law of forbidden love

Shang Kai changed the carpet in the living room.

Fu Xiaojia usually likes to lie on the sofa and read a book, and sometimes walks around barefoot on the ground, and summer is coming soon, autumn in Yuncheng is always very short, and the temperature drops quickly, Shang Kai Zuo Si Thinking right, I decided to change to a thicker carpet.

Fu Xiaojia naturally liked her boyfriend who was always thinking of himself. On the night when the carpet was changed, he got off the sofa with a book in his hand and lay down on the carpet to read.Shang Kai was heating milk in the kitchen in his pajamas, and Fu Xiaojia received a call from An Zhi.

"Hello, Mom?" Fu Xiaojia closed the book, and when she heard An Zhi's long-lost voice on the other end of the phone, she missed her and felt a little guilty.

He hides many things from An Zhi, such as being injured by a chandelier, being almost kidnapped, and being with Shang Kai, An Zhi doesn't know.

"Stinky boy, have you gotten into trouble recently?" An Zhi on the other end of the phone seemed to be making a cake, and the sound of the egg beater roared, making Fu Xiaojia's scalp tingle when he heard it.An Zhi's talent in this area has never been high, ten times of chiffon, nine times of madness, but the degree of persistence is comparable to Kuafu's day-by-day Yugong Yishan.

"Um...Mom, are you making cakes again?" Fu Xiaojia swallowed silently, he was not greedy, but physically nervous, "...then be careful with the oven, you have to fry it if it's fried." Buy new ones."

"What did you say?" An Zhi expressed doubts, "Are you sure that your mother and I will fail? Let me tell you, your mother and my baking skills have achieved a qualitative leap during the days when you were not at home!"

Fu Xiaojia smiled and expressed disbelief: "You are the only one at home, can you finish the cake?"

As soon as the words came out, there was a big pause on both sides.Although some things have passed for a long time, whether you like it or not, it will stay in your memory forever.Fu Xiaojia's father is such a good person, and his wife and children have suffered so much in these years after his death.

After Fu Xiaojia went to college, An Zhi became more and more unwilling to stay at home for a long time, which may be the reason.The furniture, furnishings, carpets, curtains at home...the mother and son were reluctant to change everything, and it was almost the same as when that person was alive.In the past, An Zhi used this to look at things and think about others, no matter how bad she was with Fu Xiaojia, but now alone, she looked miserable, she was also hesitating, it was time to let go, should I change the decoration?

"It's not what I want to eat. I'm just practicing. You and your brother Kai will be back in a few days, right?" An Zhi seemed to be stirring the egg batter with a shovel, and his voice was far away from the microphone, "You Living in someone's house, do you remember their birthday? I guess you must know nothing, you brat. When you two come back, Mom will make cakes for you."

"Don't!" Fu Xiaojia quickly stopped, "Shang Kai doesn't eat butter, he is allergic to butter."

An Zhi obviously didn't think about it: "Oh...that's it. Then...then mom won't cook it, so tell me what kind of food he usually likes to eat, and I'll make it for you when he comes back."

Usually, Fu Xiaojia would definitely ask, "Why do you cook it for him and not me?" But to An Zhi's surprise, Fu Xiaojia seemed to think about it seriously, and then said: "He's okay, he didn't show any signs of food. I have a special favorite, but not too spicy, its taste is actually quite light. As for meat, I prefer fish."

An Zhi smiled on the other end of the phone: "Oh... son, you have grown up and will pay attention to the preferences of people around you."

Fu Xiaojia was stunned for a moment, fearing that An Zhi might hear something wrong, she quickly explained: "No, it's just that Shang Kai usually takes care of my taste.

Fu Xiaojia looked up, and Shang Kai came out of the kitchen carrying two cups of hot milk.He was still wearing the dark blue pajamas, the soft fabric made him tall and straight with broad shoulders, long legs, fair skin and handsome features.

Shang Kai put a glass of milk on the coffee table in front of Fu Xiaojia, touched his hair with a smile, and sat on the newly bought carpet.Fu Xiaojia raised the phone to his ear: "My mother, talk to her for a while?"

Shang Kai nodded, took the phone, and his other hand was still lingering on Fu Xiaojia's soft hair: "Auntie, it's me, Shang Kai... how are you doing recently?"

Fu Xiaojia listened to him chatting back and forth with An Zhi, who seemed to have a better relationship than mother and son, so she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, turned around and rested her head on Shang Kai's lap.

A few minutes later, Shang Kai hung up the phone, rubbed Fu Xiaojia's face, and told him to drink milk while it was hot.

Fu Xiaojia sat up, picked up the cup and drank it in one gulp, with white foam on her mouth, but she didn't know it.

Shang Kai chuckled and lowered his head to kiss him clean.

"That's great..."

After rubbing hands together, Fu Xiaojia was completely embraced by Shang Kai, he raised his head and leaned into Shang Kai's ear and said.

Shang Kai nodded, and rubbed Fu Xiaojia's side face and neck. The warm body temperature made him feel drowsy all the time, and he relaxed involuntarily, letting go of his psychological defenses little by little.

The two hugged like this, drank the milk, but didn't say much.After a long time, Fu Xiaojia

He heard Shang Kai's low and gentle voice ringing in his ears again.

"Xiaojia, don't you want to hear about my past?" Shang Kai's tone was flat, he couldn't tell whether he was relieved or sad.

Fu Xiaojia was stunned for a moment before realizing what Shang Kai meant. He nodded quietly, held Shang Kai's hand, and clasped his fingers together: "Speak, I'm listening..."

"When my mother passed away... I was eight years old." Shang Kai paused for a long time before continuing, "That night my father went out to entertain, so he was not at home. There were only two of us at home, and I cried and refused to sleep. She just turned off the light, stayed with me in my room, told me stories to lull me to sleep, that was my last memory of her..."

Fu Xiaojia felt that Shang Kai's hand holding him was gradually tightened, and the arm holding him was gradually getting stronger.

"I was awakened by her while I was half asleep, and when I opened my eyes, I saw it in the darkness through the moonlight outside the window... She was very nervous, and put her index finger on her lips to keep me silent. I Confused, and still young, I didn't even realize that a thief came in at that time..."

Shang Kai's body began to tremble slightly, Fu Xiaojia turned her head to look at him nervously, and found that his face was very pale and his lips were even bloodless.He seemed to be forcing himself to recall the scenes that he had never dared to recall over the years.

"Shang Kai..." Fu Xiaojia shook his arm worriedly, indicating that he could not speak.

"It's okay." Shang Kai shook his head and continued: "She hid me in the cabinet...the thief was very close to us at that time, I don't know what she wanted...to make some noise to scare the thief away , or hide herself to ensure safety...but...but she was finally discovered..."

Fu Xiaojia felt Shang Kai's chest rising and falling violently, and his breathing became unstable when he spoke, but his arms were still tightly wrapped around Fu Xiaojia.Fu Xiaojia broke away from his embrace in a panic, turned around, and saw Shang Kai's red eyes.

"Shang Kai, you don't have to recall..." Fu Xiaojia was so angry that she scolded herself in her heart, she really didn't know why she was curious about this.He hugged Shang Kai's neck, hugged him tightly, and burst into tears, "Don't think about it, don't think about it, it's all over..."

Shang Kai's expression was painful, he put his arms around Fu Xiaojia tremblingly, and continued: "...I hid in the closet and didn't dare to make a sound, but...but there is a gap in the closet...I saw...I saw that man's leather shoes Stepping on the blood flowing from her body...the red footprints stretched to..."

"Shang Kai!" Fu Xiaojia desperately called to stop, tears welling up in her eyes, "Stop it, stop it...'

Shang Kai didn't respond, he even wanted to comfort Fu Xiaojia that "it's fine", but he really couldn't seem to do it.

The dusty memory in his heart was opened, and that accident took away his mother who loved him so much. Since then, he has been displaced, wandering in a foreign land, and has never found a way to return to him...

How many times he dreamed back at midnight, he complained that he was too cowardly and incompetent, just a child locked in a closet.No matter how many times he stood in court, he borrowed courage from the gavel and scales behind him. He was not as brave as people around him imagined.He has tasted the feeling of being robbed of crying by the long night and endless darkness, and the pain of cutting flesh and heart, it seems that no one understands it more deeply than him.

But then Fu Xiaojia appeared, and Shang Kai felt that he was not so miserable...

That child has been a bright spot ever since he appeared in his field of vision. He held him with his immature hands and told him not to cry anymore.

It's not that Shang Kai never thought of ending this catastrophe with death, but he will never forget the wonderful experience when he held those hands in his life.

When he first saw that little child, all he had was hope. He didn't know when love came into being, but he felt that it was a fateful arrangement somewhere. God took pity on him, a poor man, and gave him a A gift that can't be asked for.

Shang Kai didn't know whether he should be relieved or what, he finally got what he wanted, there was no reason to be so fragile, but when he saw Fu Xiaojia leaning on him just now, he suddenly felt that he should tell him these things.

Speak out, and then sit with each other's unreserved confidantes, and be a lover who can't be separated for the rest of your life...

Shang Kai finally shed tears.He leaned on the child's shoulder, and a few broken whimpers escaped from his throat, like a silent roar, suppressing the emotions that he hadn't been able to vent for these years.

Fu Xiaojia cried harder than him, hugged him tightly with both arms, and calmed down for him in a panic.

"It's over, don't cry, don't cry... What can I do if you cry..."

Fu Xiaojia seemed to want to crush the person in front of him into his own flesh and blood. He couldn't imagine that Shang Kai, who seemed to be so powerful and invincible, was carrying such a heavy burden, but still walked up to him step by step.

Perhaps their relationship should have been companionship and protection, but Fu Xiaojia was too young at that time to forget...