my boyfriend cheated

The environment of the hospital always gives people a sense of loneliness.

Qin Shan took the bill to pay the money, and Tang Yun stayed in the ward alone.This is a three-person room, and there are two patients next to them, one is a three or four-year-old girl, and the other is a gray-haired old man.

The old man has a very kind personality, and his family keeps coming. He finally sent them away. Seeing Tang Yun looking over here, he sighed and said, "I can't help it, everyone doesn't listen to me now... "

Complaining like this, his face was wrinkled with a smile.

Tang Yun heard their conversation before, the old man's illness is not curable, and he is too old to undergo surgery, and his family members refused to give up and insisted on hospitalizing him.

Although the old man complained and didn't want to waste time and money, he must be very happy to be cared about by his family like this.

As for the little girl, she sleeps most of the time and has no parents to visit. I heard that she was abandoned and has congenital heart disease.

The old man, the child, and me.

Tang Yun felt very uncomfortable.

The little girl lying in the middle rubbed her eyes, she rarely woke up, her lips were purple in color, she licked her lips, and muttered like a dream: "Water..."

Tang Yun didn't hear clearly, got out of bed and walked over: "Guoguo, what's wrong?"

Guoguo is still awkward in speaking, because of being abandoned, she has a timid look: "I want water..."

The old man heard it, and his voice was like a bell: "Guoguo is thirsty, do you want some milk, grandpa has yogurt here."

Guoguo shook her head: "Thank you, Grandpa."

Tang Yun saw a pink kettle next to the bed, picked it up and weighed it, it was light, maybe there was no water, he wiped the sweat from Guoguo's forehead: "Uncle, go fetch water for you."

Guoguo's eyes narrowed into crescent moons, she spoke slowly: "Thank you brother."

Brother Tang Yun walked out with his feet floating.

When he came back from fetching water, he happened to see Qin Shan at the door. His face was solemn and heavy. He lowered his head against the door without knocking. He just stood there stupidly, holding the list tightly in his hand.

Tang Yun's heart throbbed with pain, pretending to see it casually, and raised his voice: "Qin Shan, you are back."

When Qin Shan heard the voice, he immediately turned his head away, paused for two seconds, and then turned his face as usual: "Well, where have you been?"

"I'm going to fetch water." Tang Yun raised the kettle, "Guoguo is waiting to drink water, let's go in."

Guoguo held the water glass and drank it one mouthful at a time. After drinking the water, she lay down and smiled at everyone. She was very cute.

Tang Yun didn't dare to look at her, so he smiled hastily and pretended to look out the window.

Qin Shan sat by the bed, held Tang Yun's hand, bowed his head and said, "It's okay, the doctor said, pay attention to your emotions, don't get ups and downs, take good care, and you'll be fine soon."

"I'm sorry." Tang Yun apologized softly.

"..."

Qin Shan didn't reply, but just held his hand tightly.

After a long time, he said with a trembling tone, "I won't let you leave me."

Tang Yun wanted to hug him, kiss him, and comfort him, but there were old and young in the ward, so he could only do some small movements secretly because of the attention.

He had an inexplicable confidence: "Qin Shan, I'm sure you'll be fine this time."

Qin Shan just refused to look up.

In the afternoon, the boss and the senior came to the hospital together. The boss looked worried: "I thought you were just taking an excuse to rest, but I didn't expect... oh..."

Tang Yun felt guilty.

The senior put the fruit basket aside with a bad expression: "What did the doctor say?"

Tang Yun said: "It hasn't been diagnosed yet, but there shouldn't be any major problems. I don't think there's anything wrong with it. It's pretty good."

The senior opened his mouth to scold him, but held back, and looked around: "Why isn't Qin Shan here?"

"He went to the bathroom." Tang Yun smiled, "Perhaps he drank too much water and ran many times today."

After all, the boss had experienced a lot, so he interjected, "Is your boyfriend? Not necessarily going to the bathroom."

"Why don't you go to the bathroom, maybe..." Before Tang Yun could react, he stopped laughing halfway through the sentence.

I feel uneasy.

You won't really hide in the bathroom and cry, will you?After thinking about it, Qin Shan's eyes don't look like he has been crying, and he can't get hooked on the image of hiding and crying secretly.

At this time, Tang Yun remembered another matter: "By the way, did the company call?"

When the boss heard it, he pulled his face: "No, I don't know what happened. I came for a while in the morning and stopped again. Otherwise, we wouldn't have time to visit you."

Tang Yun didn't mind the boss talking straight, and said with a smile, "This is an accident. It should be fine to explain it to the customer."

Seeing him smiling and not worried at all, the senior got angry: "You still have time to worry about work?"

"I'm lying here, and I have nothing to do."

"You're all right? Then what's the problem!"

Tang Yunxin continued, about my boyfriend cheating.He calculated that there were still three days left until the day Qin Shan cheated.

These three days, especially the last night, no matter what, Qin Shan must be firmly watched and not allowed to go anywhere.As for the illness, after the panic at the beginning, Tang Yun felt relieved for no reason. His body knew it, so it shouldn't be a serious illness.

After seeing off the boss and seniors, Tang Yun was also tired, lying on the hospital bed, and fell asleep in a daze.

Seeing Qin Shan in a trance, he was calling his name, the voice was far away, begging him to wake up: "Please! Wake up! Tang Yun!"

As if he had never seen Qin Shan so excited, Tang Yun couldn't help laughing, and was a little impatient, telling him not to sleep well.

A voice from far away is still shouting: "Tang Yun! Don't believe him! Wake up! I...hold...hold...time..."

The following words became more and more blurred, and Tang Yun couldn't hear clearly. He wanted to get closer to the voice, but he ran around and was still far away from the voice...Huh?running in and out?

Tang Yun slowly opened his eyes - it turned out to be a dream.

The moonlight outside the window is very good, and the room is deserted.Turning his head to look, Qin Shan was sitting on the edge of the bed, his head resting on his arms, his brows were tightly furrowed, and he was not sleeping soundly at all.

Tang Yun stretched out his hand, traced his eyebrows with his fingers, and smoothed them out little by little. Seeing Qin Shan's tense face relax, he nodded his brows twice with a smile in his eyes.

Suddenly feeling a little uncomfortable, looking up, Guoguo was curled up on the bed, her face was covered by the quilt, only a pair of big round eyes were exposed.Xu slept too much during the day, and now he is very energetic. When Tang Yun saw it, his eyes narrowed into crescents.

Tang Yun couldn't sleep at all right now, so he carefully moved Qin Shan to the hospital bed, covered the quilt, and sat on the chair beside the bed, listening to the snoring of the old man outside, he smiled at Guoguo.

Guoguo looked at it for a while, then suddenly stretched out her tiny arms and waved to him.

Tang Yun didn't know why, so he moved closer.

"Brother... sleep with me..."

After Guoguo finished speaking in a low voice, she made a big space to the side.Her body is really small, as big as a doll, and she is deliberately shrunk into a ball, so pitiful and cute.

Tang Yun wanted to refuse at first, but seeing the anticipation in Guoguo's eyes, he swallowed the words back, lay down carefully on the bed, and tucked the quilt over Guoguo and himself.

Neither of them felt sleepy, they looked at each other quietly.

Tang Yun couldn't help reaching out, wrapping his arms around Guoguo's head, stroking it up and down, Guoguo was delighted to be touched by the smooth hair, and laughed silently, revealing tiny white teeth.

Tang Yun didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't help thinking about Guoguo's life experience. His heart ached to death, and he gently kissed Guoguo's forehead.

Guoguo seemed surprised, touched his forehead with a look of surprise.

Tang Yun explained softly, "This is a goodnight kiss."

"...kiss..." Guoguo didn't seem to understand, but she was very happy, and raised her head to give Tang Yun a poke on the forehead.

"Brother, did you like Guoguo when you kissed me?"

Tang Yun smiled and said, "Of course, Guoguo is so cute."

The two talked softly, Guoguo seemed unable to hold back the joy, covered her mouth with her hands, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm not cute..."

"Who said that, I have never seen such a cute little angel like you."

Guoguo snorted with a smile, and suddenly frowned: "Then I'm so cute, why don't they want me?"

Tang Yun couldn't control his temper: "That's because they are blind!"

Guoguo covered her mouth and smiled, shyly retreated into the bed, and after a while, she popped up: "Brother, you are so kind."

Tang Yun thought in his heart, I'm not good, I just talk nicely.

In the hospital for the past two days, when listening to those nurses chatting, Guoguo was abandoned in the hospital after a few months. Grow up to three or four years old.

But her condition has been bad, and no one knows when she will die. No one is willing to adopt her, and the orphanage can't accept her. She can only rely on donations and live in the hospital for the time being.

This kind of experience led to Guoguo's unusually well-behaved personality. She doesn't cry or make trouble, and she is very happy when she treats her better. Although she is a small mess, she will say thank you when she sees people.

Tang Yun put his arms around Guoguo, and an idea came to his mind. This idea has been around since he heard about Guoguo's life experience. Now that the night is quiet, he suddenly becomes firm.

I just need to ask Qin Shan for his opinion. After all, the two of them live together, and suddenly there is an extra little girl, and there will be a lot of troubles in the future.

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The next day the doctor took the man and did a series of examinations. After the man left, Tang Yun was a little weak, so he took the opportunity to raise his thoughts to Qin Shan.

Unexpectedly, Qin Shan was very firm: "No."

Guoguo was taken away by the nurse for examination, and the old man was also taken out by his family to bask in the sun. Tang Yun felt relieved and increased his volume: "Why?"

He thought Qin Shan would support him.

Qin Shan still shook his head and said, "Tang Yun, you can support her and take care of her, but we cannot adopt her."

Tang Yun still didn't understand, and retorted: "Why, the two of us can't afford it, and it won't be too much trouble to hire a nanny in the future."

"Tang Yun, your thinking is too simple."

"I've thought enough!" Tang Yun was very angry.

Qin Shan suddenly touched his face, his eyes were gentle and complicated, Tang Yun's anger disappeared, and he whispered: "I just want to..."

"Tang Yun." Qin Shan's voice was very soft, "Have you ever thought that her illness won't last long, you take her home, watch her day and night, take good care of her, if one day she passes away, what will you do? "

Tang Yun just imagined the possibility and was a little out of breath: "But I..."

"We can provide her with funds, hire professional nurses to take care of her, and come to visit when she is free..." Qin Shan said in a hoarse voice, "Tang Yun, you can't put too much affection into her. If someone leaves, you won't be able to bear it."

Tang Yun was stunned.

After making the phone call that day, Qin Shan came to the hospital. He has been in the hospital for two days now, and he has been doing very well. Tang Yun himself thought that there was nothing wrong with him.

But now, Qin Shan's voice is hoarse, his eyes are gentle, and he still has no expression on his face, telling him not to invest too much emotion, otherwise it will be unbearable if he leaves.

Is this... talking about himself?

Tang Yun was belatedly aware of his unknown illness, which brought much panic and pressure to Qin Shan.

And tomorrow is the last day.

The author has something to say:

I don't know much about medical matters, but it's just set up like this, please don't pay attention to it_(:3」∠?)_