My nemesis tempts me every day

Within a few days, it began to rain cats and dogs outside again, like the Milky Way pouring down.

It wasn't for washing away the filth, let alone moistening the dry land. It was just like an incisive catharsis, which completely broke out the long-term depression and depression on the Fergar continent through this rain.

The water in the creek rose several meters overnight, and the wood used to build the house had a strong musty smell after being soaked in water. A pile of unnamed white mushrooms appeared in the corner of the wall the next day.If it were an ordinary person who lived in this kind of place all year round, he would suffer from a whole body of problems within two years.

The rain stopped in the middle of the night, and the mist and humidity in the morning were intertwined, but they still did not evaporate under the scorching sun after the rain, which made the climate even more sweltering.

Gorlando never slept deeply. He woke up after the sound of the rain stopped, and then opened his eyes until dawn.He pulled away from the bed, yawned and stared at the rain-washed jungle scenery outside.

The silence of the whispering forest under the morning sun is inversely proportional to the noise at night, coupled with the hazy feeling caused by the mist, it can be called somewhat beautiful.

The magic circle in Ronoye's body was as quiet as before, and there was no movement. It seemed that they had to stay here for a while.I heard from my future self that the evil spirits outside have become more rampant than ever in the past few days, and most of Uleni City, the capital of the kingdom, will soon fall.

The demon in the Judgment Cult probably couldn't wait any longer. It was certainly safe and feasible to suck human souls through the spread of black water with curse effects, and the method of directly using the evil spirit itself as a carrier to expand the scope of the curse was also attractive.

After several years of accumulation, it is probably not far from its heyday, and now the god who can suppress it has disappeared like evaporation, and there are many high-level priests and magicians Turned into an evil spirit, as far as Fergar is concerned, people have no ability to compete with it.

I don't know if it's because of the deepening of the disease, but the eldest prince's sleep is always extraordinarily long. In the past few days when they settled in the Whispering Forest, the eldest prince has to sleep for nearly fifteen hours every day, and he is always mentally tired when he wakes up. Mental depression.

Just like the poor people they have seen in the slums, it seems that the vitality of the whole body has been sucked away, leaving only this corpse-like body.

The sun gradually rose and the sun became brighter. Gorlando got out of bed, got dressed, and walked to the bedside of the eldest prince Justis.

The adult version of Golando calculated that the eldest prince would be completely ill and turn into an evil spirit within a week at most, and the first prince himself had no intention of prolonging his life, but under the repeated pleas of Ronoye, the adult version of Golando still did something to delay the disease of the first prince. some measures.

In just a few days, the First Prince's skin has begun to fester and peel off in large areas, and the food he eats will soon be vomited out. From the wreckage in the vomit, it can be seen that the First Prince's stomach is no longer capable of digestion Yes, there is still a little bit of star blood mixed in it, which clearly exposes the cruel facts.

——Exactly what that prostitute Rose said, these are all symptoms before becoming an evil spirit.

The First Prince's breathing in his sleep was so tiny that it was inaudible, indicating that he was extremely weak. Even though his body was still covered with a quilt, Gorlando could clearly see the sunken part of his abdomen. The internal organs may have been rotting to seven or eighty-eight.

It must be very painful to live like this, not to mention that the eldest prince has never drank the black water that slows down the disease, and he will suffer more than those poor people when he has an attack.

If it is said that before measures were taken, the First Prince could still die in excruciating pain, then after taking the corresponding treatment to resist the disease, the First Prince would not even die quickly.

His skin, organs and viscera rotted and regenerated. It was as if he was living to experience the decay, and it seemed that the process of death was forced to be elongated. Severe pain and itching appeared alternately, causing him to scratch his new growth. The skin, dyed the clothes he was wearing into a horrible bloody garment.

He is struggling on the edge of life and death, heaven does not accept him, and hell also rejects him, leaving him neither human nor ghost in the world.

And the culprit that led to this result...

Gorlando looked at Ronoye who was still curled up in the bed.

The adult version of himself did tell them that prolonging the eldest prince's death also exacerbated his pain, but neither party expected it to be this level of "pain".

The eldest prince understood Ronoye's kindness, and was also concerned about his kindness. His gentleness made him endure the pain and did not seek death from the three of them, but this was also his limit.

In a few days, when his thoughts and personality are slowly swallowed up, this last tenderness may also disappear quickly.

The one who regretted the most was undoubtedly Ronoye.

It was he who selfishly begged the adult version of Gorlando to postpone the death of the eldest prince, and it was he who foolishly stood up for so-called justice and wanted to keep Uncle Justice's life, thinking that he was doing "right" However, they did not consider that the other party's life would be worse than death at all.

But it is useless to regret, even if the treatment is stopped immediately, Justis will have to suffer for a few more days before he can die.

This was a heavy blow to Ronoye.

If only he had heeded that Gorlando's advice a few days ago... He thought so all the time.

And today is the first day of stopping treatment.

Gorlando stopped by the eldest prince's bed and observed for a while, until there was movement behind him, then he turned his head to look at Ronoye who had just woken up.

Ronoye looked tired, with faint dark circles under his eyes, and even his fair skin was not as shiny as before.

He was overwhelmed by self-blame and guilt, and then doubted what he had always believed.

Ronoye got up silently and drank a glass of water, then held the quilt in his hand and remained silent.

"Want to eat?" Golando asked.

Ronoye shook his head slightly.

The young master's beautiful eyebrows were tightly knitted from beginning to end, and a shadow seemed to be covering his face.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Golando asked tentatively.

"I..." Ronoye started, but immediately bit his lip again.

He had a nightmare, and it was a nightmare that he didn't want to recall. This dream made him feel at a loss and lost his direction.

His subconscious refused to deny his previous life, but the facts hit him in the face again and again.

He longed for someone to confide in, not to strengthen his heart, but to speak out what he had been holding back for days.

Is Gorlando someone you can trust?

After thinking for a while, Ronoye still gave up this option.

He ignored Golando's inquiry and went to the future Golando instead.

After entering the other party's room and closing the door, he sat upright opposite the adult version of Golando, like a pious believer ready to confess.

With some hesitation, Ronoye confessed to the adult version of Golando: "I dreamed about Angelina last night."

The grown-up Golando wasn't surprised that Ronoye came to him, and neither was the other Ronoye, who would always find him to talk about things he found annoying.

He moved his fingers and tapped lightly on the table, without any other expression on his face.

——Angelina has died in this world, and this dream of Ronoye has nothing to do with the identity of his prophesied son.

After confirming the first point, he asked, "What's the specifics?"

This time, Ronoye's voice was a little softer: "I dreamed that she was tied to a cross and burned."

Following these words, the memories in his mind that would be forgotten at any time combined with the scene in the dream instantly became vivid.

He remembered Angelina's white and fluttering skirt and the blood in sharp contrast to it, and how bright and dazzling the flames were when the saint was burned alive.

Observing Ronoye's expression, the adult version of Golando raised his chin to signal the young master to continue.

"She's always... in pain." Ronoye bowed her head deeply, "She blamed me for just watching and not saving her."

"But her life is just as painful, just like His Royal Highness." The adult version of Golando reminded.

Ronoye didn't seem to hear what the adult version of Golando said, and still blamed himself: "Why am I so weak, why am I incapable of saving them? Angelina and Uncle Justice, they could have been saved of……"

"They cannot be saved."

"But……"

"But your ability can save them from before."

The adult version of Golando bit down on the word "before" and made a pause gesture to Ronoye.

As he spoke, he gave a nondescript example: "When picking up pebbles by the river, everyone basically wants to get as many as possible, but if you grab too many, those that don't fall into the palm of your hand will escape. There are trade-offs, big and small.”

It is impossible to do everything perfectly, and it is also impossible to measure everything on the scale in your heart.

What the young master cares most about is that his act of saving people made the rescued suffer even more. His pursuit and aspirations were shaken by the huge waves of reality after being sent to the future, almost on the verge of fragmentation.

Growing up is painful, but everyone must grow up, just like the young master himself said, he has many ideals that he wants to achieve in the future, and he has very high demands on himself, the more he is like this, the more he can't escape, In any case, you have to accept the price of growth.

After giving the example, the adult version of Golando said: "You are not a god, you can't be perfect."

"But what if it's strong enough?" Ronoye couldn't help asking.

"But you are obviously not strong enough." The adult version of Gorlando explained the facts, "But you are also capable...ah, it is a mission that must be yours." He withdrew his hand and said, "What should be done and what should not be done What you do, what you cannot escape, and what you should give up, you will gradually understand this truth."

"After going back with the other me, how about you think about what I said?"

Speaking of the completed version, Gorlando lazily pushed away his chair and stood up: "It's time to see the situation of His Royal Highness, let's go."

He didn't wait for Ronoye, and walked out of the room briskly. Ronoye stared at the tall figure of the departing person, and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

The author has something to say: Big Brother: Brother, in the last chapter you brushed up favorability, and this time I helped you brush it up again, don’t thank me

Xiao Ge: ...Who made you mess up your favorability? !

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