love, unspeakable

Looking at himself, why is he proud, what is he proud of?The string in his head broke with a bang, and he lay powerlessly on the bed, why did this happen, aren't they brothers, aren't they iron buddies?Qiao Xizhi couldn't accept this fact.

Chen Junping looked at his gloomy face, and his heart skipped a beat. The smile on his face quickly dissipated. After all, things were still developing in a bad direction.

"Qiao Xizhi..." The original smile was gone, his heart was tightened, and the last thing he wanted to happen happened. He shouldn't have done that last night, even if he was drunk. He was nervous Looking at Qiao Xizhi, he even stopped breathing.

"Where are my clothes?" Qiao Xizhi didn't look at him. It was the first time he was so indifferent to him. He felt uncomfortable, unspeakably uncomfortable. He didn't understand why things turned out like this. He wanted to leave here, he wanted to go back In his own home, he didn't want to see him.

Qiao Xizhi's indifference hurt Chen Junping deeply. It was not like this last night. He thought Qiao Xizhi remembered it, so he happily went shopping for vegetables and cooked a delicious breakfast for him.He thought that they would no longer be as simple as brothers from now on, and their relationship would deepen, but at this moment, it seems that they don't even have to be brothers.Chen Junping took the clean clothes and put them on the bed, looking at Qiao Xizhi anxiously.

"Get out." Qiao Xizhi still didn't look at him, his head was hurting, and his head was buzzing like it was about to explode.He trembled uncontrollably under the thin quilt, and his hands unconsciously clenched into fists.

Chen Junping couldn't bear to see his suppressed expression, took the Dendrobium, and said in a low tone as much as possible: "Your head hurts after a hangover, drink this first."

"No need." Qiao Xizhi knocked down the cup aggressively. Half of the liquid inside spilled on the bed, and the other half flowed on the floor. The cup was thrown far away, hit the ground and swirled rapidly, and a high-quality plastic cup appeared cracked.

Chen Junping watched the cup being knocked into the air, watched the cup fall to the ground and watched it stop spinning. He picked up the cup and left the room without saying anything.He was standing outside the door, his heart was so painful that he was suffocating, he wanted to cry, but there was no tear.He didn't know how to keep Qiao Xizhi, he knew that Qiao Xizhi was going to disappear from his life, but he couldn't catch him.

Qiao Xizhi lifted the quilt and looked at the marks on his body. He clearly knew what these were, but his broken memory couldn't remember why such things happened to them.He shouldn't blame Chen Junping, maybe he was drunk too, and what drunk people do is abnormal.They are all grown-ups, so they shouldn't have hurt their friendship over the years. Now calm down and think about how I overreacted just now, I should apologize to him.

While putting on clothes, there was a dull pain in his body, not unbearable, but that strange feeling reminded him that he must have been very crazy last night, and his heart, which had calmed down a little, became agitated again.Although it was broken, but the body is so clearly recorded, every place is reminding myself.

It took a long time for Qiao Xizhi to put on her clothes, and after a moment of stunned in the room, she finally got up and opened the door.

"Qiao Xizhi." As soon as the door opened, Chen Junping looked at him nervously, rubbing his hands restlessly on his pale jeans.

Qiao Xizhi didn't expect him to be standing at the door, and came out a little bit in a daze, but was still startled by his slight cry, and he retreated into the room reflexively.

Chen Junping didn't expect him to be like this, his face was full of horror, as if he was a monster, he didn't know whether he should go in or not.It's all over, it's all over.But he is not reconciled, what he said was good last night, he agreed, although it was a drunken promise, but how can he go back on what he said?

"Let go of me, let me go!" Qiao Xizhi struggled fiercely, he was not Chen Junping!Chen Junping would not treat him like this, no!

Chen Junping just didn't want him to leave, so he rushed into the room and hugged him from behind, hugging him tightly.

"Qiao Xizhi, I'm serious about you, I like you!" Chen Junping said loudly, if he forgot, he would say it again, and only hoped that he would not leave.

"Crazy, you crazy! I have always regarded you as a brother and trusted you so much, why did you do this!" Qiao Xizhi's face was full of anger, and he even trembled uncontrollably, his eyes were full of panic, fear, and disbelief. trust.

Facing Qiao Xizhi like this, Chen Junping didn't know what to do, he was completely panicked, he even complained about Jia Qixin, if he hadn't encouraged him to confess to Qiao Xizhi, how could they have ended up in such a situation!His worry was right, Qiao Xizhi was going to stay away from him, and they didn't even have to be friends from now on.He was very angry in his heart, angry with Jia Qixin, himself, and even Qiao Xizhi. Under Qiao Xizhi's constant struggle, the fire became more and more intense, and even burned the last trace of reason.Angrily, he pressed Qiao Xizhi to the floor and kissed his lips without any explanation. Seeing the despair in Qiao Xizhi's eyes and the suppressed tears in his eyes, he stopped, but did not let him go.

"Qiao Xizhi, listen to me, I'm serious about you, can't you feel what I've done for you for so many years? I love you, and I can't lose you, do you understand?" Tears clouded her eyes , did not fall, he leaned on him and cried, so many years of feelings, the love that has never been responded to will deteriorate and become extreme.

Seeing that Chen Junping lightened his strength and turned away from him, Qiao Xizhi staggered back to the window sill, sat there, surrounded himself as small as possible, and murmured absentmindedly: "I don't understand, I don't understand." .Why can't we be friends."

Just as Chen Junping wanted to get closer to him, he grabbed the pillow beside him and threw it at him: "I don't want to see you, get out!" The ferocious expression had never been seen on his face before, and it was even a little ferocious and terrifying, and a little hysterical.

"You have a good rest, I'm going to the store." Chen Junping knew that he could no longer provoke him, and could no longer force him.When I passed the restaurant, I saw the breakfast I made on the table. They were still steaming, but they were already cold.

Quiet, quiet and scary.

Qiao Xizhi shrank on the window sill, her head hurt so badly that she couldn't think.

My stomach growled, and I didn't know how long I sat there. I got up and went out. When I passed the restaurant, I looked at the already cold breakfast, and a trace of guilt flashed across.He didn't eat, and even though he was very hungry, he had no appetite at all.After leaving Chen Junping's house, the sun was shining on my body and it was warm, but there was a certain emptiness in my heart, which made me feel uncomfortable.

He lowered his head and walked in the direction of his home. The home was on the opposite floor of Chen Junping's house, very close, but at this moment, he walked so far away that he thought he was going in the wrong direction.

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Chen Junping was leaning on the counter thinking about something, Jia Qixin was right, it was too sad to go directly to the gallows without fighting for it.Although he told himself in his heart that he could watch Qiao Xizhi get married and have children frankly, all he had to do was silently bless him from the sidelines, but if that day really came, would he accept it?The answer is no, he can't accept it, what is it like to give someone he loves to another person, just thinking about it makes his heart ache and he can't breathe, let alone a real encounter.How should I tell Qiao Xizhi that I love him, and how can I not scare him?

When Qiao Xizhi came in, she saw Chen Junping lying on the counter, with her head lowered and her eyes closed, as if she had fallen asleep. Didn't she have something to tell me, why did she fall asleep all of a sudden?Qiao Xizhi went over and knocked on the glass of the counter, but he didn't respond.He rang the service bell on the counter again.

The ringing of the bells startled Chen Junping, who was in deep thought, and knocked over the dinner plates on the counter in embarrassment. They made contact with the ground happily, and then fell to pieces. The Queen was startled by the crashing sound and quickly hid under the chair.

Chen Junping rubbed his hands in embarrassment, looked at Qiao Xizhi and smiled embarrassedly.

Qiao Xizhi also looked at him and smiled, why is he so careless.

"Boss, you broke the plate again. Although you are the boss, don't waste it like this every time." Lingya heard the voice and ran out from behind, looking helplessly at the broken pieces on the ground.

Chen Junping couldn't bear it when his little sister said that, and in front of Qiao Xizhi, his face turned slightly red.

"Don't say that about your boss, he is promoting economic development." Qiao Xizhi also teased.

"It also promotes economic development. If that's good, give me a salary increase. I will work harder." Lingya complained while cleaning.

"Okay, I will add it to you this month." Chen Junping said

"It's so good, is it real or not?" Lingya's eyes widened in disbelief. If she had known it would be so easy, she would have said it earlier. She wanted to buy the bag she was looking at a long time ago.

"Really, I'll go out and download it. If you take a good look at the store, I'll add it for you."

"Am I alone again?" Lingya protested.

"Otherwise, do you think it's so easy to raise wages?" Chen Junping said with a smile, revealing dimples.

08. Collision of wine and roses

Lingya looked at Chen Junping's mind full of question marks. Today's boss seems to be very different. He has been sitting there in a daze since he entered the store just now, and even drove himself outside to stay there.He didn't know that the guests came. He took the wrong food and got the wrong money. After breaking the Nth plate of the day, Lingya finally couldn't stand it anymore. If this continues, he will drive away all the guests.

"Boss, you should go home." Lingya took off the apron for Chen Junping and pushed him out of the door.

"The cake seems to be gone, I'd better go make some." Now that he couldn't go home, maybe Qiao Xizhi was still at home, so he turned and went into the back kitchen.

"Boss, I haven't sold it today, don't do it." Lingya called from behind, but Chen Junping acted as if he didn't hear it.

Chen Junping took it out from the freezer