miss you

The sky is overcast and cloudy. Today is the No. 20 performance. Worry-free, are you okay? When I stood in the middle of the stage and took the curtain call, I thought of my family again, and hoped that she would get well soon.

"Here, I'll give you hot water." After leaving the stage, Huiwen handed me the thermos cup, unscrewed the lid and poured it into her mouth with her head up. On the way to the dressing room, Huiwen faltered and said some strange words.Then I stopped and took her hand and said, "What's the matter with you, you're stuttering, tell me something."

She took a breath and then said: "Ruobing, you..., Wuyou..., this..., you should be mentally prepared." Huiwen's words made my nerves tense, and I asked urgently: "Wuyou... Did something happen to you, what happened to her, Huiwen, you just talk, don't scare me."

"No, she's fine, it's just that Wuyou is dating someone else. As the old saying goes, that man is ten years younger than Wuyou, and his glib voice doesn't seem like a serious person."

"What?" The thermos cup slipped from my hand and fell to the ground with a bang. The warm water slowly flowed out of the cup and soaked my feet. I couldn't hear any other sounds in my ears, and I could only A sentence echoed, worry-free, don't go, wait for me to come back, wait for me.

I hurriedly bought a plane ticket and rushed to the airport with my suitcase, Huiwen caught up with me and said loudly into my ear before I got on the plane: "Don't be impulsive and calm down, go back and ask if you heard me. "I nodded, dumbfounded.

On the plane, my heart was like being eaten by thousands of ants, and I felt suffocated. I grabbed the clothes on my chest and told myself that Wuyou would not abandon me, would not abandon me, tell This is just a joke between Wuyou and me, yes, it's a white lie.

When the plane landed, I rushed home non-stop. There was no one at home. I went to my mother’s place. Wuyou was not there. The illusion of sudden death on the spot.

"Of course, you are my little baby. I bought this necklace for you just now. Do you like it, my sweetie?"

"Well, that's right. I brought back the car you mentioned yesterday. The key is on the table. Take it yourself."

"Ah...you bought it, I love you the most, baby."

With Wuyou's back facing the desk, the man put his arms against the edge of the desk, and the two kissed recklessly in the office like this, "Baby, you are so sweet, wait for me at home at night, be good."

The man cupped Wuyou's face and kissed it again, his eyes were full of hypocrisy, I felt sick to my stomach looking at it, I don't know why Wuyou chose to hang out with such a man, I wanted to ask her, but she was stupid I couldn't say a word on the spot.

"Who are you? Don't you know that you have to knock when you come in?" The man picked up the car keys on the table and found me standing in the office. He immediately lowered his face and said in a cold voice. Wuyou was not surprised that she turned around Lai Zai leisurely leaned on the chair and looked at the two people facing each other in front of him. After a long time, Wuyou said slowly, "She is just like you."

After hearing Wuyou's answer, the man's face changed and he said, "Baby can be eaten by men and women, but how can a woman satisfy my baby?"

"Are you finished, get out of here and don't let me talk nonsense."

"Don't be angry, baby, I'll disappear right away."

With the sound of the door closing, Wuyou stood up and walked in front of me, her fingers brushed my cheeks and then pinched my chin, she said: "Ji Ruobing, we are over, from now on you are you and me It's me, did you hear me?"

"Wuyou, don't be like this, okay, I don't want to break up, don't."

I remember sitting on the ground hugging Wuyou's legs and begging her for a long time. Later, she said that I, Wen Wuyou, no longer need a lover, but I didn't refuse the playthings I sent to my door.

Later, I asked the doctor, and the doctor said that Wuyou fell into an extreme self-protection consciousness. She obtained pleasure and spiritual satisfaction by playing with others. She faced the external environment with another personality that was opposite to herself. If you want her to face up to her heart, she must let her see the truest self, so that Wuyou's condition can gradually improve until she recovers completely.

I was very worried and asked my mother. My mother said that Wuyou stopped going to the doctor after seeing a few times. After returning home, she locked herself in the house for a week. After she came out, she still talked and laughed. It looks like a normal person.

"Huiwen, come back quickly. Wuyou is seriously ill and refuses treatment. She is behaving strangely now. Make arrangements to come back as soon as possible and we can discuss what to do." After asking around After dialing Huiwen's number, now I really can't think of anyone else except Huiwen for help. I dare not tell my mother Wuyou's crazy behavior now, let alone tell my family and friends that now I am with Wuyou. deformed relationship.

"Miss Ji, you are robbing me of my job. Believe it or not, I will also live in Mr. Wen's house."

"I'll give you how much money you want, and you can change the owner."

"Can you afford what I want, Miss Ji, no matter what occupation you are in, we can be regarded as colleagues in this regard, can you leave some money for my brother, don't blame me if you push me Cruel and merciless."

"Why do you still want to kill me?"

"I don't dare to kill people, but I can let President Wen spoil me alone, and you won't get any money at that time. Sister, if we have money, can't we all earn money together? See if this works, I will spend a week with you." Four days for you, three days for me, it's enough."

"You are shameless"

"Stinky who are you scolding? Why don't you take care of your husband and teach your children at home if you want shame? Why don't you come out to sell the same thing? I don't know who is shameless between us. I only accompany women anyway, but you don't care. Both men and women can fuck you. It was exciting enough to play."

"Get out, get out."

"Hmph, stinky, just wait. If you don't listen to my advice, fine, I will let you have no good fruit to eat. If you dare to steal my money, you will die."

Heh, I am really sick, and I actually agreed to come out for an interview. This is not self-deception. When I got up, the customers around me looked sideways at me, which was really embarrassing.

When I entered the house, the man knelt by the sofa and licked Wuyou's toes. I was extremely annoyed by his actions. I put down the bag in my hand and walked into the kitchen with vegetables to prepare dinner.

"Don't worry, it's time to eat."

"Baby, let me feed you, okay?"

"Um"

"Is the baby fragrant?"

"Um"

"Honey, let's go upstairs, shall we?"

"Um"

"Honey, I want it."

The man was sticky hanging on Wuyou's body, his hands were moving around her body, Wuyou passed the man and looked coldly at me who was sitting beside me who was extremely angry, she said: "You go upstairs first, I will come later .”

The man then let go of Wuyou and went upstairs. My hand holding the chopsticks trembled more and more obviously. She stared at me for a while and was about to get up. When she was about to step up the stairs, I gritted my teeth and said, "If You just want someone to please you, let that man go, I'll do it."

"Ji Ruobing, do you think you're so interesting? It's up to you to please me."

"Yes, just relying on me, I will definitely satisfy you."

The voice landed worry-free and stopped my steps going upstairs. I leaned against the railing of the stairs and looked at me who had stood up and walked to the bottom of the stairs. I unbuttoned the shirt one by one until the clothes fell to the ground. My body and heart were trembling when my skin was completely exposed to the air. I took a deep breath desperately to calm myself down.

The people upstairs probably couldn't wait to come out and tell her to go up quickly, but unexpectedly, when they came out, they saw Wuyou standing on the half floor and me shivering in my underwear.

"Go back and put on your clothes, and I will give you the money as usual."

"Baby, don't do this as we agreed, you toss me hard tonight."

"Don't make me say it a second time, and you can make a price, how much do you want?"

"I want you……"

"You stink"

After Wuyou turned and went upstairs, the man rushed down and grabbed my hair, pressed me to the ground and beat me. After I yelled Wuyou's name for the fifth time, I heard footsteps running downstairs, and then It was the man's cry of pain, he fell down from my body with his head in his arms, and I was so frightened that the man fell to the ground with his head covered in blood.

Wuyou stood in front of her with a half red wine bottle and frowned. She said, "I'll double your medical expenses, get out of here immediately, and don't let me see you in the future, get out."

The man then ran away with his clothes in his arms, "I'll wait for you in the room, Ji Ruobing, don't forget what you said yourself." After sitting on the floor tiles for a long time, he stood up tremblingly, supported the wall and went upstairs, and pushed open the familiar door.

There was no light in the room, and the faint moonlight shone in. Wuyou sat on the single sofa by the window and lit a cigarette. The red stars flickered on and off, and she walked towards her.

"Why do you regret it?" Maybe she sensed my hesitation and asked disdainfully. I bit my lower lip and said no. Her smile bloomed in the darkness, and the evil made me fearful.

Turning on a bedside lamp, the dim yellow light gave a little warmth to the dark and cold room, and she said, "Come and sit on it, to prove your sincerity." I watched her stretch out two fingers at a time, with the fingertips pointing up Facing the ceiling, she didn't take the initiative to touch me or hit me this time, but it made me feel a strong sense of shame.

Wuyou, what are you going to do? Do you want to wipe out the love between us with your own hands?

When I gritted my teeth with tears in my eyes, stared at Wuyou's eyes, aimed at her fingers, and sat on her lap, Wuyou's body visibly trembled, and I bit my lower lip in pain. Hugging Wuyou's neck and sticking it to her ear, he said with some difficulty: "Wuyou, do you still remember that you used to like to sit on the wooden chair by the big tree and lie on my lap and look up at me, you said That big tree has witnessed our love. You said that there is no happier time than being with Ruobing. I like to eat small skewers, um... even if you don’t go dancing, you still have to take me to eat on a bicycle , you said that nothing is as important as taking my Ruobing to eat delicious food, you said that you will treat me well for the rest of your life, and love me alone forever, um..., worry-free... worry-free, you once said that as long as I I live a good life, I live a happy life, it doesn’t matter what you do, even if the person who stays by my side is not you, um... Later you said that you would give me all the good things in this world, you said... you would give me all the good things in this world with your own hands I am happy..."

"Stop talking, stop talking, shut up and shut up."

"Ah..., Wuyou, Wuyou, my Wuyou won't hurt me, won't embarrass me, won't make me hurt, Wuyou, Ruobing wants to know, is Wuyou that belongs to Ruobing still there? That Wuyou who would nestle in Ruobing's arms for comfort when she was weak and helpless... still exists."

I exhausted my last breath to spit out the last word and passed out, Wuyou, I believe you will not change, but this complicated world disturbs your thoughts, right, Wuyou, be strong, come out, for I am more for yourself, okay?

Wuyou disappeared, Gu Yu, Zhigang and I went to look separately, "Sister Ruobing, there is still nothing here, how is your side, sister Huiwen will be here in the afternoon, so don't worry."

"I'm sorry for the old saying, I'm going to xx to have a look."

"Okay, I'll go over immediately."

Worry-free, where did you go to answer the phone, don’t have any accidents, please don’t have any accidents, I went to the dance academy to look for it, but I couldn’t find it. I went to the playground, went to my son’s school and asked the teacher if anyone had visited the child. nothing.

"Sister Ruobing, I found it. Come quickly." Zhigang called at around [-]:[-] p.m. Turn around and rush to the accident site, don't worry about it, if you are not with me, how will the children and parents live.

The police blocked both ends of the bridge, and there were many people watching the excitement inside and outside, struggling to squeeze through the crowd. Seeing my excited tears, Zhigang rushed over to grab me and said: "The helper came. When I found someone, she was already standing there. She didn't reply to what I said. Later, I called the police. You see, everyone who should come has come, and no one can persuade you." , as long as she takes one step forward, she will jump into the river, and if she jumps from such a high place, she will not be crushed to death, sister Ruobing, go and persuade her."

The wind on the bridge was very strong and my face hurt. I was so nervous that my heart almost jumped out of my mouth. I carefully stepped forward a few steps. come over."

"Wuyou, it's windy up there, you see your lips are purple from the cold, come down and go home with Ruobing, okay?"

"You go, I don't care about you, you go, go."

"If Ruobing goes home, I'll make braised pork for you, okay? Wuyou is the most obedient and obedient, don't make trouble, come down, okay?"

"Ji Ruobing, Ji Ruobing, why did you bring me back? Why didn't you let me live and die in a foreign country? Why did you find me and bring me back? I didn't want to come back alive. I don't want to live. It's too hard for me to bear. I can't take it anymore."

Wuyou said that she had never planned to come back when she left that time, and even had the idea of ​​dying outside, those words were blown into her ears by the wind and hurt her soul.

Don't say don't force her anymore, she can't stand it anymore, she feels that living is so hard and tiring, she asked if she would have been better if she died in that disaster, at least she left with full of love for me .But now whenever she calms down, all the things that happened before and after make her turn around a thousand times. She can't do hatred without a trace of nostalgia, and she can't love without a trace of regret.

She said that she felt that she was really split. She said, Ruobing, what you said is sick to me, and I am indeed sick.

She said, I love you, I love you wholeheartedly, but I have no ability to deal with other problems other than loving you, I am incompetent, I am afraid, I panic, I am worried all day long.

All her disguises and all the thorns on her body fell to the ground in the cold wind, her tears fell from her chin into the stream under her feet, Wuyou let go of her tight grip when the police wanted to drag her down The hand of the railing fell into the icy water of the river.

goo go go go...

"Worry-free..."

"The police and ambulance personnel below rushed down to the river to save people, hurry up..."

Some of the police and firefighters were waiting on the bank and some jumped into the river to save people. I didn’t know who dragged me down and how I was dragged into the ambulance, together with Wuyou who was rescued from the icy river. When I was sent to the hospital, my heart seemed to stop beating at the moment Wuyou jumped, and it stopped the desire for life as Wuyou fell into the river.

"Ruo Bing, what's the matter, what's the matter now." When Hui Wen and Gu Yu arrived, I sat on the chair outside the rescue room unconsciously. It's been more than an hour and I'm still in the rescue, and I don't know the specific situation. On the way here, the little nurse said..."

"say what……"

"The heartbeat is weak, I'm afraid... it won't make it through."

"Impossible, Wen Wuyou won't be able to die whoever dies, it's impossible." Hui Wen was so angry that she hit the wall with her fist, and she said tremblingly, "Wen Wuyou, you can't die, so many of us are waiting You, you must not give up on yourself, come out alive, you must come out alive."

Wuyou, look, I am here, Huiwen is here, Zhigang is here, the old saying is here, the parents are here, the son is here, we are all waiting for you to come out safe and healthy at the door of the emergency room, don’t let the one who loves you We're disappointed, okay?

That was the first time I saw a strong mother shed tears. She sat on a chair and held her face and cried very sadly. My father raised his head and tears flowed from the corner of his eyes. The child came to me for no reason. Hold my leg and ask my mother, where is my mother.

Time passed minute by minute, except for sobs and sighs in the emergency room. Two hours later, the lights in the emergency room went out, and all of us gathered around the first time. The doctor took off the mask and asked: The patient's family members"

"I am her mother"

"The patient's life is not in danger for the time being, but the consciousness of survival is not strong and he is in a deep coma. First advance to the intensive care unit for observation for a few days to see the situation."

"Deep coma, when will I wake up?"

"It's hard to say, let's observe first, whoever of you will go with the nurse to go through the hospitalization procedures."

"Auntie, the doctor said that there is no danger to your life, so don't worry."

The doctor said that Wuyou was not in danger of life for the time being, so we let go of half of our hanging hearts. I asked Huiwen to send mother and child home. My father and I were left outside the ward.

"Ruobing, thank you for having you, otherwise Wuyou might not be able to come back."

"Father, if Wuyou leaves me, will she live better, at least she won't suffer so much harm."

"Ruobing, my good boy, don't you understand my daughter's temperament? If she could leave you, she wouldn't be where she is today. Dad feels sorry for you. If I knew that Wuyou couldn't get around it, I should have persuaded her Mom, don't stop you from dating, this kid is twisting and running all the way to the dark without looking back, he's so stubborn."

"Yeah, that stubborn temper can't stop the train even if it gets on."

"Ruobing, her mother and I are both old, and Wuyou will be handed over to you in the future. No matter what she does wrong, you should be more concerned. This child is not worry-free. When Wuyou was so high Tell me, she said that in the future, Dad, I will definitely become a person who is more powerful than my mother. In the future, Dad, I will earn a lot of money, buy you a big car and exchange for a big house. Haha, at that time, Wuyou was similar to Junbo Five or six years older, pat your chest and stomach and promise me that her mother and I will have a good life in the future. This child has a good heart, but she just can't talk and do things. Tell me, she is also a child's mother in a short while, but it is Nothing has changed."

"Dad, don't worry, I will take good care of Wuyou, for sure." Dad, I understand what you mean, I don't blame Wuyou, I don't hate her, and I won't push her away, I love you, Dad Wuyou, although I haven't told you or my mother personally, but I really love her for many, many years.