I came back wearing a book after I lost my ex-girlfriend

Tanabata Valentine's Day...

Wen Xiu pinched her fingertips, her eyelashes drooped and trembled slightly, her breathing became slightly tight for a moment, and she was a little out of breath.

On Valentine's Day five years ago, she and Ruan Ling went to the street, Ruan Ling went to see Su Jie, and she went to an adult goods store to buy those things.

We broke up the next day.

There was a faint premonition in her heart, clamoring in her mind not to continue listening, to hang up the phone quickly, but she seemed to force herself, and waited. Although she was speechless for a while, it was obviously not meant to stop it.

Feng Wen was obviously not a roundworm in her stomach, he had no idea of ​​her sudden ups and downs, and her mood changed drastically, thinking that she didn't speak, but wanted him to finish all at once, before continuing.

"I searched for it for a long time. The attending doctor who treated her was a man. He had retired for more than half a year, but his memory was not bad. He was obviously surprised when I went."

"He said that when Miss Ruan was dying, she didn't suffer too much pain, but before that, her body was very weak and decadent. Sometimes she was given painkiller injections, but the effect was not great, so she had to endure it forcefully."

"He said, 'The little nurse who followed me was taking care of her at the time, and when she often took the medicine, she saw her trembling in pain, and tremblingly wanted to hold the phone, as if she wanted to call someone, but in the end she didn't call. The nurse asked her why she didn't call her, and if she didn't want to contact her friends, Miss Ruan smiled lightly and said, "No, she must be very ugly now, and I don't want my friends to see it."'"

Wen Xiu was taken aback.

As if following Feng Wen's words, her vision gradually became dim and hazy, and there seemed to be layers of white mist in front of her eyes. At the end of the white mist, she saw that thin, skinny girl lying in New York City. On a bed in a certain hospital, tired and smiling, he looked out the window.

Ruan Ling is actually a girl who seldom calms down.

Then she was performing the same movements day after day, and she couldn't even get out of the hospital gate, confined in a small room, unable to eat anything, the pain was so painful that her eyes turned black, and she occasionally smiled, Facing the situation that she was about to die calmly... What was she thinking at that moment?

Is it her number that I wanted to make a call that I didn't make?

Wen Xiu didn't dare to think about it.

Just like Ruan Ling's death news, when she was buried in the corner of the cemetery, and there was no one to pay respects to her, she felt a sad and cold indifference. After all, she was outside the grave. And Ruan Ling is inside, separated by

The cold stone tablet and the empty and cold wind.

Now her mood is worse than before, as if those emptiness, time that was secretly snatched away by unknown people, because of Feng Wen's eloquence, it became more and more profound, like a sharp knife, pouring hot blood into her Put aside, peel off the flesh, revealing the gloomy and cold white bones.

She gasped for a few short breaths, and then heard Feng Wen stepping through the distance between the space and the phone, accusing her ruthlessly——

A heavy hammer passed through her chest, shaking her heart almost to a sudden stop!

"The reason for the rapid spread of the cancer... The attending doctor told me that a small part is because the sex life is too intense and the patient's mood is unstable..."

Feng Wen paused, feeling a bit embarrassed, and continued: "I went to the nurse who took care of her back then, asked about the situation, and said that it seemed to be the case...Although I also thought it was a bit funny, I thought Unbelievable, but true."

"If you want to ask anything else, I can give you their contact information."

"No, no need." Wen Xiu's voice couldn't hear too many ups and downs. If Feng Wen was facing her now, he might stare wide-eyed, watching her bite her lip tightly, and the scarlet blood slowed down from the side. Slowly, "I understand."

She said shyly, "Is there anything else to explain? Let's talk about it together."

Feng Wen: "It's roughly these. It's mainly boring in the ward. There are only two things you can do, eat, drink, and go to the toilet. But don't mind too much. I heard from the nurse that she was still in a good mood at the time. She seemed to be in a good mood. I didn't care too much about the situation of the imminent death, but apart from the pain, on the night of the death, I walked very peacefully."

"..."

Wen Xiu hung up the phone, took out a piece of paper from the computer desk, and wiped her lips expressionlessly. When her hands touched her face, she realized that her hands were shaking and her face was cold.

She pinched her wrist vigorously, thinking about what kind of eyes Ruan Ling was looking at her when she was sick?

Nostalgia?

Or reluctance?

Why not tell her?

Why not call her?

At the beginning of such a decisive breakup, was it because he knew that his time was short and he didn't want her to watch her step by step towards death feel sad, or was it because he was afraid that it would affect her starting a business?

Maybe both.

Wen Xiu felt that her whole body was chilling, and the coolness from the depths of her bones penetrated into her limbs and bones.

She took a light breath, thought of Ruan Ling who was currently distributing heart-shaped stones, and thought in a daze, if she really came back from the body, if Ruan Ling was really Ruan Ling, then her active approach and pursuit could be justified.

But why did it come to this point?

... She was about to give up on herself.

Wen Xiu didn't know where the panic arose was eating away at her heart.

She didn't even have time to distinguish too many emotions at the moment, and she didn't even have time to think what if Ruan Ling wasn't.

She picked up the clothes hanging on the hanger and put on her upper body, ready to go out.

A message came from WeChat just now, saying that Ruan Ling plans to go shopping tomorrow night.

Even if her aunt came, she had to find her partner as soon as possible.

Since the Mercury went retrograde for the past two days, Ruan Ling has started to stay at home and plan her time with peace of mind.

In the evening, she put on her make-up and went to play Lieyan.

Laba is very lively at night. When Ruan Ling took a taxi, she vaguely felt that the female driver in front looked familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen her before.

She thought that the car would drive away when she got out of the car, but she didn't expect the car to stop directly beside the pull bar. The female driver opened the door and got out, raising her eyebrows slightly at her: "I remember you."

Ruan Ling was about to walk inside and stopped.

Confused, she asked, "Do we know each other?"

"You came last time...I sent you here too, but I forgot to ask you to leave a phone number."

Her voice is gentle and gentle, her eyebrows and eyes are smooth, she doesn't look amazing, but she treats people very comfortably: "It's okay, I like women anyway, let's have a glass of wine together tonight?"

Ruan Ling shrugged and said it didn't matter.

The two walked in side by side and walked to the bar. The female driver said, "Two Bloody Marys."

Ruan Ling glanced at her, but she didn't expect that she would like to drink this too. The bartender mixed the wine and put it on the bar.

Ruan Ling smiled and said thank you.

She put on light makeup today, and barely modified it to make her face look not so young, but more mature. The end of her eyes were raised, revealing a faint charm, and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, like a smile that was not a smile.

The other party raised a glass to her, took a sip, blinked at her smile, and said, "My name is Hu You, what do I call you?"

She is graceful.

Ruan Ling nodded slightly, and said politely, "Miangui's surname is Ruan, and the character is Ling."

Hu You smiled and said, "Miss Ruan, are you still single?"

She spoke bluntly, and Ruan Ling said without blinking: "Yes, I'm single, but I'm sorry, I have a goal."

Hu You's eyes were slightly surprised, but she didn't expect Ruan Ling to find a partner in such a short time after coming in.

The light in La Bar is not particularly bright, and the melodious and ambiguous singing sounds are flowing slowly. It feels much better than the last time I went to La Bar. The whole layout is refreshing and clean, making people feel comfortable when they see it.

She came in and looked around from the corner of her eye. It was basically impossible to say that she had found a partner, but she didn't like Hu You in front of her very much.

Her face control, level ten face control.

Otherwise, the good blind date a few days ago fell by the wayside.

She nodded politely to Hu You, and went to the corner with the goblet. After a while, she found a girl who came in from the door. She was pretty enough to catch her eyes.

At this time, apart from the bartender at the bar, Hu Youyou did not know where to go just now, but he is not here anyway.

In fact, the light at the bar was not so bright. When Ruan Ling passed by, the woman was smiling slightly, chatting with the bartender's younger sister.

"Your hands are so pretty."

The woman said, "I heard that those with long fingers generally have stronger sex/desire."

The bartender looked a little stiff.

She is not the resident bartender here, because of her good craftsmanship, the boss specially asked her to come here to mix drinks for the guests today.

She has been here for a while, but she is the first person to give her such a charming smile, "Are you a student?"

The bartender nodded stiffly, "Sorry, I... I'm just here to work, I don't accept this."

The woman laughed teasingly: "What are you pretending to be, is it possible that there are straight girls here?"

The bartender stood there in embarrassment, restrained, and apologized at a loss: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

The woman's face turned cold: "If you don't eat the toast, you will be fined. Call your manager."

"Hey, what are you doing?"

Ruan Ling walked over with the wine glass, winked at the bartender, and said with a comforting smile, "When will you drink it and buy and sell it?"

When the woman saw her, she was obviously stunned.

"you……"

Wen Xiu watched quietly on the second floor. Her position had a good orientation, and she could see clearly the bright and open areas on the first floor, including the bar counter.

She saw Ruan Ling's gestures, easily resolving an innocent disaster for the cramped bartender.

Ruan Ling seemed to be very interested in the woman in front of her, she showed a slight smile, and didn't mind her slightly yellow accent just now.

"What's your name for this beauty?"

The woman squinted her eyes and looked at her: "Who are you?"

Ruan Ling said: "Wu Zhongsheng."

The woman snorted lightly: "This name is strange, it doesn't match the beautiful you at all."

Ruan Ling regretfully said: "That can't be helped, parents took it."

"drink wine?"

She didn't even ask the other party's name, and asked the bartender to bring out what she needed. She took whiskey and so on, and slowly mixed the drink, her movements were smooth and indescribable.

The demeanor of the whole person suddenly changed, from being careless just now, to being polite.

Today, she was wearing a white shirt and a black suit jacket, which were rarely seen at ordinary times, and she looked slimmer and slimmer. Her brows and eyes were quiet, and a pair of dark, beautiful and seductive eyes looked straight at her.

Although the woman speaks a yellow accent, she has a really pretty face, and she has this capital, but I don't know why she suddenly appeared here today, and she even fell in love with a bartender who just fledgling, but Ruan Ling felt that she was crooked, seeing A straight girl is in danger of being raped, and she doesn't mind doing a favor.

The bar was quiet, and the beauties who were drinking basically didn't look at it.

Soon Ruan Ling adjusted the wine and asked the bartender to add lemon on top. She inserted a slender straw into the middle, smiling at the corner of her mouth, and delivered the mixed wine to the woman gracefully.

"How about this, how about treating her as an apology?"

The woman stared at her with a little interest: "Are you showing favor to me?"

Ruan Ling shook her head, with a smile on her face: "No, this is just the simplest one, you take it."

When the woman stretched out her hand and was about to touch the glass.

A bouquet of brightly colored roses appeared out of thin air in her field of vision, so fast that no one could see clearly.

She raised her eyes and was in a daze for a few seconds, looking at Ruan Ling's serious and sincere eyes.

"Flowers match beauties, for you."

She was slightly taken aback, and soon smiled, and said in a rather happy mood: "Okay, for the sake of this rose, I won't make it difficult for her, but you have to be mine tonight."

Ruan Ling smiled lightly and shook her head, "Sorry, I have a date."

Holding the stone in her hand, she hesitated for a while, her heart trembling slightly, but she still didn't send it out.

Forget it, change someone.

It's just that the props I used to tease my sister were paid to others, what a loss.

When Wen Xiu started to mix drinks calmly, her eyes were focused and almost fixed.

Even if the other party is teasing her with a smile, she still maintains her primal composure.

First she mixed the wine, and later, when she saw the rose that appeared out of nowhere, her face suddenly turned cold, her eyes were cloudy, and she stood up abruptly.

This scene is all too familiar.

After getting acquainted with Wen Xiu, she almost immediately decided that if she was really Ruan Ling, she would definitely not have amnesia!

The author has something to say: update in the early morning~

Today is a little bit of Calvin QAQ

By the way, there are too many melons today, I’m full =m=

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