born of love

"You just think too much." Lin Que straightened up, "Holding the thighs of the chairman and the Discipline Inspection Commission, how can there be any reason for you not to be promoted?"

"Forget it, it's useless to think too much," Bai Han shook his head, "Zhou Ying couldn't bear the pressure from her family and found an American to remarry. There may be another way to deal with the matter back then, but I just want to spend more time with Xiaoyuan now, for anything else, just follow fate."

Watching the Spring Festival Gala at someone else's home is quite uncomfortable, especially when his father is still by his side, Bai Yuan huddled in the sofa, and basically can't listen to the opening remarks on the TV.

"I'll go back now." Bai Han could see that his son was on pins and needles, and winked at Lin Que, "Han Ling probably has to wait at home too."

"Leave now?" Duan Yayun was surprised and got up to see her off.

Relieved, Bai Yuan raised his head and looked at his father: "Goodbye, Dad."

It's not that he doesn't feel sad in his heart, but he hasn't seen him for many years, and he really can't find a topic to talk to his father. Thinking that his father still has a wife waiting at home, he said goodbye with empathy.

Bai Han knew that there was still a long way to go before he and his son settled their suspicions, so he comforted himself in his heart, taking his time, and one day his son would understand him.

Lin Que and his wife sent Bai Han to the door, and then Lin Feng changed to sit next to his wife: "I've been sitting for a whole day, should I change my position?"

In fact, his waist had already been sore and numb. Fortunately, Bai Yuan insisted on letting Lin Feng insert a catheter for himself when he was away from home. He was not afraid of dripping at this time. He looked ugly, but comforted him: "It's okay."

"At this time, what can you do?" Lin Feng felt that something was wrong when he touched his wife's waist, he frowned and scolded, but his hands moved gently.

"Hiss..." Following Lin Feng's movements, Bai Yuan gasped in pain, cold sweat broke out from the tip of his nose, and he fell on Lin Feng's shoulder, trembling his eyelashes uncomfortably, unable to open his eyes.

"Be patient," Lin Feng kissed his forehead, "Be good."

What can I do if I can't bear it?What's more, it's been two years.

Lin Que and his wife saw this scene when they returned to the living room. They were startled and hurried over: "What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"Uncle and aunt, I'm fine." Going to the hospital was about to reveal his secrets. Bai Yuan recovered from the tingling pain of being pinched at the beginning. He raised his head and leaned back on the sofa, "Don't worry."

"Xiao Yuan has been sitting for a long time," Lin Feng knew that his parents cared more about his wife than himself, so he told the truth, "I'm afraid I'm going to have cramps if I sit for a while."

"Afeng..." Bai Yuan tugged at his hand, not wanting him to continue talking.

"Blame me," Duan Yayun said, "I dragged Xiao Yuan to talk for so long after eating."

"Then go up and have a rest." Lin Que also really felt sorry for his young child who was suffering from illness at a young age, and hurriedly ordered, "Xiao Feng, quickly take Xiao Yuan upstairs to take good care of him."

With the elder's order, Lin Feng ignored Bai Yuan's protest, picked him up, and sent him straight to his bedroom.

Because his parents are the heads of the army, Lin Feng's family was assigned to this three-story mansion in the 90s, surrounded by the homes of the heads of the army, so Lin Feng's room is a bit larger than that of ordinary people's homes.

"I forgot to tell my mother to prepare an air mattress." Lin Feng put him on the bed, turned him over, let him lie on the bed, went to the bathroom and twisted a hot towel to wrap around his waist, his voice There is a deep apology, "You will probably be very hard these few days."

"It's okay." Bai Yuan clenched the quilt tightly in pain, fearing that people would see it and loosen it again. "I lived in New York last year, so it's not like I didn't live there before."

How can Bai Yuan's physical condition now compare to that at that time?Lin Feng frowned, but he didn't dare to say any more, so he changed the subject: "Let me remove the catheter for you, it is easy to get infected after a long time."

Bai Yuan's urinary tract infection scared Lin Feng before, not only because of the reprimand Zhang Ningchen gave him, but also because he saw too many paraplegic patients died of uremia due to urinary tract infection. He forced him to develop a good habit of drinking plenty of water.

But more than a year has passed, but Lin Feng still can't get out of that shadow.

"Okay." Bai Yuan supported his arms, turned over and took off his pants.

Rehabilitation is still useful, at least he doesn't need to rely on Lin Feng for everything now.

Opening the suitcase and taking out the tools, Lin Feng went to wash his hands and quickly cleaned Bai Yuan's lower body, then put on diapers, went to the bathroom to get his mother's essential oils, and prepared to give his daughter-in-law a spa.

"It's really not that serious!" Bai Yuan pushed him, "No need to massage!"

"It doesn't matter what you say!" Lin Feng was so tough that he took off his wife's clothes and was about to start.

Forced to lie down on the big soft bed, Bai Yuan wanted to stop him, but the mattress was too soft, and he couldn't use his strength at all. When he got up early in the morning, he was sitting in planes and cars non-stop. After more than ten hours, he did He was so exhausted that he didn't even ask where Lin Feng learned the techniques, and gradually fell asleep under his husband's massage.

"Sleeping?" Lin Que stood behind Lin Feng, and asked abruptly when he closed the door softly.

"Dad, you scared me!" Lin Feng trembled, turned his head abruptly, and then replied, "Yes, I'm asleep."

"It's good to sleep, he's tired too." Lin Que replied, and went to sit down by the French windows on the second floor.

From this glance, Lin Feng knew that his father wanted to have a good talk with him, so he walked over to sit opposite his father with a look of death on his face.

There were even two glasses of red wine on the round table between the two of them. Lin Que picked up a glass and motioned for Lin Feng.

"Dad, forget it." Lin Feng waved his hand, "Even if there is no wine, I will tell the truth."

"What are you thinking, I just want to have a drink with you." Lin Que laughed, raised his head and poured the wine into his mouth, and then asked, "When did you and Xiao Yuan get together?"

"Your sophomore year." Lin Feng leaned back in his chair, "in May of his freshman year."

"Really think about it, want to spend the rest of your life with him?" In the distance was the sound of crackling firecrackers that should be on New Year's Eve, Lin Que's question was very heavy.

"Think about it," Lin Feng didn't give him the answer right away, but when he said the answer, it was sonorous and forceful, "Live a lifetime with him."

"You should know that his father is the Minister of Foreign Affairs, and his mother is a Wall Street executive, but he grew up like an orphan, and it is inevitable that he will invest too much affection in you."

"I know."

"You should know that the world is not tolerant of homosexuality."

"I know."

"You should know that you are not recognized by Chinese law when you are with him, and it is difficult for you to have a child of your own."

"I know."

"You should know that he is a high paraplegic patient, and there will be many troubles in the future."

"I know."

"You should know that his health is so bad, even if you are together, he can't accompany you until the end of life."

"I know," Lin Feng paused, he looked up at his father, his pupils were bright, reflecting the light outside the window, in the rare silence amidst the sound of firecrackers, he said, "But I love him."

I love him, so who his parents are, he's a man, he's not in good health, I don't care.

I love him, what I love is everything about him, even if one day he is gone, it will not affect my love for him.

"Since you've figured it out," Lin Que actually had a premonition, but it still shocked him a lot when he said it from his mischievous son, "Then I bless you."

"What?" Lin Feng couldn't believe his ears.

"I said that since you have thought it through clearly," Lin Que paused, "then I will bless you."

Because you are my son, I wish you and the person you love will live together forever.

Because you are my son, I wish you better and better days in the future, less trouble and less trouble, and always be happy.

In fact, how can there be so many misunderstandings and barriers between father and son?It is clear that everyone is just because they have strong and deep love for each other.

That complaint, incomprehension, expectation and longing are all because of love.

In the dark night, a beautiful and huge bunch of fireworks suddenly bloomed. In the fireworks, Lin Feng walked over and knelt in front of his father, burying his head in his father's arms: "Thank you, Dad."

The matter of seeing the parents passed so smoothly and quickly, which made Bai Yuan and Lin Feng feel unbelievable.

"Really?"

Bai Yuan still couldn't believe it until the two boarded the plane back to Binhai City.

"Of course it's true." Lin Feng threw a longan into his mouth, "Why did I lie to you!"

Bai Yuan chewed the longan with bulging cheeks, his eyes widened: "I thought it would be..."

"Think my parents will be more traditional and object?" Lin Feng fell back on the chair back, "I thought so too at first, but on New Year's Eve, it's not like you didn't see how much my mother loves you, I think, this is What do people call fate?"

"I always feel that this matter will not be so simple," Bai Yuan still felt uneasy, "According to other people's thinking, our parents are really high-ranking and powerful, how could we let us risk the world's disgrace to be together?"

It's not that Bai Yuan has a deep mind, but that he has witnessed too many high-level political figures form emotionless marriages because of interests at his grandfather's house since he was a child, and later witnessed his father divorce his mother in order to go further in his official career. No matter what, he couldn't believe that his father would not exchange himself for higher benefits.

"You think too much," Lin Feng tightened the blanket on his body, "No matter what happens in the future, they agree now, isn't that great?"

Yes, not only is it very good, it is so good that Bai Yuan's whole body is floating in the air.

"Let's take one step at a time." He sighed.

Maybe it was because he thought too much, or maybe he really didn't adapt to the climate in the north. On the third day after he returned to Binhai City, Bai Yuan started to have a high fever and went to the hospital again.

Doctor Liu, who had performed surgery on Bai Yuan, became his attending doctor again. After watching the nurse hang up two bottles of water for him, he turned around and called Zhang Ningchen.

His daughter-in-law was sick again, which made Lin Feng very anxious, but after the Spring Festival, the court was about to accept the lawsuit between him and the studio. Time to take care of him, so I can only ask Zhang Ningchen again.

Thinking in my heart, should I hire a nurse?