The Road to Rebirth

Qin Ziyan clearly felt that Li Xin's state was not quite right these days, even though on the surface Li Xin was still arguing with Ye Zhichen all day long, if it wasn't during class, he saw Li Xin obviously distracted several times, and occasionally Facing the scenery outside the classroom window, he will not be able to recover for a long time, and he will not notice Li Xin's strangeness.Qin Ziyan rested his chin on one hand, turned the pen in his hand repeatedly, looked at Li Xin vaguely from the corner of his eyes, and as expected, Li Xin was distracted by the textbook again, the one did not match his age With her baby face, she put away her usual big grin, revealing a hint of sadness.

In fact, in the eyes of many people who know Li Xin, Li Xin always shows his inconspicuous side, cheerful personality, and very upright.Although it has only been less than a year since he transferred, Li Xin is very popular among his classmates. Even the teachers are impressed by this smart and witty transfer student.

In addition, Li Xin also gave people a very "magical" illusion. He obviously didn't see him listening to the class seriously, but Li Xin is a veritable academic master. This guy was once a relative of Longsheng Nine Sons In the group, "without shame" encouraged him to become the most educated student master of the nine sons of Longsheng.

Thinking about it, Qin Ziyan raised the corners of his mouth and smiled silently. This is also Li Xin's most charming side. It seems that he has never seen Li Xin study anything seriously, and accompanying him to the library is to read some messy books.But this guy knows everything, no matter who he chats with, he can talk about any topic with eloquence, so a person like Li Xin can quickly blend in with the crowd no matter where he goes.

Qin Ziyan took out the phone, unlocked it and entered the interface, and inadvertently saw the calendar of the phone. Before he knew it, it was the end of March, and the weather was gradually getting warmer...Suddenly he remembered something, and immediately understood the reason for Li Xin's depression.

Qin Ziyan sighed softly, in front of close friends, he has never concealed his true character, and he does not want to conceal it, especially in front of Li Xin.Li Xin is his very important friend, no matter how unbelievable the truth is, he doesn't want to deceive Li Xin just to hide it.

He understands Li Xin's love and righteousness better, if not for this, Li Xin would not have traveled far away from his hometown to a strange city, just for his "gone" friend.Sometimes even Ye Zhichen looked at him with complicated eyes, let alone the shrewd Li Xin.

Qin Ziyan knew very well that there was only one chance left between him and Li Xin to confess.

In the early morning, Qin Ziyan woke up naturally after falling asleep, and Qu Mohan was no longer around him. He reached out to touch the phone on the bedside table, and sure enough, he saw the WeChat message Qu Mohan sent him.He sat up with a smile, pulled up the pillows behind his back, and took a short rest while replying to Qu Mohan's WeChat.

Qu Mohan had class early this morning, Qin Ziyan leaned on the bed and chatted with Qu Mohan for a while, then got up and went to the bathroom to wash and change clothes, the butler had already prepared breakfast for him when he went downstairs.After breakfast, he went back to his study to call Li Xin, but sure enough Li Xin's cell phone was not answered.

Qin Ziyan stared at the phone screen for a moment, picked up the car keys and went out. The car drove all the way to the suburbs far away from the downtown area, and finally stopped outside a cemetery.During the Qingming Festival, cars were parked outside the cemetery early in the morning. After parking the car, he walked quickly into the cemetery.

From a distance, Qin Ziyan saw Li Xin sitting on the stone steps in front of a tombstone. Flowers were placed in front of the tombstone. Presumably, many students had come to visit the tomb.He walked forward silently, looking at the name and photo on the tombstone, for a moment, he felt that his feelings were really hard to describe, and his body was buried under this tombstone.

Qin Ziyan bent down to pick up the bouquet of flowers that fell on the ground, put it back again, straightened up and patted Li Xin on the shoulder.

"He is really a very respected teacher, isn't he?" Li Xin looked at it suddenly and opened his mouth, his tone was unprecedentedly calm, "Look, there are so many flowers that I can't put them down. After sitting here for half an hour, several waves of people have come to see him."

"Li Xin..." Qin Ziyan said softly, and slowly sat beside Li Xin.

"I don't seem to have told you carefully, how did I know him?" Li Xin put her chin on her knees with one hand, and pulled a bouquet of flowers with the other hand, but the smile on her face did not change. Looking deep into his eyes, "I had just finished the high school entrance examination, and I lived up to the expectations of my family. I was admitted to the most famous key high school in the city. After all, I have been a top student since kindergarten."

Li Xin laughed and laughed very hard: "That's right, that time was also the peak moment of the outbreak of the second illness, thinking that I was finally liberated, and I could completely let myself go, I decided to do things that I didn't have time to do before. Do it all, watch favorites, scumbag games, draw pictures, sing, etc., nothing can be left behind. I was completely fascinated by Mr. Qin in that summer vacation. In order to get close to the male god, I joined Mr. Qin’s Mifensi Group and Tieba, that’s when I knew about the existence of radio dramas.”

Qin Ziyan listened quietly, without interrupting Li Xin who was lost in memories.

As Li Xin clapped her hands together, she seemed to return to her old inconspicuous demeanor: "As witty as I am, I immediately listed 108 correct ways to hook up with a male god in my mind, with a lightning-fast and overwhelming posture Successfully broke into the Longsheng Nine Sons radio drama club..."

"Li Xin..." Qin Ziyan called out lightly, interrupting Li Xin's forced smile.

The smile on Li Xin's face finally disappeared, and the volume that was deliberately raised was also lowered: "At that time, the nine sons of Longsheng were far from the popularity and status they are today, and Teacher Qin was just a little popular writer in the Literature City. But I have read his words carefully, I believe in him, I believe that he will become a great god who attracts people's attention in a short time. I also believe that our dragon has nine sons, and one day the dragon will give birth to nine sons. Every member can become a great god."

Li Xin said with a happy smile: "We successfully obtained Teacher Qin's authorization. At that time, each of us was so happy that we must not let Teacher Qin down. We must do something to let Teacher Qin and support Teacher Qin. Mi Fensi is satisfied with the radio drama. I still remember that every time I echoed the sound, I was dragged into YY by Xiao A and scolded bloody, but I am very happy because everyone is very serious and takes Teacher Qin’s words seriously. work."

"Four years are enough to change the fate of many people. The name Zhiyan has become a great writer who is widely heard by countless people, Longsheng Jiuzi has become the best radio drama club in the online distribution circle, and Li Xiaomeng has also become a Two-dimensional countless. The great god V that Mi Fensi pursues. But this is not the thing I am most proud of. What I am most proud of is being able to grow up with him and watching him grow from being popular to being respected. But so what, I It can only be a qualified fanatic Mifensi, but not a competent friend, although I always regard myself as his good friend..."

"Li Xin..."

"Every time I said that I would come to see him in the city, I said it countless times in four years, but every time I found various excuses to break my promise, but he never once blamed me, and tolerated my clumsy and childish behavior again and again. Excuses. Maybe God can’t stand it anymore. I have told too many lies, I have searched for excuses, and the punishment finally came. I finally don’t have to make excuses anymore. God has taken away all my chances to fulfill my promise..."

"Li Xin, you didn't break your promise!" Qin Ziyan said in a deep voice, and continued after a long silence, "I am the one who should say sorry, and I am very grateful for all the hard work that the nine sons of Longsheng have done for me, whether it is paper inkstone or pen and ink, If there were no Longsheng Nine Sons, there would be no paper and inkstone and today's pen and ink. Especially... the current pen and ink, I should have lost all the glory. If it wasn't for you and Longsheng Nine Sons, I wouldn't be able to re-log in so quickly I’m on my stage, so I’m the one who should say sorry and thank you.”

Then Qin Ziyan waited for a long time, but he didn't hear Li Xin's voice. He didn't turn his head to look at Li Xin's expression. The moment he said it, he also felt the relief of his whole body.Even though at this moment, he, who was always calm and calm, was a little uncertain, after all, he had been hiding it for so long.

At this time, there was a sound of footsteps from far to near, Qin Ziyan turned his head and saw several students in the uniforms of Saint Luo College walking towards this side, he patted Li Xin on the shoulder, stood up and whispered: "Let's go !"

Li Xin seemed to come back from his thoughts suddenly, and stood up with his head down after being dazed for a moment.

Qin Ziyan and the other students nodded slightly, and walked forward without looking back at Li Xin.Soon he heard familiar footsteps following him, maintaining a distance of a few steps, and the corners of his mouth slowly raised an arc.

"You...you said before that you want to treat me to the delicious food from the city, and you treat me at noon today!" Until walking out of the cemetery, Li Xin opened her mouth in a low voice, a tone that seemed to be squeezed out after a long time, mixed with desperately trying to hide awkward.

Finally, Qin Ziyan couldn't hold back, laughed out loud, raised his hand and rubbed Li Xin's head vigorously: "Then let's go!"

"Damn it!" Li Xin felt as if a firecracker had been ignited and exploded in an instant, rubbing his head and glaring at Qin Ziyan angrily, "You are not a paper inkstone with millions of meters of silk, nor are you a male god. Teacher, your body has shrunk and you are three months younger than me, don't rub my head like a child!"

"Yes, God Li Xiaomeng, please get in the car!" Qin Ziyan smiled and opened the door of the passenger seat, making a "please" gesture.

Li Xin snorted quite arrogantly, and got into the car pretending to be chic and domineering.

Qin Ziyan laughed and shook his head, walked around to the driver's seat, started the car and drove away from the cemetery, until after a long distance, Li Xin's earth-shattering cry burst out.

"Fuck, my little Jia is still parked at the gate of the cemetery..."

Qin Ziyan holding his forehead was a very familiar scene, and it seemed to always be staged in their daily life.

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