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Chapter 20 Lost

"Shao Gong!" Ding Yin woke up suddenly from the bed, stretched out his hand to touch his face, and found that it was already wet.This is it?Ding Yin sat on the bed in a daze.

He thought about it carefully, hoping to find some clues in his mind, but he couldn't think of anything.He couldn't remember anything about the dream, but the unforgettable despair and pain remained deeply in his mind.

Ding Yin clenched his fists, sat on the bed for a while, got up, put on his clothes, and walked out of the room to do morning class.This is not the first time, since last month when he and Bai Zihua went out to remove demons, he was attacked by Nightmare and caused the Sea of ​​Consciousness to collapse.

However, due to the damaged sea of ​​consciousness, Ding Yin has no memory of these things. His memory only reaches the moment when he arrived in Jiangdu, and Bai Zihua told him everything else afterwards.Ding Yin felt a little annoyed. Among the disciples who went down the mountain together last time, except for Bai Zihua, he had the longest time in the beginning, but he was the only one who was injured when everyone else was fine. Could it be that he is so weak?Does Shaogong feel the same way?

Moreover, perhaps because the feeling in the dream was too real, he always felt that this lost memory was very important.However, no matter what he thought, his mind was blank, which made him restless and helpless.

This feeling is like when you are reading a story, you are reading the exciting part, but when you turn back, you find that a page has been torn out, and you can’t see anything, and then you are telling another story up.You scratch your head and face at the incomplete page, feeling aggrieved, but powerless, and finally you can only accept the fact helplessly after a long sigh.

After finishing his morning class, Ding Yin received a mission to eliminate demons, and went straight down the mountain without stopping.The other party was just a little demon with superficial skills, Fei Dingyin didn't have much effort to find him.But this was not a difficult task, but Ding Yin was injured.

Ding Yin knelt on the ground, looking at the Chang Liu sword in his hand.His swords are usually stored in a vain way, and they can be retrieved when needed, so today is the first time he saw this sword after waking up.The sword is still the original sword, but there is a jade ring on the hilt.

The style of the jade ring is not common, but it is not rare, but Ding Yin stared at it blankly as if he had never seen it before, and he didn't even care to wipe the blood on his face.His eyes suddenly became blurred, and tears rushed out of his eyes uncontrollably, hitting his hands drop by drop.From the first time I saw it just now, the sadness and pain in my heart have been pouring out, and I can't restrain it.It was precisely because these emotions came so unexpectedly that Ding Yin stopped for a moment, and the monster took advantage of the loophole and injured his arm.

"...No...I understand." He heard his own voice in his mind, broken and broken.No, what will happen?understand what?He doesn't understand, not at all!

There is an extra sword ornament on his sword, which is still a jade ring used as a sign.What he likes is Shaogong, and it is impossible to wear the jade ring given by others, but this is indeed his sword, so what is going on with this thing?He grabbed the jade ring irritably, wanting to tear it off, but he was reluctant and didn't dare to use force.

The two emotions intertwined repeatedly, and Ding Yin slammed his fists on the ground until his hands were blurred, and then he gradually calmed down.

If a page is torn out of a book, how do you know the rest of the story?Ding Yin returned to Changliu, reported the situation without stopping, and went directly to Bai Zihua.

"Brother, tell me about the last mission in detail." The eagerness in Ding Yin's tone made Bai Zihua feel something was wrong, and asked back, "What's wrong?"

Ding Yin told Bai Zihua about the sword ornament, and Bai Zihua frowned. He couldn't lie, and he didn't know how to make up a story, so he simply pretended he didn't know, and said, "I don't know what's going on. Jiang Du disappeared that night, and when I found you, you were already in a coma, and you didn't wake up until a few days ago."

Ding Yin looked at Bai Zihua suspiciously, feeling that he was hiding a lot of things, but he couldn't remember anything, so he couldn't question it, so he just asked, "Where did you find me, brother?"

"The Mausoleum of the First Emperor of Qin." This time, Bai Zihua answered very simply, which made Ding Yin suspect that he was thinking too much.So he nodded, thanked Bai Zihua and then left. Bai Zihua watched him leave and shook his head slowly.

Ding Yin sat in the room for a while, took off the jade ring and rubbed it in his hands repeatedly, thinking about it, he always felt something was wrong.It would be great if Shaogong was here, he is so smart, he must know what happened.

At this moment, Ding Yin suddenly realized that he thought of Shao Gong more and more recently.But I don't know why, every time I think of Shaogong, even though I miss him very much, I don't have the previous thought of going down the mountain to find Shaogong.Thinking of this, Ding Yin made up his mind to find out what he did during his disappearance.

A few days later, Ding Yin took on another task of exterminating demons. This time, the demons were a bit skilled, and it took him half a month to complete.After cleaning up the monsters, Ding Yin made a special detour to Jiangdu.

It was already late when Ding Yin arrived in Jiangdu, he entered the city gate and found the nearest inn, intending to stay here for a few days.He walked directly to the counter and said to the boss, "Boss, a guest room."

"Okay." The boss raised his head with a smile, but when he saw Ding Yin's appearance, his whole face collapsed, and he waved his hand and started to drive away, "It's you again? Let's go, don't delay my business."

Ding Yin looked around, and after confirming that the boss was referring to him, he became angry, "What do you mean, it's not that I don't give money."

"I'm not going to pay you ten times the money." The boss had a cold face, and he seemed more angry than him. "The last time I demolished my inn room, I haven't settled with you yet, so I dare to come here."

Ding Yin didn't know why, listening to the boss swearing, he was about to interrupt him impatiently, but when he heard a sentence, he suddenly reached out and grabbed the boss's collar.

"What did you just say?" Maybe Ding Yin's expression was too scary, which made the boss tremble a little, "You just leave after tearing down my house, don't let me tell you." The boss originally wanted to complain that Ding Yin was almost injured a few times. In the end, when Ding Yin kicked him, he didn't dare to open his mouth immediately.

Ding Yin was emotional, and after glaring at the boss, he said, "What did you just say about the young man in yellow?"

The boss was afraid that he would make trouble, so he didn't dare not answer, "Yes, there is a young man in yellow, who looks gentle, and lives with you." Seeing that this kid is sick, the two young masters who looked at him didn't see it, they probably ran out secretly, what if they go crazy later?

The boss is still thinking about countermeasures, but Ding Yin has already raised his collar and said word by word, "Who are those people who came with me, and what do they look like?"

"A dozen or so people came here at first, all wearing the same clothes as you, and then another Mr. Wen Wen in a wide-sleeved gown, who seems to be surnamed Ouyang. After a few days, many people left, and only you were left, Ouyang Young master, there is also a young man in white."

"What does that young man in white look like?" Ding Yin asked with a cold face, although his tone was not as aggressive as before, but the store owner felt that he seemed to be more angry, and quickly replied, "That young man is cold-spoken, Extraordinary temperament, a school of immortality."

Ding Yin's chest heaved violently, and he was silent for a long time, finally he put his hands down and walked away with a cold face.The boss was so frightened that he patted his chest and stood up, thinking that today was really unlucky, and he had better close the door earlier.

On the other side, Ding Yin returned to Changliu directly with Yujian after leaving the door. The cool night breeze blew on his face, which made him calm down a little.When he returned to Changliu, Ding Yin stood at the gate of Bai Zihua for a while, then turned back and sat on the bed watching the jade ring until dawn.

As soon as Bai Zihua went out in the morning, he saw Ding Yin who was supposed to be out to exorcise demons. He was pale, with black shadows under his eyes, and he looked very mentally ill.

"Brother?" Bai Zihua looked at Ding Yin in surprise, but Ding Yin looked at him straight and asked, "Brother, where is Shao Gong?"

Bai Zihua was surprised, but nothing could be seen on his face, he just asked, "What?" "Don't lie to me!" Ding Yin suddenly became emotional, "We met him last time when we went down the mountain!"

Bai Zihua was silent, Ding Yin saw him silent, knew that what the shop owner said was true, so he shouted, "Where is he now!"

Bai Zihua glanced at him with indifference on his face, "Naturally he's going to do what he wants to do." Ding Yin froze when he heard that, he clenched the jade ring in his hand, shook his head and retorted, "Impossible , he won't leave me again, even if he wants to leave, I will follow him. You lied to me!"

"Don't say that you were unconscious at the time, or you weren't. If he didn't want to take you away, how could you follow?" Bai Zihua looked at Ding Yin, thinking of Shao Gong's words, and Ding Yin's reaction after Shao Gong's death , glanced at Ding Yin's hand, and said coldly, "Just like the jade ring you gave him, if he doesn't want it, he will naturally return it."

Ding Yin's face became even paler, he staggered back two steps, and let out two meaningless laughs. "Ha, haha. That's right, I actually forgot that the person he likes is not me, I actually thought... It turns out that I was just being sentimental." Ding Yin looked at the jade ring in his hand and murmured, "No wonder seeing I will be so sad if I look at you." After speaking, he threw the jade ring on the ground hard, smashing it to pieces.

I don't ask you to like me, I just want to stay by your side, but why are you unwilling to agree to this request?

Ding Yin suddenly understood why he had no intention of going down the mountain.Probably because: Even if that memory is lost, the feelings still exist.

Looking at Ding Yin's leaving figure, Bai Zihua sighed inwardly.

Brother, is it right or wrong for me to do this?

The author has something to say: ——Fanwai 1——

The first thing Bai Zihua did after waking up was to see Ouyang Shaogong, but it was already too late.Shao Gong was lying on the bed with a white cloth covering his face, while the master stood aside with a haggard look, as if he had aged several years all of a sudden.

Bai Zihua looked up at his master, hoping it was just a prank by that naughty junior, but the master just shook his head and handed him something.

He looked at the thing, and subconsciously poured spiritual power into it, and a light and shadow appeared in the air.Looking at the illusory figure, Bai Zihua knew that it was just a wisp of consciousness left behind by Shaogong's spiritual power, and it was about to dissipate.

"Senior brother, if I don't wake up, I won't be able to maintain my spiritual power." The man was still joking, but before Bai Zihua could speak, he was interrupted by Shao Gong.

"Time is running out, brother, listen to me. There is a bottle of 'Wang Chuan' in the third row and seventh column from the left of the medicine cabinet in my room, which can wash away people's memories. One drop a day, let Ding Yin take away the memory of me after meeting me." Forget everything."

Bai Zihua was puzzled, "Why?"

The other party showed a slight smile, with a bit of sadness, "Senior brother thinks that the Buddhist family has seven sufferings, love parting and not being able to seek, which one is more painful?" After speaking, he smiled wryly, "I forgot, senior brother doesn't understand of."

"In Shaogong's view, if something is destined to be lost, it is better not to get it in the first place. The pain of gaining and losing is even more unbearable."

Bai Zihua was silent, and Shaogong said again, "Death and life are broad, talking with Zicheng, holding your hand, and growing old together with him is just a mortal's extravagant wish. I am willing to die with him, but I don't want him to die with me. How much grief and pain, I always hope that he can live."

When Shaogong said this, the phantom began to fade slowly, he stopped talking, just looked at him.Looking at his increasingly transparent body, Bai Zihua finally nodded.

"Brother, take good care of him." After Shaogong finished speaking, he scattered into dots of light and scattered them in all directions.

"Don't worry, Junior Brother."