't stay in the venue for long. Rather than going to a group of people to follow the so-called host and recall Su Liang in the past, he would rather go to Su Liang's tomb quietly.

"I thought you wouldn't come here, Shen Youjun." Just two steps out of Huayao's gate, Shen Yueze's voice sounded behind him, all the media reporters were in the venue, today's Huayao outside the gate quite clean.

Shen Youjun's footsteps stopped, he stopped, turned around and looked at Shen Yueze secretly, neither of them had the slightest smile on their faces, and Shen Youjun always had a cold expression when facing outsiders.

And Shen Yueze seemed to have removed some kind of disguise, and Yinjiu's eyes were full of stinging chill and madness, "It seems that I really underestimated you."

Shen Youjun withdrew his gaze, and stopped looking at Shen Yueze with a faintly crazy expression. His eyes fell on the nanny's car not far away. When he saw the curtains that had been pulled up, his tense mood relaxed a little.

When he saw Shen Yueze's white hair, Su Yiyao couldn't help constricting his pupils. He stared blankly, without any reaction.

While Shen Youjun and Shen Yueze were busy eye contacting each other, Ji Guangxi reached out silently from the side and pulled up the curtain on Su Yiyao's side.

Su Yiyao, who came back to his senses, couldn't help but look at Ji Guangxi with questioning eyes. He raised his finger and pointed to the drawn curtain, and asked, "Brother Ji, who is this?"

"Shen Youjun told me that he doesn't want to be seen by you. You have to be considerate of his appearance of being "jealous" with others for another man, Xiao Yaoyao." Ji Guangxi said in a non-tonal manner, and finally came to point Su Yiyao blinked.

"..." Su Yiyao stared at Ji Guangxi for a long time, really confused about Shen Youjun and Ji Guangxi.

Ji Guangxi smiled, looking at his expression with deep meaning, "Today is very important to Shen Youjun, you will understand later."

If Shen Youjun can let go of Su Liang, then he and Su Yiyao will have a completely new future without any impure thoughts in it.

And it would be better for him to start, and get Shen Youjun to reconnect with them there, even if the relationship is not as close as before, for Su Yiyao, Shen Youjun must be willing to cement the rift between them.

Outside Huayao's gate, the confrontation between the two men is not over yet.

"I know you want to see Ah Liang, he's in the western suburbs." Shen Yueze said, suddenly raised one corner of his mouth and smiled, "If you want to see him, remember to tell your little toy not to lose his temper, it will Bother Ah Liang."

"He's not a toy." Shen Youjun looked at Shen Yueze with cold eyes, "put away your thoughts, or I don't mind, let your end be the same as your little toy surnamed Jane."

"Really...Speaking of it, I never believe that anyone can really forget A Liang, and I won't let people forget A Liang. Shen Youjun, since you dare to like A Liang, then you should be like me, and your soul will always be loyal to you only. A Liang is alone."

Shen Yueze approached Shen Youjun unhurriedly, his eyes were full of morbid persistence, "What do you think?"

"I'll ask someone to bring you all Su Liang's photos."

Shen Youjun, who refused to say another word, threw Shen Yueze away, and returned to the nanny's car, with a chill exuding from his body, "Go to the Western Suburb Cemetery."