Ema's younger brother

"Dust! How are you doing? Is there any discomfort?"

A soft and pleasant female voice rang in his ears.

——"Finally...you can leave with peace of mind."

The words that came to mind made Hinata Chen's floating thoughts come back instantly, he looked blankly at Ema who was sitting by the bed with a worried face, and after a long silence, he called out softly 'sister'.

He looked like a ship that had lost its course, drifting helplessly and desperately in the rough sea.

"Chen, I've already heard from Brother You Jing about what happened today. You met Master, right?" Ema gently brushed the broken hair on the young man's forehead, and tried her best to put on the most harmless posture, " Dust, lost an important person today."

Hinata Chen who heard the word 'Master' stared at her motionlessly.

"Although I'm sorry to say that to the person who has been protecting you so carefully, I still want to tell you—it's really great that the ending is like this."

Ema stared into Hinata Moto's dim eyes, and spoke every word very clearly. The firmness and joy revealed in the words ignited the anger and sadness hidden in the young man's heart for Bei Daozhi's departure.

"Are you angry when you hear me say that?" Ema raised the corners of her lips unsurprisingly, and she pointed to her heart, "I was also very angry when I knew that Chen pushed You Jing-ge to face danger. .”

"But after being angry, all that's left is joy—very big, big joy."

"It's really great that Chen didn't have an accident."

"It's really great that I can see Chen again."

"It's your master who disappeared instead of you. It's really... great."

Regardless of Hinata Chen's growing agitation, Ema expressed her feelings in a calm tone: "If Chen is the one who died, Brother Ukyo will blame himself for the rest of his life, right? Suicide, right?"

"enough!"

Hinata Chen couldn't bear to interrupt Ema's words.

"Yeah, you will suffer if you lose me. But will I not suffer if I lose Master?! Why do I want to live so that you don't suffer! Why can't I leave this world with Master?!"

"Obviously I have nothing!"

"Don't you understand... your emotions are just a burden to me. It's so heavy, it's a burden that's going to crush me and drive me crazy! Because I can't make you feel uncomfortable, I don't do anything I have to give priority to you, I am bound like this, am I not even qualified to commit suicide!"

He had absolutely no idea how helpless his hysterical look looked.

He absolutely didn't know that he who said such words of rejecting all concerns, the sadness and despair flowing out of his tear-dimmed eyes was calling for help to everyone who saw him--saying words like 'help me'.

But hugging him softly, and then gently persuading him is useless - countless previous cases have proved that if he doesn't quickly recover his composure, he will fall deeper and go further.

and so--

"Snapped--"

Clenching her fists tightly, Ema suddenly raised her hand and slapped Hinata Chen across the face.

I will never, ever feel helpless watching you leave like I used to.

"Are you awake?" Ema stretched out her hand and lifted the young man's beautiful chin, her shallow brown eyes were slightly closed, "I heard your thoughts, so, with these restraints that make you breathless, be honest Really live on."

"Just treat me as selfish."

"Even if you suffer, even if you might cry because of it, even if you lose someone who means a lot to you, even if you think you have nothing left, even if you don't see hope for the future - I will never allow it You take your own life."

"Listen well, if something like this happens again, I will be by your side 24 hours a day." The girl's words paused for a moment, she tilted her head and smiled softly, retracted her pick Hyuga Chen's hand under his chin, "At that time, you will understand what it feels like to be stared at for breath."

Her words coldly splashed on Hinata Chen's brain filled with negative emotions, allowing the lost reason to regain a place.

——"Xiaochen, let's go to your future—a warm and bright future full of hope."

The man's tone of voice when he said these words was gentle and firm, like the first ray of sunlight breaking through the darkness in the morning, dispelling the night that enveloped the world with an unstoppable momentum.

Everyone is working hard for my future.

I'm the only one who dwells on the past.

only myself.

Think that you have fallen into the abyss beyond redemption.

Everyone reached out to me who was in the abyss.

But I stubbornly ignored their kindness.

I want to go to a colder place.

—I'm...really...a big idiot, right?

My heart was full of strange emotions, I was obviously sour and wanted to cry, but I felt full of warmth, as if I suddenly had great courage.

"sorry."

Hinata Chen looked at Ema with a surprised face, and raised her beautiful eyebrows.The water in his eyes floated, filled with warm light, and when he turned his head, a few strands of soft hair fell into the air.

"It seems that after being scolded, my thoughts suddenly became clear." The young man wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with a smile, "I've been ignoring my sister's concern all this time, I'm sorry."

——It's strange, why the tears can't be stopped more and more.

"You have always protected me patiently and bravely, and never left me no matter how hurtful things I said... Really, very, thank you."

Ema-san, who has protected me since childhood.

I don't have the heart to hurt my master until he passes away.

I have known each other for a short time but are willing to spoil my brothers.

A kind-hearted youkai who chooses to enlighten me despite being very lonely.

……

It has always been taken care of.

Na.

Although once hurt by the world.

But also Hinata Chen who is deeply loved.

——Finally want, work hard, be happy, and live.

——[The immature flowers are growing well today]

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The last sentence comes from the tearful little angel of Moon Song 2333