Song female man

"Hmph!" In the darkness, Xie Erniang, who felt Shunniang was hesitating, let out a dissatisfied voice.

"I..." Shunniang really felt that she couldn't say anything that would deny her liking for Sister Song Yu. If she said that, she would not only lie to Xie Erniang, but also to herself.

Xie Erniang was really in a hurry at the moment. She saw Shunniang coming back in the boudoir upstairs, and hesitated for a while whether to come down to greet her, but finally couldn't hold back, but at that time, Shunniang had already patted her. After passing through the gate on the fence wall of Xie's and Xi's families, she hurriedly followed, but she didn't want to hear what Shunniang's sister-in-law Qi said.

Sister Song Yu, she has heard this person from Shunniang and Xi's family more than once. She is rich and beautiful, and she is a single widow. The most important thing is that she is very kind to Shunniang, and Shunniang seems to be very kind to her focus on.More than three months ago, she knew that Sister Song Yu was going to get married, and Shunniang didn't send her son to her hotel. At that time, she thought that the two of them had nothing to do with each other.Unexpectedly, today she heard Shunniang say that Sister Song Yu gave her clothes and tea. Does this mean that Shunniang and that Sister Song Yu are dating again?

Ever since she accidentally read the letter Song Yu wrote to Shunniang the day before yesterday, and found out that the so-called Xi Erlang was Xi Erniang, she was indeed hit hard and shaken, wanting to give up liking Shunniang, wanting to Try to accept that Liang Sanlang who has been pursuing her relentlessly.However, when Liang Sanlang was asked to work in the kitchen of Xie's house for more than an hour yesterday, Xie Erniang found that although she was listening to Liang Sanlang, she didn't hear a word. I knew what I was talking about, and I was always absent-minded and in a trance.When Liang Sanlang gets closer, her body will involuntarily produce a sense of repulsion, unlike when Shun Niang approaches, her body will be attracted, and she wants to move closer to Shun Niang.This feeling didn't change even when I knew that Xi Erlang was Xi Erniang. Although it wasn't as strong as before, it still existed. Since Shunniang entered her boudoir yesterday and hugged her for the first time, She can feel it.

Comparing the two, she thinks that she still likes Shun Niang who disguises herself as a man. She just doesn't dislike Liang Sanlang, but it's far from liking or fascinated.

After figuring this out, although she was still a bit hesitant to go down with Shunniang according to her heart, when she saw Shunniang driving an ox cart in the backyard of Xie's house, she couldn't help being moved by her. Attracted, he gritted his teeth and went downstairs to follow Shun Niang.Maybe she didn't know what to say when she met Shunniang, but she just wanted to see Shunniang.

After hearing Shunniang talk about Sister Song Yu, and the Qi family saying that Sister Song Yu wanted to hook up with Shunniang, she couldn't help it.

Although she already knew Shunniang's true gender, she wondered if Sister Song Yu, who knew that Shunniang was a woman, contacted Shunniang again, did that mean that Sister Song Yu also liked Shunniang?So she couldn't help being jealous, and went forward to prevent Shunniang from closing the door, and then asked Shunniang to follow her to the firewood room to talk.

As soon as she entered the firewood room, in the dark, she questioned Shunniang about Sister Song Yu. She felt that compared to whether Sister Song Yu also liked Shunniang, she was more concerned about whether Shunniang liked that Sister Song Yu, and whether Shunniang liked herself as much I like that sister Song Yu.It was hard for her to make Shunniang like her, and she liked Shunniang so much, so of course she didn't want to lose Shunniang, so what if she was a woman?

"...you don't like me anymore?" She asked Shunniang tremblingly, looking up. In her heart, she felt that liking was the only thing. Sister Song Yu is entirely possible.Judging from Sister Song Yu's New Year's gift to Shunniang, Sister Song Yu still misses Shunniang. If the two of them hook up now, Shunniang will definitely abandon her. She is very anxious and afraid because of this.

Shunniang was stunned, she didn't quite understand how Little Pepper had changed from asking if she liked Sister Song Yu to not liking her all of a sudden, she was just considering whether to tell the truth to Little Pepper, so she hurriedly argued: " No, no, Er Niang, don't think about it, I... I still like you."

Xie Erniang: "Then you don't like that Sister Song Yu?"

Shun Nianghan, I don’t know why Xie Erniang is so persistent in asking this question, but she already understands that Xie Erniang cares about this very much, so she can only bite the bullet and tell Xie Erniang that she and Sister Song Yu are just ordinary friends who have a good relationship What do you like, she gave herself a new year gift because she had business dealings with her.

"Didn't you say that she is already married, that's why you didn't send seeds to her shop, why did you send this to her shop again?" Xie Erniang continued to ask.

"Oh...she didn't get married, the Han Yanei who was going to marry her fell into the water and turned into a living dead." Shun Niang told the truth.

Having said that, Xie Erniang became anxious again, and asked: "She won't be able to get married, so she has made up your mind again, hasn't she?"

"..." Shunniang didn't know what to say. She felt that the more she explained to Xiaojiali about Sister Song Yu's affairs, the more questions Xiaojiali would have, and she didn't know how these questions were airborne. There are fixed ideas to follow.

She secretly felt a headache, and considered whether she should confess her real gender to Xiaojiali, or simply tell everything, so that she could make her own choice.

Shunniang didn't answer, Erniang Xie thought that she was stumped by her own question, that is, that Sister Song Yu was really trying to trick her, and when she got anxious, she blurted out: "Didn't she say that she wanted to be a sister with you? Why now Changed again?"

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she realized that she had made a slip of the tongue, and Shun Niang was also shocked, feeling like a thunderbolt from the blue sky!

She couldn't have imagined that these words would come out of Xiaojiali's mouth, and her mind went blank for a moment, and she didn't recover for a long time.

There was silence in the dark, only the sound of each other's unsteady breathing could be heard, Xie Erniang was very regretful, she didn't want to say this at this time, she was afraid that Shunniang would be very angry if she was exposed, or she would feel scared and leave her.

She bit her lip and told Shunniang not to worry, saying that she would not tell this matter to outsiders.

"When did you know? And how did you know?" Shun Niang asked after being silent. She suddenly felt relaxed. She felt that Xie Erniang didn't say it. Today she wanted to say it, from Xie Erniang's mouth. It would be better if the truth came out than her haggling.

After hearing Shunniang's question, Xie Erniang also stammered how she saw the letter written by Sister Song Yu to Shunniang the day before yesterday, and then deduced from what was written in the letter that Shunniang was a woman.

After listening to Shunniang, she suddenly realized that it was no wonder that Chili Pepper behaved extremely abnormally that night. She came back from Bianliang City for two consecutive days, but she didn't come to greet her, and she locked herself in the house yesterday without eating. At Xie Yi's request, when I went up to persuade her to come downstairs for dinner, I saw her haggard and in pain...

It turned out that all of this was because she found out that she was a woman!

Shunniang can fully understand why Xie Erniang looked so painful and haggard that day. No matter who it is, it will be extremely shocking and unacceptable to know that the person you like suddenly changes gender. The pain that comes with it is also reasonable. Medium matter.What's more, Xie Erniang is still so young, only 15 years old after the new year, Shunniang thinks it is quite rare for her to survive and stand face to face with her again.If this incident happened when she was fourteen or fifteen years old, she probably wouldn't recover so quickly and face the person she likes who suddenly changed gender.

Facing Xie Erniang who already knew her gender, she felt ashamed, so she said to her that she was sorry, I was very sorry for her, because she disguised herself as a man so that her family could have a meal and not be bullied.Before, I had never accepted Xie Erniang's affection because I considered that I was a woman, so I shouldn't provoke Xie Erniang who wanted to find a good man to marry.The reason why she agreed to Xie Erniang later was because she liked herself and was so infatuated, she couldn't bear to refuse Xie Erniang again.What's more, she is also considering admitting to Xie Erniang that she is a woman. If Xie Erniang can't accept it, the two will part ways in the future and have nothing to do with each other.

"...Since you already know that I am a woman disguised as a man, let's..." Shunniang looked at Erniang Xie who was standing in front of her in the dark in a low tone. Character.

The darkness is like frozen ice, freezing everything, and Shunniang feels that the room is stuffy and cold.

"No, I don't want to be separated from you..." After a long time, Erniang Xie shook her head and said softly, as if she was speaking to Shunniang, but also to her own heart, "After all, I still can't bear you in my heart..."

The dejected Shunniang raised her head when she heard the words. She opened her eyes wide and tried to see the person opposite clearly, but she could only see the blurred eyebrows and eyes of the person opposite. Not from Xie Erniang's heart.

"Then do you still want to be with me?" Shunniang asked a little excitedly.

"En." Xie Erniang replied affirmatively in the dark.

"Do you want to be with me forever?" Shun Niang continued to ask.

"Yes... I want you to marry me, just like you once promised me." Xie Erniang answered clearly, her words were full of certainty.

When Shunniang heard this, her heart was instantly filled with a great sense of happiness. She never expected that the things that she had struggled with and worried about for a long time would be revealed and resolved in this way.Originally, she wanted to ask Xie Erniang, but she understood that when two women are together, they will encounter many difficulties in the future. Those difficulties are not encountered by men and women together. For example, the first one is a child. Xie Erniang will not have children when she is with her. , but many women like children very much. Can she bear not having children in the future?

In addition, there are many, many unexpected difficulties.

But Shunniang didn't express all the worries at the moment.

People are selfish, and so is she. When a piece of happiness that she secretly longed for appeared in front of her, she also became greedy, wanting to have this happiness.

What's more, Shunniang believes that life is inherently unpredictable. No one knows what a person will become after a few years, and she is not even sure what she will become. When happiness knocks on the door, can it be Just afraid that this happiness will exist forever and not open the door?Like a woman who gives birth knowing that having a baby will hurt, but not having it just because of the pain?

After becoming Xi Shunniang with a new core, one of her ideals is to find a woman who is like-minded and willing to be with her for life. No matter how hard it is, she will face the challenges of life without fear and bring Live a good life and give happiness to those you love.

The young, pure, kind and hardworking girl Xie Erniang walked into her life, and she was gradually attracted by Xie Erniang. She imagined getting Xie Erniang's heart after knowing her gender and marrying her as his wife.Now, when this dream is about to come true, she certainly won't be foolish to let it go.

No matter what the future holds, first hold on to the present, and embrace the person in front of her who gave her a chance to be happy.

As soon as she stretched out her hand, Shunniang hugged Erniang Xie who was standing opposite her into her arms and hugged her tightly.

She was so happy, she was so happy that she wanted to shout, saying that she had found that person, that woman she had thought existed somewhere in the Song Dynasty, the one who was in love with her and was willing to be with her for the rest of her life People, her gender is female.

"Er Niang, Er Niang..." Shun Niang murmured emotionally in Xie Er Niang's ear, "I will treat you well, and I will let you live a good life..."

Xie Erniang felt safe and palpitating in Shunniang's arms. She smelled the smell of Shunniang's body, and slowly raised her arms around Shunniang's waist as if being cast down.

She buried her face in Shunniang's neck and rubbed it lightly, greedily smelling the fresh and warm smell emanating from Shunniang's skin, but Shunniang was aroused by her intimate gesture.Her neck was itchy, and Xie Erniang's lips with a bit of coolness brushed across the sensitive skin on Shunniang's neck from time to time because of her movements, and the breath from her nose also rushed out from time to time, stirring up the sensitive skin on Shunniang's neck. nerve.

"It's so itchy..." Shunniang couldn't bear it, so she couldn't help but whispered.

"Huh?" Erniang Xie heard her words, raised her head from Shunniang's neck for no reason, and made a suspicious voice.

It's just that the voice changed its tone because of emotion. To the ears of Shun Niang who had changed the core, it sounded like her ex-girlfriend moaning when she was making out with her, and Xie Er Niang raised her head from her neck. Come on, what a coincidence, the lips brushed against her chin lightly, and the voice seemed to be coming from Shun Niang's lips.

A certain desire in Shunniang's heart grew wildly in an instant, from a small sapling to a towering tree in the blink of an eye, and it was still going up...

By coincidence, Shunniang bowed her head, followed that charming voice and breath, and gently pressed a kiss on Xie Erniang's lips.

Xie Erniang was frightened by Shunniang's sudden kiss, and she remained motionless. Although she was a woman in the room, she knew what such a gesture meant.

She was stunned, and in Shunniang's eyes, she just didn't refuse, so she changed from a light kiss to slowly sucking on the other's lips with her open lips.The lips of the person being kissed were smooth and warm, and Shun Niang liked it very much. Later, she raised her hand to hold the other person's face, deepening the kiss.

From a superficial touch to an entanglement and pursuit, the breath is getting hotter and hotter.

Xie Erniang, who was in a daze, waited until she regained consciousness, her lips and tongue had already been entangled by Shunniang, and Shunniang's fiery breath burned up with hers.

Her body was hot and her heart was palpitating. She felt the love she longed for from Shunniang's fiery kiss from Shunniang, and it also confirmed who her heart and body would tremble for.

After the kiss was over, Erniang Xie collapsed into Shunniang's arms, she softly blamed Shunniang for being good or bad, for treating her like this, she was kissed by Shunniang, and she will be hers from now on.

Shunniang panted and whispered in her ear whether she liked it or not.

Xie Erniang didn't have the nerve to answer this question, bit her lip and pinched Shunniang's arm vigorously, saying that Shunniang is not allowed to do this to other women.

Shunniang reassures her, telling her that this kind of thing can only be done with the person she loves, that love is different from liking, and that she loves her herself.

After hearing this, Xie Erniang asked Shunniang why love and liking are different.

Shunniang was about to explain to Xie Erniang, but she heard her sister-in-law calling her outside, asking where she was.

"Let's go out, my sister-in-law is calling me, I'll tell you later." Shunniang gently pushed and thanked Erniang.

Xie Erniang panicked when she heard Qi's voice, she didn't bother to ask what is the difference between love and liking, but anxiously asked Shunniang what to do, Qi would not find this place.

"I'll go out first and go into the house with my sister-in-law. You can come out later, open the door here and go back. I'll come and close the door quietly later."

"it is good."

Before parting, Shunniang pulled over to thank Erniang, kissed her lightly on the forehead, then turned and walked out.

Opening the door of the woodshed, Shunniang went back and replied loudly, "Sister-in-law, I'm here."

Holding a lamp in her hand, Mrs. Qi saw Shunniang coming out of the woodshed from a distance. The inside of the woodshed was pitch black, so she couldn't help asking her what she was doing in the woodshed, but she didn't turn on the lamp.

Shunniang said perfunctorily that she just sorted out the firewood in the firewood room.

"Can you see it? It's so dark?"

"I chopped all the firewood, and I can see it with my eyes closed. Okay, sister-in-law, let's go. I'm hungry. What do I have for dinner?"

"I just told you to eat. Our family still has some leftovers from the New Year's Eve yesterday. My family steamed the pancakes and boiled the soup. Let's eat it later. Let's take a break earlier..."

"it is good."

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Shunniang and her sister-in-law went to the main room together, while Xie Erniang hid in the firewood room, and after hearing nothing from the two of them, she came out softly, bent her waist, and walked quickly to Xie's house and By the door of the wall of Xi’s house, he stretched out his hand and pulled the latch, opened the door, and ran over...

She ran upstairs in one breath, and met her mother head-on, and her mother asked her where she had gone just now, and she was about to eat, and no one was there, did she run to Xi's house again.

Xie Erniang didn't answer her, but ran to her boudoir.

"Hey, what's the matter with you? Is there nothing wrong?" Seeing her daughter acting weird, Wu couldn't help asking worriedly.

"I'll come out to eat in a while." Xie Erniang put down these words, entered her boudoir, and closed the door behind her back.After she had done such an intimate thing with Shun Niang just now, her heart was still wandering, and she hadn't landed yet.After lighting the lamp and standing in front of the mirror, she combed her loose hair again, and touched her face again, only to feel hot.Thinking about the feeling of kissing Shunniang just now, my heart melted again.

After Wu called her outside, she went out to eat a few times before she opened the door and went out. When eating at the same table with her parents and younger brother, she didn't say a word and didn't know what she was eating.When she was full, she fled into her room again, locked the door, then took off her shoes and went to bed, laying on the bed and thinking wildly, all she thought was about Shun Niang.

She couldn't help laughing, smiled and bit her lips and touched her own lips, recalling the strange touch of Shun Niang's lips on her lips...

After thinking wildly for a while, she got out of bed again and took out the rouge headdress combs that Shunniang gave her and looked at them in the mirror, and stroked them gently with her fingers.

When Mrs. Wu brought hot water up for her daughter to wash her face and feet, she knocked on the door for a long time before Xie Erniang opened the door for her.

After carefully looking at her daughter for a long time, Wu couldn't help but lament that as her daughter grows up, her motherhood becomes more and more difficult to see through. For example, yesterday her daughter actually talked to Liang Sanlang.

When Xie Erniang heard this, she told her mother not to mention Liang Sanlang, and she was bored when she heard it.

"Hey, you kid, can you change your face faster than turning the pages of a book? What's the matter, you look down on Liang Sanlang again?"

"Yes, I despise him, I will be with Xi Er...for the rest of my life."

Wu stared at her daughter, trying to see some inside story of what she said from her face, and she found that her daughter had become the same daughter as before, talking with a smile and being very happy.

This made Wu's heart drop to the ground, thinking, no matter who her daughter wants to be with, as long as she is happy, she, the mother, will support her, so she also became happy, yelling for officials and sons to come over , The family washed their feet.

Over there, Shunniang went into the house with her sister-in-law, and after dinner, her mother Liu unwrapped the bundle that Sister Song Yu had given to Shunniang, looked at the precious tea that Shunniang was talking about, smelled it, and said it was The tea is really fragrant.

Shunniang told her quietly that this was the imperial tea enjoyed by the emperor. Liu Shi was shocked when she heard that, and even said that the tea eaten by the emperor would be bad luck if Xi's family ate it, so she asked Shunniang to send it back to Sister Song Yu , and lamented that Sister Song Yu's eldest brother was a housekeeper in the high official's house, and he was indeed able to make the imperial tea that the emperor ate.

Shunniang looked at the two packs of imperial tea on the table, she thought of Sister Song Yu, and felt that this tea should be returned to others, because tonight she and Xie Erniang exchanged heartfelt feelings, Xie Erniang knew that she was a woman, and was willing to be with her, As for her, she also kissed her, and the two of them considered the relationship to be established.

Now that you have decided to be with Xie Erniang, then don't accept the benefits of Sister Song Yu, whether it is tea, clothes, or business.

Just as she was thinking about something, Mrs. Liu found out the sky-blue satin gown again, saying that it was beautiful and must be expensive, and she asked Shunniang to take it off and show it to her.

Shunniang took the clothes and folded them, and put them in the bag as before, and put the two packs of tea leaves on the table in, wrapped them up together, and put them in the box next to her bed. She decided to wait until When I saw Sister Song Yu again on the eighteenth day of the first lunar month, I returned the clothes and tea leaves, and made it clear to Sister Song Yu that she chose Xie Erniang, and she would live with Xie Erniang wholeheartedly in the future.

As soon as he put the burden in, the door of the room was pushed open. Lu Quan walked in and yelled at Shunniang, saying that Shunniang was not trustworthy. Didn't he agree yesterday to come back to drink together today? He has been waiting for Shunniang for a long time. Go, so I came to the door by myself.