[Now] I want to hold your hand tightly

Zhou Jisheng once complained to Xu Haoran that he couldn't understand the thoughts of the little girls nowadays. One second he was smiling at you like a flower, and the next second he could kill Yujie instantly.Xu Haoran who was reading a book raised his head, glanced at Zhou Jisheng who was full of sorrow, then continued to read with his head down and said, "Don't guess what the girl is thinking, you can't even guess."

"I can't figure out yours either." Zhou Jisheng said to Xu Haoran with his chin in his hand.

Xu Haoran shrugged and put all his thoughts in the book.

The girl who had behaved politely at the banquet in the expert building the day before was in full swing the next day, she generously took Xu Haoran's arm in front of the girls who invited Xu Haoran to dinner, and expressed possession to them.The girls looked at each other, Xu Haoran wanted to explain, but Lin Yihan opened the mouth before Xu Haoran, and made the girls quit with one sentence: "Professor Nie introduced me to Haoran yesterday, and today is the second day we met." Although Lin Yihan didn't say anything, the girls opposite knew what Lin Yihan was going to say.How dare they compete with Lin Yihan for the marriage arranged by Professor Nie.

The atmosphere of the whole celebration banquet was dignified and extremely embarrassing.After eating, Lin Yihan rushed to pay the bill again, several girls gave up completely, they were not in the same rank as Lin Yihan.Originally, I was going to invite Xu Haoran to sing K, even the box was booked, but the last few girls said it was not good to go back to the dormitory too late, so they left.

Lin Yihan and the other girls were all gone, put away the smug smile on her face, and instantly became the daughter of a well-known scholarly family, and asked Xu Haoran to send her back.

On the other end of the phone, Zhou Jisheng was grinning from ear to ear when Xu Haoran told about it. Xu Haoran felt that Zhou Jisheng's smile was exaggerated, and reminded Zhou Jisheng: "Don't laugh, I have a big head now."

"Is that Miss Lin still looking for you these days?" Zhou Jisheng asked.

"No, it was just that one time. I didn't contact you again after that." Xu Haoran felt that it was necessary to clarify his relationship with Lin Yihan to Zhou Jisheng, and since the celebration banquet that broke up unhappy, Lin Yihan only sent a text message saying She has to prepare for the exam recently, so she won't meet Xu Haoran for the time being.Xu Haoran breathed a sigh of relief.

"This girl is quite interesting," Zhou Jisheng said to Xu Haoran in a joking tone, but he vaguely felt that Lin Yihan was not simple, but he didn't want to be full of other people in the conversation with Xu Haoran, so he changed the subject, Say what has been in my heart for several days, "Hey, this year's Christmas Eve and Christmas are weekends, would you like to come with me to see the new house, I plan to renovate it after the new year, and I will be with you next autumn Move in, okay?"

Xu Haoran's thoughts were still lingering on these recent troubles. Hearing Zhou Jisheng's words, he immediately put all those chaotic thoughts behind him. Moreover, Zhou Jisheng had asked him out twice and he didn't go. The last time was because of the meal A memorable celebration dinner.The last time was when Professor Lin said that he would invite him to dinner alone. Xu Haoran and Professor Lin talked about Zhao Geyi's retirement, who would take his place, and how he got along with Lin Yihan. Xu Haoran's mind was in chaos , he is now eager to leave the campus of Jingnan University to get some fresh air.

"Okay, I'll wait for you at the station at nine o'clock in the morning." Xu Haoran closed the lesson plan and gave Zhou Jisheng an affirmative answer.

This year's snow fell very capriciously. The snow stopped two days ago, and the warm sun was hanging on the blue mirror-like sky. Everyone felt that this year's Christmas Eve would be a good weather.Unexpectedly, the sky was gloomy again on the morning of the 24th, and it didn't take long for the snowflakes to fall to the world again, and the white blanket once again covered Jingnan City.

Xu Haoran was wearing the gloves that Zhou Jisheng had bought for him a month ago, and was standing by the bus stop with an umbrella in a daze.Pedestrians coming and going around are filled with enthusiastic smiles. Western festivals are also very popular in the East. In addition, New Year’s Day is approaching, and the atmosphere of festivals in the streets and alleys is getting stronger and stronger.

Zhou Jisheng and Xu Haoran are usually very punctual when they meet, but today Xu Haoran came out early.Xu Haoran has been entangled in various things in the school recently. It is rare that there is no one on the campus today, so he got up early, as if escaping from a cage, and almost flew out of the Jingnan University campus.Old He, the doorman, wanted to say hello to Xu Haoran, but Xu Haoran ran out like a gust of wind. Old He mumbled with hot tea that it was indeed a holiday. The students let the wind go, and so did the teacher.

It was 8:45 when Zhou Jisheng appeared in Xu Haoran's sight carrying three or four breakfast bags, 15 minutes before the time agreed upon by the two.Across the street, Zhou Jisheng looked at the person standing next to the station with an umbrella, and was a little surprised. What time did Xu Haoran come.

After the traffic light on the sidewalk turned green, Zhou Jisheng ran quickly to his lover. Xu Haoran took the breakfast bag in Zhou Jisheng's hand, opened the breakfast bag and gave Zhou Jisheng a cup of warm soybean milk while Said: "It's all spilled, walk slowly, and don't worry."

Zhou Jisheng took the soy milk from Xu Haoran, pointed to the breakfast bag Xu Haoran held in his hand and said, "Eat the freshly cooked Qijiawan beef pot stickers while they are hot."

Xu Haoran opened the breakfast bag, and a seductive fragrance wafted into their noses.At this time, the little girls waiting at the bus stop didn't know whether they were attracted by the smell of the potstickers, or by the two people at the bus stop who were showing their love in public. They glanced at Zhou Jisheng and Xu Haoran from time to time.

Xu Haoran noticed that he was being scrutinized, so he quickly turned his back to the passengers, and blocked Zhou Jisheng with an umbrella: "Go to the new house and eat while watching. It's not good to eat on the bus."

"Oh, then drink some hot milk first." Xu Haoran's stomach is not very good, Zhou Jisheng is afraid that Xu Haoran will starve.People with a bad stomach cannot drink soy milk, so Zhou Jisheng specially bought a cup of hot milk for Xu Haoran.

Xu Haoran took a few sips of hot milk, and the bus arrived.Xu Haoran took the umbrella for Zhou Jisheng, Zhou Jisheng held the milk for Xu Haoran, and they got into the car.

The road conditions are not good in heavy snow days. The driver drove for 10 minutes instead of [-] minutes.Fortunately, the air conditioner was turned on in the car, otherwise Zhou Jisheng was worried that the beef pot stickers would be cold.

After the two got out of the car, Zhou Jisheng hurriedly stuffed the breakfast bag containing beef pot stickers to Xu Haoran, then opened an umbrella to cover Xu Haoran's head, and held Xu Haoran to drink half of the milk for Xu Haoran, letting Xu Haoran eat a few first The pot stickers are used to pad the stomach.

"I'm not very hungry yet, let's eat later." Zhou Jisheng hadn't had breakfast yet, he didn't like beef very much, so he ordered a pancake, and the pancake bag was still intact in Zhou Jisheng's hand. I haven't eaten yet.

"You have a bad stomach, hurry up and eat a few to fill your stomach. It's winter now, let alone treat your stomach badly, eat a few." Zhou Jisheng's expression was rare, Zhou Jisheng would never be angry with Xu Haoran on weekdays, Unless Xu Haoran doesn't take good care of his body, Zhou Jisheng, the doctor, will keep a straight face.

Zhou Jisheng was so persistent, Xu Haoran couldn't refuse anymore, he ate four potstickers in a row, and then said to Zhou Jisheng: "Doctor Zhou, is it okay now?"

"Drink the milk too, you won't be able to drink it when it gets cold."

Xu Haoran followed suit one by one, the lingering exhaustion in his heart seemed to be driven out by these hot food, and now he felt very comfortable.

After Xu Haoran finished eating, Zhou Jisheng showed Xu Haoran the way, and the two walked in the snow towards their future new home.

The house that Zhou Jisheng bought was a relatively ordinary commodity house. The house type looked good, but the facilities and environment in the community were not very good.But Xu Haoran wouldn't be picky about these things. If Zhou Jisheng wasn't with him, he could definitely afford a big house of [-] square meters in a high-end residential area, and he didn't need to buy a rough house of [-] square meters and need a loan.

Their house was on the third floor, Zhou Jisheng opened the door and let Xu Haoran in first.A seventy-square-meter house is really not big, but it has everything from kitchen and bathroom to bedrooms and balconies. In Zhou Jisheng's words, even though a sparrow is small, it has all internal organs.

Zhou Jisheng happily told Xu Haoran about his decoration plan while drinking the cool soymilk. He asked Xu Haoran for his opinion from time to time, and Xu Haoran smiled and said that he always listened to Zhou Jisheng.

"Here I want to make a bookcase for you, and we also make one for our bedroom, oh, and the living room!" Zhou Jisheng pointed to a wall in the study and said, Xu Haoran is an associate professor of the Faculty of Arts, and the books he wants to read in the future will be more and more Zhou Jisheng thought about using all the space as much as possible to place books for Xu Haoran.

Xu Haoran laughed: "I still have an office. Besides, all the materials are in the computer now. I need a few mobile hard drives. A row of bookcases in the study is enough. So many files are in the way."

"Oh!" Zhou Jisheng nodded and took out his mobile phone to record something in the memo.

Seeing Zhou Jisheng's serious expression, Xu Haoran gradually felt warm in his heart.He looked at the house that belonged to them, and Zhou Jisheng who was planning and decorating with great interest, and the scene of him and Zhou Jisheng living in this room appeared in his mind.

"Haoran, what are you thinking?" Zhou Jisheng called out a few times. Seeing that the other party didn't respond, Xu Haoran walked up to Xu Haoran and called out again.

Xu Haoran came back to his senses, looking at the man in front of him, there was something shiny in the corner of his eyes.Zhou Jisheng seemed to be attracted by the light in Xu Haoran's eyes, and he felt a tinge of fire rising from the bottom of his heart. He involuntarily reached out and pressed Xu Haoran's shoulder, and lowered his head to kiss Xu Haoran's lips.

Tongues intertwined wantonly in the mouth, sometimes deep, sometimes shallow, the two gasped for each other, but neither of them thought to stop.

Zhou Jisheng's free hand gently hugged Xu Haoran's waist, Xu Haoran was a little thin, every time Zhou Jisheng went out with Xu Haoran, he would persuade Xu Haoran to eat more, but after so many years, he still didn't make Xu Haoran fatter.The hand holding Xu Haoran's shoulder gradually slid down along Xu Haoran's body until it stuck to Xu Haoran's lower leg, and a light flashed in the mind of the person intoxicated by the deep kiss of the other party.Xu Haoran pushed Zhou Jisheng away, wiped the saliva from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand, and while arranging some messy clothes, he looked at Zhou Jisheng, and after a long time he said, "Sorry, I'm not ready yet."

Zhou Jisheng also felt that he was a little out of control: "My...my fault, I...let me calm down for 10 minutes, and then we will go out to eat." After speaking, Zhou Jisheng rushed to the balcony, blowing the cold wind to make his heart Dryness reduces fire.

On Christmas Eve this year, the two had a meal together as before, and then went back to their places of residence.

On New Year's Day, Zhou Jisheng told Xu Haoran that he had already contacted the decoration company, and that the decoration company would give him the blueprints for the decoration before the new year, and start work after the new year.

Xu Haoran nodded and said that after the new year, he and Zhou Jisheng would do the decoration together. A few days later, the school was on winter vacation and Xu Haoran returned to his hometown. Zhou Jisheng was going to send Xu Haoran off, but he had to say goodbye to Xu Haoran on the phone after receiving the surgery notice.Like the previous Spring Festival, the two celebrated the New Year in different places.