brand on heart

Back in the room, being gently put on the bed, Jiang Keqing grabbed Meng Yun's shoulders and looked at him sadly, "Are you still willing to hug me, husband?"

This bruised body, riddled with holes in the heart.

Jiang Keqing didn't know whether Meng Yun could accept himself who was no longer clean.

Since they were rescued last Christmas, the two had never slept together. Jiang Keqing was afraid of showing him her body, and even more afraid of Meng Yun's contemptuous and repulsive gaze.

Meng Yun knelt on the edge of the bed, took his feet with both hands, and kissed his insteps and toes, "I love you, Keqing, no matter you are rich or poor, no matter you are injured or sick, I love you, you are my soul, my soul. Everything." Trembling lips kissed the white scar on his ankle.

Jiang Keqing shed tears, took his hand and pressed it to her body, "Here, Yun, don't you think I'm a monster?" There was an ugly scar there, which showed that he was different from normal men, he was weird Alternative.

"No, you are a gift from God." Meng Yun held his face and kissed his tears piously, "It took away everything from me, and you are the only hope, warmth and sunshine it left for me. Dear ,I love you."

"I love you too, Yun, at that time—" Jiang Keqing untied her clothes tremblingly, and fully displayed herself in front of Meng Yun's eyes, covered in scars and ugliness, "At that time, you were my only Support. He hit me, scolded me, insulted, humiliated, tortured—only when I think of you, I have the courage to survive."

For four months, both Jiang Keqing himself and Meng Yun were avoiding this topic.

This heartbroken and powerless topic can tear their souls apart.

There is an inconspicuous crack in the body, and the B-ultrasound shows that it is a birth canal that has differentiated itself to adapt to the pregnant body, leading to the uterus and ovary in Jiang Keqing's body.

This kind of hermaphrodite, genetic variation, and billions of people in the world, is not without similar cases, which has great research value, but it is undoubtedly the most painful for the person concerned.

After Jiang Keqing finished his treatment, Meng Yun asked Mu Qing to come forward and use the Xin family to put pressure on him to destroy all relevant materials.

Mutations that aren't obvious, can't even be used as combinations.

Jiang Keqing's face was pale, and he was slowly showing symptoms of convulsions. Meng Yun stopped and hugged him into his arms, "Honey, let's take our time."

"Okay." Jiang Keqing curled up in his arms with a gloomy expression and a cold heart. The sound of icy chains rubbing against the ground slipped past his ears, making him cover his ears violently.

very scary!

Is that nightmare coming back?

Meng Yun hugged him tightly, and whispered in a low voice: "King, the company's current situation has gradually stabilized, and it has started to make a meager profit last month. It will get better and better. Hongsheng's foundation is good, and the market is Guang, as long as you manage it with your heart, I believe it will not take long to turn losses into profits."

"Moreover, with Changhe and Jinghua as escorts, Hongsheng's future will definitely not be bad."

"When my business is successful and stabilized in the future, we will have a few children. Do you think it's okay?"

Jiang Keqing gave an absent-minded hum, cold sweat broke out from his palms, he quietly wiped it off on the bed sheet, and said, "I don't know if I can still give birth, after all, my body is so weird."

"Yes, I asked the doctor, and he said that your ovaries are different from women's. They are currently in a semi-mature stage and need long-term cultivation to ripen a follicle. Judging from your ability to conceive, you can successfully receive sperm. Yes. Keqing, we still have a long time to live, slowly build up our body, one child at a time, okay?"

"Why, how do you preserve it?" Meng Yun calmly and even comforted Jiang Keqing with a tone of joy, so that the pain in his heart could slowly subside, and asked curiously.

"Just don't wear a condom, and then—" Meng Yun whispered in his ear.

Jiang Keqing blushed when she heard this, and said in a low voice, "No wonder I didn't have stomach troubles when you were in it all the time before. I thought I was very talented."

Isn't it just talent?

The two reacted at the same time and smiled at each other.

Meng Yun hugged him tightly again, "But Qing is fine. We'll be fine, and when I avenge you, we'll leave Binhai and go back to our hometown."

"I don't know, Meng Yun, the Gu family is so powerful, how can we fight them? We have nothing, Meng Yun, I'm afraid."

"It's okay, don't worry, Keqing. If you can't do it in one year, it's two years. If you can't do it in two years, it's five years. It's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge. As long as you are by my side, no matter how many years it takes, I will do it for you." report!"

What you have endured, I must make sure that none of those connected people can find peace!

Jiang Keqing didn't answer, but leaned into Meng Yun's arms and said softly, "I love you, Meng Yun."

After Gu Chengxi was released on bail, he should have been under strict surveillance by the Gu family. At least within two weeks after he came out, Meng Yun and Shi Yan did not see him near the community.

Jiang Keqing recovered almost, Meng Yun decided to rent another house and move out after discussing with him.

Although Meng Yun has a company now, it is only in name. He has almost no liquidity on hand, so he can't spend a few million to buy a house for a while, and the one he rents is closer to Shi Yan's community. high-end apartment.

After signing the contract, Jiang Keqing started to pack and pack with Shi Yan.

As the saying goes, a broken home is worth a thousand gold. They have lived here for two years, and they have lost many items that cannot be parted.

Meng Yun has been busy preparing for the first round of financing after Hongsheng's acquisition these two days. Most of the time, Shi Yan was with Jiang Keqing.

Shi Yan was afraid that he would be negligent, so Mu Qing temporarily transferred Lao Lin to protect Jiang Keqing.

Jiang Keqing was still very repulsed by raw faces, so Shi Yan could only let Lao Lin follow and protect him from a distance, but she didn't feel uncomfortable.

The things were packed, and the boxes were piled up in the living room. After Meng Yun and Mu Qing rested on the weekend, they began to move things.

In the past two days, Meng Yunlu brought some boxes over one after another.

Jiang Keqing said that he had feelings for this house and wanted to stay for two more days, so Shi Yan stayed with him.

Tomorrow is the weekend, and Mu Qing will bring bodyguards to help. Jiang Keqing and Shi Yan discuss to cook a good meal for everyone before leaving, and go to a nearby supermarket to buy together.

Fortunately, the landlord brought the refrigerator, washing machine and the like, so there was no need to move it away, and the fresh meat bought back could be frozen.

After buying a bag of fresh oranges, Jiang Keqing said to Shi Yan: "I decided to enroll in a class to learn guitar there after I moved. The doctor asked me to choose some more relaxing hobbies to cultivate and slowly recuperate my emotions. .”

Shi Yan picked a few small onions, put them in a bag and put them in the shopping cart, then continued to the vegetable section, nodded: "Yes, don't worry, depression is hard to treat, and Meng Yun doesn't allow you to take medicine."

"He wants me to take care of my body, and wants me to get pregnant soon." Jiang Keqing said generously with a smile without shy away.

Shi Yan knew that Meng Yun's anxiety was a kind of shock therapy for Jiang Keqing's traumatic psychology. Although he loved Jiang Keqing, he didn't intend to let this matter haunt them for the rest of their lives, but chose to face the past with Jiang Keqing directly. pain and find ways to overcome it.

Of course, this method depends on Jiang Keqing's trust in him. If he doesn't believe in him, if he has doubts about him, he will fall into deeper pain and self-torture.

But it was obvious that Jiang Keqing believed in Meng Yun, and he gave Meng Yun his whole body and mind without any doubts.

"It's so nice of you to have your own children, Mu Qing and I, we don't know what will happen in the future." Shi Yan sighed, no one knows where we will go without any supportive feelings.

"Then, it would be great if Shiyan could have children like me." Jiang Keqing suddenly said whimsically, and turned around to look at Shiyan with a smile, "So, you won't be angry, and you didn't offend you, right?"

After all, not everyone can accept that they are different.

Shi Yan smiled slightly, shook her head, "No."

However, speaking of it, my life experience is a bit strange when I think about it carefully.

For some reason, Shi Yan thought of his father and his missing mother.

"That's great," Jiang Keqing said happily, "It's great that you are like me, Shi Yan."

The same is the same, and they also have the idea of ​​wanting to give birth to offspring for their partner, so they naturally accept his difference, and do not look at him with abuse or strange eyes.

Shi Yan looked at his smile with emotion, it had been a long time since he smiled so happily.

It seems that his illness is really getting better soon.

After buying the food, there were too many people at the checkout. Shi Yan asked Jiang Keqing to wait outside first. Jiang Keqing said that he was going to the jewelry store downstairs to buy something, so the two made an appointment to meet in the parking lot.

It's only about ten minutes apart, so it shouldn't matter, Shi Yan has no time to worry too much, the people in front of the line are moving forward.

After paying the bill, I came out and pushed the car and took the elevator downstairs to the parking lot.

From the rearview mirror, Lao Lin saw him coming with a shopping cart and got off early to help carry things into the car. Shi Yan asked, "Has Qing come down?"

Lao Lin shook his head, "Not yet, he's not with you?"

Shi Yan looked down at his watch, twenty minutes had passed, he didn't know what he wanted to buy, it would take so long, so he handed the things to Lao Lin, "Lao Lin, help me put the things in the car, I'll go up and have a look, don't what happened."

"Okay, call me if you need anything." Lao Lin responded casually.

Jiang Keqing doesn't have a cell phone.

After returning from the accident, Meng Yun didn't let him bring his mobile phone with him anymore, because he was afraid that he would see news about Gu Chengxi, and that Gu Chengxi would find out his mobile phone number and harass him.

There were several jewelry stores and cosmetics stores on the first floor of the shopping mall. Shiyan searched around but couldn't find anyone. She called Lao Lin and said that she hadn't returned yet, so she immediately became nervous and terrified.

"Ah, here we come!" Before hanging up the phone, Lao Lin exhaled heavily and exclaimed in surprise.

Shi Yan also breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I'll come down right away."

My God, I thought something really happened.

If this really happened, how should I explain to Meng Yun.

However, back in the underground parking lot, Jiang Keqing didn't look too well either. Shi Yan felt that he was in a bad mood, and asked softly, "What's wrong, Keqing?"

Jiang Keqing looked up at him. Under the dim light, Shi Yan was terrified by his gaze and shivered. When he came back to his senses, Jiang Keqing had already looked away, and said calmly, "It's nothing, I just didn't find it." something you want."

Shi Yan noticed the red velvet box in his hand.

Didn't find what you were looking for or did you buy it?

strange!

On the way back, Jiang Keqing glanced at the bright and relaxed situation in the supermarket just now, and curled up silently on the other side of the back seat. Shi Yan started talking to make him happy, but he didn't answer.

Shi Yan secretly said that it was terrible, he didn't know who he met during the period of separation just now.

After returning home, Shi Yan grabbed Jiang Keqing who wanted to go back to the room, and asked him as gently as possible: "Keqing, what happened at the mall? What's wrong with you?"

Jiang Keqing's face was pale, and she shook her head calmly, "No, it's fine. I originally wanted to buy a matching ring with Meng Yun, but I didn't have his size."

His eyes were dead, and his tone of voice gave people a strange feeling.

Shi Yan once again noticed the velvet box in his hand.

He wanted to ask, but was interrupted by Jiang Keqing, who looked up into his eyes and asked, "Shi Yan, do you like Meng Yun?"

Shi Yan paused, blushed and looked away embarrassedly, and nodded: "Well, I had a crush on him for three years. But now, I have fallen in love with Mu Qing and become friends with Meng Yun."

Jiang Keqing nodded, "That's good."

"?" Shi Yan looked at him incomprehensibly.

Jiang Keqing showed a pale smile, "You will take good care of him, right?"

Under those gazes, Shi Yan nodded strangely, "I will take good care of him."

Hearing this, Jiang Keqing smiled beautifully and brightly, "Okay, I'm relieved."

Shi Yan still wanted to ask him, but he already showed an extremely tired expression, "I'm tired and want to rest, goodbye, Shi Yan."

There was no other way, Shi Yan had no choice but to watch him walk into the bedroom and close the door.

Feeling uneasy after all, Shi Yan didn't dare to leave the door for half a step, and called Meng Yun. After briefly explaining what happened, Meng Yun immediately put down what he was doing and rushed back.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, it began to rain, spring drizzle, lingering and gentle.

Meng Yun hurried back without even opening an umbrella, Shi Yan apologized guiltily, "I'm sorry, I was negligent."

Jiang Keqing's sudden reaction was so big, she must have seen someone in the mall, or heard something.

"It's okay. I'll go in and see him, and I'll trouble you to make dinner."

It was getting late, and we were going to move tomorrow, Shi Yan walked into the kitchen nervously.

When Meng Yun returned to the room, he didn't know what he had said to Jiang Keqing. When Shiyan was ready for dinner, they had already come out hand in hand. Jiang Keqing frowned and said to Shiyan: "I'm sorry, I scared you at noon. It's just that I'm in a bad mood suddenly. You know, depression has a flare-up point, and I can't control it."

When Shi Yan looked at his smile, she still couldn't bear the jittery feeling in her heart, especially the conversation at the door of the bedroom after returning from the supermarket that was still reverberating in her mind.

That night, Meng Yun, Jiang Keqing and Shi Yan sat together after dinner as usual, Jiang Keqing hugged a pillow and watched cartoons in Meng Yun's arms, Shi Yan and Meng Yun discussed the outline and main points of the thesis writing.

The rain outside the house was pattering, and it was getting heavier and heavier, and the sound of the wind whistling on the balcony could be heard.

Shi Yan went to the balcony to put away the clothes she had washed during the day during her break. There was a lot of humidity and moisture. In this kind of weather, it was always impossible to dry the clothes completely.

When Mu Qing came over, it was already 10:30 in the middle of the night. Shi Yan didn't expect that he would come back from abroad today, and he called before saying that he would not arrive until tomorrow morning.

The two reunited after a small farewell, and couldn't bear the longing. After telling Meng Yun to take good care of Jiang Keqing, they hurried to leave together.

Meng Yun and Jiang Keqing sent them to the door, Jiang Keqing reluctantly stepped forward to hug Shi Yan, "byebye, Shi Yan."

"Good night, Keqing, we'll come over tomorrow to help you move, and have a good rest tonight." Couldn't help telling her repeatedly, Shi Yan couldn't explain the unreasonable uneasiness in her heart.

"Shi Yan, remember what I told you this afternoon." Jiang Keqing reminded when she let go of her hand.

While Shi Yan was in a daze, he had already closed the door with a smile.

"What's wrong?" Mu Qing took Shi Yan's hand to see that his face was not right, and asked.

Shi Yan frowned and shook her head, "I hope I thought too much." Jiang Keqing knew how much Meng Yun loved him, so he probably wouldn't do something stupid.

Coming down from upstairs to a place where no one was around, Mu Qing wanted to kiss Shiyan, but he pushed him away and ran back to the car holding hands. The door couldn't be closed properly, so the two kissed together.

Mu Qing closed the car door with one hand, and pressed the button to raise the soundproof baffle with the other hand, and kissed her face dimly while hugging her.

"My God, I can't help it now." Panting quickly, Mu Qing sighed, "I think you're going crazy."

Shi Yan was also too excited to speak.

It's only a ten-minute drive from Meng Yun's residence to where they live, and it's impossible to do it once anyway. The two can only kiss at different angles crazily.

When the car arrived at the underground parking lot, Lao Li and the others originally planned to drive away in another car, but who knew that before they got out of the car, Mu Qing hugged and got out of the car.

Lao Li and bodyguard Lao Lin looked at each other strangely.

I can bear this, the boss is good at kung fu.

If Mu Qing knew what they were thinking, he would have dealt with Shi Yan on the spot.

Sitting in the elevator, in a small space, even with a camera, Mu Qing still unfolded his coat and hugged him in his arms.

When the elevator reached the floor, Yan was so excited that he couldn't even walk, so Mu Qing picked him up and rushed home, and took off his clothes and pants directly at the door of the house.

After a crazy and confusing sex, Shi Yan finally collapsed and passed out in Mu Qing's arms, her body was completely drained, and she didn't know whether it was due to excessive shame or overloaded body, and she just lost consciousness like that.