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One day off on weekends, Shi Yan didn't go back to the company's apartment and couldn't be contacted all the time. Mu Qing anxiously looked for his contact information everywhere, but the address registered in the company's address book was the apartment address Jinghua arranged for him. If Chun Hao wanted it, he wouldn't give it up to [-] to [-] yuan. When looking for his other colleagues, they didn't know where he lived.

I'm really afraid that he won't come to work. Mu Qing waited at the door for a long time on Monday morning but didn't wait for anyone to come back. He came to the company in fear and asked the secretary if Shi Yan was at work. Come, this meeting should be an early meeting with the original company."

"Mu Dong—"

"I won't attend today's morning meeting, let the bosses arrange it themselves." Mu Qing went straight to Shi Yan's office without waiting to put down his briefcase.

When he arrived at the door, he hurriedly pulled the suit on his body, and after tidying up, he raised his hand and knocked on the office door.

Unexpectedly, the door was opened from the inside first, Shi Yan stood at the door with a briefcase in his hand, his face was still not very good, the marks on his neck were completely covered by his well-dressed shirt, except for a deep scar on the root of his ear. Colored blood red marks.

Seeing him, the other party obviously paused before returning to normal: "Is there something wrong with Mr. Mu?"

Mu Qing approached him, "Why didn't you answer my phone? How is your body? Is there any discomfort?"

Shi Yan nodded perfunctorily, "Thank you, Mr. Mu, for your concern. I'm fine. If there's nothing else, please excuse me. I'm going on a business trip."

Mu Qing grabbed his arm and looked at him pleadingly, "Yanyan, can we talk?"

It has been six years, and many things have to be discussed, otherwise there is no way to reconcile.

Mu Qing didn't want to give up, and couldn't give up.

Shi Yan frowned and pushed him away, and said coldly: "It's only now, don't you think it's a bit late? Besides, if you want to break up, then break up, if you want to be together, stay together, what do you think of me?"

With a sneer, Shi Yan picked up her briefcase and walked away from the somewhat sluggish man in front of her.

Shi Yan is persistent and stubborn.

Facing Shi Yan who armed himself like an iron wall, Mu Qing was helpless, had no way to approach him, and could not think of a way to soften his attitude.

Obviously, that night on the ship, I could feel that he was still so attached to him.

In the evening, when Shi Yan returned to the apartment after a business trip at eleven o'clock in the evening, she was extremely tired. When she got out of the elevator, she saw Mu Qing squatting in front of the house with her legs crossed from a distance.

Opposite was his house, and he wanted to sit at the door of his own house. Shiyan grabbed a handful of hair in annoyance, walked over to open the door with a password and fingerprints, and ignored the man who looked like an abandoned dog beside him.

After entering the door, he turned around and closed the door, and saw the man standing outside the door looking at him pitifully, with his hands on the door frame, gave him a cold look, turned around and entered the room without closing the door at all.

Mu Qing stood at the door and tried for a long time, but he didn't hear the words to drive people away, so he quietly entered the room and closed the door, took off his shoes at the door and walked into the living room barefoot.

Shi Yan took off his coat, went to the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water and came out to see him, his expression was still cold, Mu Qing bowed his head and stood obediently in front of him, clasped his hands together nervously, not daring to show his breath.

After waiting for a long time, Mu Qing still didn't get the word to drive him away. Mu Qing raised his head and saw Shi Yan walking into the study with a water glass, leaving him standing awkwardly in the living room alone, either leaving or staying.

On a business trip today, a lot of official business was piled up and unfinished. Shi Yan worked overtime in the study until two o'clock in the night. After barely finishing work, she went back to the bedroom to take a shower and change pajamas. She saw Mu Qing curled up on the sofa in the bedroom and dozed off.

He is the boss of a big company, chasing after his ass all day long, is he so leisurely?

Forget it, this is not something I should worry about. I went to the bathroom to take a shower, dried my hair, hesitated before going to bed, and took a blanket from the closet to cover it. on a man in clothes.

Turn off the light and lie down on the bed. When he was about to fall asleep in a daze, the quilt was suddenly lifted, and his body with a warm fragrance leaned over to hold him in his arms. Arch each other's chest, find a familiar position, and fall asleep peacefully.

Six years, two thousand days and nights, long and painful.

Logically speaking, the relationship that was only a year old should have been almost forgotten.

However, probably because of the first love, or because it was too unforgettable, many times when she opened her eyes in the morning, Shi Yan would mistakenly think that she was still in the home with warm sunshine.

It just changed from a high-rise mansion to a humble and cramped apartment.

"Morning!" Mu Qing took a scarf from the sofa and spread it over Shi Yan's shoulders, "The temperature is low in the morning, don't catch a cold."

When Shi Yan sat at the dining table, it was the Chinese and Western breakfast in his memory.

The relationship between them is actually very strange, just like this ordinary breakfast.

Mu Qing never thought of changing his habit to eat Chinese breakfast for him; Shi Yan himself didn't think of changing her habit to go along with him and eat Western breakfast.

They are on their own, guarding against each other to prevent the other from invading their lives too much, but they also hide it as if they really love each other so much that they can't extricate themselves.

It's just self-deception.

Without much appetite, Shi Yan didn't even pick up her chopsticks, so she got up and said, "I'm off to work, Mr. Mu, please help yourself."

Mu Qing looked at him nervously: "Is it not to your liking? I made it according to your previous taste, you like—"

Shi Yan turned around and looked at him with extremely tired eyes: "Young Master Mu, whether in the past or now, I have said many times, you don't have to wrong yourself, this is your territory, and whatever you want to do is yours free.

Your hypocrisy and forbearance will eventually make yourself abnormal and will explode one day, why bother?As First Young Master Mu, do you want anything?There is really no need to pretend to be aggrieved and magnanimous. "

Mu Qing bowed his head at what he said.

Shi Yan didn't know why she suddenly said that, what this person was going to do had nothing to do with her in the first place.

If you go back to the bedroom in a bad mood, you should quickly change your clothes and go to work. Now is the busiest time at the end of the year, how can you have the energy to worry about other people's affairs.

When he came out of the bedroom, he saw Mu Qing sitting at the dining table eating breakfast alone. He could tell from the first glance that he didn't know the taste of the food, and his expression was gloomy and depressed.

Go straight through the restaurant to the foyer to change your shoes and go out.

In this way, Mu Qing temporarily moved to live with Shi Yan, neither refusing nor welcoming him, treating him as a decoration, except for the sexual reprimand on the first morning, Shi Yan later treated his every move No longer pay attention.

There are many banquets at the end of the year, the year-end summary at home and abroad, and the New Year's plan at the beginning of the year. He, the chairman, has to participate in it. He doesn't have much time to live at home, so that one day when he came home suddenly, he found that Shi Yan's luggage in the apartment was less than half , The room was also cleaned up and covered with a dustproof cloth, only to realize that the company was on holiday, and Shi Yan left without even saying hello to him.

The relationship between them did not become closer because they lived together, but became more and more strange.

Late on New Year's Eve, when the New Year's Eve bell rang, Mu Qing tried to call Shi Yan's cell phone again. The loneliness and crazy thoughts in his heart were about to swallow him up. Even if he was scolded, he just wanted to hear his voice .

Unexpectedly, the phone got through.

"Hello." There was a loud sound of firecrackers on the phone, and the moment Mu Qing heard the other party's calm and indifferent voice, his restless heart calmed down, "Yanyan, happy new year."

"Happy New Year."

The extremely indifferent voice made Mu Qing tightly hold the phone in his hand, his emotions suddenly collapsed, tears poured down from the phone, and he was speechless.

Shi Yan listened to the suppressed and painful cry on the other end of the phone, looked sideways at the sleeping face of her son sleeping beside her, without any fluctuations in her heart, raised her hand to touch the child's soft and immature cheek, with a bitter smile on the corner of her mouth, and said to him silently, Mu Mu, your father is back, we don't know when we will be reunited.

At the end of the ten-day Chinese New Year holiday, Shi Yan did not return to Jinghua to go to work, but went to Harvest to attend the opening work meeting and arranged the New Year's work with Mu Chunhao before returning.

Late at night on the tenth day of the lunar new year, I pulled my suitcase and opened the apartment door. I saw Mu Qing turned off the light in the living room, sitting on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, watching the TV in a daze. And lonely.

Hearing the sound of the door, Mu Qing sat up straight, put the pillow aside and stood up excitedly.

Shi Yan turned on the light, pulled the suitcase to the bedroom and put it away, took off her coat, took out her pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Mu Qing walked in and hugged him from behind, "I thought you wouldn't come back."

"I'm an adult." Unexpectedly, Shi Yan didn't break free from his arms immediately, and replied without emotion.

It is too immature and irrational to have a good job and not do it because of emotional problems in life.

"Yeah." Noticing his softening attitude, Mu Qing folded his arms and hugged him tighter, "I miss you, Yanyan."

Shi Yan hesitated for a moment, turned her head to let him bury his head in the crook of her neck, raised her arms to hug his head, and said in a low voice, "I should go take a bath."

"En." Weng replied angrily, nodded, but he still refused to let go of his arms.

Shi Yan sighed and had no choice but to let him continue to hug.

How many six years can a life have?

The best years, abandoned by the one you love the most.

Shi Yan thought she would hate.

However, every time I think about it, I only regret that they were too young at that time, and such a simple misunderstanding could not be resolved.

Mu Qing refused to accept Meng Yun who was sick, and the repeated compromises that forced him to ask for help finally forced him to give up.

In the end, it was just that I was not smooth enough in dealing with things. I agreed to hire a professional nurse to take care of Meng Yun early tomorrow to avoid too ambiguous contact.

Maybe, at that time, I was still vaguely expecting something, so that I hurt the man who loved me so recklessly.

The relationship has inexplicably eased up. Although Shi Yan's attitude is still lukewarm, it will not make people feel confused and angry, nor will he reject him regardless of his feelings.