born of love

He pushed Lin Feng with trembling hands, turned his head away and coughed heavily.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Lin Feng immediately came to his senses, ran his hands along his chest, went to fetch a glass of warm water and helped him to drink a couple of sips, only then did he see that the ups and downs of his chest were no longer so scary.

"I scared you," Bai Yuan's voice was still a little soft, with regret in his eyes, "I'm fine."

If you apologize to each other, you will not be able to read this article tonight. Lin Feng secretly remembers that you must pay more attention to kissing in the future, and then helped him put on diapers and soft cotton pajamas, and carried him to the bedroom.

After all, the air mattress is not as convenient as the adjustable nursing bed in the hospital. In order for Bai Yuan to sit still at home, Lin Feng bought large and small pillows and cushions at IKEA a few days ago. I also didn't forget to put cushions on the bends of the legs and the soles of the feet, covered the quilt, and then sat down on the edge of the bed, already profusely sweating.

Bai Yuan wiped the sweat off his face with his hands, and his heart softened: "What are you doing putting me on the bed? Didn't you agree that I'll cook something delicious for you?"

Lin Feng is a typical northern man. He is tall, with a deep profile and a pair of big eyes that are always piercing. His strengths make Bai Yuan count until dawn, but he has a unique disadvantage:

Can't cook.

Lin Feng really regarded the kitchen as a battlefield. The first time he cooked instant noodles and burned the pot that Bai Yuan used most conveniently at home, he knew that his wife probably didn't run away when it came to cooking in the future.

Fortunately, Bai Yuan is also willing to deal with ingredients, watching his lover eat everything with the plate, he is also happy from the bottom of his heart.

For more than two years, when the two of them went home, Bai Yuan always cooked and Lin Feng washed the dishes. The division of labor was reasonable and unshakable.

Today, Bai Yuan fell ill, lying on the bed, he was only worried about one thing: his body was inconvenient, and Lin Feng might not be hungry in the future.

"You have just been discharged from the hospital, so you are in such a hurry to express yourself?" Lin Feng sat cross-legged beside him and laughed, "I'm not in a hurry, we will have a long time to come."

"If you know how to cook, I'm not in a hurry." Bai Yuan just looked at him with a smile and didn't remind him, letting him recall the glorious deed of cooking noodles to the bottom of the pot before, "But will you know?" ?”

"My husband will show you something tonight, okay?" Lin Feng looked mysterious.

The smile on that face is so bright, how can people say the word "not good" out of their mouths?

The sound of the kitchen was pinging, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang bang, bai yuan could only see the back of his husband busy in the open kitchen through the open door of the bedroom. It's like soaking in honey, so sweet.

I don’t know which magazine I saw a sentence: If someone can learn everything for you that you are not good at, it means that he really loves you.

Half an hour passed quickly, and Lin Feng entered the room with a tray in his hand, two bowls, two plates and two pairs of chopsticks on it.

"That's right, no damage was done." Bai Yuan praised, deep in his heart, he really felt that this was not easy for his husband.

Lin Feng ignored him and snorted a little.

The tray was placed on the newly bought small bed table. Looking around, the soup in the bowl was refreshing, the vegetables were green, and the noodles were white and clean. The plate could be seen to be bought in the supermarket. A small dish of spicy cabbage and a small dish of potatoes Silk.Bai Yuan stared at Lin Feng dumbfounded, and it took him a while to say a word: "You, when did you learn it?"

The lover's silly and unbelievable appearance is so cute that Lin Feng almost overturned the table and ate him up, but his reason was still there, and he suppressed a smile full of pride: "I won't tell you! "

Looking down at his face, and looking up at his lover, Bai Yuan twitched his arm, and called out "Hey Yo".

Surprised by Lin Feng, he quickly stood up and touched the place where he pinched himself: "You are short-sighted, pinch yourself? Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt," Bai Yuan pulled him back to sit back, his eyes blurred, "Honey, this is not a dream."

Feeling amused, Lin Feng rolled his eyes: "Why don't I just cook a meal? I won't do it after being so surprised!"

"Don't, don't, don't!" Bai Yuan waved his hands again and again, accidentally choked on his own saliva, fell back on the mat and coughed for a while, when he recovered, his eyes were still red, as if he was about to cry.

"Why do you say you are excited?" Lin Feng poured him a glass of water, inserted a straw to feed him, and complained in distress, "In the future, you can order whatever you want to eat, right?"

"And then?" Bai Yuan pushed away the water glass and cleared his throat.

"I will accept the order!" Lin Feng added another cushion behind him, "Eat quickly, or it will be cold in a while."

Holding the chopsticks in his hand, Bai Yuan took a small bite and put it into his mouth, smiling brows and eyes: "It's delicious!"

Lin Feng put his heart back into his stomach.He learned this dish to welcome Bai Yuante. When he was in the hospital, his wife ate either mush or porridge every day, let alone eating it, and even he got tired of watching it by the side.So these days, Bai Yuan lives in the hospital, and he is not idle. Renovating the facilities at home is one aspect, and another aspect is learning to cook.He really has no experience and no talent in this area. After burning out two pots and overturning four bowls at the neighbor's aunt's house, he finally learned to cook a simple noodle dish.

The neighbor's aunt looked at him expectantly when she tasted it, and her evaluation was very pertinent:

It's familiar, isn't it?

Picking up his own bowl, Lin Feng pulled the noodles into his mouth three times and then sat there with his head propped up to watch his wife eat slowly.

The white and slender fingers almost merged with the ivory chopsticks. The wallpaper in the bedroom was warmer in color, and the lighting was gentle. The man was eating seriously with his eyelids down, and Lin Feng felt proud.

What a good-looking person!He thought, Mine!

Thinking about it made him even more proud.

Bai Yuan didn't know what was going on in his mind, and he didn't look up at his squinting eyes, holding back his tears and eating well.He didn't tell Lin Feng that this simple bowl of noodle soup was too short of mussels, and the noodles were too soft and lacked some coriander.However, he didn't intend to tell him either.

What is happiness?

It's not that I eat delicacies from mountains and seas, big fish and meat every day, but that you are willing to cook for me even if it is a simple meal.

It was past seven o'clock after the two of them finished their meal. According to the usual practice, Lin Feng also sat next to Bai Yuan, with one hand coming out from his back and going around to the front to rub his stomach, and the other hand to touch his face.

"Go take a shower." Bai Yuan reached for his neck and kissed him, "Your shirt is sweaty."

"Dislike me?" Lin Feng made trouble out of no reason.

"I'm afraid you'll catch a cold!" Bai Yuan pulled his hand away, lay on his back and didn't look at him, "Forget it if you don't appreciate it."

"Thank you." Lin Feng smiled, leaned over and kissed again, and then carefully pulled out his hand, "Wait for me for 10 minutes."

After finishing speaking, he jumped open the door of the dressing room to find his pajamas, and then took a few steps into the bathroom with his slippers on. Bai Yuan called him helplessly: "Slow down, don't worry."

Why not hurry?The daughter-in-law has cleaned up and is waiting on the bed for him to do whatever he wants!

But when he came out after drying his hair, his wife was already leaning on the cushion with her eyes closed, breathing steadily, she seemed to be asleep.Turning off all the surrounding lights, there are only two dim wall lamps on the bedside in the bedroom. Lin Feng gently sat on the edge of the bed to look at his lover:

He still had that gentle and jade-like face, with disheveled forehead hair, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and long eyelashes fluctuating with his breathing, sweeping into Lin Feng's heart. He was sick, his face was pale and his brows were slightly frowned, obviously he couldn't sleep well. Feeling down-to-earth, the indoor temperature is not low, and Lin Feng, who felt like he was going to sweat in short-sleeved shorts, went to touch his lover's hand, but only felt a chill.

He looked at Bai Yuan greedily, as if he wanted to engrave his lover's sleeping face in his bones. It took him a long time to recover, and he rubbed Bai Yuan's belly as silently as possible, and then put on a new diaper. Turned on the light and lay beside him, removed the cushion behind him to help him lie down, then continued to massage his stomach, yawned, he took him into his arms, and gradually closed his eyelids.

On Bai Yuan's side, he opened his eyes. In fact, he hadn't slept well. He woke up when Lin Feng entered the door, but his man didn't want to disturb his good sleep, so he opened his eyes because of embarrassment.He knew that her husband sat there staring at him for a long time, so long that he felt that he could not help but open his eyes, only then did he feel the mattress beside him lighten, and then there were a pair of gentle and hot big hands in his lower abdomen to help him discharge his bladder residual urine.

The anesthetics injected before leaving the hospital had lost some of their effects at this time, and he still couldn't move below the set damage level, but the feeling came back slowly, and he felt moved when his heart became hot.

Those who learn Chinese are probably more sensitive than others, especially since he has almost never been taken care of so carefully.

The hands of the man next to the pillow gradually stopped moving. He turned his head to look and found that Lin Feng was already fast asleep.

In this one month's time, Lin Feng Hospital ran around the apartment, and he had to find time to buy a car, buy furniture, and learn to cook. He is not a superman, and he sacrificed basically his sleep time. To put it bluntly, he was exhausted and relaxed today. Come down, naturally fall asleep quickly.

Putting his hand on the man's hand that was still on his stomach, Bai Yuan stared at the ceiling in a daze.

With a sudden movement of that hand, he thought that Lin Feng was about to wake up, so he quickly looked over, but found that the man was just whimpering in a dream, and there was no sign of waking up at all.

It was the hand that had interlocked his fingers.

Sighing in his heart, Bai Yuan thought:

In this life, it will be him.

Although both of them are creative, they are night owls on weekdays, but they always wake up early during the day. Even if they are so tired, they wake up before eight o'clock in the morning.

Bai Yuan woke up earlier than Lin Feng. When he opened his eyes, he found that he was lying on his side facing his lover. There was a cushion for decompression behind him and between his legs. Without thinking about it, he knew that his husband had helped him turn over at night.

High paraplegia patients like Bai Yuan usually have no ability to take care of themselves in the early stage. Due to the weakness of the waist and abdomen, it is extremely difficult for him to turn over by himself, and if he keeps lying in one position all night, the damage to the body will be even greater. is huge.

Bai Yuan didn't know when Lin Feng learned these nursing knowledge, seeing his lover's sleeping face, he was completely moved.

"Is there a flower on my face?" Lin Feng's voice in the early morning was lazy and slightly hoarse. Before he opened his eyes, he asked with a smile.