my bamboo horse rider

Boxing gym.

Qin Beichen usually only trains alone, and generally does not fight with others.

Although it is suspected of being ostentatious by practicing like this, he does not practice boxing for the purpose of fighting or taking a professional path. It is just to vent his emotions and keep fit. He doesn't care about this kind of thing.

The teacher who instructed Qin Beichen was surnamed Zhao. Like the other teachers in the training hall, he was a retired professional boxer. He also won numerous awards back then. He was calm and talkative, and he was the gold medal instructor in the gym.

It is rare for ordinary people to persevere in fitness. It is rare for Qin Beichen to train like this for more than three years. Logically, even if he does not know the master, he should be acquainted with him, especially Mr. Zhao is well-known in the gym. They are well-connected, but the two of them are completely polite and alienated when they get along, and they can barely be regarded as nodding acquaintances.

But if Qin Beichen wanted to fight against others occasionally, Teacher Zhao would not arrange for other students, but insisted on coming by himself. From this aspect, it seemed that he valued this student very much.

There were many people in the museum, and Qin Beichen's appearance and family background were really outstanding. Some people were curious and asked Mr. Zhao why, but Mr. Zhao waved his hand and kept silent.

The reason why Mr. Zhao kept silent was not that the Qin family had a great career and he dared not discuss Qin Beichen's right and wrong behind his back, but that it was really hard to say, because it was just a feeling.

Before retiring, Mr. Zhao was a very successful professional boxer. His family conditions were not bad. When he was young, he went to Brazil to learn martial arts from a teacher. After returning to China, he also learned from a famous teacher. Please do demonstration teaching in the team.

It was not an ordinary army. The soldiers sitting below were all amazing. What impressed Teacher Zhao the most were the unmarked men standing in the corner listening. The murderous aura that has only been seen in people with special professions, especially their sharp eyesight, is like an eagle and a wolf.When stared at by that kind of gaze, I feel that I am not a living person, but a mission target.

Several years have passed since that demonstration experience, and Mr. Zhao still remembers it fresh.

He never expected that he would actually see a similar look in a rich man who came to the gymnasium to practice punching sandbags.

Yes, similar.

After all, Qin Beichen was only a young man, and his aura was incomparable to those of the soldiers, and he did not possess murderous intent, but his eyes were cold and heartless, even worse than that.

When Qin Beichen said that he didn't need to specially train for the battle, he still laughed in his heart. After all, he was a rich second generation and had no blood. Until the first time he taught Qin Beichen to fight, he was almost frightened by Qin Beichen's eyes and missed.

Qin Beichen's eyes are not fierce, but empty. It makes people feel that he doesn't treat people as people, but that other people are not of the same kind in his eyes. If he is a human, you are a flower. If he is a flower, You are human, after all, not of the same kind.

In fact, seriously speaking, there is no danger in fighting Qin Beichen. 90.00% of those who take the initiative to practice boxing are aggressive, and it is inevitable to get hot-blooded for a while, but Qin Beichen is the most sensible student Mr. Zhao has ever taught. Qin Beichen has never The fight got out of control. Once Mr. Zhao was dazzled by the shouts of others, Qin Beichen was able to forcibly defend halfway with the punch that was about to hit Mr. Zhao in the side, and twisted his hands because of this.

What kind of family can raise a child like this, Teacher Zhao is really puzzled.

It was rare that Qin Beichen wanted to do sparring training today. After the training was over, Teacher Zhao was sweating again.

As usual, Qin Beichen said goodbye coldly, took a shower and left.

The only difference is that Qin Beichen didn't lock his phone in the cabinet today, and even looked at it a few times during training.

Mr. Zhao thought with pleasure, could it be that he fell in love.

After returning to his residence from the training hall, Qin Beichen canceled all the schedules for the next morning.

He's out of battery.

Moreover, Tang Jin ignored him for three days.

This is not a completely bad thing, Qin Beichen lay expressionlessly on the sofa, and reached a state of relaxation in the space where only he existed.

Qin Beichen thought, everything in his life was like a paradox.

Perhaps they are paradoxes, perhaps because he is too thorough a bystander, so no matter what, he can find arguments for pros and cons, without belief or persistence.

Like a ghost floating in the world.

People who have been with him for a long time can more or less find that he is different.

It's just that he is outstanding in everything, so he has the right to be treated preferentially in the eyes of the world. He doesn't need to open his mouth, and someone will find reasons for him in terms of personality and other aspects to explain.

Many people are willing to explain the reason for this excellence to the careful cultivation of the Qin family's parents, but in fact, this is not the case at all.

If Cheng Cheng is a free and selfish person, Qin Wangchuan is completely on the same path as his wife on this point, and it's not that the family does not enter the family.Cheng Cheng only cared about her own career, and so did Qin Wangchuan.

It’s just that Cheng Cheng is so selfish that he doesn’t hide it, while Qin Wangchuan advertises his selfishness as a character of Wei and Jin. He loves himself who is crazy about love, and he is happy for any cold treatment from Cheng Cheng, because it can prove his deep affection .

And Qin Beichen is just a by-product to prove their love most of the time.If Qin Beichen is excellent, it proves that their husband and wife are excellent. If Qin Beichen is not excellent, it proves that their husband and wife are too excellent to pass on.

The young Qin Beichen worked hard to win the love of his parents time and time again, but was ignored and rejected time and time again.

Therefore, Qin Beichen's excellence has never been cultivated by the Qin family's parents. Except for his own self-discipline, if anyone "trained" him, that person is actually Tang Jin.

Thinking of Tang Jin, although Qin Beichen was too tired to curl his lips, a smile still flashed in his eyes.

Some people are destined to be the sunshine that warms others.

It was because he was watched with admiration by the young Tang Jin, and he just happened to answer Tang Jin's unconstrained questions, and was praised by Tang Jin as omnipotent, which made Qin Beichen study like crazy in order to retain the admiration of his friends.

The pleasant feeling of acquiring knowledge has also promoted Qin Beichen to maintain good active learning habits, forming a virtuous circle early.

But even so, because of his own abnormality, it became another paradox.

He finds satisfaction in knowledge and is further alienated by being too discerning.

He also tried to find faith.

"The Book of Ecclesiastes" says: And I devoted myself to discerning wisdom, arrogance, and folly, and I knew that these were also chasing after wind.For with much wisdom there is much sorrow; and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

He can't worship anyone or anything, and in the end it doesn't matter.

He has also seen many movies, in which the actors simulate the emotions of the characters, just like his daily life.

He found that in Japanese movies, the most severe rejection in society is not against evil, but against “abnormality”. Anyone who is different, but whoever cannot be integrated into the group, even if he just lives without disturbing others, It will inevitably lead to the strongest rejection and hatred.

Rejection of unqualified next-generation breeders is the subconscious of every animal group in order to survive.

After all, man is also a member of the animal world.

In endless positive and negative thinking, Qin Beichen achieved a rational balance between pride and self-loathing.

He sometimes thinks, maybe he is really like his mother, who seems to want nothing, but actually has the best result in his hands. Whether this is instinct or selfishness, Qin Beichen has not yet figured it out.

For example, he knew that his departure was the best result for Tang Jin, but as soon as he found a reason to convince himself, he immediately returned to Tang Jin.

Qin Beichen looked at the ceiling, his eyes were full of ridicule at himself.

Tang Jin is sunshine to him.

It is the sunshine that overwhelms everything in midsummer.

It is the sunshine that saves everything in the middle of winter.

During the three years away from Tang Jin, he rarely ran out of electricity, because he hardly felt the emotions of others, but once he ran out of electricity, it was even more difficult to recover.

By Tang Jin's side, he couldn't stand by and watch Tang Jin's joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys. Tang Jin was like his half body, and he accepted Tang Jin's emotions with empathy, which made it difficult for him who was emotionally thin to bear, and it was easier to "run out of power".

But also because of Tang Jin's company, he can experience many positive emotions. As long as Tang Jin is with him, he can recover faster.

He didn't want Tang Jin to fall in love with an abnormal person like him, but he also conceited that there would be no one in this world who had a deeper affection for Tang Jin than he did.

However, that's not to say that stronger feelings are good.

He remembered that summer vacation, after Chunlai's mother-in-law passed away, they held hands in a daze, wandered around the village, and walked into Duke Zhongshun's courtyard.The courtyard was full of flowers and plants, simple and elegant. The old man with white beard sat on the stone bench in the courtyard and invited them to drink tea and eat sweets.

Seeing them immersed in the sadness of Chunlai's mother-in-law's death, Mr. Zhongshun disagreed very much. He said: "Love will not last long, and wisdom will hurt. At a young age, you can't indulge yourself sadly like this. It will ruin your life."

He didn't understand it at that time, but after looking around, he found that it was a sentence from a martial arts novel, so he didn't take it seriously for a while.Later I understood, but there was nothing I could do, it was already too late.

It's not up to people to decide who they like, no matter how sensible a person is, they can't control it.

Whether you like it or not, how much you like it, is involuntary.

Qin Beichen was lost in thought, knowing that he heard the sound of the door opening.

From the moment he canceled the schedule, he knew who would come, or rather, he had been waiting for him to come.

It was Tang Jin who walked into the living room.

Of course it is Tang Jin.

He only has Tang Jin.

The author has something to say: *Happy Dragon Boat Festival~