Song female man

Shunniang woke up thirsty in the middle of the night, and habitually reached out to touch the pillow, but found no one.

She was startled, opened her eyes wide, and looked inside the bed carefully, but there was no one there, what... what's going on?

As soon as Gulu got up, she took advantage of the moonlight coming in from the window to carefully distinguish the arrangement of the furniture in the room, and then determined that this was her home.Of course, she also remembered the incident of drinking and getting drunk with Sister Song Yu.Since he was in his own home, he should have been sent back by Sister Song Yu when he was drunk, or someone from his family went to Sister Song Yu's house to pick him up.As for who will pick her up from Xi's family, she feels that there will be no one else except her own wife.

But what about the lady?Where did Erniang Xie, who usually slept on the side of the bed, go?

I also thought that I had a quarrel with Xie Erniang before going out, Xie Erniang was very angry at that time, if she went to pick me up, I saw myself drunk, or after seeing Sister Song Yu, the two had a quarrel, I don’t know how to be angry What will it be like?

No matter what happened, the fact that Xie Erniang was not by her side at the moment showed that she was really angry with herself.

She didn't know what she saw when she went to Sister Song Yu's house to pick her up, or what she said to Sister Song Yu. Shunniang was a little nervous. The only thing she wanted to find out at the moment was where Xie Erniang was, and she wanted to explain to her.

Getting off the bed, Shunniang touched the small table in front of the bed, and accidentally brought a chair down, making a lot of noise.

Touching the flint, Shunniang wiped it, lit the flint, and then lit the oil lamp on the small table. When there was light in the room, she bent down and helped the chair that fell on the ground.

She walked outside with the oil lamp in her hand, firstly to find water to drink, and secondly to find Erniang Xie who couldn't sleep beside her.

When she came to the outside room, she saw the tea bottle on the long table, and she also saw Erniang Xie who was sleeping alone on the low couch with her back turned to her, wrapped in a quilt.

Putting down the oil lamp, Shunniang turned over a teacup in a tea tray, poured out the tea in a tea bottle, and drank several bowls in a row before feeling less thirsty.Then she put down the tea bowl, walked to the low couch where Xie Erniang was sleeping, pushed her shoulder, and called her softly: "My lady..."

Xie Erniang kept her eyes closed and kept her eyes closed. In fact, she fell asleep for a while and was awakened by the movement made by Shunniang. She guessed that Shunniang must have woken up from thirst.Shunniang drank a little more every time, and she would always wake up in the middle of the night to drink water, so she brought Shunniang back, helped her to bed, brought her water to wash her face and feet, and covered her with a quilt. , went to make tea and put it on the table outside, just for Shun Niang.

As for not sleeping next to Shun Niang, and hugging the quilt and going out to sleep on the low couch outside, of course, he wanted to express that he would not forgive himself for quarreling so quickly, and went to Sister Song Yu's house to drink and get drunk, so that he ran to pick him up. Shun Niang, who has lost face again.

Outside, she can take care of Shunniang's face, and don't make noise, but when she returns home, when there are only two people left, she feels that if she doesn't let Shunniang feel that she did something wrong, then promise herself that she won't do that again. Do it, then you will lose completely.Losing to Sister Song Yu and showing weakness in front of her, Xie Erniang thought it was just a temporary loss, but if Shunniang was not allowed to learn a lesson about this matter, it would be a bad start and keep losing.

Seeing that Xie Erniang turned her back to her and said nothing, Shunniang pushed her again, and said in a murmur, "I know you're awake, that...you go in and sleep, it's cold outside..."

Xie Erniang still closed her eyes tightly and said nothing.

Shunniang had no choice but to resort to a cunning trick, leaning down, intending to pick up the person and the quilt, and carry them back to the bed inside.

However, as soon as her hand hugged Xie Erniang, Xie Erniang in the quilt struggled, then grabbed her arm and pushed it away vigorously, preventing Shunniang's rogue trick from succeeding.

It was fine if Erniang Xie didn't grab her arm, but when she grabbed her arm, she felt very painful, so she rolled up the sleeves of her coat and saw a black and blue pinch mark running down her arm.

It just so happened that Xie Erniang also opened her eyes at this time, turned her body under the blanket to look at her, saw the pinch mark on Shunniang's arm, suddenly found that she couldn't laugh out loud, on the contrary, she felt a little distressed.

Shunniang looked at Xie Erniang, hissed a few times, and asked her: "Did you pinch this?"

Xie Erniang bit her lip, and gave Shunniang a white look: "Who told you to embarrass me."

Being able to break Xie Erniang's silence, Shunniang was already a little happy, so she leaned closer, put the arm with black and blue pinch marks in front of Xie Erniang, and jokingly said: "Are you trying to murder your husband? , look, how cruel is it to pinch it like this?"

Xie Erniang stared at Shunniang fiercely: "You say I'm cruel, but I think you are! You clearly know that I don't like you going to see Sister Song Yu, but you still go, and you are drunk when you go. You say, you are drunk Do you just want to stay at Sister Song Yu's house and hook up with her? If you do this, don't you just poke my eyeballs? If you didn't come back last night and didn't come back until dawn, mother-in-law and sister-in-law? What would the Liang family and the neighbors on this street say about you, and what would they say about me?"

Shunniang was dumbfounded by Xie Erniang's accusation, and she also felt that what Xie Erniang said made sense, especially if she was drunk last night and stayed at Sister Song Yu's house, not to mention what happened to Sister Song Yu, even if the two People are fine, if you come back the next day, you will inevitably be gossiped.

If someone spread gossip, my wife would definitely feel embarrassed, and the neighbors would also feel that she was not a real person. After all, in the eyes of outsiders, she, Erlang Xijia, was just newly married and hooked up with a widow. This is of course not honest.Perhaps in this era, it is common for a man to have three wives and four concubines. No matter morality or public opinion, it is not required for a man to marry only one, but hooking up with others is not within the scope of tolerance.Because wives need to be married by a clear matchmaker, even concubines can only enter the door after going through the clear way.What's the matter with colluding into adultery, it must be looked down upon.

Shunniang thought she was a woman, and she was with Sister Song Yu. The relationship was similar to that of a good friend, so she didn't pay too much attention. Sister Song Yu wrote to invite her to teach her how to cook, and she went.At first, she thought about teaching Sister Song Yu in the main store of the Song Family, but later, when Sister Song Yu was away, she went to Sister Song Yu's house.

Maybe it's because things have been going well recently. Seeing the business getting bigger and bigger, she has the confidence in front of Sister Song Yu to relax, eat and drink.Or maybe she was unhappy after arguing with Xie Erniang, and when she saw Sister Song Yu, who she admired and loved, she unconsciously felt better and couldn't control herself, so she drank too much and finally got drunk.

Self-aggrandizement, greed, indulgence, revenge...

This series of negative things about human nature popped up just like that. Shunniang was unwilling to face up to it, unwilling to admit it, but it clearly existed.

These things will bring people pleasure, especially for those who have been suppressed for a long time, it is even more tempting. Few people can resist it, and Shun Niang is the same.

Seeing that Shunniang was silent, Xie Erniang continued: "Do you want to know how I begged Sister Song Yu to return you, my official, to me? At that time, I felt that I was as humble as a worm Ant, Sister Song Yu can run over me with a single finger, and I lose all face in front of her... Shunniang, don't tell me that you and Sister Song Yu are both women, and there is nothing between women and women. Tell me not to be suspicious of you. You are a man in the eyes of outsiders, and you are a married man. If you go to see her to eat and drink with her, it is very easy to be gossiped by others. The Xi family just moved into the city , the charcoal business has only just started. If there are some nonsense rumors outside, our business may not be able to do so smoothly. You should think about the future of Xi's family and avoid contacting her. , stay away from her, right?"

At the end, Xie Erniang's eyes were wet, and there was sadness in her voice.

She looked at Shunniang, hoping to hear what Shunniang said from the bottom of her heart that she was wrong.

But Shunniang didn't, she just sat down on the low couch where Erniang Xie was lying, reached out and touched her eyes, wiped away a tear that was about to fall from the corner of Erniang Xie's eyes with her thumb, and said that she liked Erniang Xie , not only like it, but also love it.The other thing is that she was indeed ill-considered. She went to drink with Sister Song Yu and got drunk. She will never do this again in the future, and she will listen to Erniang Xie and avoid dealing with Sister Song Yu... She also told Erniang Xie to stop thinking about it and believe it I want to spend my whole life with Xie Erniang.She wants to raise several children with Xie Erniang, and she has to earn a lot of family property, so that Xie Erniang can live a prosperous and worry-free life with the children.

Whenever Shunniang gently talks about how many children they want to raise in front of Erniang Xie, and how they want to live a happy and prosperous life with the children, Erniang Xie's heart will soften, and she will ignore the previous unhappiness. differences between.

But this time, Xie Erniang didn't. When her heart was about to soften, she insisted on holding on, and said to Shunniang: "You said that we have to wait for us to buy a house and have a baby. It will take a long time. I think Since the inner courtyard has nothing to do all day long, so I also want to go to the outer courtyard to do things, such as taking care of our family's crops and the accounts of the charcoal shop..."

Before she finished speaking, Shunniang had already said no, because the outer court was full of men, Xie Erniang was young and beautiful, if she was really asked to settle the accounts, it would definitely make those men move their minds and covet her , a calamity arose.Even going one step further, it will be even more troublesome if the cockfighting dudes outside also notice her.Therefore, in order not to cause these troubles, she did not agree to Xie Erniang's request.

Xie Erniang was speechless, she did not expect that the first time she proposed to Shunniang to get involved in Xi's business, she would firmly oppose it.

"What about Sister Song Yu, how can she be the owner of the main store of the Song family, deal with all kinds of people every day, and never see anything happen to her?" Xie Erniang had no choice but to ask Shunniang in this way.

Shunniang snorted and said, "Who said nothing happened to her? She went to Jiangnan for nearly half a year before, didn't she just want to avoid the entanglement of the Han government office? Besides, she has an elder brother who works as a housekeeper at Cao Shilang's house. Those idlers and scoundrels who live here dare not take her idea. But our family just entered the city, and we don’t know any high-ranking officials, and we don’t have any relatives who work in high-ranking officials’ mansions. If you want to learn how to do something, it’s not impossible, wait until we get a firm foothold in Bianliang City and get to know one or two high-ranking officials. Otherwise, it’s better to just stay in the inner courtyard obediently.”

"Speaking as if you are not a woman? Maybe you are used to pretending to be a man, and you really think of yourself as a man? But if you really think of yourself as a man, why did you treat yourself as a woman again when you went to see Sister Song Yu?" " Xie Erniang asked Shunniang squintingly, she was a little upset when she heard Shunniang telling her to stay in the backyard obediently, and felt that Shunniang looked down on her.

After hearing her words, Shunniang turned to Sister Song Yu again, and brought up the matter of her going to see Sister Song Yu, feeling quite speechless and helpless.

Not knowing what to say to coax Xie Erniang to go back to bed in the inner room, she sneezed suddenly, several times in succession.

She shivered for a while, and felt a chill running up her back, only then did she realize that she was only wearing a jacket and ran outside to talk to Xie Erniang, and she had been outside for quite a while.

"My lady, I..." She lifted Xie Erniang's quilt, got on the low couch, and got under the quilt.

Xie Erniang slept on a low couch that was about the width of a single bed, and it must be crowded for two people to sleep on. As soon as Shunniang got in, Xie Erniang was yelled at first by her coldness, and she disliked Shunniang's whole body being cold.

Shunniang chuckled, hugged Xie Erniang tightly and did not let go.

Xie Erniang struggled twice, but couldn't get rid of Shunniang, so she let her go, saying that he would follow Shunniang back to the back room to sleep.

After hearing this, Shunniang believed it was true, and let go of her hand. Unexpectedly, she let go, and Xie Erniang kicked her out of the bed.

With a "boom", Shunniang fell on the floor. She sat up, looked at Xie Erniang, and asked angrily, "What are you doing?"

Xie Erniang said coldly, "Do what I should do."

"Are you going to sleep in a separate bed with me?" Shun Niang raised her eyebrows and asked, "Do you really think of me as a man who can't do without a woman?"

Xie Erniang: "You can think whatever you want, anyway, I've thought about it, Sister Song Yu and I, you choose one, there's me without her, there's her without me."

Shunniang: "Didn't I promise you that I will see her less in the future? Why do you have her without you again? You also know that it is impossible for me and her not to meet? How can I tell you that you will Get that."

"Our family just moved into Bianliang City. On the night when Sister Song Yu came to congratulate our family on our housewarming and had dinner at our house, you promised me to see her less, but it was only a few days later, and you went to see her again and taught her how to do it." I was drunk and almost stayed at her house. Tell me, can I still trust you? Besides, now you have taught her how to make special dishes, and you have stones to deliver the goods to the Songjiazheng store. There's no need to see her, is there?"

"Erniang, don't you believe me? When will my promise to you not count?"

"This is not a matter of whether I believe you or not, but something I want to figure out. If we figure it out, we will continue to live. If we don't figure it out, let's not live this life for now."

"Why do you change your face like flipping through a book? Didn't you say it well at the beginning..."

"What did you agree? Did you agree to let me manage the accounts or let me raise the children? Shunniang, I don't think I can be your answer every time. Every time you say what you say is what you say, what is it? Do as you say."

"..." Shunniang looked at Xie Erniang, who was wrapped in a quilt and sitting on a low couch condescendingly looking down at her with awe-inspiring expression, and sneezed twice.

She suddenly felt that the soft little lady who relied on her for everything in the past had changed. It seemed that she was no longer a second-year middle school student, but had already graduated.

For a lover with such a change, she couldn't adapt to it for a while. After thinking about it, she got up from the floor, gave Xie Erniang a reluctant look, picked up the oil lamp on the table, turned around and walked to the inner room with her shoulders drooping. .After entering, go straight to the bed, put the oil lamp on the small table in front of the bed, blow out the oil lamp, climb up, get into the bed, wrap the quilt tightly...

Xie Erniang also fell down wrapped in a quilt after Shunniang went back to the back room, her heart pounding in her chest. Seeing what her mother used to do to her father, she kicked Shunniang down.

To be honest, she was a little scared, afraid that Shun Niang would get angry because of this, and she would really separate herself from her.

However, when I thought that if I made such a big mistake this time, Shunniang would let her pass the test easily. In the future, Shunniang would meet with Sister Song Yu casually, and some unspeakable things would eventually happen. It will fall apart, and I will feel so uncomfortable that I want to die.She encouraged herself again, this time she must insist on her own idea, to make Shunniang realize her mistake, and dare not agree to Sister Song Yu easily in the future, and meet Sister Song Yu again.In order to defend her small family and happiness, she must persevere.

When she woke up the next day, Shunniang caught a cold because of the cold last night, and she had a headache and a stuffy nose.

But Xie Erniang ignored her and didn't ask her, she still went to the kitchen to cook according to the meal time, and after cooking, she just stayed in the room and did her needlework.

Seeing her, Mrs. Liu had no choice but to run out and ask Shitou to invite a doctor from the medical clinic on this street to see Shunniang, and prescribed two medicines for Shunniang to eat.

Xie Erniang didn't care about Shunniang's illness, which made Liu and the others more or less guess that it was probably related to Shunniang's drunkenness when she went to see Sister Song Yu yesterday.They also heard this morning that Xie Erniang went to Sister Song Yu's to bring Shunniang back last night.

Liu Shi and Qi Shi felt that Xie Erniang was making a fuss out of a molehill, because they both knew that Shunniang was a woman, and even if she really had something to do with Sister Song Yu, it was not a serious matter.Perhaps in their hearts, and even in the hearts of ordinary Song people, only things that happen between men and women are called things, and things that happen between women like this are not things, at best they are absurd.

Only Ke Shi and Liang Erniang and other people who don't know Shunniang's gender feel that Xie Erniang is unhappy, and it is reasonable to have a cold war with Shunniang.

In short, because of the cold war between Shunniang and Xie Erniang, Ke Shi and Liang Erniang originally wanted to spend a few more days at Xi's house, but in the end they went back to Yangliu Town the next day after Shunniang had a cold war with Xie Erniang.Mrs. Liu and Mrs. Qi bought a lot of snacks and fruits as gifts, and said many words of reluctance. They didn't go back until they saw the donkey cart they were riding in disappeared on the street of Zaoshu.

As soon as the Liang family left, Erniang Xie didn't even want to perfunctory in front of outsiders, she didn't even cook, and spent the whole day nestling in the main building upstairs doing needlework.

Mrs. Liu couldn't stand it any longer, so she called her to come and lecture her, telling her not to neglect Shunniang, because it was not easy for Shuniang to go out and do business when she was sick, and told her not to worry about Shuniang's association with that rich woman, Sister Song Yu, because Shunniang can't suffer when dealing with Sister Song Yu.Afraid that Xie Erniang would not understand, Liu added a sentence on purpose, no matter people or money, they can't suffer, besides, Xi's family moved into Bianliang City, and they need the help of a rich man like Song Yu, so the business can open up the situation...

Xie Erniang listened to her mother-in-law's rambling for a long time, but couldn't understand a word.

She didn't think that Shunniang should even get involved when dealing with Sister Song Yu for the benefit of the Xi family.

Also, it's not a problem for a woman to have sex with a woman, what is this called?Could it be that in her mother-in-law's heart, she also felt that Shunniang's marriage to her was nothing to worry about, just a ridiculous joke?Also, Sister Song Yu thought the same way, so she never took herself seriously, and dared to tease herself?

This Sister Song Yu, I have to confront her, to make her understand that her officials are not something she can meet whenever she wants, and that the two women live like those men and women, and they can live a long life with their children and grandchildren around their knees.

So on the second day after talking with her mother-in-law, Xie Erniang got up early in the morning to pack up and change clothes, and left a note to Shunniang, saying that she wanted to go back to visit her parents because she missed her parents, then went out and hired a donkey cart and went back to Yangliu The town's maiden.

That day, Shunniang got up early and took the stone to meet the owner of a regular store to sell her charcoal and was not at home, so she didn't know that her daughter-in-law had returned to her mother's house until she came back in the afternoon and read the note left by Xie Erniang.

During the past few days of the Cold War, Shunniang also went to Xie Erniang to coax her, but Xie Erniang just ignored her.

She hesitated for a while, wondering if it would be possible for her to promise Erniang Xie and never see Sister Song Yu again, knowing that Erniang Xie's request was a bit too much.

Sister Song Yu didn't feel sorry for her, so she just stopped interacting with her, and she seemed too afraid of guilt.

Also, is it difficult to love someone without being afraid of her, knowing that her request is unreasonable, but still obeying her?

Shunniang is a time traveler. When considering the wife-wife relationship with Xie Erniang, of course she will consider how to maintain her independence in love, and will not think that to make her daughter-in-law happy is to give up her own ideas.This is also the reason why she did not agree to her proposal of choosing one of the two during the cold war with Xie Erniang in the past few days, when coaxing Xie Erniang.

She also knew that Erniang Xie made such a fuss this time, if she promised her that she would never see Sister Song Yu again, if she saw Sister Song Yu again, the relationship between the two would be in greater crisis.Before making such a commitment, she must think clearly.