long regret

Four days after I returned to No.20 of Hidden Sword, people from Tiance came to my door.

It was a young soldier with dirty red sleeves, he said that the Tiance Mansion had been breached.

He said that Lingyan Pavilion and the main entrance were taken back, but the situation was also very bad.

He said that General Yang Ningyang of the Sky Spear died in battle.

He finally said that Chang Han also died on the battlefield.

It is said that he was seen by a brother among the few who survived. He was stabbed in the heart with a sword and fell down. No one saw him again.

Too many people died in this battle.

They couldn't find his body and eventually recovered his penis.

Yes, that's his.

I sat alone in the yard for a long time, and there was this gun in front of the table, a dark silver rod with a black iron head and pattern.

It is very strong and heavy, almost as good as my epee.

It takes a lot of energy to make this thing. It needs to be quenched many times, and the force must be unhurried. It is more delicate than stewed soup.

Come to think of it, that's the only trouble I ever had when I was building that Tia.

Yes, his weapon is mine.

I don't know when, he will ask me to make him a gun.

For the first time, he went to show off to the soldiers as soon as he got it, and it was also a great feat when he brought it to the battlefield.

Then he lied to me and said that I made powerful weapons, so there was a second and a third time.

In fact, it is very troublesome.

But I actually let him rely on me like this.

It's early spring again in February.

There is some tide by the West Lake, I touched the cold penis, it was a little wet, oh, it turns out that it can cry.

Standing in front of Lingyan Pavilion, I still feel unreal, like dreaming.

A few hundred feet to the south is the battlefield, where the Spikes are there, and the same is true for the north, with flames of war on all sides. I turned and looked in the direction of the yard where he and I used to live.

Can't see.

Everything related to him, except me, and the gun in my hand, only this small tablet in Lingyan Pavilion in front of me.

They didn't find him, and the Tiance Mansion was breached, so they had nothing to erect a tomb for him.

There is only such a tablet.

The position of Chang Han, the owl cavalry general of Tiance Mansion.

In fact, that's all, this is not such a sad thing, but I suddenly feel that many things have become indifferent.

I remembered that a few years ago he said that he wanted to marry me. At that time, I struggled for a whole year, whether he liked me or not.

It doesn't matter.

I don't understand until now that this is a very insignificant thing.

Because I want to see him, I want to stay with him, as for the relationship, as for why, as for the content, it is not that important.

Maybe it's called liking.

Usually their opinions, to put it bluntly, are the thoughts of some stupid mortals. In fact, I don't have to follow their ideas.

For example, I still haven't been able to find out what I can "picture" about him.

Maybe for me, liking means nothing.

Not for any reason, just for no reason, I hope to see this person every day, this is called liking.

Yes, that's called liking.

I stayed alone in Lingyan Pavilion for three days.

I made a new tablet for him and replaced the original one.

It's a sunny day.

It was probably a sunny day. I stood in front of Lingyan Pavilion, facing the east, squinting my eyes to see the distant horizon, slowly revealing the first ray of sunshine of the day.

Sunshine that is as clear and transparent as water.

I suddenly missed his smile.

On the first night I stayed in Lingyan Pavilion, his deputy told me, he told me everything I didn't know.

Like listening to a dream.

It's hard for me to imagine that a person who likes another person can endure ten years without telling him.

Oh because I "have no feelings".

For a whole ten years, he didn't come to teach me what liking is, only now when I see his spirit seat, I feel it's too late.

It's too late.

But I can't blame him.

For the first time, I felt that I was born in this world, and it turned out to be quite unsatisfactory.

If I "have feelings" and know what liking is, and what it means to be in love with each other, will we be able to live a little easier in the past ten years?

Does he feel more at ease when he hugs me?

he treats me well.

He has always been very good to me, but I don't understand, I should take it for granted that he should always look at me like this, smile at me, take good care of me, I should be used to him falling asleep with his arms around me, it should be taken for granted He should be allowed to treat me day after day like a serious married person.

This feeling is called liking.

He didn't teach me, and he didn't tell me, it's called liking.

The moment I dyed Qianye Changsheng red, I thought, in fact, my temper is not very good, and I am a bit bad.

If I catch up with him right now and tell him viciously, "Master, I don't need you to teach me to know that I like you", will he be surprised?

Will he be happy.