I came back wearing a book after I lost my ex-girlfriend

"What's your relationship with Ruan Ling, Wen Xiu's deceased ex-girlfriend?"

What Lu heard was straightforward and bold.

Carefully ask for proof.

Lu Ting asked Ruan Ling in a teahouse.

The scenery is beautiful and quiet.

A place where you can calm your heart and feel it.

Ruan Ling readily agreed after his phone call.

She and Lu Ting hadn't seen each other for a long time, and she didn't know how much his depression had improved. It would be good for both of them if he could talk about it this time. There's no need to dwell on the past and start a new life earlier.

"You don't have to lie to me."

Lu Tingdao, "I've thought a lot during this time."

"Ruan Ling."

Under his handsome face, there is no sign of depression. If you don't understand it, you may think it is a gentleman from somewhere.

"If I'm not wrong..."

"It's all you, right?"

Ruan Ling raised her eyebrows slightly: "I don't quite understand what you said."

"It was you who died of illness abroad, and you who fell into the water in winter. This time, it was you."

"Wen Xiu is not the only one who is smart."

Lu Ting's voice was hoarse and deep, and his eyes were tightly locked on her eyes: "Maybe, one more of me is not too much, and one less of me is quite a lot?"

"I don't want to listen to your perfunctory."

In the small house he bought with Yang Qiao's last year, he was about to commit suicide by a gas leak, but he didn't expect Ruan Ling to appear just at that moment.

She gave him a little hope that was far away and unattainable.

She is a dead body.

After dying for various reasons, she came back with a similar appearance and a few years older identity.

This combination is not an accident.

At least, there is a predicted back road.

Ruan Ling said, "I am."

This time she was very open and honest about her identity.

"Designer Lu."

The corners of her lips curled up slightly, "I met you at Hualian University."

"But you seemed to have some doubts about me at the time?"

"How did you suddenly determine it?"

It took Wen Xiu a long time to fully accept this weird reality from doubt to certainty.

When Lu heard this time, it was surprisingly fast, unbelievable.

"Dont look at me."

Lu Ting picked up the teacup and blew a breath. The teacup was still hot and couldn't put it into his mouth for the time being. He thought for a while and said, "Wen Xiu's three girlfriends all have the same name. Ruan Ling, the first one doesn't look like her. Waves, doll."

"The second Ruan Ling, the little fox, is smart but disobedient."

"The third……"

"I don't think I need to go on, do I?"

"It's all about this world. There are many similar people, and there are many people with the same name. They look the same, have the same name and surname, and are the girlfriend of the same person. You can't blame others for having more associations, right?"

Ruan Ling raised her eyebrows: "Not bad."

But there are very few people like Lu Ting.

Even if others have doubts about these issues, basically they will not have other associations.

Only Lu Ting was an exception.

She doesn't know why.

"I am, it's all me."

Ruan Ling took a sip of tea and moistened her throat: "But this is only a small chance, and it's useless for me to confess to you, to be honest."

"Yang Qiao..."

"I'm sorry, there's no way for her to be like me."

Lu Ting stared at her, with a different kind of cold light in his dark eyes.

"You must have a purpose."

He was determined: "What is your purpose?"

The corners of Ruan Ling's eyes twitched slightly.

Straight to the point, it really is Lu Ting's usual style.

"I want to stay."

"I came here just by accident."

She said slowly: "I met her, and I also met you. I think I should stay."

"terribly sorry."

She got up: "Designer Lu, it's not your style to dwell on the past blindly, not to mention that after so many years, no matter how deep the relationship is, it will fade."

"Don't make me shut up."

Lu Ting laughed coldly: "Absolutely?"

Ruan Ling retracted the corners of her lips that were always slightly raised to express politeness.

"I admit that you like Yang Qiao."

She said lightly, "However, I think you are more moved than you like it."

"I never want to remind you why Yang Qiao died. I believe you haven't, and you won't forget it after all these years."

"She was frugal for you and your career. She got a stomach problem and a stomach ulcer, and she returned to China and died slowly because of poor medical treatment abroad."

"You are very touched, and you like it very much. You are just touching yourself. You feel that a girl who was so good to you has passed away. You should be depressed, you should be decadent, and let the people around you sympathize with you. After a long time, you also feel that you are really I liked her so much, and I suffered from depression because of it.”

Ruan Ling said: "Go and ask for an impossible chance. If you are really capable and capable, you won't be able to survive Yang Qiao's death. If you live until now, bet on an impossible chance."

Ruan Ling's unexpected words stabbed people.

But let

Lu Ting turned pale in an instant.

"you……"

Ruan Ling let out a breath and laughed: "Are you kidding, handsome Lu, I'm kidding, why are you so nervous? Really, I was just an accident. You think there may be several people in this world who are so lucky, and you can too It is useless to search for me all over the world, except for knowing the established facts, it is of little use at all.”

She put the white hat on her head, and put down the quilt in her hand. After walking out, she breathed out slightly and stroked her heart.

Just too aggressive.

The sun is shining brightly outside.

The early spring has passed, and in a blink of an eye, the scorching summer comes. Once I say the words that have been hidden in my heart for many years, I feel a lot more relaxed.

It's true that depression needs care.

What's more pitiful is self-deception.

Lu Ting loves Yang Qiao because of emotion.

have nothing to say.

Ruan Ling stopped a car and went home.

She felt that she should have forgotten a lot of things.

Seems like a force majeure.

She needs to record these in the limited time and read them every day.

She didn't want to remember only one or two people in the end.

It's not Alzheimer's, she assures.

From the island, she blurted out the words of having a child, according to her original personality, it was impossible to say these words, even after her lust was satisfied, it was impossible to say these words.

She bought a notebook.

By the way, I bought a pen that looked pretty good.

On May 5, XX, it was sunny.

Lu Ting asked me to go to the teahouse, and asked me if I was a college classmate who signed a four-year contract with him, and Xiuxiu's girlfriend from the previous term, and from this term.

I admit it.

I also scolded him.

After writing this, Ruan Ling pulled her hair unconsciously and continued writing.

I forgot something, inexplicably, for no apparent reason.

I hope it is not Alzheimer's disease in medicine. I have time tomorrow, and I will go to the hospital to have a look.

To prevent accidents in the future, I will record now what I still remember.

I, from another world, have developed feelings for Wen Xiu in this world, and... I want to stay.

I met a lot of friends here, the first time, the second time, unfortunately, the third time I came here, no matter what my status was, I didn’t have a normal life background, so I had to let Xiuxiu cancel the black account. I have a normal identity, but if no one cares about my education background, I will be 0.

0, means death, also means new life.

Still thinking of identity.

And that's what I'm missing right now.

On May 5, XX, cloudy and sunny

Doesn't seem to make a difference?

I wrote this diary myself. I scolded Lu Ting yesterday and wrote a diary. Today I saw the diary as usual and am writing it down now.

Seems like nothing else has changed?

Xiuxiu has dark circles under her eyes, and the wolfberry black tea I secretly brewed was mixed into her thermos, I hope I can't drink it out, um, it's fine if I drink it out.

May 5, XX, overcast and cloudy

I went shopping with Xiuxiu today, and a child met us, very cute, with two braids, and a little red beauty mark between the eyebrows, ah, the child is so cute, I said before that I don’t want children, it’s a waste of time... …Well, yes, I'm just that thick-skinned, a little bit, just a little bit, want a child, raise a child to play with.

May 5, XX, sunny

Xiuxiu took me home today, and told her parents that she got the certificate with me emmmm, forget it, anyway, I agreed before, and it’s okay, but I just wrapped a big red envelope for me, hahahaha, actually The thickness of the red envelope last time was about the same as this time. My mother also asked me if I had found a job. It has been a few years since I graduated from college.

I made up a random script for her to listen to.

Of course, yes, Xiuxiu has already arranged it, so I can just follow through, as long as I don't investigate carefully, find a private detective or something, I should not reveal my secrets.

Ah, the official announcement is really different.

May 5, XX, sunny

I started to record the diary again. The orange cat at home suddenly became seriously ill and spit in the middle of the night. Fortunately, I didn’t fall asleep in the middle of the night. I got up quickly and took the cat to the hospital for an examination with Xiuxiu. Fortunately, it was not a serious illness. good.

During the day, Xiuxiu and I went to the hospital again, and when we came back, we were recognized by the young girl on the way, and a bunch of people, thinking about it, I was a little surprised.

Oh, by the way, Xiuxiu took down the revelation of missing persons on Tianya, it was so shocking. I see them, but compared to my past, the shock it caused is nothing.

By the way, my Weibo account hasn’t been updated for a long time. Fans are asking me if I’m busy recently. As soon as Xiuxiu and I announced our marriage, they all came to open up and say that I became a phoenix by leaping from a branch.

Me: emmm?

Ah, it’s very uncomfortable not to be able to speak, after all, this is a beautiful misunderstanding, the last me, socially dead hhh this one I’m pretty fucked.

May 5, XX, sunny

I heard that the holographic game has started internal testing.

I was a little excited. Before Xiuxiu left, she told me that the character of the phoenix mech I discovered before was made into 3D and assigned to a very important position.

There is absolutely no way I will admit that I am bloated.

After all, those strokes and flicks really look like they were made by me.

Just let me inflate for three seconds, and then ignore it gorgeously.

Ruan Ling bit the tip of her pen, looked up at the lush green trees outside the window, stretched her waist, felt a little sore in her waist and shoulders, it was time to show her hand speed of 18 years of being single, and rubbed her shoulders.

At the same time, the holographic game company.

The person in charge couldn't hide the smile on his face, it was as if he had captured the whole world.

"To tell you the truth," the person in charge said with a smile, "Boss Wen, there are only two people in this internal test, one is a programmer from our company, and the programmer has already done some experiments to ensure your safety. "

"This is what we should do for you!"

He walked on the side, and introduced to Wen Xiu the general materials of the game for this internal test, as well as how to use various high-tech that is currently available.

In the first internal test, any accidents must be limited to the only conditions, so as not to cause greater equipment loss.

This is their first complete holographic game nutrition dish, as well as a helmet with various pipes inserted.

Wen Xiu's expression was indifferent, not very interested.

But it is still very face-saving and slowly put on.

There was a numb current, as if stimulated by a very low voltage, it was a bit hard to describe the feeling at that moment.

She was wearing white clothes suitable for the nutrition dish, then bent down and got into the nutrition dish.

As the saying goes, you can't bear to let your children not play with wolves. Since you have spent so much money investing in holographic games, you should experience it yourself.

In the nutrition dish, there is sufficient oxygen supply, and the effectiveness of the helmet is constantly improving. At the beginning, the head will be a little swollen, and within 2 minutes, the pain has subsided.

Wen Xiu closed her eyes.

This time the game company is in charge of making a holographic game of the first version, which is made with romantic and beautiful characteristics, and enters with consciousness.

After immersing myself in it, I opened my eyes and found myself in a very quiet and empty space, with the voice of the person in charge coming from my ears.

"Mr. Wen, look ahead!"

He was a little excited, "The phoenix mech we made is right there!!"

From time to time, small currents flashed through the headset Wen Xiu was wearing.

She was quietly listening to the science popularization and guidance of the person in charge.

The person in charge was talking excitedly, when suddenly, the current flow rate became faster, piercing, like snowflakes behind the white screen of a black and white TV, harsh and extremely unpleasant.

Person in charge: "Hey, hey, Mr. Wen, can you still hear me?"

In the headset, no one answered.

Person in charge: "...Damn it, hurry up, call the programmer, hurry up, call the police, oh, no, don't call the police yet!"

Wen Xiu looked ahead quietly, the snowflakes on the white screen rang for a full 5 minutes before she heard a trace, an extremely slight movement.

The sound was very different from what I usually hear.

The mechanical, cold electronic sound without any organic quality, without any human texture, suddenly rang in her ears.

"Hello, Wenxiu."

The author has something to say: Good night, see you tomorrow.