my bamboo horse rider

On the rooftop, you can see the beautiful sunset glow of warm purple and bright red. The tall green fence is surrounded by tall green fences. Because it is a hollowed-out metal grid, there is a breeze in the evening. Although the sun is still hanging in the sky, it is still a bit cold.

Tang Jin pulled Qin Beichen to sit down anywhere, the ground was warm after being exposed to the sun all day.

Then Tang Jin opened his mouth and made a sound, only to realize that he didn't know how to speak.

It was the same as the day Qin Beichen returned from transferring to another school.

Tang Jin leaned on Qin Beichen's shoulder dejectedly, like a petting puppy.

Qin Beichen rubbed his hair.

Tang Jin rubbed against Qin Beichen's shoulder and neck.

He talked about irrelevant things: "Just now Xu Lai said that she uninstalled Weibo."

Of course, Qin Beichen didn't care whether Xu Lai uninstalled Weibo or not, but he hummed to show that he was listening.

So Tang Jin continued: "She said, because she figured it out. What she likes is Ronaldo and his football. Every time when she is in a low point, she can cheer up when she thinks of Ronaldo's tenacity and perseverance. Get up. The meaning of Ronaldo to her is different from that of fans fighting for honor and status, and even those who are fan circles. So it’s better to uninstall Weibo and study hard. Anyway, Ronaldo is not For a star player who relies on Weibo traffic, no matter how noisy he is, it will not prevent him from scoring goals."

"Is this the power of 'idol' or 'hero'? After listening to her, I envy her a bit. I think it is a good sustenance."

Tang Jin looked up at Qin Beichen, and continued muttering to himself: "Then I thought about it carefully, in fact, I also have a 'hero', he saved me, maybe more than once..."

As he spoke, his slender fingers caressed Qin Beichen's cheeks, and there was steam in his eyes. The scene like the sun and rain made Qin Beichen couldn't help wrapping his arms around him and hugging him.

Tang Jin said frankly: "If you don't show up again, I really don't know if I can hold on and finish the college entrance examination well."

"You saved me too," Qin Beichen said in a low voice, his tone was soft and soothing.

So Tang Jin laughed.

But he wasn't really happy. When he spoke again, there was even a little crying in his voice. He asked Qin Beichen: "Qin Qin, have you ever been happy?"

Just as Qin Beichen was about to answer, Tang Jin immediately warned again: "Don't lie to me, and don't be vague!"

Then Qin Beichen could only answer honestly: "When I'm with you."

Sure enough.

Qin Beichen didn't care about other people. Except when he was with Tang Jin, Qin Beichen was very stingy with words and expressions. If it didn't produce effect or value, he didn't bother to say a word that was unnecessary.

If Qin Beichen is a slow-responsive or emotionally slow person, it seems logical. However, Tang Jin is very clear that Qin Beichen is not only not slow at all. The control over the effect of every sentence is much sharper than the average person.

This also means that Qin Beichen will receive more information than ordinary people every day because of his sensitivity and comprehension beyond the normal level. He can see many emotions that are not noticed. It is difficult to generate autonomous emotions, and it is impossible to dispel the negative emotions that you have received.

Over time, because of the neglect of parents, especially the mother, the inner world that had already been hit hard was gradually worn into ruins.

It's a vicious circle.

That's why Qin Beichen had no battery.

It was when Tang Jin was keen on telling jokes with Qin Beichen that he realized this. The main reason was that Tang Jin asked Qin Beichen to tell him. Later, when Tang Jin saw something funny, he would take the initiative to tell Qin Beichen. The problem came later.

It's not that Qin Beichen doesn't understand jokes, Qin Beichen fully understands the humor of jokes, in fact, Qin Beichen himself is quite good at cold and black humor.

But if most people react synchronously when they hear a joke, they feel funny when they hear the joke, so they laugh out loud.Qin Beichen's reaction to appreciating the joke was definitely not synchronized.

Qin Beichen has a reaction process when listening to a joke, which is: Hearing the joke → thinking it is funny after playing with the words → in front of Tang Jin, in order to show that the joke is of a standard, he is willing to mobilize his expression and smile.

Because Qin Beichen is very smart and understands words, language and other people's psychology, it seems that he has no playful process in the middle, and he will not appear slow to respond. At most, it will make people feel cold and not like to laugh.

However, Tang Jin could sense whether he was really happy or just out of courtesy.

Among all the jokes Tang Jin told Qin Beichen, none of them could make Qin Beichen really laugh.

If Tang Jin was amused by Qin Beichen's joke, and Qin Beichen felt happy when he saw Tang Jin smile, the smile at that time was the real happy smile.

So later Tang Jin stopped telling jokes to Qin Beichen, and only let Qin Beichen tell jokes to himself.

Tang Jin turned sideways, stretched his arms around Qin Beichen's neck, hid his head under Qin Beichen's chin, and gritted his teeth to complete the words: "But if I go to Beijing for the exam, I will leave you, what should you do? ?”

Qin Beichen was still very calm. He fumbled to wipe away the tears on Tang Jin's face, and said, "That's your ideal, there is no reason to give up. Besides, it's fair for one person to leave once."

Tang Jin hugged Qin Beichen's neck, couldn't hold back his voice anymore, and began to cry softly.

Qin Beichen moved the whimpering puppy with his arms around him, and pulled his left leg out, so that Tang Jin would not have to be pinched by his long legs.

Their posture changed from sitting side by side to Tang Jin sitting between Qin Beichen's legs, leaning on Qin Beichen's chest.

Crying and crying, Tang Jin suddenly felt jealous again, sniffing, "There will be a lot of people in college who like you QwQ"

Qin Beichen wiped his face with a wet towel, but he still replied with the same sentence: "It has nothing to do with me."

It's not that Qin Beichen is arrogant. Given his personal and family conditions, it would be a lie to deny that he won't provoke suitors, but Qin Beichen also knows that with his personality and the way he treats others, he really treats him as a treasure. Yes, Tang Jin is probably the only one in the whole world.

The bottom of his heart is a ruin, and there is a monster locked in the ground of the ruins. The monster has no human form, after all, it is different from ordinary people. Untie the little bundle it was carrying, and share its beloved toys with the monster.

The monster has tasted the taste of being no longer alone, and wants to keep the stupid monkey forever, but the stupid monkey is different from the monster. The stupid monkey has an imperfect home, but after all, someone cares about it.

So he left the stupid monkey and locked the monster deeper into the ground.

But he couldn't escape the monster's desire after all.

Because he was the monster, and the monster was him.

He still returned to the stupid monkey, that stupid monkey was as stupid as ever, and ran to his ruins again, hugged him again, this monster, and even planned to call his ruins home.

What a stupid monkey.

No, in fact, the stupid monkey has never been stupid. In the outside world, the stupid monkey is a cute little monkey. Many people like it, and many people are willing to play games with it. If you really want to be jealous, you should worry about it It was the monster.

But Qin Beichen would not say these words.

He once left the stupid monkey alone for three years. He heard that the stupid monkey had been looking for him at that time, and even that heartless monster felt distressed.

So, what's the point of parting?Only the stupid monkey will go home.When Qin Beichen gently wiped Tang Jin's face clean, Tang Jin stopped crying, but felt embarrassed, his head nestled under Qin Beichen's chin again, and his hair scratched Qin Beichen's neck itchy.

In order to hide his embarrassment, Tang Jin said in a low voice, "I want to listen to the story."

"what story?"

"Any story."

After thinking for a while, Qin Beichen decided to kill two birds with one stone, and re-tell Tang Jin the story of Andersen's Snow Queen in English.

The pleasant British English sounded in his ear, Tang Jin looked into the distance, the sun was no longer visible, the sky was still bright, and the Huoshaoyun was more splendid than when they first came up.

Flocks of birds flew up, and sirens sounded from far away.

When twilight fell, Qin Beichen talked about the ending of the fairy tale:

"There they are both sat, grownup, andyetchildren--childreninheart--anditwassummer, warm, delightfulsummer."

They sat under the roses again, already grown up, but they were still the children in those days in their hearts.It was summer, a warm, beautiful midsummer.

The grades of the whole class gave Huang Laoxie a good face. Contrary to the increasingly cold wind, the atmosphere of the whole class was very harmonious for a while.

One day when it was raining and snowing, Tang Jin huddled under Qin Beichen's umbrella and was carried away by Qin Beichen. Just as he was about to ask whether such intimacy would be reported 250, he saw Fatty and Cheng Daxian lingering like a couple Passing by like lovers embracing each other.

Tang Jin concluded to Xu Lai: "In today's situation where male high school students are generally full of mutual affection, real couples can't beat flamboyant straight men."

Xu Lai pointed out: "It's not that you are not blind, it's that Fatty and Cheng Daxian are too coquettish."

Tang Jin thought about it carefully and deeply believed it.

One month before the winter vacation, an unknown classmate made a feat. TA (unknown gender) escaped all the cameras in the school, covered his face with stockings and a plush hat, and held professional tools, destroying the teaching of the third year The key circuit of the big screen in front of the building.

For a while, the students chanted unsung heroes, the new leader was furious, and all the senior high school students who reported physics became the main suspects.

The students of S High fell into an unprecedented atmosphere of unity. Although no one knew who did it, no one suspected anyone. Everyone seemed to have reached a tacit agreement that they would never betray the unknown heroes.

The new leader is angry.

The author has something to say: *Sorry, three early morning games a week is really tiring, but La Liga is coming to an end soon~ I will write an update at home today and see how much more I can wwww