wait until the fireworks cool off

Sheng Xiao couldn't help but rejoice: "Master, I've been cooking for you every day these few days. If you practice more, your level will definitely get better and better."

Qing Yu looked at his brimming smile, with mixed emotions in his heart, and said slowly: "Amo, I'm already much better, you don't need to be so troublesome, your practice... don't go to waste."

"Uncle Master, why are you saying this again? You are sick now, how can I have the mind to practice?" Sheng Xiaomo was confident, "Uncle Master, if you are really worried about my cultivation and schoolwork, let me take good care of it You, you heal quickly, so that I can settle down and practice."

Qing Yu found out that he was powerless to refute what was obviously wrong.Since the injury, he seems to have lost his shell overnight, and he has lost a lot of resistance in the face of everything. His principles and temper have been exhausted little by little, replaced by more and more fragility and compromise .He couldn't be more clear about the child in front of him thinking about him, but facing his bold admiration and undisguised intimacy, Qing Yu found himself more and more powerless to resist, and also unable to push away, no, more than that, he He even enjoys such care and care more and more, even though he clearly knows that he is slipping into a huge, wrong abyss little by little.

The sun is just right.Qing Yu has been lying down for almost a month, and most of his injuries have recovered, but his body is a little stiff.He took the coat beside the couch and put it on slowly, with his hair loose like that, he stood up slowly, and walked to the window step by step.

Slightly raised his hand and opened the wooden window, the bright sunlight outside the window poured into the room like a sea wave, engulfing him in an instant.

When Sheng Xiaomo opened the door and came in, this was what he saw.The man was dressed in plain clothes and stood alone in front of the window looking into the distance, with a gentle and distant expression.He didn't tie his hair up, and three thousand blue strands hung behind him like green weeds.The sun is soft and beautiful, and it is better than the snow, reflecting his handsome profile, covering his whole body, and his clear figure is like a queen's tree, standing with the light.

Sheng Xiaomo's heart skipped a beat, he approached quietly and gently hugged him from behind.

Qing Yu only felt a warm body suddenly approaching his back, and his arms wrapped around his waist.He was slightly startled, but without turning his head, he just said in a solemn voice, "Amo, let go."

"Don't let me go, I'll throw you out if you don't." Sheng Xiaomo tightened her hands stubbornly, buried her head deeply in his hair, closed her eyes and took a deep breath.The light medicinal fragrance mixed with this person's unique light breath made him wish to indulge his whole life.

"Don't mess around..." Qing Yu patted the back of his hand reassuringly, with a weak tone.He didn't have the strength to break free, he just wanted to use his status as master uncle to pressure him.

"Let me hug you for a while," Sheng Xiaomo's tone seemed to be coaxing a junior, he was a little taller than Qing Yu, his lips were on the hair behind his ears, and the warm breath brushed against his ears. "This way I feel that your body is still warm and your breath is still there. Since you were sent back until now, I have never dared to touch you. I am always afraid that you will suddenly collapse and never wake up again..." said At the back, his voice trembled slightly.

Qing Yu found out that this time he didn't call him Shishu.He turned his head slightly, and saw Sheng Xiaomo's face was close to his eyebrow line, the heroic aura so close made his heart skip a beat.

If this difference in seniority is eliminated, would he and him be two men who could stand shoulder to shoulder?

But as men, they are separated by thousands of gullies. They can be masters and apprentices, close friends, confidants, high mountains and rivers, irresistible to each other, but the only thing is that they cannot be lovers.

Maybe it's because of bleeding too much, Qing Yu only felt chills in his body, but yearned for the warmth in his arms.He closed his eyes heavily, no longer trying to break free.

The two stood in front of the window maintaining this posture for a long time, and each other's shadows were gradually melted into a bundle by the sunlight.

May it be melancholy is madness

The sunset faded the last ray of light.

Since Qing Yu's body basically recovered, Sheng Xiaomo found that he had no reason to stay by his side day and night, so he felt nervous every time it got dark.He unconsciously glanced at the person who was sitting in front of the desk and writing seriously, for fear that he would drive him back if he raised his head.

Qing Yu seemed to be aware of Sheng Xiaomo's emotions, but he didn't raise his head, but quietly finished writing the scroll in his hand, then put down the pen, took the two scrolls next to him, made a total of three scrolls, and handed them to Sheng Xiaomo.

"Amo, I plan to travel down the mountain in the past two days. You should take a good look at these thoughts."

"Yunyou?" Sheng Xiaomo was startled, he never expected that Qing Yu would tell him such a thing as soon as he opened his mouth: "Master Uncle has just recovered from a serious injury, why should he go to Yunyou again if he is fine?"

"Now that the matter of the gods and beasts is over and the world is at peace, I have been in the mountains for a hundred years, so it's time to go down to help the world..."

"How long will Master be going?"

"The shortest is a year and a half, and the longest is two or three years."

After Sheng Xiaomo listened, the disbelief in his eyes hadn't faded, he paused and said bluntly: "Uncle Master is avoiding me again?"

Qing Yu's eyes froze, avoiding his gaze.

"Amo, don't talk nonsense," he said in a somewhat embarrassing tone, "You wasted a lot of time taking care of me, now it's time to calm down and practice hard."

"Since that's the case, how about I go down the mountain with my uncle? Anyway, I have passed the trial of the Fairy Sword Conference. According to the Changliu practice, it's time to go down the mountain to practice." Sheng Xiaomo said calmly.

"No!" As expected, the immortal refused.

"Why?" Sheng Xiaomo stared at him with aggressive eyes.

Qing Yu was silent, almost out of words: "I won't go down the mountain with you..."

"Uncle Master insisted on going down the mountain, but he didn't want to go with me, and he said he didn't want to avoid me?" Sheng Xiaomo said loudly.

"Sheng Xiaomo!" Qing Yu couldn't bear it anymore, "You are a man of seven feet, why are you obsessed with such absurd things?! Don't say that you and I are separated by elders and children, even if we are of the same generation, this is a taboo! Don't you understand?"

Sheng Xiaomo looked at Qing Yu's eyes, his eyes were a little unpredictable: "The days before, it was in this room, the uncle's response to me...I remember very clearly. Now, tell me, That's all my illusion, right?"

Qing Yu was silent for a while.

He found himself powerless and unable to explain.Could it be that he told Sheng Xiaomo directly that he was really weak, compromised, and throbbing?

After a long while, Qing Yu sighed a long time: "Amo, you are...an excellent child. It's just that you are still young and have limited experience, so you can't tell the difference..." He seemed to be struggling to decide his words , "When you succeed in your cultivation in the future, you will naturally meet... a woman who matches you. You shouldn't..."

"Uncle Master, do you think I fell in love with you on a whim? Or do you think I haven't met any good girls these years?" Sheng Xiaomo couldn't help interrupting him, "Uncle Master, did you say this to me, or to you? Did you hear it yourself?"

"you!"

Seeing the anger on Qing Yu's face but unable to refute, Sheng Xiaomo's heart suddenly surged with turbulence, and he simply revealed all the words he had suppressed for a long time: "Master, I know, you think you and I are men, I shouldn't have such feelings. But if my uncle is such a stickler for the rules, why did he treat a little-known little disciple like me, who is both a teacher and a friend, to teach me to read those books that violate the rules of the sect? Do you understand the affairs of this world? Uncle Shi once said that a gentleman must be sincere. Now that I follow my heart, how come Uncle Master is deceiving himself and others?"

After hearing his clear and honest words, Qing Yu's heart was defeated, his eyes were lowered, and he was speechless for a long time.

What Sheng Xiaomo said was right, people should not do things that go against their conscience, and he has always demanded this from himself.But this matter is too serious. If it continues, what kind of obstacles and disasters they will encounter in the future, and how terrible punishment and injury they will suffer, he can hardly imagine.He has experienced too much pain in this life, and his reputation has long been underestimated, but Sheng Xiaomo is still so young, everything has just begun, he is his uncle, how can he disregard this child's reputation and future?

"Amo, things in this world... are not as simple as you think..."

"I don't care what other people think, I just know that I have a clear heart for my uncle. Even if I put a knife on my neck, it won't change!" In Uncle’s mind, to me...but different?”

Faced with the young man's unabashed love and bold love, Qing Yu felt sad.

He is still young, he has never seen any storms, life and death, he speaks so recklessly.But I am more than 400 years older than him, can I just watch him fall into such a situation?

Forget it, let yourself bear these mistakes and complaints.

"I can't respond to your wishes, you can do it yourself." Qing Yu said coldly, left Sheng Xiao silently and got up, and entered the inner hall without looking back.

After a while, he heard a soft knock on the door, and then slowly walked out of the inner hall.Sure enough, Sheng Xiaomo left, the empty front hall was cold, like an abandoned cellar.

I don't know how long he was in a daze before Qing Yu came back to his senses.It was late at night, and he walked quietly to the window alone.In the night sky, the crescent moon is like the heart of the night, beating and shedding a white blood.The wind blew on his face a bit bitingly, like the smell of cold blood.

In a trance, he seemed to be able to feel that scorching hug again, as if a cluster of bonfires were lit behind him.He couldn't speak in front of Sheng Xiaomo, but he couldn't help thinking about it when he was alone.

That is really a very good child, Fengshen is handsome, upright and clear, full of youthful vigor, and courage that makes him feel inferior.He is one of the most outstanding disciples in Changliu Mountain, and he never lacks admiration wherever he goes