Ema's younger brother

That kid is in the hospital again.

Yachen sighed helplessly, put on his coat and walked towards Ryu Xiangchen's ward, then stood in front of the door and knocked on the door: "Xiaochen, can I go in?"

A bit of worry appeared in his dark brown eyes, his lavender hair was a little messy, and a few witty strands of hair curled up, adding a little youthful atmosphere to him.

There was no sound in the room.

Yachen looked out from the window in the corridor—the sun was shining, and the voices of children playing on the lawn could be heard faintly in his ears. The shadow cast by the window frame under the sunlight fell on the ground. Elongated by sunlight.

It was already eleven o'clock in the morning, and Hinata Chen was used to getting up at eight o'clock.

After hesitating for a while, the eldest man turned the doorknob and walked into the ward.The young man who attracted his attention by his actions turned his head to look at him, his dark red eyes were cold and gloomy, and his appearance that had lost all brilliance was like unpolished jade, without any beauty at all.

——These eyes used to be as gorgeous as the stars.

Yachen pursed his lips in a complicated mood, then raised a gentle smile, walked towards the boy who had already looked away from him, and sat on the chair beside the hospital bed: "Xiaochen, good morning."

"……Good morning."

Hyuga Chen's fine eyelashes trembled slightly, and he responded after a long silence.

"Yeah." Yachen reached out and touched the boy's head, then shifted his gaze to Yimulian in the next bed, "He...has fully recovered."

Although my heart stopped for a while when it was delivered yesterday.

After getting to know Hinata Chen, the eldest man who came into close contact with several supernatural events said that he is now able to calmly face the matter of 'recovering from a serious injury overnight'.

"……Um."

As if he had unloaded some heavy burden, the young man's expression obviously relaxed a lot, and a gleam of light flashed in his dead eyes.He looked at the silver-haired monster lying on the bed, his brows and eyes softened at a speed visible to the naked eye, and then the corners of his lips curled into a small arc that was enough to make Yachen breathe a sigh of relief.

Xiaochen looks much better.

but--

"He's healed, but you have to stay in the hospital for a while for your injury." Yachen waved the medical record in his hand, his gentle face became serious, "Look for yourself, there is slight internal bleeding in your internal organs. The back ribs are slightly cracked, and the left hand is slightly cracked... eh?"

He seemed to have discovered something suddenly, and his expression added a bit of confusion: "It's all...slight?"

The pile of injuries on Hinata Chen's body looked serious, but when they were actually checked, they all turned into 'slight' levels, one or two were okay, if they were all 'slight', it would be a little abnormal Bar?

He looked thoughtfully at Hinata Chen who didn't intend to explain at all, and after a long silence, he tilted his head and smiled relievedly: "Forget it, it's a good thing that Xiaochen's injury is not serious."

——Did I say something wrong to make Xiao Chen unhappy?

Yachen watched the young man's expression dim after hearing the result of the examination, and his heart was filled with layers of doubts.After noticing Hinata Chen's action of pursing his lips and his expression of resistance, he immediately suppressed the puzzlement in his heart.

If you don't want to recall it.

Don't ask for a comparison.

Healing Hinata is a bonus—the woman who was bathed in blood and struggled with murderous desires, struggling between hurting him and healing him, but also stroked his cheek at the last moment and said "thank you" to him. child.

At that time, his gradually sober consciousness made him understand very clearly - he was going to lose the bonus.

He's about to lose someone important again!

First his parents, then Bei Daozhi, and then bonus... It seemed that everyone who was too close to him disappeared in the end.Even though he knew that the main reason for the dissipation of Bei Dao's obsession and bonus was to let go of his obsession, he still couldn't rationally accept the final result.

If only I hadn't known him—it wouldn't have ended so tragically.

Hinata Chen unconsciously pinched the corner of the quilt tightly, and the already dull expression on his delicate face dimmed a bit.

"Xiaochen?" Yachen interrupted his self-condemnation, his brown eyes were full of worry about him, "I'm going to see the next patient... Can you take care of yourself? Twelve o'clock I'll come pick you up for dinner."

"It's okay." The boy sitting on the hospital bed nodded slightly, "I can do it, don't worry."

"it is good."

Yachen stood up and walked to the door, then turned around worryingly and looked at Hinata Chen who lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly - the young man who felt the scrutiny blinked his eyes, looked back at him with doubts.

"Cough." The eldest man coughed in a disguised way, "I'm really leaving, if you have something to do, just ring the bell right away to know? I will rush over to help you as soon as possible."

Sun Xiangchen nodded.

The sun caressed his pale and delicate face, and sprinkled a light halo on his soft hair.His dark red eyes finally became brighter after talking with Yachen, and there was a little bit of warm light floating under the sunlight.

If he grows up with pampering, he will definitely become a lively and cheerful, very lovable child, right?

Yachen sighed secretly, then smiled and closed the door of the ward for Ryu Xiangchen.

After his figure disappeared from sight, the boy looked at Yimulian who was lying on another hospital bed.Hinata Chen stared at the monster's rare and fragile posture without blinking, struggling and worried emotions appeared between his brows.

If I always hurt the people around me.

Would it be better to leave me?

He clenched his fists tightly, and let go of them after a long while, with a bitter curve on his lips.

"……dust."

The monster he was watching slowly opened his eyes, called his name blankly, then sat up and turned to look at him.

"What's the matter?" After capturing the remaining emotions on his face, Yimulian asked the reason in a gentle tone, "You seem to be suffering—is the wound on your body painful?"

The monster didn't ask about the whereabouts of the bonus, nor what happened after he lost consciousness—he seemed to know everything, but he wasn't shaken by anything.

Ryu Xiangchen opened his mouth as if he wanted to confide something, but in the end he just shook his head lightly: "It doesn't hurt very much."

His expression was still ugly, like a little beast that had run into a dead end and could no longer escape the hunter's bullets, panicked and helpless, and lost its direction to the future.

— looking as painful as when we first met.

"Chen, are you grieving for the bonus?" Yimulian calmly said the name the boy deliberately avoided, "Why are you grieving? Isn't it a good ending that she fulfilled her wish and left?"

Nice... ending?

Hyuga Chen's curled eyelashes trembled, and her hoarse voice was trembling: "I watched her tear off her own limbs in order to break free... I watched her kill another person to save me, and I watched her disappear into the World."

"If it weren't for me, she could just stick to someone and live a relaxed and happy life—until she let go of her obsession."

always like this.

Always been this way.

—Someone always gets hurt because of me.

[It would be nice if I didn't exist]

The monster quietly listened to his words, and a little puzzled appeared in the bright golden eyes: "Why does Chen make these assumptions?"

"Without you, Dividend would not be able to wake up at all. She would probably end up with a pile of blood debts and then meet some human being who can spell—and then be killed by a human being."

"It's not a terrible thing to disappear from this world."

Yimulian got off the bed and walked to Ryu Xiangchen's side, reached out and raised the boy's lowered head.

"Maybe there are regrets, maybe sad, maybe unwilling... But there is one thing that cannot be denied - this decision was made by herself." He saw Ryu Xiangchen's eyes that were starting to turn red, and his voice paused Take a moment, "I understand her approach and recognize her as a friend, so I will respect her decision-I will not regret the decision she made, nor will I stop because I feel that I owe her .”

"Isn't the best way to live hard and earnestly with her hope on your back?"

"If you sacrificed for someone important, what would be your last thought?"

"... Final thoughts?"

The young man who heard this question was stunned.

What will be my final thoughts?

——Sister has become much stronger, so she can bravely say 'no' to others in the future, right?The idiot Yusuke will definitely not be able to catch up with her sister, so quickly see the reality and find another suitable girl.Will the provocative Yao brother really not fall into the Shura field in the future?Brother Qi Zhi should not blame himself for my death, he is easy to get into the horns...

And... Maybe I can survive without reincarnation because of the idea of ​​'wanting to believe in Yimulian'.

A lot of thoughts flooded into my head in an instant, it seemed disorganized and I couldn't find a clue.

but.

[I want you to have a good time]

[I hope you can still smile happily after I leave]

[...I like you guys who always treat me gently]

It turns out that at the very end, all distracting thoughts will turn into one thought—I don't want my departure to be a source of sorrow for you.

"dust."

The boy who heard the voice looked at the monster standing in front of him.

"If it were me."

Yimulian reached out to caress his face, and slightly lowered his beautiful eyes.

"My final thoughts will be—anyway, it's great that Hinata is okay."

My favorite human being.

My most important existence.

survived under my protection.

that is really good.

The monster saw the young man's obviously moved expression - he raised the corners of his lips, stared at himself seriously with those teary eyes, and then slowly opened his arms: "Although I have said a lot, I still will I feel uncomfortable. So, Master Yimulian, would you mind giving your devout believer a hug."

"……do not mind."

Yimulian leaned down obediently, and gently hugged the wounded boy.

[Even knowing that you are not a flower in the greenhouse]

[Still wanting to stop all dangers in front of you]

[I am willing to sacrifice for you]

[Because I want you to survive]

[Live happily and beautifully]