long regret

From the time I met him to the time he left, it took ten years.

Only ten years.

And in these ten years, half of the time I just wandered around him like a stupid waste, but I just watched him.

I am very envious of those who can boldly show their affection, I am simply jealous.

But I can only be jealous.

As the years passed, I gradually got used to this powerless jealousy.

At the same time, people started talking to me.

Because I have passed the most suitable age for marriage, they used to think that I was arrogant, so they dared not say it. Now that I am considered "old", they probably think that I also want to marry a wife as soon as possible.

I declined.

At the same time, a stupid idea suddenly popped up, if I find a matchmaker to propose marriage to Ye Wuyou, what will his reaction be?

I sat on the marble steps in a daze, watching him dance with his sword.

The setting sun warmed his shadow, and his appearance of holding a sword was very chic, with a light wave of his wrist, the silhouette seemed to be a person in a painting.

I followed the shadow with my eyes, unable to think about anything else.

This is the person I like.

The flowing water of the dream spring is like a brocade, and the proud young man leans over to fiddle with the spring water, and the water drops flow from the side of the delicate wrist and between the slender knuckles.

The way he dances the sword seems to be able to write a long poem.

But I'm just a vulgar general, I don't have the ability to write this poem, I only know that he is such a perfect person, even if he has no feelings, he is still perfect in my heart.

I was stunned for a long time, and when I came back to my senses, he seemed to have been standing there for a long time.

I looked at his dark shadow and slowly looked up at him.

Tall and straight, aloof, quiet and indifferent.

It's as if nothing in this world can affect his decision, he can do whatever he wants to do, and no one can force him to do what he doesn't want to do.

including me.

What if I kneel down and beg him?

Of course, this was just a very radical idea suddenly, if I really knelt down to beg him, he would just stare blankly.

He will not understand how strong his desire is for me.

He just looked at me quietly without a trace of expression.

I suddenly wanted to laugh.