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Yan Yan didn't leave the parking lot of the restaurant. He drank alcohol and was not accompanied by a driver. After calling Meng Yun to vent his anger, he calmed down under the gentle comfort of the other party, and sat in the car waiting for him to pick him up.

Many times, Yan Yan had to nervously suspect that Meng Yun had found out the truth of that incident back then. Deep down in his heart, he had lived in trepidation in the past few years.

However, if Meng Yun knew, how could he still be willing to be with him.

Strictly aware of Meng Yun's character, he is definitely not someone who will easily compromise and bow his head.

After waiting for about half an hour, Meng Yun drove over. He didn't get out of the car and asked the bodyguards to pick him up.

Yan Yanjun got out of the car and roughly pushed away the bodyguard's support, "I'm not drunk, don't touch me!"

Staggering to the door, Meng Yun sat on the innermost side, staring at the computer in front of him, "Can you sit in by yourself?"

Glancing at him hastily, he was typing on the computer, with a video conference call open in the small window next to him.

After Strict Jun saw him, the grievance and pain in his heart were miraculously healed, and reluctantly lowered his head into the car and sat beside him.

Drunk, she leaned her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes, planning to sleep before returning home, so as not to lose control of her emotions and talk nonsense.

Meng Yun stopped typing, turned off the video screen, and leaned over to help him buckle his seat belt. "Drink a lot?"

Strictly shook his head, "I don't know." After talking with Gu Yiming and Dou Yuqing, he sat in the box alone and drank.

Meng Yun bent down and took out a drink from the refrigerator, unscrewed it and handed it to him, "Wake up, I won't be home until a while."

"Yeah." Strict Jun raised his head and took a sip, his stomach full of anger was quenched by the cold drink, and asked, "What are you up to?"

"A meeting. There is something wrong with the branch office."

"Have you had dinner?"

"not yet."

"I'll make it for you when I get back." Leaning his head on Meng Yun's shoulder again, Stern Jun said while looking at the lights outside the car window with dull eyes.

"It's okay, just order some takeaway. You have a good rest." Never mentioning the harsh and hysterical accusations in the phone call just now.

Yan Yan closed his eyes, "Father's medical parole has been approved."

"Congratulations, when will you go north to pick him up?"

"Not so fast, there are still some formalities to go through. Meng Yun, I plan to tell him about the matter between us."

Meng Yun paused, and said calmly: "After a while, the old man has just been imprisoned, so don't irritate him anymore."

"I want to marry you, Meng Yun." Yan Jun still turned his head to look at the other side, the lights in the car were not turned on, he saw Meng Yun's indifferent and indifferent face printed on the car window through the light reflected from the computer screen.

"Let's talk about it after your father is in good health. Is there any problem with the bail documents? Don't have any accidents." Changing the subject skillfully, Meng Yun didn't answer his request directly.

Strictly closing his eyes tiredly, "I will do the surgery myself, no problem."

"How is your mother now?"

"I heard that Dad was able to come out, and his spirit is much better than before."

"That's good."

There will be no other conversations during the next drive, and Yan Yan doesn't know when he fell asleep.

By his side, there will always be unknowingly relaxing spirit.

Yan Jun knew very well that he was terminally ill, like a dying patient waiting for an ultimatum from a doctor.

The car arrived home at some unknown time, and when he woke up, the bodyguard and driver had already left, Meng Yun was smoking with the window open, his eyes were still and misty.

He has a pair of deep eyes that can attract people's sinking. He is strict and still remembers the opening ceremony of that year. When he saw him for the first time in the auditorium, his heart felt like an electric shock.

Since then, I have often tried to attract his attention.

He stretched out his hand and snatched the half of the cigarette left in his hand, put it into his mouth and took a deep breath, instead of spitting out the smoke, he turned Meng Yun's head, blocked his mouth, and took a mouthful of cigarettes. Smoke poured into his mouth.

"Cough!" Meng Yun pushed him away and coughed, sternly smiled and extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, got up and pressed Meng Yun under him, controlling his hands.

"Why don't you go into the house?" Meng Yun hugged him.

"It's better here, the moonlight is beautiful tonight."

Meng Yun frowned and pushed him away, "Don't be crazy about drinking." He sat up, "How many pairs of eyes are staring at——"

"I just want them to watch!" Not reconciled, Strict Jun leaned over again, and Meng Yun suddenly and fiercely grabbed his neck and pushed him back on the seat back, warning of danger, "Don't test my patience!"

"Well—" The throat bone was almost pinched off by that merciless force, and Severe Jun blushed and looked at Meng Yun in pain, not intending to ask for mercy.

In the end, Meng Yun let go of him, got up, packed his clothes and got out of the car.

Yan Yanjun leaned on the backrest without moving, and asked, "Meng Yun, do you regret it?"

"What?" Meng Yun stood in the moonlight, the ivy in the yard rustling under the evening wind.

"Do you regret coming to me? Why did you appear in front of me back then?" Rubbing his sore throat, Strictly stared at Meng Yun's face and asked.

Meng Yun looked up at the night sky, and saw a full moon hanging high in the sky. Suddenly, something came to his mind.

"Lu Cong is white tonight, and the moon is the hometown."

A sense of homesickness welled up in my heart.

"Why?" Smiling, Meng Yun raised his legs and walked towards the villa, "I don't know, probably because I have nothing."

Yan Jun followed him out of the car, and also looked up at the sky. The moonlight was cold, and he lowered his head to Meng Yun's back and said, "You betrayed him, Meng Yun, and you have betrayed Jiang Keqing!"

Meng Yun stopped, turned to look at him, Yan Jun almost rushed in front of him, and repeated again in an almost crazy tone: "You have betrayed Jiang Keqing, Meng Yun!"

Meng Yun stared into his eyes, his face was indifferent, his eyes were calm, and he asked, "So what?"

Hearing the words, Stern Jun had a blank look on his face, yes, so what?

Why did I say this to him?Want to make him hate and resent himself even more?

This is simply a kind of self-abuse.

After finishing speaking, Meng Yun turned around and entered the room again, leaving Strict Jun standing alone with a crazy and desperate smile.

The next day, when Yan went to Mu Qing's company to deliver lunch to him, he found that his office floor, the surrounding secretary's office, and front desk and logistics had all been removed, and some workers were dismantling office cubicles and wall baffles.

After arriving at the office, he asked Mu Qing strangely.

"Ah, that, I plan to build a greenhouse on this floor and the top floor. The preliminary plan is two botanical gardens and a large garden. What do you think?"

Shi Yan looked at him in bewilderment: "What are you asking for my opinion? This is your office. Also, okay, why build a greenhouse?"

"Every time you come here, you can't go out for a walk. I don't think it's good for the baby. It's specially built for you and Xiao Yezi. In the future, if you bring Mumu to play, you don't have to worry about being seen by outsiders."

"..." Shi Yan looked at him speechlessly for a long time, covered his forehead, and said in disbelief: "I finally know how those foolish kings in ancient times came to be."

"Stop the construction immediately, or I will never take a step closer to your company in the future! You are a company boss, how can you show your selfish desires in front of employees!"

"What's the matter, anyway, only high-level people can come up to my floor! Yanyan, don't you want to live a world of two people with me?!"

"I want to live a two-person world with you. The villa at home is so spacious and there is a beach. Why do I hide in this narrow and stuffy place?"

"Do you think it's boring here! Then let's open up the upper and lower floors!"

Mu Qing enthusiastically took out the drawing and wrote notes on it.

Shi Yan was so angry that she slapped the drawing, "Mu Qing, will you listen to me?!"

Mu Qing put down the pen in a good-tempered manner, and took his hand, "Honey, this is my private place, I can change it as I like, don't worry, no one dares to say anything."

Shi Yan shook off his hand without saying a word, still looking at him with a firm attitude.

"Okay." In the end, Mu Qing had no choice but to put away the blueprint, "I won't build a greenhouse."

"Nothing is allowed. Tell the secretary and the others to move back, why are you like a child, managing the company is not a child's play - ouch!"

Probably a little excited just now, which affected the baby in the stomach, Shi Yan was kicked, covered her stomach and frowned and cried out.

Mu Qing jumped up in fright, "Yanyan, Yanyan, what's wrong?"

Shi Yan fell to the ground with her arms around her stomach, "Mu Qing, my stomach hurts—"

Mu Qing's eyes immediately turned red, and he supported him with both hands to lie down on the sofa, "Yanyan, how are you? I'll call the doctor right away."

Shi Yan clenched his hand tightly and groaned in pain, moaning endlessly.

Mu Qing turned around after calling and saw blood oozing from Shi Yan's legs and pants, so frightened that he knelt down and asked in a panic, "Yan Yan, bleeding, what should I do? How are you?"

"It's okay, Mu Qing, it's okay, don't be afraid, don't be nervous, the baby will be fine, he's very strong." Tears flowed out unknowingly, this was the first time Shiyan himself faced this situation, pretending to be calm comfort him.

"I can't move right now, who did you call just now, and told them to arrange an ambulance to come over there directly." After a short period of stomach cramps and pains, he slowly calmed down, and Shi Yan quickly directed Mu Qing with a pale face.

"Okay!" Mu Qing called again trembling.

Shi Yan took a deep breath, tried to relax her body, and relieved the excessive tension. When the ambulance arrived, the tearing pain in her stomach and lower body did not reappear.

After being sent to the hospital, the doctor arranged by Mr. Zeng and Song Rongyin agreed that it was a sign of miscarriage. His pregnancy was originally unstable, and now in the late pregnancy, there are more and more uncertainties and dangers.

After the examination, Mrs. Zeng asked Shiyan to stay in bed for at least half a month, and to minimize walking until the fetus was stable.

Mu Qing nodded and asked Song Rongyin to help arrange a special personal escort to take care of Shi Yan at the villa.

In the past few months, apart from an accident when I first discovered the child, the past few months have been quiet, the child has developed well, and they were careless. Now the late pregnancy is the time when we need to pay attention most.

After sending the doctors and experts away, Mu Qing knelt in front of Shi Yan and blamed herself, "It's all my fault, I know you are not in good health, but I still make you work hard."

Shi Yan shook her head, "It's not your fault, it's my carelessness. I will pay attention to it in the future."

"Let's go together." Mu Qing held his hand, "Little Mumu, don't worry about it recently, I will take care of him personally, as for extracurricular tutoring, I plan to send him to Brother Rong Jin for him and Shan Jin What do you think about studying with the two little guys from Rongqin's family?"

Shi Yan said with some concern: "In the past five years, I have treated him as free-range education, without too much restraint. I don't know if he can get used to the elite education at the Song family. Don't cause a backlash."

"Don't worry, the tutor over there will formulate a systematic curriculum according to each child's personality. Elite education is not destructive education, Yan Yan."

"Then you take him to contact some other day, don't force him to learn, Mu Qing."

"Don't worry, Yanyan." Mu Qing assured him, carefully placing his hand on his stomach, "How do you feel now?"

Shi Yan asked him to look at the fetal heart rate detector next to him, "It's all right. Mu Qing, I'm a little scared, in case the baby is born—"

Mu Qing covered his mouth, "We have to believe in modern medicine. All screening and data are fine. The baby is 90.00% sure to be normal. Even if something happens, I will bear it with you."

Shi Yan nodded, "Yes."

Mu Qing stroked his face with emotion, "Yanyan, whenever I think that you were only alone when you were pregnant with Mumu, and you were worried and anxious all day long, I hate myself, I hate myself for leaving you alone to bear that kind of fear and pain."

Shi Yan showed a gentle smile and said: "Actually, thinking about it now, maybe it was destined. You see, after I found out that there was Mu Mu, you flew to the Middle East, lost your phone, and the pregnancy test stick I sent you You can't see the photos and Zeng Lao's diagnosis results;

When I came back, I ran into an affair with Meng Yun who was sick again. Later, I sent you a message to explain, but you just threw your phone away.

Even if one of these can be avoided, we will not be separated for six years.It feels like we are really doomed to a catastrophe. "

"After the storm is the rainbow, Mu Qing, it's all right now, you're back, let's start over and forget all the unpleasantness of the past."

"Okay." Mu Qing finally smiled and caressed Shi Yan's face, "Yan Yan, I will stay at home and work with you and the baby during this time."

Shi Yan didn't object, and with him by his side, he would always feel more at ease.

When Xiao Mumu learned that the two fathers would stay at home recently, she jumped up happily and kept asking herself to ask for leave to come back to accompany the baby and father.

Shi Yan didn't let him mess around, but promised him that he could sleep with his fathers at night.

Meng Yun was in a meeting with several board members when Yan Jun broke into Meng Yun's office.

His eyes were red and he was emotional. Meng Yun calmly ended the meeting with several directors, and after they left, he asked slowly, "Are you here in person, what's the matter?"

Strict Jun sneered, and forced back his grief and anger to ask: "Don't you all know? Gu Liancheng disappeared, an account book was sent to the Disciplinary Inspection Commission, and Dad's application for medical parole was suppressed. You asked someone to do it, right?"

"Do you think I have such a great ability?" Meng Yun looked at the computer indifferently, his hands kept moving, and said.

"Li Jun, you are a lawyer, and you have been in charge of managing the interpersonal relationships of your father's faction these years. You should be very clear about what I can and cannot do."

Stopping to pick up the teacup, Meng Yun calmly looked at his sternness with sadness on his face, and continued: "Some things, I don't tell you that you don't believe it, and you don't believe it if I tell you. Tell me, what should I do?"

"Besides, don't you have something against me? You know, my purpose is very simple, I want the Gu family to disappear!"

"I don't know, Meng Yun, I don't know if your target is only the Gu family. Maybe you already knew—" Yan Jun stopped talking, bit his lip and looked at Meng Yun suspiciously again.

Meng Yun raised his eyes to look at him, and asked calmly, "Know what?"

Yan Yan shook his head sadly, even if they already knew each other well, the words of questioning cannot be easily said, because that would mean tearing the face completely, and there is no room for turning around.

Walking behind Meng Yun's desk, bending over to touch his face, leaning over, "I love you, Meng Yun, let's leave everything behind and leave here, okay?"

Meng Yun tilted his head to kiss him, submissive and gentle.

Yan Jun was so painful that his heart was trembling, and he lamented, "It would be great if you were more ruthless to me, Meng Yun, really, sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy."

Meng Yun pinched his chin and said softly: "There are still 10 minutes to get off work, let's go together, and go to your place tonight."

"En." Yan Yan opened his eyes, concealed his emotions, and nodded.

"You don't need to worry too much about your father. As long as you have dealt with the books and materials in hand, the Disciplinary Inspection Commission will naturally let him go if they can't find any more evidence."

Stern Jun forced a smile and helped him tidy up his tie and shirt, "You continue to work, I'll wait for you." After speaking, he walked to the window to look at the sky.

"By the way, Gu Chengxi is Gu Liancheng's illegitimate son. If something happened to Gu Liancheng, Li Lian should call him back from the United States." Stern Jun reminded Meng Yun as if he suddenly remembered. There was no surprise, as if it had been expected long ago, Stern didn't want to think about it any further, turned his head and forced himself to calm down.

On the way back after dinner at night, I called Shiyan. He has been resting in bed for the past few days, and has been complaining to him that he is too boring, and Mu Qing always forbids him to move around.

Although there is a lot of dissatisfaction in the words, it can't hide the strong sense of happiness.

If Keqing hadn't left, wouldn't they be living an ordinary life like Shi Yan and the others now, as a happy family?

Meng Yun didn't know.

The torrent of life pushed him into an unknowable abyss, and there was no way back but to go forward.

After hanging up the phone, Strict Jun, who was sitting by the side, said enviously, "It's great that they can have their own children."

After speaking, his expression changed slightly, and he suddenly remembered that the dead Jiang Keqing also had a special physique and could be pregnant.

So he stopped talking and turned to look out the car window.

Meng Yun lowered his head and continued to deal with work matters, as if he didn't hear his sigh.

Back home, the room was empty, and Yan Yan couldn't wait to get close to Meng Yun.

Meng Yun pushed him away, "I still have something to deal with, you go to wash first."

"It's still early, and it's the same as dealing with it later."

Meng Yun sighed and said nothing more.

Most of the time, the two people are stricter and more powerful. Meng Yun didn't force this, because he didn't really feel anything. When he was with this person, there always seemed to be a hole in his heart, empty and cold, and he couldn't hold anything. .

Turning my head to look out the window, the weather has been fine recently, and the moon can always be seen at night.

At this time, the white moonlight fell on the floor, the curtains of the wind-floating windows moved slightly, and the shadows of trees in the courtyard outside the window were flickering.

……

Today is weird and different.

With the smell of blood in his mouth, Meng Yun was a little lost.

Yan Jun seemed to be enjoying the last gluttonous feast, releasing his inner feelings towards him that were constantly being cut and confused.

Meng Yun still avoids it, but he doesn't like to hurt a person through this aspect, so he just pushes it halfway, neither obsessing nor rejecting it, just as close as possible.

The indifference and severity towards him were all expected. She grabbed his hand, separated his fingers and interlocked his fingers. Looking at the two overlapped hands, she suddenly said: "Ring..."

"Huh?" Meng Yun didn't hear clearly, the cold moonlight fell on his face and body, emitting a slight blue-white light and shadow.

Strict Jun smiled wryly, his eyes fell on the vase on the walnut tea cabinet next to it, and there was a bouquet of irises in it, his eyes suddenly became hot, he raised his hand to cover them, and stammered, "Meng Yun, hi-hi, hi!"

Meng Yun didn't seem to hear it, and kept silent.

Wanting to get up from the floor, Yan Yanjun grabbed him and refused to let go.

"Okay, Li Jun." He raised his head and kissed his eyes, kissing away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Strictly grabbed his shoulder blades, hugged him fiercely, and said distressedly: "If I could do it all over again, I would definitely not—"

Meng Yun said nothing, in this world, there is no regret medicine, if there is regret medicine, why can't time be turned back, why can't he return his love?

Therefore, he rarely said regretful words.

What has happened now can never be changed!

Keqing, I will never come back again!

No matter how painful it is, even if my heart is crying blood, this is the reality that I must recognize.

If you want to live, this reality must be engraved in your soul!

Ah——I miss Keqing so much, I miss his soft and pleasant appearance in my arms, I miss his young face with a charming smile, and I miss his crisp and carefree sweet laughter.

Meng Yun numbly let him hold him tightly, the white moonlight on the floor was dazzling, the painful hatred deep in his heart seemed to be pierced by such light, and black blood flowed out.