miss you

My son wasn't at home, so Ruo Bing wasn't in the living room and slapped my hands away when I was messing around. The sunshine this morning was so nice. I raised my face and looked at her with a smile.

"Have you touched enough? Let's go change clothes." Ruobing said that she would go on a business trip for two days and asked me to follow. I knew she was worried about leaving me at home alone, so we boarded the plane together, and she accompanied me. The other staff beside me followed behind her, neither Hui Wen nor Gu Yu came. I have basically never seen anyone who went with Ruo Bing this time.

"Why is there no one I know?"

"Hui Wen and Gu Yu both have work to do, so they can't come."

"I'm not saying that they have others I know, that so-and-so and so-and-so, why are they all children in their twenties?"

"Oh, you still want them to be your errand runners for the rest of your life. They have been promoted and have no time to serve your ancestor."

"Hum..."

"Hmph, there are so many people here, okay, okay, so when you go back, you can clean them up yourself, okay?"

"Ignore them and a bunch of heartless ones, the big boss doesn't even have one to accompany him when he travels."

"Nobody Knows You're Following"

"what"

"I did not say"

Before Ruobing finished speaking, I was not happy about it. I said, "Ji Ruobing, what do you mean? Do you have any sincerity? Do you have any sense of public morality?" After I finished speaking, Ruobing smiled, and she asked, "Yo, what do you want?" Do you know the term public morality?"

"What do you mean, do you say I'm uneducated? I just don't like learning. If you are willing to learn, you can't keep up with my speed."

"Yes, yes, how fast you jump on a rocket, don't say that even my fighter jets can't catch up with you."

"You... hum"

"Okay, okay, drink water, look at people looking at you, shame on you."

"I have no face"

"Oh, I think so too. My Wuyou family is used to being shameless."

We had a verbal fight all the way on the plane, and when I glanced to the side, I found that the little girl next to us looked straight at me.

After getting off the plane and leaving the airport, we checked into the hotel room we had booked in advance. We had a double bed room and everyone else was a standard room. Ruo Bing put the suitcase in the corner and went to the bathroom to wash his hands before taking off his shoes and going to bed.

"I said what do you pay attention to outside, you pay attention to being poor every day."

“This is to pay attention to personal hygiene, okay?”

"I don't care if I don't pay attention. Isn't this a very healthy life?"

When I was talking, I picked up a small box from the bedside table, and after looking at it, I immediately let go of it and threw it to Ruobing. When she saw my reaction, she picked up the box and looked at it curiously. Can I buy it?"

"I don't know, it's the first time I've seen it, we're ignorant."

"hehe"

"Why don't we try it and see how it feels."

It is probably because the spring waves on my face made Ruobing feel too wretched. When I was about to open the small box, she held my wrist tightly. There is a dinner, let's not do it now, you just sleep here for a while, and I will go to the next room for a meeting."

After speaking, the man rolled over and ran away, and then I lay on the bed, wiped the small box, pulled out a finger sleeve and put it on the middle finger, looked at the sleepy head, and then entered a blank space.

I don’t know if it’s because I slept too hard or if Ruobing didn’t call me. When I woke up, I found that they were no longer in the hotel. I called Ruobing and she said that if I was hungry, I would go to the first floor. Eat buffet in the lobby.

After hanging up the phone, I called Assistant Ruobing and asked for their location. The taxi ride took 10 minutes and it was not too far. When I entered the store, the welcoming lady at the door greeted me with a smile. Go up to the big bag on the third floor.

From time to time, there would be laughter and laughter in the private room. I held the doorknob tightly with my hand and did not press it down. When a thick baritone called the waiter for the third time, the girl standing at the door looked at me suspiciously. , and then pushed open the closed wooden door.

When there was no obstacle and no block from the gate, all the scenery was reflected in her eyes, but she felt uncomfortable. Ruo Bing was poured wine into her throat one after another, her brows were slightly frowned, but she still Smiling, he took the wine glass handed over by the other party and drank it down.

The waiter walked past me to take the wine in. When one of them raised his finger in my direction and asked who I was, Ruo Bing also turned his head to look at the door.

The next second after our eyes met, she pushed away the group of people in front of me and quickly walked up to me and dragged me out of the private room. Outside the private room, she said to me: "Wuyou, I will be fine here for a while." It's dark, it's not safe on the road, so hurry back to the hotel."

When Ruobing approached, there was a strong smell of alcohol on his body, I was silent and then my face darkened, I said: "I should be honest and wait for you to go back at home, I shouldn't have followed you here, right?"

"President Ji, we are still waiting for you, hurry up." A man with a flushed face grabbed Ruobing's arm and was about to drag her back. I thought I should be more aware of current affairs, so I turned around and walked Walking away, at that moment, when I was so distressed that I lost the pain, I realized what a jerk I was once. I walked out of the restaurant and stopped on the street that I was not familiar with.

The past was filled with scenes and events that I didn't want to remember, but they began to flood into my brain to fill them up. I sat on a bench by the street and looked up at the sky empty, without the endless stars.

My idealism has never been shaken under the protection of Ruobing. What I expect and want is impossible to achieve in this overly realistic society.

When I went back to the hotel, there were two extra policemen in the room. Ruobing gave me a slap when I entered the room without saying a word. I was also beaten by her and stood there for a long time. Ruobing said: "Where did you go, you don't know what to do if you get lost in such a dark sky, worry-free, Ruobing, please, can you not disappear, is this fun... …”

That night Ruobing was lying with her back facing me, I thought about her back for a long time before leaning in, she didn’t move or turn over to hug me like before, after a long silence I said in a low voice, I Said: "Ruobing, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I was too naive, I was too insecure, I didn't realize until today that what I expected was impossible to be realized, and it was impossible for us to be together Living in a dream, it is even more impossible to change the surroundings you don’t like. You have carefully protected my fragile heart with your love and all your patience, but I am too ignorant, I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.”

The person who was hugged tightly then turned around and put the tip of my nose against the wall, her breath hit my face, "It hurts just now, I'll rub it for you, Wuyou promised me that no matter what, I won't let me I can't find you, okay? Do you know that I was going crazy just now, and nothing is as important to me as you. You have always been fine, it's not your fault, you are fine no matter it was before You are still the same as you are now, if you weren't for you, how could I be so inseparable from you."

Ruobing didn't accuse me, she gently touched my forehead and kissed my lips. Basically useless, when I reflect on myself, Ruo Bing will listen quietly and then gently hug me into her arms, just when I feel arrogant and arrogant, she will tiptoe and kiss my forehead.

Ruobing said, you are really uncertain, and you must not make a big show of criticizing yourself, you want to scare me to death, don't you?

After this incident, Ruobing's attendance at banquets became less and less, and later she came more steadily than the company staff's commuting time. This made Huiwen angry and came to my house several times to scold me, saying that I had delayed Ruobing He said that I had influenced Ruobing's development and the grand blueprint of the company.And every time I rolled my eyes and said, without me, where would the company come from, where would the business plan and grand goals come from, pull it down, let’s accept it when you see it, what kind of bicycle you want, it’s almost enough, don’t be too greedy, you won’t lose it chant.

Of course, every time we had in-depth discussions, we were on par with each other. Ruobing would separate the two of us when I was about to make Huiwen so angry that she was about to smoke, and then turned to Huiwen and said: "I think you are free, Knowing that she is unreasonable, you are still fighting with her, so you don't go home and cook for the children."

"I still don't believe that I can't break up a housewife"

"Who housewife are you talking about, tell me again."

"Hey, we agreed not to wait for the anxious eye, and don't wait for the biting one if you are anxious. Hey, Ruo Bing, I'm leaving. Come back another day, see you bad guy."

I know that most of Huiwen came here to make me happy. I always remember her care and concern for me. I am very fortunate to have met many friends who are more reliable than me in my life. Thank them for their tolerance and understanding.

Ji Zhenwei was released today after serving eight years in prison. Ruo Bing mentioned to me at breakfast that her brother was released today after serving his sentence. Sit and communicate with him face to face, and I don't hide my hatred or my reluctance to be ignored.

Later, Ruo Bing called her father and said that she could not accompany him to pick up her younger brother today, and asked them to go home by themselves. Ruo Bing hid on the balcony and called for a long time before entering the house.

Then one day, my mobile phone displayed an incoming call from an unknown person. When I got through, I heard Ji Zhenwei's voice and I wanted to hang up the call, "Sister Wuyou, hang up later, please listen to me."

"Sister Wuyou, I was wrong. I shouldn't have been obsessed with money and listened to others to tamper with your car, and I shouldn't have used my sister's happiness as an excuse to put your life in danger. I'm a mess. I'm not human. Wuyou Sister, I know I was wrong, and I don’t ask you to forgive me. As a younger brother, I just want to ask you to treat my sister well. She loves you. She has loved you since you were in college and has loved you until today. My sister She is not an expressive person, but she really loves you with all of herself. I know we outsiders should not interfere in the affairs between you, but it is my sister, you let me watch her for a divorce The person she left cried and broke his eyes, how can he not be angry, sister Wuyou, my sister could have become the best dancer but she gave up, I know she is for you, sorry I was too ignorant back then It’s too brainless. My sister persuaded me to let me work with you, but I didn’t listen. I wanted to get back what you owed my sister. Later, I thought I was really stupid. My sister didn’t even care. I have more money, I get more and I want more, full of selfishness and greed came to my heart, my sister said that you gave up the charge of extorting me, so I was sentenced to eight years in court. I saw you leave last night. I thought you were separated. Thank goodness, I didn’t. I plan to go back to my hometown with my dad. The place is too big and I will always feel lost. After we leave, my sister will ask you, yes Kong and sister go home to see dad, my dad misses you very much, goodbye after I finish my words."

Ji Zhenwei said a lot on the other end of the phone, and his tone was extraordinarily sincere. When I hung up the phone, I actually laughed out of nowhere. Some things are really wonderful. I can’t tell what they happened to witness. If you can’t figure it out, forget it. It's done, leisurely and leisurely.

When Ruobing came back at night, her eyes were slightly red and swollen. I think she should have sent her father and her brother off. I played the phone recording for her when I returned home after dinner. At the end, it slid down silently, stood up and drew the curtains and opened the windows to let the comfortable wind blow into the room and break the constant temperature of the air conditioner.

I said, Ruobing, I don’t care anymore, don’t blame yourself anymore, I can see your guilt and self-blame over the past few years, these actually have nothing to do with you, you are the most innocent in everything Man, let me love you as affectionately as I am too, let us all let go of ourselves, love easily, live a happy life, okay.

I told myself, Wen Wuyou, it's been several years, you should come out, don't embarrass her, don't let her bear all the consequences she shouldn't have to bear.Wen Wuyou, look at how hot the sun is, how soft and beautiful the woman you love is, let's be content.

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This article is written after the previous article "I don't think I will love you", and the whole story ends here, thank you.