law of forbidden love

Chapter 35 The pain in the heart

"The century-old problem of eating instant noodles is that one pack is not enough to eat, and two packs cannot be eaten."

Standing in front of the electric cooking pot that Fu Xiaojia had washed three times, Shang Xu tore open the packaging bag of the third pack of instant noodles, and said this to Fu Xiaojia who was standing in front of the refrigerator with arms folded.

"But the two of us, cooking three packs, perfectly solved this problem."

Fu Xiaojia rolled her eyes, thinking that Shang Xu might not cook noodles all by mouth, open fire for a few minutes, and talk for an hour.

Shang Xu finally finished cooking the noodles, turned off the fire, and found two pairs of chopsticks after rummaging through the box for a long time. He walked out of the kitchen with the pot in his hand, and kicked away the things on the floor of the living room under Fu Xiaojia's watchful eye. Then he waved to Fu Xiaojia.

"come here quickly!"

Fu Xiaojia walked over and pushed the dirty clothes on the sofa aside, and sat down.

"You are also the second generation of the rich, why don't you even have a bowl at home?" Fu Xiaojia complained, picked up the lid of the pot with one hand, and took the chopsticks with the other, and leaned over to sandwich the noodles to eat.

Shang Xu finished talking, let out a sigh of satisfaction, took out the soaked chicken feet from the plastic bag beside the table, tore them open, handed them to Fu Xiaojia, and asked him: "Have you ever seen the rich second generation cook by themselves? "

Fu Xiaojia thought for a while, and he was right, so he nodded in agreement.

After binge eating, a great sense of satisfaction and sleepiness followed. Fu Xiaojia and Shang Xu occupied one end of the sofa, watching the noisy and funny variety show on TV, patting their stomachs and drinking wine, ready to chat.

Fu Xiaojia was suddenly curious about what Shang Kai was doing at this time, thinking about it, she suddenly smiled.

"Hey, believe it or not! If I dared to do this in Shang Kai's house, he would probably grab me by the neck and throw me out!" Fu Xiaojia kicked Shang Xu with his feet, and this guy was about to lie there and sleep caught.

"Huh...huh?" Shang Xu woke up suddenly from his daze, scratched his head and sat up a little, yawning and said, "Really? He cares about you like he cares about his son?"

Fu Xiaojia smiled and said nothing.

It may be that I have been managing like this, the responsibility has become a burden, and the burden has become an unappetizing...

"Jia..." Shang Xu sat up completely, rubbed his eyes, patted his face, as if he had something serious to say, "Tell me, what's wrong with you?"

"Oh, I'm so annoying!" Fu Xiaojia turned over on the sofa, buried her face in the sofa's pillow, "I told you, don't ask, don't ask..."

"Tell me!" Shang Xu persistently tugged on Fu Xiaojia's clothes until he got bored, and then Fu Xiaojia slowly sat up and surrendered.

He roughly explained the whole story of the matter, in a straightforward manner, without any embellishment, and there was never anything to hide between him and Shang Xu.But who knew that Shang Xu actually pretended to be deep for him, and he didn't speak after listening to it. After a long time, he sighed and asked him quietly:

"Would you like to hear something about our family?"

Fu Xiaojia was stunned suddenly. He had asked Shang Xu hundreds of times before, and Shang Xu either hid it secretly, or talked about him from left to right. Fu Xiaojia never thought that he would take the initiative to say in such a situation. come out.

"Say it." He nodded and sat upright a little to show respect.

"Oh... let me think about it, when did I start?" Shang Xu rubbed his chin and frowned, thinking like an old man for a long time, and asked, "Do you know about Shang Kai's mother?"

"Mom?"

"Yes, dear mother." Shang Xu paused, then smiled, and said, "With Aunt An's personality, did she coax you when you were young that when a person dies, he goes to a far, far away place?"

The corners of Fu Xiaojia's mouth froze, as if remembering something, the expression on his face went blank for a moment.

"Do not

Yes, when my mother explained death to me, she would directly say... this person disappeared, never to be seen again, no matter how much you cry or make trouble, he will never come back. "

Shang Xu looked at Fu Xiaojia's gloomy eyes and knew that he thought of his father, so he reached out and patted him on the shoulder. Fu Xiaojia responded with a faint smile and said, "Go on, I'm not that glassy." Heart."

"Actually, Shang Kai's experience is quite similar to yours." Shang Xu was silent for a while, as if racking his brains to find a suitable explanation, "But you are a little luckier than him... At that time, no one explained anything to him. It's death. You know, my dad has been very busy with his work, and he hasn't learned any lessons, whether it's the first marriage or the second marriage."

Fu Xiaojia was at a loss, he had never heard any news about Shang Kai's mother from An Zhi or neighbors.But this is not surprising, Fu Xiaojia, whose mother Shang Kai passed away, has not yet been born.Adults don't easily talk about life and death in front of children, one is out of awe, and the other is that children don't need to carry such a heavy past.

"You said you remember that Shang Kai had a good personality when you were young, right?" Shang Xu made himself feel a little lost when he said this, "That's for you and An Zhi. Anyway, in my impression, he has always been like this now His mother's death is a lump in his heart, so after my mother married into a merchant, you can imagine my mother's temper..."

Hearing this, Fu Xiaojia was a little puzzled: "Weren't you not born at that time?"

Shang Xu took a sip of beer, and said with a contemptuous expression on his face, "My surname is Shang, brother, can I not feel about our family's affairs? I'm just as wise as a fool, do you think I'm really a stick maker?"

Fu Xiaojia smiled, waiting for him to continue.

"After I was born, Shang Kai got better. Although he still doesn't care whether my mother is called mother, in his heart, he agrees with me as a younger brother." Shang Xu stretched out his right index finger and tapped on his heart, with a slightly pride.

"Yo, Shang Kai said it himself?" Fu Xiaojia knew that Shang Xu's attribute was actually a serious brother control, and deliberately teased him.

"Needless to say, I will always remember the time when Shang Kai jumped into the artificial lake to save me when I was eight years old." Shang Xu's expression became serious, and his tone gradually became serious, "The water is quite deep, Shang Kai At that time, I was only fifteen or sixteen years old, and it was not easy to drag me up. At that time, I was playful and accidentally fell, but my mother insisted that Shang Kai wanted to kill me, and then my father sent Shang Kai there about studying abroad."

Fu Xiaojia knew that this matter was a knot in Shang Xu's heart, and he always felt that he was sorry for Shang Kai.The sudden departure of mother's love is already a great pain, but the appearance of Shang Xu, in a sense, snatched away the father's love that originally belonged to Shang Kai.

"Tell me, why is Shang Kai going to suffer that kind of foreign crime because our family of three is reunited?" The more Shang Xu said, the more excited he was, he poked his chest with his fingers and sighed, "I really think, I'm such a despicable person..."

"It's not your fault, you were just a child at the time, Shang Kai..."

Fu Xiaojia originally wanted to comfort Shang Xu, saying that Shang Kai would not blame you, but he also felt that he could not interpret Shang Kai's intentions so hastily.As Shang Xu said, Shang Kai has endured too much pain, and the absence of the role of father who should have shared this pain has deepened this pain. Even a rational person cannot force him to let go of the past immediately. What's more, Shang Kai was just a child at that time.

So he looked at Shang Xu quietly, and asked again: "Then what happened later? Isn't Shang Kai abroad? Why did he go back to China to study at the University of Political Science and Law?"

[The author has something to say: Thanks to my angels! @希▽Edit Bang @陈晓洁 Thank you Ni Meng for the recommendation ticket and monthly ticket support!The bald author shows love online, mua~~~]

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