brand on heart

It stops at the lips and teeth, and is covered by the years.

——Anonymous

"Hmph!" The man above the body sneered in the dark, and said, "It's like a dead fish."

Shi Yan's face was dull, and his eyes fell on the ceiling through the face of the man in front of him.

Anyway, the lights were not turned on, so we couldn't see each other's expressions.

The other party got off the bed and walked to the bathroom.

It took Shi Yan a while to move her body, slowly got up and put on her clothes, and looked at the sky outside the tall building with the curtains not drawn.

It was already dawn, and a thin blush on the sky was like a woman's light blush, revealing a trace of warm charm.

Sitting up and supporting the edge of the bed took a while before I could stand up, my throat was dry.

The pain of the whole night completely succumbed to the initial unwillingness and grievance in his heart, leaving only numbness.

It turns out that lying under someone like this is going to completely lose their dignity.

What self-esteem, what face, all were shattered under the opponent's ruthless attack!

I staggered to the French window, pressed my hot palm against the cold glass, closed my eyes in pain and looked up, ah, hurry up to dawn, dispel the darkness in my heart and behind me.

It's a pity that God couldn't hear his weak pleading, it was still a gray sky, and large swaths of dark clouds were trying to cover even the last trace of red.

The pain of tossing and turning on the body left a chilling feeling of coldness and shame.

Clenching his fists tightly, he slammed his head against the transparent glass without a trace of cover. He couldn't support anymore, and his body fell down along the glass.

His elbow touched the booklet on the small table next to him, and he flipped it over and landed in front of him.

His eyes fell on the opened booklet, and what caught his eyes were two photos of his campus life, which seemed to be candid photos, and a folded printing paper was spread out beside him.

Grandma's photo was on the paper, Shi Yan tremblingly picked up the paper and opened it, it turned out to be a survey form!

That bastard actually investigated him!

"What are you looking at?!" A panicked voice came from behind.

Shi Yan turned her head, tried her best to stand up and spread the paper in front of him, "First Young Master Mu, what do you want to do?"

"What do you want to do?!"

The hoarse voice couldn't even cry out, only weak and powerless accusations remained.

Shi Yan grabbed the collar of the other party's nightgown and asked tearfully, "I have already fulfilled your wish, what else do you want to do?"

"I, I..." Thinking that his secret had been discovered, the young Mu family heir Mu Qing was so flustered that he ran out of words, "You, you, let go, let go!"

"No! You haven't told me what you want to do with our investigation. I have nothing, what else do you want to do?! You are a bastard, a bastard!" Shi Yan grabbed him and screamed almost mournfully.

It was just a chance meeting, and I went to listen to a bad business lecture given by First Young Master Mu, but I made a disapproving judgment and was about to revoke the scholarship he had originally set.

Shi Yan admits that he is a bit arrogant as a top student of S University, and admits that he should not judge others behind his back.

But he was not malicious.

But it happened to be heard by this person, and what was even more unexpected was that the other party was so small-minded, first asked the school to withdraw his scholarship, then asked the professor to kick him out of the research project, and then simply hinted to the counselor that he would pay the price, otherwise He will find a reason to expel him from school.

This year I am already a junior, as long as I persist for another year, or even less than a year, I will be able to go to the contracted unit for an internship and start working formally after half a year.

Shi Yan didn't want to give up the learning opportunity she had gained through hard work, and she didn't want to let her grandma's hard work go to waste.

But just happened to meet this person.

The mean-spirited wretch!

Mu Qing looked at his hysterical look, then at the questionnaire in his hand, calmed down, put on a poker face, "I can help you."

"What?" Shi Yan didn't immediately understand what he meant, and looked at him with tears in the corner of her eyes.

Mu Qing narrowed her eyes slightly, and explained patiently: "You sleep with me, and I'll take the money to treat your grandma's illness."

For a family that has lost their parents and has no one to rely on, uremia is undoubtedly devastating, not to mention that the elderly are so old.

This is why Shi Yan was unwilling to give up the scholarship and agreed to the counselor's suggestion to come over.

Even if there is only 2 to [-] yuan, it can slightly relieve the pressure caused by expensive medical expenses for a few days.

"Really?" Shi Yan let go of her hand suddenly, and leaned back against the glass, wanting the cold glass to force herself to calm down, closed her eyes, and retracted the tears from the corners of her eyes, "You mean, you want to keep me?"

"You can say that." Mu Qing looked at the simple questionnaire in his hand.

It's just the most inconspicuous life of the lowest family in society.

Although it deviated from my original plan and vision, but finally achieved the goal is not

As for the others, it will take a long time in the future, so take your time.

"Time limit, conditions?" Opening her eyes, Shi Yan asked, already sober and calm.

Mu Qing leaned on him, grabbed his waist, turned him around, and said, "Find a suitable doctor to cure your grandma's illness, arrange the best nursing home and care for her, and give you a house. 20 living expenses. As for the time—"

"Until I get tired of it."

"No, give me a time limit. Five years!" Shi Yan said tremblingly, "I don't want your money and house, as long as you help me cure my grandma's illness, I will sleep with you for five years for free!"

"It's quite sensible." Mu Qing was not polite again, "Five years is five years." Anyway, first catch the person and then talk.

Shi Yan bit her wrist, and opened her eyes wide to look at the sky. Beyond the tall buildings, the faint red in the line between sea and sky was finally covered by dark clouds, and the sky became darker and darker.

Looks like today is cloudy.

After being tossed all night, because of the inexplicable agreement in the morning, Mu Qing held him all day, and did not let him go until four o'clock in the afternoon after eating in the hotel room.

This bastard!

Get out of the car, touch the corner of the mouth that was bitten just now, is he a dog?Biting the body is not enough, just give him a bite when he gets off the car!

He was not sent to the school gate, and got off at the snack street behind the north gate.

Shi Yan took out the mobile phone in her backpack to check the time, it was almost five o'clock, today was the weekend, and Lu Wanyu had a two-hour math class at night.

If you go back and change your clothes, you have to start quickly, in case you are late in traffic jams, it will be bad.

Back in the dormitory, only Xia Chen was playing games live, and after saying hello, he took his clothes and went to the bathroom.

If there were not too many marks on the body, it could have been changed in the dormitory room.

Shiyan angrily pushed open the door and walked in.

"Shh-!"

A gust of hot water poured over his head, and Shi Yan was stunned for a moment before backing away, "Sorry, I didn't know there was someone inside."

It was Meng Yun taking a bath.

Wasn't he usually absent at this time in the past?

The person inside the door saw him and said coldly, "Close the door." He didn't feel embarrassed at all.

"Oh." Shi Yan's face was hot, and he exited the bathroom and closed the door behind him.

Before the door closed, he noticed a hideous scar across Meng Yun's back.

Shocked, came back to his senses, secretly thinking that he was confused by the hot steam inside, raised his hand and slapped himself.

The scorching heat on his face spread to his heart in an uncontrollable trend.

Shi Yan lowered her head and bit her lip, the clothes she was planning to change in her arms were also wet, so she had to change into a new one.

Meng Yun has a lover.

Jiang Keqing from the School of Chemical Engineering of the University of Science and Technology next door, and the two have been together since high school.

Meng Yun has never hidden his orientation, and he always brings Jiang Keqing to the dormitory to play openly.

Hey--

Don't think about it!

Now like this, it's useless to think about anything!

After drying the wet set of clothes on a hanger, the bathroom door was opened, and Meng Yun came out with a plastic basin for clothes and handkerchiefs.

Her hair was wet, she was wearing a T-shirt, and the skin on her neck was steamed pink.

Shi Yan found that her ears were starting to feel hot again, she quickly looked away, laughed awkwardly and said, "It's rare to see you in the dormitory at this time."

It is well known that Meng Yun is very busy during his three years in college. He works at least two jobs a day and never has a break.

"Well, come back and take a shower." Meng Yun walked to him, put the basin with dirty clothes under the faucet, and hung the towels to dry on the railing.

From time to time, Shi Yan's eyes glanced at his strong arms and his promising buttocks.

"By the way," Meng Yun turned around to wash his clothes, and Meng Yun suddenly looked back at Shi Yan, almost jumping up in fright, "What, what?"

Overreacting to him, Meng Yun was strangely silent for a while, and then said: "Didn't you ask me a few days ago if the bar recruited newcomers? Yesterday, someone resigned, and I asked the boss to keep the position. If I have time tomorrow, I will join you." Follow me over there to have a look?"

"Really?" Shi Yan looked at him in surprise, immediately forgot the embarrassment, and said with a smile, "I have nothing else to do tomorrow night, so I'll call you then?"

Grandma's uremia was only discovered some time ago, and the family's savings seemed to be unsustainable, so I had to find more jobs quickly.

The wages of tutors and milk tea shops are too low, and the wages paid by professors for research projects are not high.

Although Mu Qing promised to help him arrange it today, I really don't know how credible what the rich man said.

What's more, even if he doesn't fulfill his promise, Shi Yan feels that he can only suffer from being dumb, and there is no way to get revenge.

Or be more reliable.

"Okay." Meng Yun nodded and turned around to do the laundry. Shi Yan looked at his phone and had no time to dawdle by his side.

Besides, it would be embarrassing if she was found out about such a shady little crush.

After changing clothes and coming out, it happened that Meng Yun was also planning to go out, Shi Yan jumped for joy in her heart, and said, "Let's go out and take the car together."

Meng Yun nodded dispensably, and said, "Tomorrow night is an interview, so you should dress more formally."

"Okay." Shi Yan tightened the backpack strap.