stalker

Shao Yiran's words stunned Wu Qing for a long time, and it took him a while to recover, "What did you say?"

"I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore!" Once Shao Yiran's heart is hardened, he will never waver, and this time he said it even more decisively.

"Don't do this," Wu Qing went to pull Shao Yiran's shoulder, but Shao Yiran dodged it, pleading, "Can we talk about it?"

Shao Yiran took a deep breath, since Wu Qing wanted to talk about today, he would make it clear, even if he procrastinated, he would feel annoyed.

"Who do you think I am?" Looking at Wu Qing, Shao Yiran asked an inexplicable question.

"Of course it's the person I like!." Wu Qing didn't think about it, in his heart Shao Yiran had always been the person he liked, and he was a family with him.

Shao Yiran smiled inexplicably, his eyes were cold, "But I don't like you at all."

Shao Yiran's words made Wu Qing feel like he had experienced a thunderbolt from the blue sky, and his enthusiasm was instantly extinguished by ice and snow. He spoke very fast, trying to find evidence that Shao Yiran was lying, "You didn't reject me, and you said try to accept it. Me, I didn't refuse when we had a relationship, how could I not like it?" He was a little at a loss, compared with his usual appearance, he looked pitiful, Shao Yiran felt a little heartbroken.

"I have never said that I like you, nor have I rejected your confession," Shao Yiran said after a pause, "I did say that I tried to accept you, but I never really accepted it, and I never told you that I am I like you." Shao Yiran's voice was almost emotionless, Wu Qing wanted to get closer but he avoided it again.

"As for what happened last night," Shao Yiran felt that the words were too heavy, but he thought that if he didn't make it clear today, there would be a lot of things in the future, so he gritted his teeth and continued, both annoyed and ashamed, "You For myself, am I willing? I am drunk and have no judgment. If a man does this to a woman, it can be defined as rape!"

rape!The two words hit Wu Qing's chest and only made him dizzy. His chest seemed to be blocked, his throat was dry, and he couldn't say anything. He always thought that Shao Yiran liked him, not much. , but at least there was; he thought that what happened last night was mutual consent; it turned out that in Shao Yiran's eyes, everything was the opposite, he forced it, even last night was rape.

"I thought you liked it." It took a long time before Wu Qing opened his mouth. He wanted to say a lot to explain himself, but he couldn't say anything other than this sentence. He felt wronged and didn't understand what was wrong with him. I just want to give Shao Yiran what I think is good, and make Shao Yiran happy.

"I don't like it, not at all." Shao Yiran's voice was not loud, but it was very clear in Wu Qing's ears.

Wu Qing suddenly felt very scared. He didn't like what Shao Yiran did. The more he did, the more he hated Shao Yiran. He didn't know what to do, so he could only watch Shao Yiran and let him judge, "I will do whatever you refuse in the future." Don't do it, tell me if you don't like it, okay?"

Sometimes it was Shao Yiran's biggest mistake not to reject Wu Qing categorically, and he himself knew, "I thought you would give up when you were frustrated, but I was wrong for not categorically rejecting it." Shao Yiran's throat rolled, "I also refused But it didn't work."

Wu Qing approached Shao Yiran suddenly, and hugged Shao Yiran into his arms, "Don't hate me, if you don't like me, just refuse, as long as you refuse, I won't do it again, I will change everything before, as long as you don't like me Just change it! It’s better for you to reject me than hate me.” He hugged Shao Yiran tightly, Shao Yiran had rejected him before, but he ignored them, as long as Shao Yiran was willing to give him a chance, he would change it!

Shao Yiran shivered when he held him in his arms. In his memory, Wu Qing's chest was always hot, giving him a warm feeling, but today it was so cold that he couldn't help but want to shrink out.

Wu Qing suddenly became quiet again, and pushed Shao Yiran out with his eyes wide open, "Do you not like me holding you?" Just now he felt that Shao Yiran wanted to escape.

Shao Yiran was silent for a while, his body also became cold, and he said out of nowhere, "Your chest was very warm before."

There was a light in Wu Qing's eyes, remembering that Shao Yiran liked to touch his chest, "Then do you like it?" I hate him in other places, but not all of them.

Shao Yiran bit his lip, "I like it."

He really likes Wu Qing's chest, whether it's the strong muscles or the continuous heat, it fascinates him. He will always be obsessed with Wu Qing's chest that exudes heat, and he can't refuse even if he should refuse.

"Why do you hate me?" Wu Qing was a few steps away from Shao Yiran, his eyes fixed on Shao Yiran, he hoped that Shao Yiran would tell him to change, but also hoped that Shao Yiran would say no.

Shao Yiran stroked his forehead, and sat down on the stool behind him, "Many places," he didn't dare to look at Wu Qing, "I know you want to be nice to me, but our personalities have too many differences. I wanted to be with you."

"How is it possible!" Wu Qing didn't believe it, "Didn't we get along very well during this time? We ate and lived together, don't you feel happy at all?"

"You're right, I'm very happy, you made me feel a lot easier," Shao Yiran shook his head, "But the happiness I feel is different from what you said, I regard you as a friend, What I experience is the happiness between friends, what you said is the happiness between lovers, do you understand the difference between them?"

Wu Qing shook his head, trying to clear his mind, "Isn't it enough to be happy? You don't have anyone you like, and you feel comfortable and happy with me. Why do you reject me?"

"You are very good to me. If you are just a friend, I can accept your kindness with peace of mind and give you the same kindness as a friend; but you are not just a friend to me, or you are not at all because you treat me I became friends because of love, and I can't accept this kindness." Shao Yiran was very depressed, there are many kinds of feelings, and if they don't distinguish clearly, it will cause a lot of misunderstanding.

"Why don't you accept it? I am willing to treat you well. I don't ask you to give me an equal response. I just want to treat you well." Wu Qing raised his voice. Could it be wrong to like someone to treat him well?

"But I can't accept it with peace of mind." This matter has been in Shao Yiran's heart for a long time. As if he had found an outlet, he poured out the words that have been suppressed in his heart, "Accepting your kindness to me makes me feel despicable. Knowing that I don't like it, I won't respond, but I still accept you and give you hope. This kind of thing makes me hate myself."

"you……"

"I kept refusing and you kept insisting. In the end, I didn't know what to do. Maybe it was my fault. I didn't do well enough, and I didn't refuse thoroughly enough. This gave you the motivation to keep going. "

"No," Wu Qing didn't expect Shao Yiran to think so. In his heart, Shao Yiran was not like this. Shao Yiran had rejected him, and even beat him because he had done too much. Shao Yiran refused thoroughly enough, but he never changed. It is his own problem to pursue Shao Yiran's heart, he is a single-minded person, as long as he believes in it, he will never turn back.

"Whether it is or not, I don't want to have anything to do with you again," Shao Yiran said ruthlessly, "Wu Qing, why bother, I'm not as good as you think, and I shouldn't find someone who likes men as much as you, Instead of looking for me."

The impact on Wu Qing was too great today, he was in a daze, looking at Shao Yiran with confusion, "Where are you going to move? Have you found a place?"

Speaking of this problem, Shao Yiran was a bit difficult. Hong Tao hadn't found a house. The senior senior he contacted either refused to leave or had already checked out and was rented. It was still very difficult to move out these few days, but he It’s embarrassing to say it so unfeelingly. It’s better to stay in a hotel outside first, “I have my own way, and I will move out tomorrow.”

Wu Qing thought about it, looked into Shao Yiran's eyes, "Don't move, I'll move!"

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