miss you

People are always warm during the festive season, but here I am drunk during the festive season. The drinking party for several days made me fascinated. The minute hand forms an included angle of exactly ninety degrees.

"pain"

"It hurts, my head or my stomach." I lay on the bed feeling uncomfortable and kept yelling. Ruo Bing clung to me and asked me what was wrong with me softly. Bing was too sleepy and ignored me.Early in the morning, I just felt a stomachache and nausea. I turned over and lay down in the bathroom and vomited wildly. This made me throw up gold stars in front of my eyes, and then my weak body was lifted up by a pair of arms and put down on the bed again.

"Are you going out today?"

nod

“Still a liquor store”

nod

"Can you not go, I feel uncomfortable seeing you like this."

shaking his head

"I'll go with you, I don't worry about you being alone."

"There's also Huiwen and the rest of the company, those foul words at the wine table are dirtying your ears, um..."

"Does your stomach hurt? I'll cook some porridge for you. You lie down for a while."

"I can't eat it, don't do it."

"worry free"

"Drink less"

"okay."

Drink less, I really don't want to drink, but if you don't drink, you won't give face, how can you continue to talk about cooperation.

On New Year's Eve, I finally had a rest. I was lying in bed, unwilling to move. Ruobing took my son to my mother's place early on. I lay on the bed until 01:30 p.m. The big scarf rushed to my mother.

In a department store, I accidentally ran into several colleagues from the Ruobing Dance Troupe. What surprised me even more was that during our short conversation, I learned that Ruobing had plans to return to the stage, which made me feel even more uncomfortable. The wonderful thing is that she has started to resume her practice.

Carrying the coat I bought for my mother, I hurried out of the shopping mall, "Mom, I'm here, here are the clothes for you." When I entered the house, I threw it on the sofa. Ruobing was busy in the kitchen with her mother, and the baby was in the room with her Playing with cars.

"Ruobing, come out and I'll ask you something."

"You can't talk about it later, don't you see that this is busy?"

"Isn't it just cooking, you wash your hands and come out."

"Oh, Mom, I'll be over in a minute."

"Wen Wuyou, you have a lot to do."

When Ruobing turned to wash his hands, my mother looked at me with disgusting eyes. I turned around and entered the bedroom with a dark face, and Ruobing followed.

"Worriless, what's the matter, so anxious."

"Let me ask you, did you say that you just went to the troupe to sit and help out, what do you think and plan to come out of the rivers and lakes again? Do you plan to notify me when you perform on stage?"

"No, I'm just thinking about it now."

"No, if you are like this, don't go to work, come home and stay with me."

My tone at the time didn't leave her room to reply, and we didn't continue to talk about this topic afterwards, but something that made me furious still happened. After eating, Ruobing went to wash the dishes, and my mother pulled me aside and whispered : "It's a pity that Ruobing doesn't continue to dance under this condition. The child is about to go to kindergarten and we can take it with him. Let Ruobing go back to dancing."

At that time, my brain got hot and I blurted out and said loudly: "Mom, you have a problem with your brain. Why do you think about her so much? You also think about me, okay? You always say that I am materialistic and vulgar, so you can tell me, You don’t know where the money for the garage, including raising children, comes from. Mom, it’s not the era when you used to eat big pots. Look, even the state-owned enterprises have been reformed. Do you live in a down-to-earth way? It’s not your job now. It’s time to talk about academic skills cleanly, can you set your sights a little farther away?”

"Wen Wuyou, what are you talking about? Okay, I'm not down-to-earth. You can accept it. You are a big boss now, how rich you are. See if you don't even care about your own mother. Humph, no, never I have never paid attention to it, the country, art, do you know what is a real dance, do you know what is a pure art. You probably don’t understand at all, you have been radical since you were a child, and now you are more confident, okay, You're all right, our whole family, old and young, can't live without you, Wen Wuyou, and we don't want to see you."

"Mom, I'm not the one you are, you think too much."

"Wen Wuyou, I warn you, don't spread your messy remarks everywhere, your mother and I have a monthly pension, I don't need your money, and don't use your so-called liberalism to tarnish elegant art."

My mother and I have never had the same attitude towards dance. Although my mother accepts my current situation, she has a deep-rooted belief in her lifelong persistence. She also instilled her thoughts in me when I was a teenager. But she failed.I don't know if Ruobing is the same type of person as her mother or if the two of them have been together for a long time, but they actually reached an agreement on certain points of view.

When I was sitting on the sofa with a thick neck and panting, my mother also said angrily: "Nowadays, the dance circle is becoming more and more chaotic because of the existence of people like you who are interested in the interests. Now dance Jumping and jumping, I went to become an actor, to become a star, in order to achieve the goal, no compromises, where there are sincere feelings, where there is the pursuit of purity."

I said: "Mom, you have to eat. How many dancers are there? You don't know how many years you have been in this circle. Even if you are famous, it doesn't matter if you dance for so many years. The little house assigned to you by the troupe. Dancer, artist, can these vacant titles be eaten, can they be exchanged for money?"

"Okay, okay, you don't understand, and I won't force you to understand, but you have no right to let someone who understands realize her artistic pursuit."

"Who knows, except you in this family, you tell me who understands you, understands you."

"Ruo Bing understands, she understands dance and purity better than you."

"Oh, Mom, if you want to be a lobbyist, you can just tell me directly, why don't you go to war with me?"

"My education has failed. Even though you are very successful now, I still think that I have not taught you well. My daughter should not be so philistine, and should not be full of class interests."

In the end, my mother and I were silent. My mother said that Ruobing’s physical condition is really good, and she can still dance. She doesn’t dance for any fame and fortune. My mother said that she hopes that she can teach Ruobing what she has learned all her life. Bing, let her pass it on.

I sat there with my face in my hands and my gums were swollen and sore. Mom, let me tell you what is good about you. Do you know how afraid I am of losing her? He also fears hugging the person sleeping next to him.

I know that Ruo Bing's physical condition is an excellent standard for an excellent dancer. If it was me in the past, maybe there is no need to worry so much, but now I...

When it was dark, Ruo Bing and I went downstairs to set off firecrackers with our child in our arms. My son was so happy that I saw Ruo Bing squatting on the ground and holding the child's hand. I hugged the son who ran over with my arms, and when the son called out to my mother, I remembered what I had said to Ruobing many years ago.

Ruobing, let go of the restrained heart, you will be even better, jump, spin, jump.

"What's the matter, I'm out of my mind."

"It's nothing, the flowers are all gone."

"Well, let them all go."

"Then go upstairs"

"I overheard your conversation with your mother just now"

"Oh, I..., you...."

"Wuyou, I still remember the way you danced in front of me back then, very ethereal and freehand. I have always wondered why so many people think you dance better than me, and now I understand."

"Oh, what?"

"Because you face the sun with hope"

"Oh, it's very literary, my boss can't understand it."

"You said you used to dance to get closer to me, hoping to feel my warmth, but worry-free, now we are getting farther and farther away, we live under the same roof but I can't see you for a long time. Worry-free, give me a chance to get closer to you, okay?"

"I...don't tire myself..."

In Ruobing's tenderness, I compromised, and stretched out my palm to hold her fingertips in the palm of my hand, Wen Wuyou, do you believe in yourself or her, take it easy, don't be afraid, dare to face challenges, be brave Come on, don't be afraid, don't be afraid.