From the abyss

"Ah... I seem to be sweating, I hope you don't mind..."

Ye Yibei's words made Lin He wake up like a dream, and suddenly pulled her out of the nightmare.Only then did she regain her senses, and quickly took a few breaths to restore herself to a normal state.

Lin He said with a smile: "Why do you mind, I won't fasten the buckle belt for you, so why don't you just go back like this?"

Ye Yibei didn't reply, just chuckled twice, and pulled off his clothes.

"Let's go." Ye Yibei took Lin He's hand very naturally, and pulled her out of the cubicle.

Lin He responded, and his eyes fell on the hand holding her. It was long and fair, with round nails.For some reason, she felt a little empty in her heart, as if a huge hole had appeared in her heart out of thin air, gnawing at flesh and blood in emptiness, desperately longing for something to fill that disgusting emptiness.

Ye Yibei took her for a few steps and stopped without warning. If it wasn't for Lin He's quick reaction, she would have almost bumped into her body.

"what happened?"

Ye Yibei didn't reply right away, but took a deep breath, as if he had made some major determination.She let go of Lin He's hand, and turned around solemnly with a solemn expression.

Seeing Ye Yibei's serious look, even Lin He couldn't help becoming nervous.She had a vague premonition of what was going to happen next, and her heartbeat, which had just calmed down, began to beat again.

"Xiaohe, I want to tell you a very important thing." Ye Yibei didn't like to be tricky, and went straight to the point. His frankness made people nervous. Lin He didn't realize that his whole body was stiff, and he listened intently. Ye Yibei's words.

"that is……"

Lin He swallowed a mouthful of saliva, eager to see through, wishing to immediately pick out the next words from the other party's mouth.

"Thank you."

"...?"

Ye Yibei suddenly lowered his head and smiled shyly, but he didn't notice that Lin He's expression froze, and the disappointment flashed in his eyes.

"Why so suddenly..." Lin He opened his mouth several times before recovering his voice.

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she found that her voice was unbearably hoarse, with indescribable bitterness and loss.

"'If you don't say it, some things cannot be conveyed to the other party.' I have always thought this way." Ye Yibei raised his head, his gaze was soft and bright, like the sunshine in April, "I know that some things cannot be conveyed. I can't control other people's thoughts. Even if I know that the other party has no malicious intentions, the embarrassment is there."

Speaking of this, Ye Yibei suddenly covered his mouth, showing an apologetic expression, "I suddenly said that, it seems very inexplicable..."

She straightened her expression and explained: "What happened just now, generally speaking, no one would take that kind of trivial matter seriously, and just talk about it for a few days, or even a few days, and forget it. Just Even I could tell that as a joke to others.”

"But at that time, I made a fool of myself under everyone's eyes, walked in front of the teacher, and was sent back to run again. At that moment, I felt embarrassed and ashamed. This emotion is real."

"Generally speaking." Ye Yibei looked at Lin He softly, "Generally speaking, no one would care if I feel embarrassed or ashamed."

"But you noticed and stood up for me. Even if it was a very trivial thing."

"I don't know how to express all my emotions, all I can say is, I'm really, really, really happy."

She became a little incoherent, she dodged her eyes for a while, then turned back quickly, with a smile on her face.

"thank you for your gentleness."

Lin He noticed that Ye Yibei's eyes were filled with intense emotions, but her expression was always peaceful.

You are also very gentle.

Lin He said silently in his heart.

Her heart was like a piece of melted snow, and an indescribable sense of happiness and satisfaction filled her hot blood, filling her cold heart.

"I'm telling you this suddenly, it seems very sudden and hypocritical..." Ye Yibei's ears were a little red, his eyes shone with shyness, but they were determined, "I don't want you not to do it because of me. I'm happy. But because I'm unhappy, I can't help but want to act like a baby with you, and I'm not even happy with you... This is also my selfishness..."

Lin He's throat rolled twice, trying to say something, but his mind went blank.She seemed to understand Ye Yibei's words, but she didn't seem to understand much.The chest is very warm, and something is struggling there, trying to break free.

After all, she still didn't say anything, and no words could express her mixed feelings at this moment.By the time she realized it, she had already hugged the person in front of her tightly.

She wanted to touch her, hug her, kiss her, caress her.

Lin He suddenly saw clearly the true appearance of those unexplained impulses in his body.

She loves Ye Yibei.

Possibly... More than just friendship...

☆

That night, an hour after the lights went off and the bell rang, Lin He found himself in high spirits. He stared at the ceiling in a daze for half an hour, but couldn't fall asleep.

She took out her phone and looked at it. Come on, it's almost early morning, so I might as well cultivate immortality.

Lin He, who gave up on himself, unlocked his phone, clicked into □□, and found that there was a group that he didn't usually look at very actively chatting.In the middle of the night, a group of night owls who want to cultivate immortality drove the train anonymously in the group, very lively.

Lin He looked at their chat content, and became interested, and joined the night chat team with an anonymous brat called "Wang Daer".

This group is a group of relatives and friends of netizens that Lin He met in the early years. There are all kinds of cats, cats and dogs who go to school and work in it, but there is no man, and it is all women.

Relying on the anonymity of the women's night talk, a few shamelessly sped up the car, jokingly calling it a "night topic".The well-informed "Da Er Wang" didn't blush, and bluffed into the conversation that was getting more and more limitless.

A few professional veteran drivers were driving happily, when an unfamiliar little vest suddenly bubbled.

[Anonymous] Deer Nine: By the way,

[Anonymous] Deer Nine: I,

[Anonymous] Deer Nine: Can I ask you

[Anonymous] Deer Nine: Is there a question?

The newcomer's small vest typed in a skeletal way, which immediately attracted the attention of others.

[Anonymous] Xiong Da: Just ask.

[Anonymous] Xiong Er: Ask.

[Anonymous] Deer Nine: Exactly,

[Anonymous] Deer Nine: That,

[Anonymous] Xiong Da: Beibi, can you finish typing the sentence at once? When you talk like this, it feels like you are going to die soon.

[Anonymous] Bear Two: hhhhhhhhh

[Anonymous] Wang Daer: Hahahahahaha

[Anonymous] Lu Jiu: How can I tell if I'm crooked?

[Anonymous] Rabbit Sa: ... My sister is amazing.

[Anonymous] Wang Daer: ... Sister Lu really does not sing, she is a blockbuster.

[Anonymous] Xiong Da: ... This question is beyond the outline, what do you think downstairs?

[Anonymous] Xiong Er: Downstairs means to see with your eyes.

Across a layer of screens, the gag inside didn't know that this person in the vest of "Wang Daer" became nervous when she saw Lu Jiu's question. Her palms were sweating, and she involuntarily clenched her phone tightly. , staring at the screen.

She is also eager to know the answer to this question.

But no one gave a serious reply. These girls talked about Tanmei so well, and when it came to their own affairs, they all showed their tails, talked about it, and the topic was taken away without knowing it. .

Lu Jiu also fell silent, Lin He was disappointed for a while, swiped down, and there was another new message, it was Lu Jiu who had just disappeared.

[Anonymous] Lu Jiu: Hello, really no one knows?

The group was silent for a while, and a vest who didn't speak much jumped out.

[Anonymous] Dog Seven: It is said

[Anonymous] Dog Seven: If you imagine being with the same sex and not feeling sick, then congratulations, you can't bend anymore.

[Anonymous] Xiong Da: My wolfberry is amazing.

[Anonymous] Xiong Er: My wolfberry is amazing.

[Anonymous] Deer Nine: My wolfberry is amazing.

[Anonymous] Gouqi: Can your hand cancer still recover?

[Anonymous] Xiong Er: We all copy and paste.

[Anonymous] Xiong Da: hhhhhh

[Anonymous] Xiong Da: Speaking of it, I actually think that there is nothing wrong with being with the little sister... It feels okay?

[Anonymous] Xiong Er: I also think it is acceptable.

[Anonymous] Xiong Er: Although I haven't practiced it.

[Anonymous] Dog Seven: +1

Several women were talking about sexual orientation, and their attitude towards sexual orientation was quite easy-going.But this made Lin He even more confused.She really didn't understand her own current situation.

She did feel her throbbing on some special occasions, and she also did unreasonable things on the spur of the moment.

But seeing other people's ambiguous attitude, she couldn't help but doubt herself. Maybe this is just the reaction that ordinary girls would have?

This may be the first time in Lin He's life that he has paid so much attention to one thing.But you can talk to someone about anything, but you can't talk to anyone about this kind of thing.

You can only rely on yourself.

Lin He felt irritable, and she couldn't find an answer.

☆

……

A small round mushroom was pillowed between Lin He's arms, and her heart was filled with something soft. She couldn't help lowering her head and gently kissed that soft hair, as if she was afraid of breaking her arms. Like a treasure in the world.

The little mushroom moved, revealing a dazed face from under Lin He's arms, like a deer just waking up, Ye Yibei's eyes were moist, and he glanced at Lin He vaguely and harmlessly, Two lotus root|arms wrapped around her neck, buried her head on the side of her neck and rubbed it, and her cold ears brushed against her cheek, making a low whimpering sound like a little beast coquettish|coquettish.

Lin He put his arms around that slender shoulder, and the tip of his index finger slowly slid down along the seductive ridges. He paused at his waist for half a second, and impatiently reached down.

The person in her arms uttered a thin | broken | sob, and raised her head from her neck, her eyes were | affectionate, and the water | was shining brightly.

Lin He laughed lowly, and stretched his free left hand into the soft hair, which was as smooth|smooth|soft as silk, as if kissing the back of her hand reverently.

Carefully holding the back of the person in his arms, Lin He couldn't help imprinting that smear of cherry red on her lips. There was a soft touch on her lips, and happiness was like a rapidly inflating balloon, stretching her heart | It was full, and the boiling blood all over his body was stained with a sweet and greasy breath.

She lightly pecked at the soft petals, and then pushed into the tip of her wet tongue, looking for the shy things hidden behind her lips, as if to appease the other party's anxiety Usually, gently roll up the shy | tip of the tongue.

One|Room|Spring|Love.

……

……

Lin He woke up with a feeling of discomfort.

The sky outside the window was gray and white, and the roommate on the next bed was snoring softly, and the sound of even breathing was clearly audible.

Lin He struggled to sit up, took out his phone and looked, it was 9:[-], one hour and nineteen minutes before the alarm clock rang.

Lin He knew what woke her up from the dream, she didn't even need to look, she knew she was in a mess right now.

Sitting quietly on the bed for a while, the phone showed that 3 minutes had passed.

She climbed out of bed softly and went to the bathroom.

There is a mirror in the bathroom, which is stained with water and the reflection is blurred.Lin He wiped a clean spot with a cloth, put his hands on the sink, leaned close to the mirror, and observed his face.

There was a faint blue color under his eyes, his skin was dull, his eyes were straight, his hair was disheveled, and he obviously looked like he hadn't slept well.

Lin He looked directly at himself in the mirror, staring at those dull eyes for a few seconds.

She seldom dreams, and even if she has dreams, she forgets them as soon as she wakes up.

But the dream just now was extremely real and clear, and every detail was imprinted in her mind: soft hair, smooth skin, delicate eyes, flushed cheeks, heavy breath, and the tenderness. |Entangled |legs, oppressed|suppressed panting|breathing...

Her memory was messy, but it didn't prevent her from remembering every detail at all.

The tired-looking girl in the mirror suddenly laughed.

Come on, now she doesn't have to worry about what's there and what's not.

Lin He thought.

This time she can be sure - she should be bent.

……

In fact, most people are much more tolerant towards women than they are towards men. This may be because people don’t think it’s strange to see two girls hugging each other on the street, but when two boys walk hand in hand On the street, everyone will look at them with ambiguous eyes.

Lin He didn't think there was anything difficult to accept about the love between girls, but she never thought that one day she would suddenly meet the same sex who made her heart beat faster.

She didn't feel sleepy at all, but at this time, even the door of the dormitory was not open, so she couldn't go anywhere, so she had to take out her phone and look through the messages.

Lin He suddenly discovered that Ye Yibei had sent her a message at one o'clock in the morning - she had already fallen asleep at that time.

At the bottom of the chat window that popped up, Ye Yibei on the screen said so.

"I got a love letter."

The author has something to say:

I struggled for a long time between dividing it into two chapters or publishing it in one chapter...finally decided to publish it in one chapter.The number of words exploded, am I very good to you quq

Middle. . .Cough cough cough, I looked carefully, there is no close|intimate|contact below the neck!Very honest!Very harmonious|harmonious!

By the way, in the past two days, I have been thinking about whether to overhaul the article and change the memory part into an interlude.The main line is the progression of the plot after meeting Ye Yibei in reality, with memories in the middle.But in this case, part of the plot I originally designed needs to be revised, and it will be changed from Chapter 2, which is probably a big project.I don’t know what you think _(:з」∠)_

Of course, before I figure out how to fix it and roughly finish it, I will update it in the future according to the current memory progress!

Don't worry, I love you guys, okay! (づ￣3￣)づ