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Seeing the person standing in front of him still with a pitiful and innocent face, Mu Qing felt powerless and deep pain in his heart, "Shi Yan, I said before that I like you. You don't need to respond to me, you can like others. But I I always thought there was a chance between us."

"What do you have to do so that you can see me? See how I treat you with sincerity? I think that since the first day of cohabitation, I have not deceived you at all."

Over the past three months, Mu Qing had the illusion that he was docile and dependent. He thought that he had almost fallen in love with him.

However, tonight, after hearing and witnessing his longing and love for the person he really loves, Mu Qing knew that he was wrong, and he was wrong!

Shi Yan looked at him weakly and sadly, "How could we have a chance, Mu Qing, I was taken care of by you. You have everything, but I have nothing, yet you want to cheat me of the only thing that belongs to me. Precious things. I will not take them out! If I take them out and offer them to you with both hands, one day you get tired of it and throw it away like a shoe, what should I do?"

Mu Qing laughed twice, self-deprecating and bitter, "You don't even want to try and draw conclusions, deny me, deny this relationship, why?"

"I don't have the capital to try, Mu Qing, I don't have the capital, and I dare not bet."

"I'm so unbelievable?! What am I in your eyes?" Mu Qing finally couldn't sit still, grabbed Shi Yan's shoulder, looked at him angrily and questioned.

His shoulder was in pain from being scratched, Shi Yan looked at him in fear, his bright red lips had turned pale at this moment, but the cruel words still flowed out, "How do you make me believe that a person who can use money and power The man who forced college students to sleep with me? I am still the person involved!! Mu Qing, I am human, and I will remember the kindness and pain others have given me!!"

Under the calm words, there is Shi Yan's anger at the whole incident, as well as irresistible sadness, as well as endless self-disgust and self-denial.

The strength in his whole body was taken away in an instant, Mu Qing let go of Shiyan weakly, and sat back on the bed in a daze.

In fact, he has never stopped self-reflection in his heart. Is there really nothing wrong with gaining the beauty in that way?Is Shi Yan really willing to stay by his side in this house?

There are vague answers.

So he tried his best to make amends, and put in 12 points of effort and patience to carefully manage this relationship that he forced.

But now, Shi Yan mercilessly gave him the answer.

wrong!

It was wrong at the beginning!

One wrong step and one wrong step!

Maybe without Mu Qing, Shi Yan would have nowhere to turn for help because of her grandmother's illness, would bump into walls everywhere, and would become even more miserable and embarrassed.

But so what, these still cannot change the fact that Mu Qing colluded with the school counselor to force the students to sell themselves, and these will never heal the hurt and despair that Shi Yan once brought.

Gratitude and gratitude are the same thing, but because of other people's charity, you have to prostrate yourself and sell your dignity. Shi Yan can't do it, and he will never be able to do it!

Covering her face with her hands, Mu Qing's scalp went numb for a moment, all her words became so pale, all her excuses and self-proofs became whitewashing and sophistry!

"I see." Nodding, Mu Qing lowered his head and said to Shi Yan: "It's too late, you go to rest. You have to work tomorrow night."

There was an exchange event at the nursing home this week, and grandma called to let Shi Yan not go there.

Those words hit Mu Qing even more than Shi Yan thought. He became extremely depressed, and his usually dazzling eyes also became dim. Heartbroken and in pain, he suddenly realized that he had hurt him.

Shi Yan didn't know how to deal with the complicated emotions in her heart at this moment, heartache, remorse, unwillingness and resentment.

During this period of time, Mu Qing's kindness to him and his care for him came to mind again, Shi Yan turned and opened the door in pain.

"Shi Yan!" Mu Qing put down his hands and turned to stop Shi Yan.

Shi Yan looked back at him with tears in her eyes.

"I'm sorry. I owe you a formal apology. I'm sorry for making you go through a bad experience. I'm sorry for leaving you alone to face the school's persecution and my own pressure. I shouldn't get you in this way. Obviously, I should There are better ways, and I chose the worst one. Please, forgive me."

Stared at by such eyes, Shi Yan couldn't face it at all, and quickly opened the door to leave.

After they left, Mu Qing turned around and buried his face in his palm again, everything was terrible!

Needless to say, both of them had a sleepless night.

In the morning, Mu Qing went downstairs after freshening up, and saw Shi Yan was already making breakfast in home clothes and apron.

Both of them had red eyes, especially Shi Yan, who cried too many times yesterday, and after going back to the room at night, I don't know if another person cried, his eyes were swollen and high.

Mu Qing sat at the dining table and watched Shi Yan's busy figure.

"I made spring rolls and muffins, do you want milk or porridge?" Shi Yan asked in a hoarse voice as he put a variety of Chinese and Western breakfasts on the table.

I don't know when he got up and started doing it.

"milk."

Mu Qing chose two or three dishes and put them in front of him. He didn't know the taste of the food, so did Shi Yan. After drinking a small bowl of porridge, he didn't move his chopsticks. Looking at the breakfast on the table, he apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I cooked too much. gone."

Mu Qing didn't comment, put down the knife and fork, stood up and left the table.

Shi Yan stared at the plate and cutlery he left behind in a daze.

After a while, Mu Qing came out of the kitchen with a small towel in his hand, Shi Yan was afraid that he would find himself feeling sad, and hurriedly got up, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and cleaned up the tableware.

Mu Qing came over and held his busy hand, wrapped ice in a towel in his hand and folded it into thin strips to gently cover his eyes, "Close your eyes."

Shi Yan followed his gesture and sat back on the stool, her eyes were cold, and the swollen and painful eyes were slightly relieved.

After applying it for a while, Mu Qing raised his hand to switch to the other side, and found that the hem of the clothes was pinched tightly by the man at some point, silently and cautiously relying on him.

Seemingly an unconscious move, when Shi Yan realized it, she let go of her hand like an electric shock and lowered her head.

Mu Qing pinched his chin and lifted it up, "Don't cry, your eyes are very swollen."

There were tears all over her fair face, and applying it like this had no effect at all.

"I'm sorry." Shi Yan whispered, sobbing, her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't even hear the voice clearly.

Mu Qing put down the towel and held him in his arms with heartache, "Yanyan, don't cry."

Shi Yan grabbed his clothes, shook her head slightly, and cried harder.

"I'm not angry with you." Fingers slowly stroking the hair on the back of his head, Mu Qing said as if talking to himself: "I'm angry with myself. Yanyan, I'm stupid, I used the wrong method, Can you forgive me?"

"Yeah." Shi Yan cried and nodded, hugged his waist tightly, and looked up at him, "I'm also angry with myself. Obviously, you are so kind to me, I just can't pass my own test."

Hearing this, Mu Qing felt relieved. After all, this person was not cruel. She bowed her head and gently kissed the tears away from his face, "Yanyan, promise me, let's start over. Forget all the unpleasant things in the past and let me pursue you again." OK?"

"It doesn't matter if you still have Meng Yun in your heart, I will try my best to replace him!"

Shi Yan raised her hand to hold his face, looked at him, her eyes were filled with crystal tears, and said shyly, "Mu Qing, Meng Yun is okay, I've already sorted it out."

Mu Qing was startled, recalling the conversation between the two last night, and suddenly realized that it was not a confession at all, it should be two people confessing their feelings to each other.

"Then, then can I pursue you?" The depression in my heart was suddenly swept away, and suddenly became enlightened, Mu Qing grinned and showed her white teeth, "That's great, Shiyan, you are so kind! "

Shi Yan was caught by his smile, bit her lips and demanded, "Don't bully me in the future."

"Yeah." Mu Qing kept nodding like a big dog, traced Shiyan's eyebrows with his fingers, and asked, "Yanyan, can I kiss you?"

Shi Yan took the initiative to put her wrist around his neck, pressed the back of his head with her palm, and kissed him up.

Mu Qing, why are you being so nice to me?

Your kindness to me has already caught me without a fight.

The heart knot was opened, the kiss was over, and the two looked at each other and giggled like fools under the sunshine of the morning sun.

Suddenly there was a loud grunt from his stomach, and Shi Yan blushed, "I'm not full yet."

I was in a bad mood last night, didn't eat much, cried for so long, and consumed too much energy. I didn't feel it before, but now I feel hungry.

"Then let's continue eating." Mu Qing pulled him to sit down, "Eat more, you have always been so thin."

"You too." Shi Yan put a spring roll on his plate.

The two of them didn't go out on Saturday, and Shi Yan's eyes would not be able to reduce the swelling for a while. After eating, Mu Qing gave him an ice compress for half an hour, and then they hugged each other on the sofa to catch up on sleep.

"Yan Yan, you are not allowed to talk about sleeping in separate rooms from now on." Mu Qing asked with her chin resting on the head of the person in her arms, hugging Shi Yan sideways.

"Yeah." Shi Yan nodded, drowsy.

"Does your body still hurt?" Putting his arms around his waist, Mu Qing rubbed Shi Yan's buttocks. He did it twice last night, both of which were quite hard.

Shaking his head, he put his legs on his waist, "Mu Qing, I'm sleepy, so I won't talk."

"it is good."

The scorching summer sun shines on the floor through the curtains of the French windows in the living room, and the room is filled with silence amidst the dust.

After getting up from a full sleep in the afternoon, Mu Qing drove to a nearby shopping mall with Shi Yan.

Mu Qing pushed the shopping cart for two steps, then stopped suddenly and said to Shi Yan, "Sit in, I'll push you."

Shi Yan glared at him, "I'm not a child."

"It doesn't matter, anyway, you are not heavy, and it is easy to push." ​​Mu Qing put his hand on his shoulder and said intimately.

Shi Yan still smiled and shook his head.

When I walked to the food area, two people walked towards me. One of them squatted in the shopping cart and raised his finger to the shelf next to him. "Brother, over there, help me get two bags of potato chips."

"If you eat too much of this thing, you will get angry, so eat less."

The man pushing behind raised his hand and threw two bags of potato chips into the shopping cart.

Mu Qing: "..."

"Shi Yan, why don't you sit in, I really want to push you."

Look how loving the couple is.

Shi Yan pretended not to hear, looked at the shopping shelves around her, and asked, "Do you want to buy some snacks?"

The two people in front looked up and saw them, and the man in charge of pushing the cart greeted Mu Qing with a smile: "Young Master Mu, what a coincidence, are you here to shop too?"

Mu Qing grabbed Shi Yan's hand and nodded, "Mr. Liang, rest today, it's rare to meet you."

Liang Chuan is masculine and handsome, wearing a black T-shirt, corduroy cotton pants, and a pair of light luxury brand casual sneakers on his feet. He is 35 and six years old, and he does not have the greasy feeling of a middle-aged man at all. Simply standing there, he looks like a fashion model .

Shi Yan couldn't help secretly comparing him and Mu Qing who was better looking.

Looking at Shi Yan, Liang Chuan smiled and asked, "Who is this?"

"Shi Yan, my boyfriend. Shi Yan, this is Mr. Liang Chuan who I mentioned to you before." Mu Qing introduced generously with a smile.

Shi Yan's scalp tingled, it turned out that this was the culprit who made him wear jade stones when he slept at night, he looks so upright, how could he think of using that kind of thing for his lover.

Stretch out your hand and greet politely, "Hello, Mr. Liang, I'm Shiyan."

Liang Chuanxu shook his hand, and introduced the man squatting in the shopping cart. The man's eyebrows and eyes were pure and innocent, but there was a more conspicuous scar on the brow bone, which made him less soft and more The rigid beauty of a man, "This is my lover, Bai Xiangyu."

"Hello!" Bai Xiangyu greeted with a smile, then touched his body, took out a business card and handed it to Shi Yan, "I'm Bai Xiangyu, who owns a gallery, come and have a sit if you have time."

Shi Yan took it with both hands and glanced at it. The name of the gallery, the contact person's name, phone number and address were printed on the printed business card. The business card had a light floral fragrance.

"Chuan Yu Gallery", the address is inside the Binhai Cultural Museum.

I remember seeing this gallery when I went to play before.

"Hello. I'm Shi Yan."

Bai Xiangyu lay on the edge of the shopping cart, looked at Shi Yan a few more times, and half-truthfully said, "Your face is beautiful, you have a classic charm, and you have a clean temperament. Do you want to come to my place and try to be a model?"

Shi Yan froze, not knowing how to answer.

Besides, when you are a model, don't you have to take off your clothes?

Liang Chuan rubbed the top of Bai Xiangyu's hair, and lightly reprimanded: "Don't scare people and children. Hehe, don't mind Mr. Shi, he is an oil painter, and occasionally he would say some irrelevant things."

"No." Bai Xiangyu grabbed his hand and held it in his hand, "Let's go quickly, the tuna that we ordered will be taken away later."

"That's it, First Young Master Mu, we have time to have a light meal together some other day." Liang Chuan pushed Bai Xiangyu to walk in another direction, and Bai Xiangyu waved to Shi Yan.

"Let's go too." Mu Qing said while holding Shi Yan's hand.

Weekends are private time, and no one wants others to disturb their two-person world.

"Mr. Liang himself looks more handsome than the media. He has the charm of a mature man." The two walked for a while, and Shi Yan sighed casually.

Mu Qing immediately became upset, "They are all old men, what charm. How can you compare with a youthful and sunny boy like me, hmph!"

"You are handsome too." Shi Yan smiled and added quickly.

Mu Qing grinned foolishly.

Tomorrow is Chinese Valentine's Day, there are discounts on chocolates in shopping malls, and there are also promotional activities.

Mu Qing bought five boxes in one go, costing thousands of dollars, and then dragged Shi Yan happily to draw,, prizes.

The top prize was a mountain bike, the others were roses, and couple rings and bracelets.

There were two chances, Mu Qing reached into the box and fumbled for a long time before taking it out, and handed the small ball to the little girl who was in charge of drawing prizes.

The little girl saw that they were handsome, and their voice was soft and sweet.

"Okay, sir, this is the prize you drew, and I'm going to open it now." Unscrew the small plastic ball, and take out a piece of paper from it, with Grand Prize written on it.

"Beep, beep, beep, beep!!" The crowd yelled loudly, a colored ball suddenly exploded above the heads of Mu Qing and Shi Yan, and countless colorful streamers and fireworks floated down.

"Congratulations to this gentleman, you have won the highest prize in this mall's Qixi Festival event, a foldable mountain bike worth 5000 yuan. Sir, let me confirm with you again, do you own the shopping list yourself?"

Things happened so fast, Mu Qing was overjoyed for a while before reacting and looked down at Shi Yan, "I won the lottery? Shi Yan, this is the first time I've won a lottery when I grow up, and it's still the special prize!"

He looked so stupid, Shi Yan couldn't help laughing, "Congratulations."

"Sir, is the shopping receipt your own?" The shopping guide in charge of the lottery had to ask again seeing that he ignored him for a long time.

Mu Qing took the shopping receipt from Shi Yan and walked up to the shopping guide, "Here, I bought it myself."

"Congratulations, sir, you have won the highest prize in this event. Please get the receipt and your winning number to register in the prize receiving area next to you, and take a group photo with our staff."

"Wow, the grand prize, what luck!"

"What kind of activity, let's try it."

The spectators around booed and turned around to buy chocolates.

Mu Qing was taken aside by the shopping guide and refused to leave, saying: "We have one more chance, I will go with my friend when he finishes smoking."

"Ok."

While talking, Shi Yan had already taken out her hand from the cardboard box and handed it to the shopping guide who won the lottery. After opening it, the shopping guide unfolded the small note inside for everyone to see, "Congratulations, sir, you have won the third prize. You can choose two A couple bracelet with the names of you and your lover engraved on it. Please take your shopping receipt and go to the award receiving area to register to receive the award."

"Oh, yes, thank you." Shi Yan took the note and looked back at Mu Qing. Both of them were wearing ribbons and fireworks, and walked over to help Mu Qing take off the things with a smile, "Let's go, let's get the prize."

There are not many people in the award receiving area. After registering to receive the award, Mu Qing happily took a photo with the awarding staff and hung it up next to him.

Shi Yan was picking and choosing at the booth covered with colorful stones.

The two people's names are both two characters, and it is very fast to find the corresponding stone, but Shi Yan's time character is relatively rare, so it took some time. After finding it, he planned to pass it to the stall owner to help him thread it on, but was stopped by Mu Qing , "We don't wear them here. Wait and go downstairs."

The number of people gradually increased, Shi Yan didn't ask any more questions, and after handing the winning ticket to the stall owner, he turned around with Mu Qing.

"Where's the bicycle?"

"Put it there for now, we'll pick it up later when we finish shopping." Mu Qingyan smiled at Yanyan, his cheeks turned red from happiness.

Shi Yan shook her head silently, she didn't want anything with First Young Master Mu's wealth, she didn't expect to be so happy just by winning a prize.

After shopping and paying the bill, Mu Qing took Shiyan to the jewelry counter to buy two bracelets and put the four stones on her hands.

The shopping guide at the counter kept saying that the jade in the counter could also be used to engrave names, and asked them if they wanted to change it.

Mu Qing refused two or three times, his face gradually turned cold.

After paying the bill, I took a special look at the nameplate on the chest of the shopping guide, "The quality of your shopping guides for XXX jewelry is so low now? Humph!"

The shopping guide's face changed, and the colleague next to him stopped him when he wanted to have an attack. He watched Mu Qing and the others turn and leave.

"Why are you stopping me?" The shopping guide pushed his colleague's hand away irritably.

The colleague patted her, "Didn't you notice that all the clothes they are wearing are luxury brands?"

"And our shopping mall is surrounded by rich people's districts. I have told you many times to be careful when you speak, and don't offend people."

"Luxury brands? They're all Xibei products. Otherwise, how could you use stones from the stalls to match jewelry? I really don't know much."

The colleague shook his head helplessly, and ignored her. The store was already extremely busy during the past two days of Chinese Valentine's Day.

When they came to the underground parking lot and put their things in the trunk, Mu Qing complained angrily, "I won't go to this kind of special cabinet to buy things in the future. They are not of good quality and the things are not good."

Shi Yan looked at the bracelet on her wrist, and said comfortingly, "Forget it, there are people like this everywhere. Besides, it's not suitable for us to use stones dyed by ordinary chemicals to match the jewelry in their shop."

"I don't care what I use to match. Even if I use sheep dung to match their jewelry, he has to obediently match it for me." Sitting in the car, Mu Qing cursed, "Besides, how can it be regarded as an ordinary stone? This is our stone. The jewelry you two paired for the first time, it was still drawn, the prize was drawn, and you picked it yourself. It means that we are a match made in heaven, hehe."

Unexpectedly, he would still think of this level, Shi Yan couldn't help feeling warm in her heart, she leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, "Got it, let's go home."

Mu Qing touched the place where he was kissed, his face became hot, and he muttered: "I'm outside now, don't tease me." Then he started the car.

Back home, put the chocolate in the refrigerator, Shi Yan cooks, and Mu Qing goes to the boxing room to fight.

Originally Mu Qing wanted to help, but Shi Yan refused, "I really like watching you boxing, go, it's still early, I can do it alone."

For this reason, after Mu Qing changed his clothes, he went to the kitchen and slipped around in front of Shi Yan, and lifted up his clothes to show him his abs and mermaid lines, making his face red from time to time.

The Sanda I practiced on weekdays, I practiced at night when I was not working, and now I have a good look. Shiyan's body is much stronger than before, and the muscles on her body have begun to shape, but in front of Mu Qing Still not enough to watch.