From the abyss

When Ye Yibei was still young, she met Lin He by chance.

So she used the last year of junior high school to catch up with that person, even though Lin He didn't know her at that time.

When Lin He stood in front of her alive, smiling at her, talking to her, and stroking her hair, the sound of her heart beating faster made her more sure of her feelings for Lin He.

Yes, she likes her.

Ye Yibei considers himself a person who is good at managing emotions and self-examination.When she realized her feelings for that person, she wasn't particularly panicked, but instead began to think about how to approach her.

Deliberately arranged seats, intentionally or unintentionally seduce.Everything went as she secretly planned, even smoother than she expected.Just a little accident.

Before the start of school, she tried her best to find out how the dormitory was arranged. According to her original plan, she should have been assigned to a dormitory with Lin He.

But a girl who appeared out of nowhere disrupted her plan.

So Ye Yibei was very impressed with Xue Wei.

That was a gloomy girl, Ye Yibei didn't like the aura around her, it made people feel extremely depressed.

From her roommate, she heard many rumors about Lin He and Xue Wei.

When Lin He in front of her perfectly coincides with all her beautiful fantasies, she can always see Xue Wei watching coldly from a distance.

She didn't know exactly what happened that night, the school did a good job of keeping it secret, and Lin He himself kept silent about it.And Xue Wei left, and her seat was moved to nothing.

Although Lin He looked the same as usual, Ye Yibei still noticed a subtle change.

In just one night, an invisible high wall was erected between them.Ye Yibei vaguely knew that it was about Lin He, about Xue Wei, and perhaps about herself, but she had no way of knowing.

Whenever she plucked up the courage to ask, Lin He would deftly bypass her.

So she also shut up.

Then I watched that person's shadow intertwined with other people's jokes, and they went away noisily.

This is a very subtle change, almost imperceptible. When Ye Yibei really realized it, she had degraded from a "good friend" who talked about everything and was inseparable, to a friend A who lived in the background. .

Life suddenly lost its direction, and she just lived it so unsaltedly, just like her grades, even in that vigorous confession, she also armed herself with habitual indifference.

It is naturally impossible to say that she is really calm. God knows that she was so jealous that she almost wanted to bury her head and cry.

There was laughter outside, tears were rolling in her eyes, her heart was beating extremely hard, she took several deep breaths before holding back the tears.

At that moment, she really regretted it.

So when she received Lin He's text message, she replied without thinking: "Where are you?"

The sky outside is pitch black, the clouds are low, and the darkness is overwhelming.The street lights downstairs were flickering, and there were no pedestrians.

"You just went out like that?" Lin He asked.She looked very eager, wishing to travel through time and space, and lock that Ye Yibei who ran out in the middle of the night into the house.

In the hazy darkness, Ye Yibei chuckled, and Lin He felt soft fingertips slowly smoothing the wrinkles between his brows.

"I'm going," she said.

Her conversation suddenly changed again.

"She said 'it's dangerous to go alone'."

This sentence was said without thinking, which seemed very strange, but Lin He's heart suddenly tightened, and she faintly realized that the next words were very important.

"So 'we' went." Ye Yibei said.

In the darkness, Lin He felt Ye Yibei let go of her, moved a little further away from her, sat up, and watched him calmly in the darkness.

"...Who?" She suddenly felt that it was difficult for her to ask this word.She faintly felt that what happened next was far beyond her imagination and cognition. For some reason, she suddenly didn't really want to know the story behind it.

"I said I have a sister, you know that."

Ye Yibei's tone was very flat. Compared to the previous statement, now she seemed to be reading a script with no expression on her face, without any ups and downs.

"I wanted to go out to find you. She said it was too late and it was dangerous to go out alone. At that time, crimes were often broadcast on the news. She watched them at home every day, so she was more worried about those things. I didn't listen to her. We had to go out, so we had a fight."

—— "Where's your sister?"

—— "She quarreled with me and is not here now."

Lin He suddenly remembered their previous conversation.

She suddenly became tense, her mouth was dry and her heart was beating rapidly.

"She was born with a congenital disease. Due to her physical condition, she could barely finish elementary school and junior high school. She stayed at home after high school. She couldn't hold me back that day, so she went out with me."

After saying this, Ye Yibei suddenly fell into a brief silence.

They understood the following stories very well, and they were also circulated among the local population at that time. The stories were as dramatic as written in the script, and they were like counterexamples of safety science articles that often appeared in warning people not to go out alone in the middle of the night.

Two little girls have a crossroads with a heinous criminal.

The little girl became a pseudonymous victim in the safety textbook.Dark red blood dripped beneath the black letters on a white background.

The process was tragic, and no one wanted to recall it again.Only the result left a deep mark in everyone's heart.

That year happened to be the college entrance examination.

Ye Yibei happened to be gone that year.

Looking at the empty desks and chairs, Lin He's heart seemed to be missing a piece.She still remembers that she felt that Ye Yibei was only able to...

She didn't want to make any more memories. All in all, Lin He calmly ushered in the expected ending of failing the college entrance examination.

——"You should go to the University of Wenzhou."

Ye Yibei said so.Lin He disagreed.She thought it was her own fault.

But many years later, Ye Yibei really stood in front of her again.

So maybe it wasn't Ye Yibei who died that day?

Lin He was lucky suddenly, but panicked in her heart. She wanted to hug the person next to her, for fear that the person would disappear silently like many years ago, but the person easily avoided her embrace.

Lin He was a little confused.

Ye Yibei on the other end said softly, "We are twins."

"When I want to know what she looks like growing up, I just look in the mirror."

"Who do you think died that day?"

Ye Yibei's voice was very soft, but he hammered heavily on Lin He's chest every word.She felt that she was almost out of breath, as if she had stepped into a void unsuspectingly, and fell into the abyss.

"Before I met you, I thought I should be Ye Yinan." The man murmured, as if talking to himself.

"Actually, I don't remember very clearly, but after the accident, my body did find out that congenital disease. I think, yes. The one who was killed that day should be Ye Yibei."

The air suddenly became quiet.After a while, Lin He turned her head, her voice was hoarse: "You are not."

"Only Ye Yibei will know those details, right?" Ye Yibei in the dark seemed to show a faint smile, shaking his head slightly, "We talk about everything, about my little conspiracy, my likes, we Ye Yinan knows about everything."

Lin He fell into silence.And the other seemed to have anticipated the scene at this time, and continued to speak calmly.

"I think I'm Ye Yinan. Because Ye Yibei is my sister, we have a very good relationship. So I know some fragments of me and you. In fact, I basically have no memory of the past few years. I can only infer from the current situation. I am Ye Yinan."

Speaking of this, that person suddenly changed his address, referring to "Ye Yibei" as "she".

"She seldom tells you about family affairs, right? Because we are a single-parent family, my mother died very early, and my father worked very hard to support the family. Although it is difficult to say, she is still very ashamed to mention things about her family Yes. It’s an inferiority complex that can’t be changed.”

"After the accident, Dad was in poor mental and physical condition. It turned out that the home would remind him of those things, so we moved out overnight. Dad struggled for a few years, and he was still in a nursing home. At that time, I probably I’m in my early 20s, I just entered society, I can’t make much money, so I can only sell my house and rent a small house to make money. It was really hard at the beginning, and it didn’t get better until recently.”

"I thought my life would be like this. I am Ye Yinan now. But I met you."

"In my perception, you should be blamed for her death. As Ye Yinan, I think I should have a revenge mentality towards you. So I deliberately didn't tell you that fact."

"But it's very strange. I thought I should hate you. But I can't hate you. It's strange." Her voice became softer and softer, "I fell in love with you instead. I can't help but want to rely on you and want to protect you You, wanting to hug you, kiss you, touch you. It's weird. Like I liked you all the time."

In the darkness, the man turned to Lin He, his eyes seemed to be filled with stars, gentle and bright.

"I don't know," she said. "I can't figure out who I am. I thought maybe you could give me the answer. When I remember who I am, I'll be able to remember everything that happened."

The air is quiet.

It was still the man's voice that broke the silence.

"I know my intentions were mean in the first place. I apologize to you. I'm sorry. Really, I'm sorry." The man's voice sounded like he was mocking himself, with a bit of a wry smile, "but I did fall in love with you."

As if she was afraid of offending the silent person, she continued, her voice was a little hurried and flustered.

"It's okay if you don't want to forgive me. I know I'm a sucker, I know, so—"

She became incoherent, cracks appearing in her mask of calm.At this time, she was like a child who made a mistake, standing in the corner, dazed, bewildered, and helpless.

Lin He in the dark watched her quietly.

Lin He's sudden opening interrupted the man's self-narration.

"Do you love me?" she asked.

The man froze for a moment and replied, "I love you."

"Then you are Ye Yibei." Lin He said.

She said it with certainty, which cannot be refuted.Lin He could feel that the person opposite was staring at her blankly, unable to speak a word.

She sighed, stepped forward to hug him into her arms, and stroked the soft hair.

"Why?" The man murmured in her arms without struggling.

"Because you haven't changed." Lin He laughed, "I believe in you, and I also believe in myself."

She lowered her head and kissed the man's forehead lightly, "Because you are Ye Yibei, so you love me."

"I love you too," she said.

"You don't know how long I've been waiting for that sentence," she said again.

The author has something to say:

I've been so busy and tired these days_(:з」∠)_I haven't had time to reply to the comments. There is also a certain reason because the plot has been so developed these days. _Sudden burst of words... The notebook is running out of battery, and the screen is broken again, alas.good night baby hugs