I came back wearing a book after I lost my ex-girlfriend

The house that Yang Qiao and Lu Ting bought was not particularly big, and it had its own yard. The yard was originally intended to be used to grow Yang Qiao's favorite flowers, as well as some leeks and Chinese cabbage, etc. Now the loess on the ground is compact and flat, and weeds are overgrown .

When Lu Ting came back this time, he took a sickle and cut it.

He sprinkled the soil with easy-to-raise flower seeds. If there is heavy rain next spring, the growth rate will be extremely good.

When Yang Qiao was there, she imagined with him that in the future, when the two of them retire, they will raise a son and a half daughter in this not-so-big house, with Cheng Huan at their knees, watering the flowers with a watering pot while digging the soil for Chinese cabbage. This keeps it from being fed by weeds.

In the past few years, he rarely came back.

When I came back, I was sad everywhere.

I bought a new house for a few years. When I bought it, the terrain was mediocre. Now the price has risen several times. If necessary, I can sell the house and buy it in a better location.

Someone came to ask.

Lu Ting did not agree.

He was impoverished for two years, and there was only one store left. If it weren't for the orders from former fans and friends, he might have to sell the store and change careers.

From the beginning to the end, he never thought about this room.

Accepting the award internationally this time is equivalent to the highest status that can be achieved in the field of design.

Today is his birthday.

Lu Ting sat on the sofa in the lobby, raised his head and looked out the window, the blue sky and white clouds were clean and clear.

He saw that Yun Duo had gradually changed into Yang Qiao's appearance, with crooked smiling eyes looking at it, it was still the same as before, unchanged at all, his eyes were bright, the corners of his mouth were curved in a smile, and his eight petals of white teeth were exposed.

not like him.

The surface smiles calmly, but the heart is riddled with holes.

"You haven't given me a dream for a long time." Lu Ting slowly stretched out his hand, wanting to interlock her fingers, he said softly, "You are still so beautiful."

"When you were here, you liked to read novels, and you joked that when I become famous in the future, I might abandon you as a yellow-faced woman, a bad wife, or become machismo and make you give up your job when I succeed in my career. Being a full-time mother at home, and saying that you will meet a better girl in the future, you may not like you."

"How can there be so many people who come out easily."

He had already begun to talk nonsense, "By the way, Wen Xiu is one of them. After all, when Ruan Ling chased Wen Xiu, it was called vigorous. Unlike the two of us, no one knew about it when we talked."

"Just a few years."

"I'm afraid that in the future, I will also treat you

forget. "

Lu Ting sighed softly, and said: "I'm sorry, but I think if you were here, you would watch the live broadcast yesterday even if you had something to do. When I was on stage, I wish you were there, watching Me, watching me being appreciated by the judges and guests, watching international bigwigs come up to present awards to me in person."

"You're not here."

"The seats inside were not full, and there were a lot of vacancies, but they still attracted a lot of people, reporters, media, and they wanted to interview me. I said I had booked a return ticket and was in a hurry, so I declined."

"The grass in the yard has grown so tall, taller than you. I took the scythe I just bought and mowed for an hour yesterday. I finally finished cutting today. I sprinkled your favorite flower seeds. Next spring, probably You can see it, it must be very beautiful."

Lu Ting was wearing casual home clothes, and he didn't wear the glasses he usually wears.

He forgot that he didn't know when he started wearing glasses, at least when he was with Yang Qiao, he definitely didn't.

Lu Ting was short-sighted, he got up tremblingly, wanted to go find the glasses and put them on again, so that he would not lose sight of Yang Qiao when he saw Yang Qiao in the future.

He staggered a little, and just as he was about to go to the master bedroom, the doorbell rang.

Lu Ting thought with the only rationality left, no one should be right at this time, and he didn't tell his colleagues about this place.

He rubbed his face, maybe he was passing by thirsty.

Lu Ting steadied his footsteps and walked over slowly.

The doorbell kept ringing, fast and urgent.

When Lu Ting opened the door, he was blown by the cold air outside the room, which made him a little more conscious. He narrowed his eyes and looked at the girl in front of him.

He couldn't see the other person's face clearly, it was a blur.

That's the case with myopia.

"who are you?"

His voice was hoarse.

The girl said: "Open the door to check the water meter. Recently, our company found a sum of funds from abroad in your bank card. We need your cooperation. I will come to talk to you on behalf of our company to discuss the specifics."

Lu Ting was blown by the cold wind and his sanity was still there. He said coldly: "It's still popular for scammers to come to you in person. Are you a scammer?"

The girl said: "I came to the door by myself, which shows that the situation has a certain degree of authenticity. Which liar wants to cheat you and come to the door alone, and he is not afraid of getting caught?"

She took out a piece of paper from her pocket, flashed it in front of Lu Ting, and said, "Did you see, this is my work card, please cooperate with me in my work."

Lu Ting thought it was very funny: "Why did I let you in? If you didn't knock on the door, it wouldn't be called trespassing."

The girl said: "If you don't let me in, it means you have a guilty conscience."

She kept messing around: "At least I'm going to go in and find out, and see what's going on, or I'll just copy you away, believe it or not!"

Lu Ting rubbed her head irritably, avoiding letting her in.

It is impossible for him to collude with foreign parties or threaten national security, so he can only let the other party take a look first, and leave as soon as possible after reading it, don't bother him.

However, as soon as he avoided it, it was just convenient for the girl to push the door in, directly into the living room, and went to the bathroom to see if the water was connected. The bathtub was empty.

There was no knife next to her, she came out of the bathroom, walked directly in front of Lu Ting, and forcefully lifted his clothes from his wrist.

No wrist slits.

Ruan Ling breathed a sigh of relief.

"What the hell are you doing!"

Lu Ting pulled back his hand, frowning.

Ruan Ling opened his mouth, and was about to say something, when a strange smell came over.

She sniffed vigorously, and it seemed to still smell of gas leaks.

She blinked, then suddenly raised her head and looked around.

The huge room was completely sealed off.

The windows were closed, the upstairs door was closed, and when she came in just now, when she went directly to the bathroom, the bathroom door was also closed.

When she was still wondering if she was thinking wrong, she suddenly got a blow to the head, and she immediately walked towards the kitchen.

Lu heard that she was walking in the wrong place, and hurriedly stopped her: "What are you doing, you go, I will call the police for your trespassing! Get out!"

He pushed Ruan Ling, but his strength was not strong enough, so Ruan Ling broke free and went to the kitchen.

Sure enough, the gas stove was on and was leaking.

After Ruan Ling hurriedly closed it, she yelled at Lu Ting who came in from behind: "Are you sick, do you not want to live anymore!"

"My girlfriend is dead, why are you so persistent, die for love, you think you are very capable, don't you?!"

"Come here."

She forcefully pushed Lu Ting to the bathroom, closed the door, went to the kitchen to get a kitchen knife, broke in, looked at him coldly, and said seriously: "I'll put the water for you, and I'll prepare the knife for you too." Now, if you have the ability, you will commit suicide by cutting your wrists, and I will never stop you when you lie in the bathtub."

Lu Ting looked at her in confusion.

Maybe it was the effect of not wearing glasses, maybe he had inhaled too much gas in front of him, as if hallucinations appeared in front of him, he actually felt that the person in front of him was unexpectedly familiar.

Familiar with each other, it seems that we have been together for a long time.

Although her face was unexpectedly blurred.

Lu Ting hesitated

After a while, he called out the name in his heart.

"Ruan, Ruan Ling?"

Ruan Ling folded her hands, and she was still holding a kitchen knife in her left hand.

"Your name is that Ruan Ling? The two Ruan Lings are both Wen Xiu's girlfriends."

"Which one is your name?"

Ruan Ling suddenly lowered his voice, not as cold as before, as if he was trying to guide him.

Lu Ting's gaze gradually recovered.

He didn't get enough gas in it, and it went away after a while, and that was it.

Lu Ting lowered his head.

He looked at his hands.

The lines on the palm are clearly visible, as well as the cocoons left after staying up all night because of the design in college.

"The Ruan Ling I'm talking about is the girl who generously donated money the first time she saw me and said she was my fan."

With a sad expression and a silent voice, he said after a while: "She is my friend first, and then Wen Xiu's ex-girlfriend. She is already dead."

"She's dead, dead." Lu Ting kept repeating mechanically, "You're not her, no."

"Your voice is Wen Xiuxian's girlfriend Ruan Ling, not her."

"I don't know how you got here, I hope you leave my house and leave me alone."

"It's fine to die here today, it's my birthday."

"Qiaoqiao said that she would celebrate my birthday every year. It has been several years. My birthday this year is my birthday wish. I hope to see her."

"Why are you stopping me?"

"I'm dead, hello, hello, hello everyone."

Ruan Ling wanted to grab his ears and shake his head to see how full of water it was.

"Yang Qiao also said that she hoped that you would live a good life. Why did you finally get back up after being decadent for so many years, and you plan to find her again?"

"Listen Lu, you are a coward."

"You dare not face it, Yang Qiao is already dead!"

"You have that ability, why don't you take her photos to visit the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, to let her relax, seeing you frowning every day, looking depressed and sick, she is also very heartbroken."

"Yes, gas poisoning is easier to die. You have the ability to go to the bathroom and cut your wrists to commit suicide. Do you think that no one will clean up your wrists in the future, just like the [-]-day-old girl on the Internet. The picture of the corpse, what maggots, bulging eyes, don’t you just want to see her decently?”

"Don't you know that there are some ways of dying, such as hanging, that if you have a soul after death, you will stick out your tongue and roll your eyes?"

"You are not even afraid of death, why are you afraid of living?"

"your

Online accounts, hundreds of thousands of fans are following you, your new award winners are watching you, watching how far you can go, your girlfriend is still watching you, watching you live well . "

"But you are looking for life and death. If I hadn't seen someone jumping off the building outside today, I might not have thought of you."

Lu Ting suddenly looked up at her: "How do you know this place?"

"Wen Xiu told you?!"

He sneered, "Sure enough, she is a heartless person."

"Who told you to talk about her!"

Ruan Ling jumped up and down, wishing she could lift her foot and kick her: "Don't talk about her!"

"She didn't tell me that!"

Ruan Ling walked up to him at once, knelt down and pulled his face, her anger surged upwards: "You are short-sighted and your heart is not covered, you can't recognize who I am?"

"You were on a foreign beach, on Yang Qiao's birthday, did I tell you to prepare props and confess to her? Your elm head can be so careful that even the most basic The dead Barbie pink lipstick is going to be given to others, did I stop you?"

"Who did you sign the contract with when you were in college? It guarantees you no worries about living expenses and tuition fees for three or four years? I didn't ask you to renew the contract. Do you think that I am also a dishonest person?"

Seeing that he was still skeptical, Ruan Ling slapped him directly, and said, "Okay, where do you love to die, you can't survive without a girlfriend, right, your relatives and friends, parents and brothers, no You don't ask for money when you are sick, you live a chic life, don't you?"

"Designer Lu." Ruan Ling sat down vertically, showing disappointment, "You don't even want to die a tragic death, and if you turn on the gas earlier today, I won't come to the door to call you. you."

"You said your birthday. When you signed the contract, the date of birth on your ID card was written down by a few months. You said your birthday was one or two months before the Chinese New Year. People with nothing to do with you will know this?"

"My surname is Ruan, single character Ling, and your friend's surname is also Ruan, single character Ling, who is with Wen Xiu. Do you think Wen Xiu is the kind of person who can fall in love with just anyone with the same name and surname?"

"You also know how much effort it took me to chase her down. I had nothing to do and I was full, but I was rejected many times and continued to chase with the cheek. Do I need that? If I don't love her?"

Ruan Ling hated iron for being weak: "I have spoken so bluntly, why are you still staring at me?!"

that bar

The strength of the palm is a bit strong.

Lu Ting was slapped and turned his head away. He lowered his eyes and remained expressionless.

Ruan Ling's words didn't seem to leave any trace in his heart.

Ruan Ling looked at him quietly for a while, and when she slapped her right hand back, she felt a faint pain in her hand.

She suddenly remembered.

Lu Ting was no longer the boy who could joke and fight with her when she was bored.

He was an adult after all.

Adults, men again.

I just went abroad to get the certificate, and I am very high-spirited.

How could he care about someone who died a few years ago, who suddenly popped up and blew himself up a few years later, saying that he was his friend.

The many years in between.

Ruan Ling thought nothing had changed, but in fact a lot had changed.

For example, Wen Xiu is not the girl who blushes when she teases her casually.

No wonder she was stripped of her vest by Wen Xiu.

It's the mentality that hasn't changed.

Not everyone is happy to treat her like this, pretending to turn a blind eye to her concealment.

If Wen Xiu had thrown that chat record in front of her to confront her at the beginning, maybe Ruan Ling would have run away the next day.

She is cowardly, but she is not very courageous.

At this moment, in front of the silent Lu Ting, a trace of fear rose in her heart.

If she cares, it will be chaotic.

She shouldn't have slapped someone.

She shouldn't have been exposed so quickly to a person who hadn't been in good contact with her for several years, and she couldn't figure out what to do if she betrayed her.

Ruan Ling took a breath, stood up, looked down at Lu Ting, and said, "Sorry, I'm a little impulsive."

"The words just now were all told by Wen Xiu to me."

"I don't care about you anymore, you love it to death."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and planned to go back to school.

Lu Ting turned his head, looked at her back, and called her name after a while.

"Ruan Ling, don't go."

Ruan Ling stopped and froze for a moment, then heard a whimper coming from behind.

Soon the sobbing turned into a soft sob, and later, it directly turned into a heart-piercing wail.

Ruan Ling raised his head, went to the kitchen to put the kitchen knife away, and went straight into the bathroom when he came out. After he was exhausted, he pulled him up and said, "I'll take you to the hospital."

When they met for the first time last year, Lu Ting gave her the feeling that she was suffering from depression.

She thought he was fine.

His smile became brighter and more energetic. When he took care of him in the name of Wenxiu's friend in Hengdian, he was polite and polite, and for no reason he liked to stab her, saying that she was a substitute.

She thought he had come out.

listen today

When he was crying, he didn't think so.

Instead, depression got worse.

Depression is a disease.

out of control.

Some depression can't be seen, and the face is smiling and radiant, but in fact, there are thoughts of suicide at any time.

Lu Ting is the latter.

The simple enlightenment at this time is obviously useless.

So in order to shock him for a while, Ruan Ling had to reveal when she was alive, and that she was still with Wen Xiu now.

The effect is there.

It's just that Ruan Ling thought it didn't work.

If this is the case, she has no other way to cure this person first.

Ruan Ling didn't have much strength, so he pulled his arm to walk out, and he had to be dragged by his hind legs.

She first opened the closed windows and doors in the house to ventilate the air, and finally felt comfortable. From entering the door to now, the suffocating hot air in her heart was completely opened up with the clean air.

It's like opening up a tendon.

Feel refreshed all over.

She continued to tug on Lu Ting's arm, and even ordered a piece of clothing for him when she passed by the entrance.

When the door was opening, the footsteps stopped instantly.

"Wen, Wen Xiu?"

Why are you here!

Her voice trembled a little, "How long have you been standing here, no, why are you here?!"

Lu Ting was still a little behind her, and he couldn't concentrate at first, so he placed it directly on Wen Xiu at the door in an instant.

Wen Xiu stroked her hair lightly, smiled slightly, and said, "When you said you were all right and had enough to eat and came to pursue me, I'll be there."

Ruan Ling: "..."

I definitely didn't read the almanac when I went out today!

One active, one passive.

This feeling is very sour...

Lu Ting suddenly said: "Did you already know that she is, right? That's why you told me that you have a new girlfriend and let me take care of it?"

Wen Xiu put her gaze on Ruan Ling's hand holding Lu Tingting's arm, raised her eyebrows lightly, and after a while of silence, said: "Where are you going?"

"Hospital."

Ruan Ling took a breath and said, "Do you want to go together? If you don't want to go, don't stop me or block my way. If you have anything to say, go back and talk."

Wen Xiu said lightly: "This is natural."

When Wen Xiu came to drive, she heard from Lu in the car: "That colleague of yours called you yesterday, but you didn't answer, and he called again today, but you didn't answer, and I can't find you where you live, so let's go first." Come to me and ask me if I know where you are."

"I thought about it, today is your birthday, you may be here, so I came here."

"I just didn't expect that Ruan Ling was also there.

This. "

She smiled shortly, and said: "I didn't expect that, I'm here, and I heard her tell you that she is Ruan Ling."

"I thought she was going to keep things in the dark and spend the rest of her life in a daze without telling me."

"..." Ruan Ling said, "Change the subject."

Lu Ting turned his head and looked out of the window, as if he was wandering away, not knowing what he was thinking.

Wen Xiu glanced at him from the rearview mirror, and said: "You did a good job this time, receiving the award abroad, if Yang Qiao finds out, she will be proud of you."

When Ruan Ling opened the door, she smelled the gas leak.

Very shallow, almost gone.

Should be preparing to commit suicide.

Wen Xiu calmly sorted out the cause and effect.

She was on vacation today, and when she was watching the news at home, her mobile phone just sent a video that someone jumped from a building in a secluded street outside, but she failed and was rescued.

Ruan Ling should be nearby.

Maybe when she saw this man was about to jump off the building, she suddenly thought that today was also Lu Ting's birthday, and after arousing bad associations, she quickly took a taxi to Lu Ting's home.

Lu Ting's condition was very bad last year.

Wen Xiu also mentioned going to the hospital to have a look. After seeing it, she was mildly depressed and took medicine. She felt that a person like Lu Ting would not be able to manage herself badly.

It just so happened that his colleague also called and said in a very anxious tone that he could not be contacted and that Lu Ting could not be found anywhere, so she thought of this.

Hearing Ruan Ling's heroic words.

Mixed with hating iron but not steel.

Wen Xiu never forced her to ask these questions.

I think it may be a matter of Ruan Ling's rebirth, I can't say it, it's hard to say, what will happen if I say it.

So she didn't mention it all the time, pretending that she was blind.

But now, she just told the truth so easily.

She can deceive herself, perhaps to save others.

have to say.

Maybe she will be hurt by it.

However nothing happened.

She calmly dragged him to the hospital.

So this proves that her previous conjecture was incorrect.

This matter can be said.

Wen Xiu turned the steering wheel and turned.

She said that she was very busy in the student union today.

The people who stayed in the student union well showed up at Lu Ting's house.

not bad.

The nearest hospital would take 20 minutes. After 10 minutes, Wen Xiu parked the car beside her, took Ruan Ling and Lu Ting to the psychology department.

Lu Ting walked in.

A psychiatrist is

Looking over, "Sit down."

Lu Ting sat down.

"Here is a piece of paper with 100 multiple choice questions on it, you can fill it out."

"it is good."

Lu Ting was very cooperative.

Ruan Ling and Wen Xiu sat on the chairs in the corridor, feeling cold.

Ruan Ling was a little sleepy with her chin propped up, dozing off.

Wen Xiu glanced at her silently, and said, "Shouldn't you be in the student union?"

Ruan Ling lazily said: "The people from the student union came out to buy things, and they happened to bump into a person who was going to jump off the building. I went to see the excitement for a while, and remembered that today is Lu Ting's birthday, so I told my friends in the student union, and I planned to go see him .”

"What about the gift you bought?"

Ruan Ling said: "I was so angry that I threw it away."

Wen Xiu was silent, smiled, and said: "Then you have a really big temper."

Ruan Ling dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, "Half and half."

"After all, I am empathetic, and I don't want to see others looking for death."

"Lu Ting seems to have been in this state for a long time. Didn't you bring him over to have a look?"

"What do you think?"

"I do not know."

Wen Xiu leaned on the seat, raised her eyelids, looked at the snow-white ceiling, and said, "How have you been these five years?"

"I do not know."

Ruan Ling calmly said, "As soon as I wake up, I'm in this body."

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

Ruan Ling copied the original arrangement one by one: "Because I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it."

"After all, I'm not yet an adult. I'm still a senior in high school. You are a big president. I don't know if you still like me."

"Later, I saw your reward post on the Internet. In fact, I was very poor at that time. My bank card was frozen, and I couldn't even eat. I also raised two cats and two dogs, so I walked a tightrope while being afraid. You found out, handed me over to the country for slices, and wanted to get money quickly."

"You know, I am a person who lives a delicate life. Whatever I want, I have to get it."

"Yes."

"Your perseverance is really great."

Ruan Ling turned her head to look at her, and said, "When did you find out?"

"A long time ago, I can't remember the exact time."

Wen Xiu said lightly, "Sure, we still have to start with the hug at the hotel that night."

"?"

"I'm the hug that recognized you."

"So miraculous?"

"There is a premise."

"While you confessed to me with red eyes, you stepped forward and hugged me."

"so?"

Ruan Ling: "..."

No one could have expected this

Of course, because of this, the vest fell off.

"Then you are on the bed..." Ruan Ling seemed ashamed to speak, and said, "Is it on purpose?"

Deliberately tormenting her like that.

Still silent.

Wen Xiu said: "No."

"I was just thinking, you don't tell me anything, and at the same time thinking, you can't say anything if you have difficulties."

Wen Xiu lowered her eyes, her thin and sharp jaw gave off a faint feeling of loneliness and sadness: "Your affection for your college friend is deeper than mine."

She smiled again, and the smile looked a little bleak: "I didn't expect that the first person you need to confess to is not me, but a friend from college. I can't compare to him, and the weight in your heart Not as good as him, right?"

Ruan Ling subconsciously denied: "No, of course not!"

Wen Xiu sighed softly, managed to pull herself together, and said gently: "Tell me, what should I do with you?"

"Do you want to leave you with a profound lesson that you can remember?"

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