law of forbidden love

Fu Xiaojia woke up with a splitting headache.

The moment he opened his eyes, his mind went blank. He stared at the chandelier hanging from the ceiling. After a long pause, he realized that he was lying in his room safe and sound, and breathed a sigh of relief.

What remains in my mind is the clip of Shang Xu drinking with himself in KTV.

How did you come back last night?

Fu Xiaojia rubbed her face, feeling dizzy and unable to remember.

Just wondering, someone was knocking on the door, undoubtedly it was Shang Kai.

For a while, Fu Xiaojia didn't know how to face a man who directly caused her to break up with her own beauty in the name of poaching.But he couldn't ignore the fact that the two lived together.

He got up from the bed, opened the door, and Shang Kai's handsome face appeared at the door.

"Is there something wrong?" Fu Xiaojia supported the door frame with one hand and the doorknob with the other, looking at Shang Kai with a constipated expression and a fierce expression.

I really can't figure out how this man has the face to knock on his door.

"It's okay, let's see if you're dead, and if you're dead, think about your alibi."

"Damn." Fu Xiaojia cursed and was about to close the door.

Shang Kai pushed against the door panel that was about to close.

"Come out to wash and eat."

"I can't eat when I see you, I'm not in the mood." Fu Xiaojia said, pushed the door hard and locked it.

Shang Kai was photographed outside the door. He raised his hand and touched the tip of his nose. After standing for a while, he turned and went to the kitchen, and took out the food that had been spun a few times in the microwave.As soon as he looked up and saw Fu Xiaojia's door opened, he changed into his pajamas and went out with one sleeve of his jacket still unfinished.

"..."

"What's the matter?" Shang Kai couldn't hold back and asked.

Fu Xiaojia was really in a hurry, and he didn't have time to make trouble anymore. In addition, Shang Kai took the initiative to talk to him twice. Fu Xiaojia adhered to An Zhi's education of "to be forgiving and forgiving" since he was a child, and he glanced at Shang Kai. explain:

"I have an appointment, but it's too late."

Shang Kai put all the plates and bowls in the refrigerator.

"You call them first, delay for a while, I will drive you there now."

After Fu Xiaojia packed himself up and dressed neatly, Shang Kai had already picked up the car and waited for him downstairs. Fu Xiaojia opened the door and got into the co-pilot.

"What's the matter, make amends?" Fu Xiaojia asked in a particularly embarrassing manner.

After getting in the car, I found that Shang Kai was wearing a casual jacket today, and his hair was combed more casually. He sat in the driver's seat and watched the rearview mirror focusing on reversing the car, leaving only the perfect profile of his profile at a glance.He usually wears a uniform or more serious formal clothes. Today's appearance is rare, and of course he is very eye-catching. Fu Xiaojia paid more attention when he got into the car.

Shang Kai turned his head to look at Fu Xiaojia, his eyes revealed a kind of care for mentally handicapped children, and suddenly tapped his temple with his index finger.

"Ah?" Fu Xiaojia imitated his movements subconsciously.

Shang Kai cleared his throat and said, "The brain is a good thing."

"Cut..." Fu Xiaojia was really offended, deliberately lowered the car seat, leaned back heavily, closed her eyes and turned her head to fall asleep.

Speechless all the way.

After walking for a few minutes, Fu Xiaojia suddenly sat up.

"Fuck! Do you know where I'm going? Just drive, why don't you ask me?"

Shang Kai held the steering wheel intently, and replied lightly: "I know. You go to the old building on Heping Street in Xicheng District every week to visit an old man."

Fu Xiaojia was wondering how he knew, when Shang Kai said:

"This habit has continued since the last semester. We have lived together for so long, and I can't find it again. I'm afraid it's because my brain is not working."

Fu Xiaojia was speechless immediately.Thinking about it carefully, living with Shang Kai for such a long time since I was in college, except for this person's serious personality, bad face, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and cleanliness, everything else is quite...comfortable of.

Anyway, Shang Kai wished to spend every day in the unit. They only needed to meet each other in the morning and in the evening, and then spend the not-so-pleasant weekend together, and there were many times on weekends when Shang Kai was either reading files or reading books. untie.

For the rest of the time, Shang Kai's big house with complete facilities and high-quality decoration is Fu Xiaojia's world alone.

Shang Xu often joked: "Those who don't know think that Fu Xiaojia was taken care of by someone."

Fu Xiaojia suddenly remembered what Shang Xu said in the KTV private room that day, and a strange idea popped up.

"Hey! I want to ask you something." Fu Xiaojia slumped on the passenger seat, knocking on the car window with one hand.

"Say."

"Do you... like..."

Shang Kai slammed on the brakes, and Fu Xiaojia was jolted. When she looked up, she turned out to be at a traffic light.

"How do you drive!"

"What did you just say?" Shang Kai asked.

"It's nothing." Fu Xiaojia said.

Fortunately, I didn't ask.

What to ask?Do you like Lin Qianqian?Do you like men?Or... do you like me?

It's funny to say that when Fu Xiaojia accidentally discovered that he was a little more interested in boys than girls, what he thought of was Shang Kai in his memory when he was sixteen or seventeen.

No matter what stage or aspect of life he is in, Shang Kai is always the top one among his peers.

In middle school, he was known for being handsome.The loose school uniform worn by his peers can also give off a youthful sports style. He is tall, and his figure was so long at that time, which made the school trousers always short, exposing his ankles. During that period, everywhere I went, there were little girls covering their mouths shyly behind their backs and whispering.

Of course, it is still more than worse, but this is regardless of personality.

When Shang Kai was [-] or [-] years old, Fu Xiaojia didn't understand how to wear crotch pants, but when Fu Xiaojia was [-] or [-] years old, he still remembered Shang Kai's appearance at that time.

Coupled with puberty and developing, it can be said that Shang Kai is Fu Xiaojia's first teacher when it comes to liking boys.

Shang Xu and Fu Xiaojia always wear a pair of trousers, so they know something about it, which is why Shang Xu was able to blurt out jokes like "Does he like you" in KTV at that time.

Fu Xiaojia patted his chest to comfort himself. These things were just secrets he buried in his heart. After all, he hadn't made any attempt to hand over a boy so far.

An Zhi has always been a conservative person. Under the influence of his mother, Fu Xiaojia has more or less inherited this characteristic, even though he looks like a firecracker on the surface.If it can be within the normal range, he doesn't want to go over that thunder pool.

This may be the reason for having a girlfriend like Lin Qianqian.Perhaps it was also the reason why he rejected living with Shang Kai at first.

And for so many years, apart from Shang Kai, there really was no second person who could make Fu Xiaojia's heart flutter.And those unspeakable memories of Shang Kai were finally diluted by the cruel reality.

No crisis is safe, Fu Xiaojia has a big heart, loves it or not, neither asks nor insists.

But the person I "liked" has become now... like this, Fu Xiaojia was still a little incapable of accepting it for a while.

"Ahead, turn around that intersection, and we'll be there soon." Fu Xiaojia gesticulated in the passenger seat, "If you have something to do, just drive away. The school organizes volunteer activities to help the elderly. I will chat with them. I can go back by myself."

"I'm fine." Shang Kai said lightly, "Can you go with me?"

Fu Xiaojia was stunned, he never thought that Shang Kai would make such a request.

"Can't you?"

"It's...it doesn't matter." Fu Xiaojia said, "But the situation in Grandma Gu's house is a bit special."

"Ah."

"She has a daughter who is not in a very good mental state. Sometimes she can talk to you, and sometimes she doesn't know why... she suddenly starts crying or laughing. It's quite scary."

"What's the reason? Is it congenital?" Shang Kai asked.

"...According to Grandma Gu, it has something to do with her wife." Fu Xiaojia hesitated and said, "Grandma Gu's wife used to drink heavily, play cards when she was young, and beat people when she was drunk. Auntie is not a It was like that from the beginning, maybe it was a childhood experience, I don’t know too well.”

Speaking of this, Fu Xiaojia obviously felt that something was wrong with Shang Kai's face.It suddenly occurred to him that Shang Kai's family was quite special, maybe the "childhood experience" he mentioned just now made him feel uncomfortable, so he closed his mouth resentfully.

"Then he, I mean Grandma Gu's wife, is he at home now?" Shang Kai asked.

"Normally. He basically doesn't stay at home. During the day, he just drinks, plays cards and gambles. If he has no money, he will come back. Grandma Gu sends him some money and sends him away. It's not as troublesome as when he was young."

"Why does your school still help such an object?" Shang Kai's tone was a bit serious, "Is it not afraid to meet someone, is there a danger of a little conflict?"

"You...can't you think of a better place? Occupational disease, you..." Fu Xiaojia stared at Shang Kai in surprise.

Shang Kai also glanced at him.

"Oh... well, well, I won't hide it from you." Fu Xiaojia patted her leg, ready to recruit, "Actually, the school found out about this situation at the end of last semester, so no volunteers were arranged at the beginning of this semester. Those who have arrived at Grandma Gu’s house.”

"So, you did this spontaneously?" Shang Kai said.

"Yes, it was spontaneous." Fu Xiaojia paused, "Is this my freedom?"

"It's not safe." Shang Kai whispered.

"How old am I? If something happens, can't I beat an old man with cerebral infarction and high blood pressure who has been drinking all the time?"

"...Are you using your brain to think about the problem?" Shang Kai replied helplessly.

"I don't want to quarrel with you now, anyway, you have to let me go today? You drove me here."

Saying that, Shang Kai parked the car on the side of the road, intending to turn around and leave.

"Hey! Brother! Brother, brother... I beg you, just treat it as me begging you, okay?"

Fu Xiaojia grabbed Shang Kai's sleeve and looked at him eagerly.