not regret

Chapter 25

"It's still a long time before New Year's Day, so I can slowly think about where we are going to play." Shui Yifan was itched by Shen Pan's touch, and he wriggled back and forth in Shen Pan's arms, "I want to eat curry rice tonight, how about a meal?" Yes... and... I want to eat watermelon."

Shen Pan stopped what he was doing, "What kind of watermelon should I eat? If you eat out-of-season fruits, you will be brain-dead."

Shui Yifan rolled his eyes at Shen Pan, raised his eyebrows, and pursed his lips, "Yeah...yes...I just fell in love with you when I was insane, and I stayed with you regardless. All kinds of peach blossoms, I'm afraid you will feel sad, now I want to eat watermelon and you won't let me, so I'll be with you in vain. Come on...I'm angry."

Shui Yifan's petite appearance was so cute, Shen Juan couldn't help pecking him on the face, he really wanted to rub this person into his arms and love him, "Okay, okay, little cutie , how about we go get you curry and watermelon now?"

"That's about the same. Xiao Shenzi will change my clothes." Shui Yifan stood up from the sofa, looked at Shen Pan disdainfully, and instructed Shen Pan in his usual tone.

Shen Pan was also very cooperative, "Come on, Your Majesty, do you want to put on your clothes or pants first? Do you have to take off the outer pants?" Then he went to dry Yifan's pants.

Shui Yifan grabbed his trousers and ran to the bedroom, Shen Pan chased after him unhurriedly, listening to Shui Yifan shouting "Come here, Mr. Shen is going to rebel" while running.

The two had a fight on the bed, Shui Yifan's smiling face was a little stiff, he touched Shen Pan's face, and slowly moved down to find Shen Pan's beautiful collarbone, "Brother Pan, you have lost weight recently, work Don't work too hard, I'm a good feeder, I'm not picky about food, and I'll warm you up, so you have to be good. We have a lot of time, so we don't have to work so hard."

Since Shen Pan got sick, his food intake has decreased a lot. Sometimes he feels pain and doesn’t want to eat anything. This disease doesn’t hurt people, but the complications it brings are fatal. Internal organs, he is actually very tired now.Hearing Shui Yifan say that there is still a long time, Shen Pan hugged Shui Yifan tightly, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold him in the future, he was afraid that he would never be able to enjoy such a cute and warm person again in the future.My heart is roaring, shouting, clamoring, tell him how hard I am, how reluctant I am, tell him how nostalgic I am, how much I love, love so much that I can't extricate myself, love so deeply, love until late at night A person curled up thinking that he was the one who was thinking about him, but he couldn't... he couldn't... Reluctantly twisted into an iron chain in his heart, and locked Shen Juan's heart fiercely, tightening it bit by bit, let Shen Pan Judgment was having difficulty breathing, the blood from the strangulation was dripping drop by drop, and his heart was about to be crushed to pieces by the strangulation. Normal, "good".

He couldn't say one more word, he was afraid that he couldn't help it, he would hold Shui Yifan and cry out, afraid that Shui Yifan would find out that something was wrong with him.

After sorting out his mood, Shen Juan let go of Boiling Shui Yifan, "Change your clothes, let's go buy watermelons. I'll go out and wait for you."

Shui Yifan looked at Shen Panli's leaving back suspiciously, and for a moment felt that the tall young man had a secret hidden in his heart that he didn't know.

After changing his clothes, Shen Pan sat in the living room and waited for Shui Yifan. There was a cigarette butt in the ashtray on the table, and Shen Pan still held a third-burned cigarette in his hand.

Shui Yifan frowned and stretched out his hand to smoke the cigarette from Shen Pan's hand, "Is there something bothering you recently? At work? At home? Tell me what's wrong, is there anything else you can't tell me?"

Shen Pan stretched out his hand and rubbed his face, making his expression more natural, and took the cigarette that Shui Yifan took away, "It's okay, it's just that the company has a few orders that are difficult to sign, you know, they always want to get more benefit."

Shui Yifan surrounded Shen Pan, he couldn't see Shen Pan like this, "Then give them some more, what do I think, this little thing will make you feel like this, if it doesn't work, you go home, I'll go out again, and wait I earn money to support you, and let you go home and become a noble lady."

Shen Juan held Shui Yifan's hand, and said softly, "Come on, I didn't know who said it back then, I don't want to contact those intrigues anymore, and I don't want to see those duplicity people anymore. You, just be good." Be your otaku at home, follow your dramas, your novels, your comics, give me all those sufferings and difficulties. My current efforts are not for myself, but when you need them someday I can stand up and be an indestructible wall behind you." I said silently in my heart, even if I leave, you can live comfortably, be free, and not worry about money.

Shui Yifan buried his head into Shen Pan's neck, rubbed it softly like a cat, "Okay, Shui Yifan's man, Shui Yifan loves you very much, now go buy Watermelon."

"How much do you want to eat watermelon?" Shen Juan turned his head and looked at Shui Yifan strangely. He knew that sometimes Shui Yifan's energy was unreasonable, just like a pregnant woman. Even if he stalked and stalked something, Shen Pan would buy it for him.

I know that I shouldn't interrupt such a warm scene, but it will be dark if the ink stains continue, the snow outside has not disappeared, and the supermarket is closed early, "I really want to, I want to eat before, but I don't want to go out, I don't want to order takeaway, I just want you to come back and take me out to buy. Let's go..."

Shen had no choice but to take him to the supermarket to buy curry, beef, and watermelon.

On the way home, Shui Yifan almost cracked a corner of the watermelon and ate it. If Shen Pan didn't stop him, Shui Yifan would have really done that, "Shui Yifan, wait until you go home to eat, the weather It's cold, and my stomach hurts when I eat outside."

After returning home, Shen Pan first cut the watermelon for Shui Yifan. He tasted a piece, and the out-of-season watermelon was actually quite sweet, so he cut the watermelon into slices, and gave Shui Yifan all the sweetest watermelon tips. , he didn’t cut the rest of the non-sweet ones, and went to the living room with a bowl of watermelon tips. Finished?"

Shui Yifan was chewing on the watermelon, it was so sweet, "No, it's at an important point, the protagonist is dead, and that scumbag who treated him badly is going crazy."

dead?Shen Pan's eyes suddenly lost focus, the waves in his eyes were well hidden, Shen Pan didn't dare to think of the word "death", it hurt him just thinking about it.

No longer talking about this topic with Shui Yifan, Shen Pan went to the kitchen to make curry rice for Shui Yifan.

Cutting the onion, I don't know if the onion is too spicy, or the word "death" just now is too heavy, the tears flowed down for no reason, dripped into the onion, and followed the onion into the curry soup, the rich curry flavor, Covered the saltiness of tears, pain and struggle.

"Baby, come over for dinner." Shen Juan shouted

Shui Yifan ate watermelon and curry rice as he wished, and was in a very good mood. He offered to wash the dishes tonight, but Shen Juan did not agree. He felt that Shui Yifan's beautiful hands should not be contaminated by these fireworks. Just do nothing.

Shui Yifan didn't hold back, it was just a whim anyway, Shen Pan went to take a shower after washing the dishes, separated by a blurry glass, Shen Pan trembled and dared not cry out, why were he crying?Cry forever?He cried with deep affection, with no regrets, with God's injustice, and with the fact that he didn't have enough time left to do anything for Shui Yifan.

After taking a bath, Shui Yifan also went to wash, Shen Pan sat on the bed and waited for Shui Yifan, tonight Shui Yifan was much more charming than usual, maybe it was because he was in a good mood?After eating the food he wanted, he proactively kissed Shen Pan, rode on Shen Pan, and went to undress Shen Pan. Shen Pan's current body was powerless, and he didn't want to spoil Yifan's interest, but He really couldn't do it anymore, "Baby, I'm tired, shall we go to bed?"

Thinking that Shen Pan was in a bad mood recently, Shui Yifan got off Shen Pan, lay down next to Shen Pan, and nestled into Shen Pan's arms, without any other movements, just hugging like this.

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