queen hard bow

I don’t remember exactly how long I cried. My world was originally pitch black, and sometimes I couldn’t even tell the day from day to day. I was a little tired, and finally I fell asleep in his arms.

When I woke up again, my mood seemed to be different. I opened my eyes urgently, but I still couldn't see a ray of light. I couldn't help being depressed, and I didn't know why I was depressed.

"Wake up? Have some porridge."

There were footsteps not far away, and the door was pushed open. I heard his voice, and I felt a kind of peace in my heart that I had never had before. A smile appeared on my face, but I was afraid that he would see it, so I had to be shy Biting his lip, he hid his smile.

He still saw it, and was amused by me to laugh out loud. Hearing his laugh, I just felt my face was hot, and my heart was like raising a naughty deer, bumping around.

I simply lay down, grabbed the quilt with both hands, and hid myself.

He had no choice but to say, "Okay, okay, I won't laugh at you anymore, the porridge is getting cold, come out and eat the porridge."

He didn't lift the quilt directly, but stood by the bed.

I can imagine that the smile on his lips has not completely faded now.

All of a sudden, I had this idea...like...we've been a couple for years...

But I... I am a little blind... He is a good man, there should be a better woman to match him, at least it shouldn't be me...

Thinking about it this way, my heart gradually became cold, and the last throbbing was also killed by me.

I sat up, he grabbed my hand and put the porridge in my palm, I couldn't help trembling.

I heard him sit on the edge of the bed.

He may be looking at me, waiting for me to drink the porridge, even with some expectation.

I picked up a spoon and took a sip, and a wave of heat spread all the way down my throat.

I pursed my lips and said, "Thank you."

"Thank you for saving me... Don't look at me as a blind man, actually... I... I can do everything, I can help you with many things... I..."

I can work for you and repay your kindness for saving my life...

"Is the porridge delicious? I have warmed it many times."

He interrupted me and didn't let me continue.

"You know, I'm a big man, and I usually... just make do with it... So... um... This is the first time I do it... I tasted it... I think it's okay..."

The porridge in the palm of your hand...it's hot...it's heavy...

After hearing his words, my eyes became moist again...

Ever since the death of my parents and family members, I have always believed that crying cannot solve any problems. It is a sign of cowardice. I... obviously don't want to cry anymore, but why... why I just can't help it...

People are so weird...

"Don't cry anymore..."

"If you keep crying like this, my bed won't work anymore."

Listening to his teasing words, the tears I suppressed still fell down. His thumb touched my cheek and slid it gently. I looked forward blankly and felt his fingerprint...the thumb belly is very long...somewhat rough.

Then I heard him say: "Drink it quickly, or it will be cold again. You don't want me to warm it again, do you?"

I could only drink obediently, his hand did not leave, as if he was touching a fine porcelain.

After a long time, he murmured: "You...you will hate me...hate me for snatching you from death. In this world, living is always more painful than dying..."

He...maybe not as sunny as I imagined, I felt his fingers trembling, I put down the spoon, and waited for his next words.

He took a deep breath.

"I... when saving you... hesitated for a long time... I don't want anyone to follow in my footsteps...but you... you actually begged me, begged me to let me save you..."

I can hear that he has many, many words choked in his throat, and finally turned into "I'm sorry..."

At that time, I didn't understand why he wanted to apologize to me. I could only pick up the bowl, gulp down the porridge in the bowl, and tell him in this way that I...it's okay.

The author has something to say:

It’s been so many days, and I don’t know if anyone misses me. My heart is almost settled, and then it will be updated day by day until the end. Maybe it’s still the original time. So there will be two pairs in the episode. Guess who it is. In addition... I have two manuscripts in my hand, one is not very long, it is a fake lily, and the other is lily, which is longer, I don’t know if you want to read it which?