miss you

No matter how many years have passed, I will still be intoxicated by Ruo Bing's fragrance, in her arms, and in her warm smile. When I wake up, Ruo Bing sits on the side of the bed and looks at me. Turning over, I ask: " I have something to look at, don't look at it." After I got off the ground, she smiled and grabbed my arm and said, "Why are you so shy?"

"Go, let go, you are shy, son..."

"in the room"

"Oh, let's go downstairs to wash the vegetables and eat, I'm so hungry."

"it is good"

Ruo Bing went downstairs to wash the vegetables, and I entered my son's room. The moment I entered the door, my son rushed to me and shouted: "Mom!"

"Yo, son, it has sunk so much, come down soon and mom can't hold it anymore."

"Mom is so stupid"

"Hey, son, can mom take you out to play tomorrow, please tell mom where you want to go."

"As long as I go with my mother, it's fine"

"Tell mom what Ruobing's mom has been doing recently."

"The little mother sends the baby to kindergarten, then picks up the baby to grandma's house for dinner, and then drives the baby home in a car."

"Oh, what about when I get home."

"After returning home, the baby sleeps in the room by himself, and the little mother sits on the platform and watches the stars."

Ruobing, since waiting is so hard, why don't you call me and tell me about your loneliness, Ruobing, thank you for waiting for me to go home, thank you very much.

Ruo Bing came up to call me and my son after washing the dishes. I wanted my son to sit on my lap, but she was carried down and put on a chair beside me as soon as I put it on the other side.

"Why are you jealous when I get close to my son?"

"Yes, I'm still jealous of you, eat some sliced ​​meat, you won't be able to block your mouth even if you eat."

Under Ruobing's warning eyes, I took back the sliced ​​meat that I wanted to marry my son and put it in her bowl, I said, "Hey, eat as you like, eat as much as you want."

After the meal, I lay down on the sofa with a round stomach and watched TV. The sketches on the TV made me giggling non-stop. After washing the dishes, Ruobing came and sat on the single sofa On the night, the son sat on the rug in front of the sofa playing with his own little toy.

"Look at how promising you are, I'll kill you."

"Hehe, you can't be a widow after I die, I'm not willing to die."

"You owe a slap, don't you?"

"Come on, come on, hit me."

"I don't get my hands dirty"

"Heihei, Miss, listen to Jingui."

"That is"

"How much is a catty, I bought it."

"Wen Wuyou, you should buy pork."

"Hey, don't pinch... It hurts, I won't say it anymore."

This guy grabbed my waist with all his hands and twisted it. It hurt so much that I couldn't shed tears. When I hugged her arm and begged for mercy, she said, "Wuyou, we haven't been like this for a long time." I said : "Yeah, it's been a while."

That night we took a shower together, I kissed Ruo Bing's slender body under the shower, and when I slowly sent my fingers into her body, Ruo Bing limply leaned her whole body against the tiles behind her and hugged her tightly with her arms. Holding me, her tongue lightly licked my earrings, and then her powerless voice came into my eardrums.

"Wuyou, do you know that I knew you long before you didn't know me. At that time, you were the pride of our middle school, you were a good student in the teacher's mouth, and a role model for all of us. Hmm... Actually, just now I wanted to tell you when we were together, but I didn’t have the courage to speak up at that time. For three years, my classmates and I completed our studies amidst the teachers’ praise for you. It was my first time at the opening ceremony of the university. The first time I saw you in real life, at that time you were still very young, but you were much bolder, brighter and lively than I imagined, um..., later you said that there are so many people and you want to go to and from class together, you know what? I was so nervous when you spoke. I didn’t tell my roommate when I went back that night because I thought you were just casually talking and not serious. I was so happy when you knocked on my bedroom door with a little dissatisfaction that morning. Worry-free... um... slow down..., you may not even know how many people who learned and loved dancing were influenced by you at that time. In my heart, you are so far away from my life and so illusory. I thank you Fate let us meet at the most beautiful age, thank God for giving me the opportunity to be close to your life, worry-free... ah..., I have been tempted by you long, long ago,...it's just me I don't have the courage... and I dare not say I love you..."

"When I was with you, I was really happy. You always clinged to me and said that my family Ruo Bing was the best, and that you would love me forever. At that time, I would look forward to our future alone at night. I thought about waiting We graduated, you do what you like and I continue to dance for you to see, but after we actually graduated, I realized that dreams are just dreams after all, I thought that no matter what I do, I can’t make you suffer You suffer, it doesn’t matter if I’m rough and thick, but you are different, where did you suffer. But what I never expected is that you would leave me alone and choose to leave alone, do you know that when you left, my heart would die I have it all, I hide in the house and cry all day long, my mother and brother persuade me outside the door, if my brother didn’t kick the door open in the end and send me to the hospital, I might lose my sight. Zhenwei was not like this before, really , Later I met Linyu, she was very kind to me and took care of our family. Later, when you came back, I deliberately showed the love between Linyu and me in front of you, and deliberately told you that without your warmth Worry-free, my life is better, but in fact, since I heard the news of your return to China, my heart has been confused. I don't know how to face you is the right attitude, and I don't know how I treat you. Is it true that I don’t feel it anymore? To be honest, Linyu was really considerate to me at the beginning. She was very assertive and never let me bother, but I still fell in love with you again. Brother, because of me and Linyu broke up and lost her job, depressed all day long. He asked me, what is it about Wen Wuyou that it is worth you to give up everything to follow her, why our family suffers when she appears, why we can't live a good life, why. Nothing You, all of this is my fault, if you want to blame it, you can blame me, okay, Zhenwei may have been dazzled by resentment, and only made big mistakes on the spur of the moment, you give him a chance to reform, okay? Okay, worry-free... I beg you, no matter what you say from now on, I will promise you. I will stay at home and wait for you to come back wholeheartedly. I will not go out to dance. If you don’t like my house, I will not go back, okay? Worry-free, please."

When Ruo Bing said something later, I pulled out the fingers that had entered her body and stood facing her. When her body slid down a little bit and finally knelt on the ground to plead for Ji Zhenwei, I subconsciously took a step back. I didn’t I didn't want to say anything, just turned off the shower, reached out and took the bathrobe to wrap her around, then pulled her up from the ground and hugged her into my arms, Ruobing, I can die for you, but he, Ji Zhenwei, and you Two different things, you kneel at my feet so humble, do you know how much my heart aches.

My heart aches for you choosing Ji Zhenwei, my heart aches for you giving up your self-esteem because of such a shameless person, and my heart aches for you disregarding your own body to intercede for Ji Zhenwei.

I remember that the evening was very sultry. I sat with you on the platform with a wide view and looked up at the starry sky. When you hummed a song softly, tears welled up from my eyes.

What do you say, knowing that you are not here, you will still ask, but the air cannot speak for you, habits are like stubborn scars that will never heal, every thought will tear your soul, let you save the photos and wash one more, sweaters will also be more for you Prepare one layer, but the comforting body temperature of your lonely moments, how can I save one more for you, I don't want you to be alone, alone in the sea of ​​people, I don't want you to go through the storm alone, I don't want you to be alone People, bear the cruelty of this world, I don't want tears to accompany you to eternity, after you leave, the relics of love are like an empty city, leaving behind your cups, gloves and laughter, in the end you only take away fragility and innocence, and I can't let it go Maybe you will find someone who understands you and loves you better in the future. You must be happier and more abundant in the next journey... Just because I am used to your satisfied eyes, it is just the last possibility I wish for. I just ask you Have a happy life, just ask fate to take you there, a brand new journey, run to the end of happiness, don't look back and run forward, please forget that I am still alone.

Ruobing said: "Wuyou, I have no complaints or regrets for falling in love with you. I don't ask Ji Zhenwei to be released without charge. I just hope that he can spend a few years in prison and go home to be filial to his parents and make up for his wife and children."

The tightly clenched fingers were broken off one by one by Ruo Bing, she squatted beside me and kissed my palm, when she raised her eyes to meet mine, I heard her say: "Since the day I went to find you I never thought that I would be separated from you again, no matter whether you love me or hate me, I will follow you, accompany you and guard you."

I said: "As long as Ji Zhenwei returns all the money he took from me, I can withdraw the charges of extortion against him. Ruobing, I can only do this."

You said: "Wuyou, this result is already very good. Zhenwei will be taught a lesson. When he comes out, I will ask him to confess his mistakes and apologize to you."

I said: "No need, I don't want to see them from now on, it's better not to contact them."

Ruobing, this is the biggest concession I can make for you, please forgive me for not being generous enough, you can continue to contact your family members and I will not interfere too much, but if they come to me again, please understand My indifference and indifference.

Later, I went home and talked about this with my mother and father back and forth. My father said: "That person Ruo Bing is really nice, how can he have such a family." Mom said: "Don't compete too much with Ruo Bing, since If you let go, don't pull your face every day. Since you don't want to be separated, just live a good life and don't get in touch with her family. You live your own life, and don't send your evil fire on Ruobing. I'm such an adult, I can control it anyway, after all, it's not her fault, you can also think for her how much suffering Ruo Bing puts between you and her family."

On the day of the trial, I sat in the plaintiff’s seat and looked at Ruo Bing. At that moment, I felt that the woman opposite me was very strange. Ruo Bing worked hard for Ji Zhenwei’s lawsuit. And a recording of a treatment for psychological problems was presented to the court.

When the other party's defense lawyer said: "The plaintiff, Ms. Wen Wuyou, has received long-term treatment due to psychological problems. Here is the appraisal report issued by the hospital that suspected that Ms. Wen Wuyou had a split personality. I also have a recording here to prove that Wen Wuyou Ms. Wuyou once had the idea of ​​killing Ji Zhenwei, my person at the time, so it can be inferred that Ms. Wen Wuyou intended to put my client to death."

Ruobing, you go to a lawyer to help your brother with a lawsuit and I let you go, you beg me to give him a chance and I withdraw the lawsuit against him for extortion.But Ruo Bing, how could you treat me like this, why is you the one who hurt me the most, why, tell me why, is it true that what you told me before was all false, just to make me let you go Brother, is this really the case? Fortunately, my mother still let me live with you well. How can you be worthy of my mother's heart.

I got up and left the meeting before the judge pronounced the verdict, and I didn’t look at you before I left, Ruobing, don’t blame me for being cruel, I really can’t stand such a big surprise, we’re over, let’s break up.

"Wuyou, calm down and don't smash it." When I returned to the office, I threw things like crazy. I don't know when my fingers were cut by such objects. I calmed down when I was still angry.

"Look at the scribbles. Keep calm. Lawyer Wang called just now to say that Ji Zhenwei was sentenced to eight years in prison, and the sentence was not reduced. Tong Muge was sentenced to three years."

"It doesn't matter anymore, it doesn't matter anymore, Hui Wen, do you know how I felt when I was sitting there, all thoughts were lost. Hui Wen, no matter who it is, I will be on guard, but she is Ji Ruobing, the woman I love the most, she can die The woman who went to grab it, she stabbed me with her own hands, she pierced my heart with her own hands. Huiwen, teach me how to not hurt and how to hypnotize myself. This has never happened before."

"The old saying stop her fast"

In an instant, I picked up the pen on the table and stabbed it in my chest. At that moment, my heart ached, and the world was gone.