long regret

After he walked by, I could barely stand.

I tried my best to hold on to the railing of the paddock, and watched him go to my yard. He returned to "our home", and he finally chose not to regret the marriage.

I watched for a long time, barely daring to blink, and kept staring at his figure, which had become very small and could hardly be seen clearly, and swayed into the gate of the yard, and finally heaved a sigh of relief, and the whole person sat on the ground.

He didn't go.

He didn't leave me.

Sweat flowed into the eyes, with the dust of the school grounds, stinging.

I wiped my face carelessly.

I don't know whether to cry or laugh now.

Just now I couldn't tell if it was a flash of inspiration, or if it was just a broken jar, and I simply started making trouble for no reason.

Luckily, he lost out on me saying I'd never see him again.

He was happy to play with me.

This year is the sixth year, and we have not given up the practice of giving him wine to learn from him. His swordsmanship has become more and more refined, and at the same time, my martial arts has also improved a lot.

For a person like Wu Chi like him, it would probably be uncomfortable without me as a dedicated partner.

Although I want to think more affectionately, he doesn't want to see me.

Just take it for self comfort.

Yeah.

I went back a little late that night, washed up, and went back to the back room to see him lying on the bed with the sword formula as usual, drowsy.

He took the book in his hand, covered him tightly with the quilt, and saw that he opened his eyes.

I turned on the lamp, lifted the quilt and lay down, hugging him.

This is the second month after getting married, Beiman Mountain is still a bit cold at night, unfortunately I finally found out that Ye Wuyou is not very honest when he sleeps.

Fortunately, he has been living by the West Lake for more than 20 years, and fortunately, Zangjian is rich and self-willed, so he didn't freeze to death.

Now he lives with me. After all, I am a soldier, so the conditions are not so extravagant, and it is convenient for me to be lucky enough to be closer to him.

As usual, he did not intend to resist.

I silently thought, maybe he just spared the day, thank God.

Then life was much easier.

I dare not expect him to have a little affection for me, I just hope that his little habit and involuntary dependence on me can continue forever.

As long as it continues, you can live a peaceful life like this.

Luckily he doesn't seem to think about the crap anymore, getting married or whatever, liking or whatever.

He sleeps peacefully in my arms every night.

I am very satisfied.

Although he never showed the slightest emotion, he was just like a cat, using my arms as a nest and habitually curling up in it.

My contentment is almost at its peak.

I feel very happy.

If this life can be spent like this all the time, I feel very happy.

At that time, I just thought so foolishly, it's just a very happy thing to live a life of self-deception without talking about feelings.

Later, at his grave, I regretted it.