Mr Prejudice

Guan Lan was in a bad mood.

Bad reasons, in his own opinion, are a bit ridiculous.

His 30th birthday is coming up.

And Li Zhinian, at this age, not to mention starting a family and starting a career, at least one has to be settled in all aspects.

As for myself, my career has been established, but my family has not yet been seen.

Of course, modern people marry late, and many people are still far away from starting a family when they are 30 years old; but at least they have accumulated a lot of experience points, and once they meet the right person in the future, they can immediately and naturally enter the correct process.

And he doesn't even know what the correct process is.

In fact, the fact that he is about to become a 30-year-old virgin is not very embarrassing to Guan Lan, because even in modern society, there are many conservative people who insist on keeping their virginity before marriage, and some people only lose their virginity on the wedding night; A person with mental illness and abnormal sexual addiction, who is not a celibate, but still hasn't dated at the age of 30, can be said to be a rare work in the world.

Guan Lan had to face the painful truth: he was an emotional failure.

He used to like to talk about why the Huns were still alive, saying that he was just a little bit unlucky, but when that day approached little by little, he began to feel that it might really be his own problem.

No matter how you make excuses, it seems that you are more responsible for this matter.

This kind of depression is not humane, Chen Jin, the only one who can confide, went to other provinces to record a program this week, Guan Lan does not want to disturb others' hard work with his boring thoughts, after all, Chen Jin rarely works hard ——He could only suppress this little anguish into a huge one.

On his birthday, some music fans on the Internet made a collection of works for him, and someone cut the MV for him. He was a little happy at first, but relieved his depression. Unexpectedly, he clicked on the most popular video in the end, and it turned out to be a harem towards.

Although he knew that the fans were not malicious, but after watching it, his mood fell to the bottom.

Fortunately, his Weibo has always been aloof, so even if he didn't repost anyone's Weibo and just posted "Thank you everyone", no one thought it was unusual.

Afterwards, his parents called him to send birthday wishes, and his mother reminded him not too tactfully that at the age of 30, he should have had enough fun. It's time to consider developing a long-term relationship, right?

It was only then that Guan Lan realized that his mood just now hadn't bottomed out and was still going down.

In fact, his parents are quite open-minded parents, they have always encouraged him to put his career first, and never urged him to get married, but seeing that his son is a bachelor at the age of 30, no parents are not in a hurry.

And Guan Lan knows that being single right now is actually not the biggest problem. One day he will be single, and he will have a headache day-but since it is still far away, don't ask for trouble and come out of the closet. It's a problem.

When he arrived at the company, he saw Ren Xiaofei looking at him with evasive excitement.

Guan Lan knew that somewhere in the company, a surprise party was secretly being planned.Although touched by their intentions, Guan Lan felt that he might not have the strength to act surprised.

Even so, he dutifully exclaimed when he saw the gigantic four-tier cake on the lounge table.

Guan Lan: "I... I really didn't expect it, thank you everyone."

This party is the meaning of the big boss, and the big boss also ordered that the people in the music department don't have to work today, and they can be happy as much as possible, and all expenses should be reimbursed by the company.

Artists from the company, who had some friendship with Guan Lan, were naturally all present.

Of course including Zhuang Lin.

Zhuang Lin: "Happy birthday."

Guan Lan: "Thank you. You are so busy, you don't need to come here."

Zhuang Lin: "I didn't do it on purpose. I came to the company for a meeting today, and I'll bring you a gift along the way."

Guan Lan: "There are gifts, I really bothered."

Zhuang Lin: "It's so messy here, I'll give it to you alone after a while. It's not soup."

Guan Lan: "Well, I wonder why you didn't bring a thermos."

Seeing that he was still joking about delivering soup, Zhuang Lin carefully felt that Guan Lan's attitude had softened, and he was a little happy.But I didn't dare to be too happy, for fear that it would be poured with another pot of cold water just like last time.

These days, he has followed the guidance of the military strategist in love, and he dare not make any big moves. He takes the spiritual route, so he has nothing to talk about creation with Guan Lan, or share the songs he is listening to recently, or chat about some free time .Guan Lan didn't reply to him very much, he always sent four or five messages, and Guan Lan replied briefly every two hours or half a day.Zhuang Lin was a little awkward at the beginning, but after getting used to talking to himself like this, he became a little addicted, and had to talk to Guan Lan about anything that happened.

Although Guan Lan seldom replied, she didn't block him - of course, blocking him is impossible, after all, they still have a cooperative relationship and communication at work; they didn't tell him to shut up and stop annoying him, nor did they Completely ignoring him gave Zhuang Lin a little hope.

He thought, sure enough, such a long-term mental strategy is more effective.

But Zhuang Lin still wanted to see him, he couldn't imagine it.

Not running over to see him these days really exhausted all his self-control.

In fact, it's only been a few days. It feels like we haven't seen each other for half a year, and I can't get enough of it.

However, today is his birthday, why does he look a little unhappy?

Guan Lan felt that his performance today was perfect, his whole body was filled with happiness and joy, and he was only short of singing "Good Day".

At the same time, he could also feel Zhuang Lin's gaze, which had been falling on him across half the room.

Strangely, Guan Lan didn't feel panic and wanted to run away, on the contrary, the longer this gaze stayed, the hotter he became.

The depression and depression in his heart have been suppressed for too long, and a thought that he has never had before has been born in his heart:

It's not my problem, it's not my fault.After all, there are still people who love me, and there are still people who love me like this.

Desperate now to find proof that he's not a complete loser emotionally, he's stuck in the swamp of self-denial, reaching out desperately to grab a piece of driftwood.

This piece of driftwood is Zhuang Lin.

The party was coming to an end, Zhuang Lin went to find Guan Lan, intending to give away his gift.

He has prepared two gifts, one of which is a few foreign vinyl records he has collected, which have not been released in China, and the signature of the singer; the other is a guitar in the car, ready to Play it by ear, "Oh, this thing is too heavy, why don't I take it home for you?"But he didn't think Guan Lan would step on such a low-level routine, so he didn't hold out any hope.

Zhuang Lin: "A gift for you."

Although there was wrapping paper, Guan Lan knew what it was when he saw the size and shape.

He took it over and said, "Thank you, I'm interested."

Zhuang Lin saw that he didn't like it very much, so he decided to give it a try: "There is one more...in my car, it's a bit big, how about I take it home for you?"

Guan Lan looked at him with dark eyes.

Guan Lan: "Okay."

Zhuang Lin:! ! !

When he arrived at Guan Lan's house, Zhuang Lin was still in a daze.

He really didn't know which step he took today.

Are you right?But neither of them said a few words.Got the gift right?Guan Lan didn't even glance at his two gifts.

After Guan Lan entered the room, he went straight to the wine cabinet and took out a bottle of whiskey and two glasses.

Zhuang Lin was taken aback.He knew Guan Lan's drinking capacity, this was really strong alcohol.

Guan Lan poured wine for the two of them, then raised her head and drank her own glass.

Zhuang Lin was terrified when he saw it, and began to search for a little knowledge of drinking in his mind. He had nothing to say: "I remember an American alcoholic told me how to identify a good whiskey. Look at the color..."

Guan Lan finished the second cup.

Erguotou does not drink like this!

Zhuang Lin: "...this color is a faint golden color..."

Guan Lan: "Zhuang Lin, I brought you back to my house at night, you know what I mean."

Zhuang Lin did think about that idea on the way here, but Yin Jian is not far away, so he really didn't dare to think too much.

Guan Lan took something out of his pocket.Originally, his house didn't have this thing, but he just dug it out from Chen Jin's house. God knows why Chen Jin came to his house with this thing, and God knows why he knew there was this thing in Chen Jin's house.He handed it to Zhuang Lin: "So are you willing? Before I regret it."

Zhuang Lin looked down and felt that his three souls and seven souls were broken into nanometers in an instant.

That's a condom.

Zhuang Lin knew that Guan Lan's mental state was very abnormal now. The rational and correct way at this time was to let Guan Lan sober up, have a sincere chat with Guan Lan, let him open his heart, and then comfort and enlighten him...

Go fucking sane!I am not a sheep tail!

Guan Lan knew he was making a mistake.

The young man's kiss was full of scorching passion, and from the touching lips and tongue, it seemed as if he could feel his agitated naked heart.

Just for this night, he didn't want to be a thoughtful adult.He doesn't want to think about tomorrow.

Tomorrow, even if I'm still a failed 30-year-old man without a relationship, at least I won't be a 30-year-old virgin.

Alcohol gradually began to affect Guan Lan's body, and he felt that he was very hot; no matter how hot it was, it would not be as hot as the skin touched by Zhuang Lin's hands.

Guan Lan is not good at exercising, and he doesn't have a good figure like Zhuang Lin, but he can be called fine-textured and well-proportioned.From the neck to the chest all the way down, the tender flesh on the side of the waist was rubbed repeatedly, causing Guan Lan to tremble uncontrollably.

He gasped: "Don't bother...directly, ah, directly..."

Zhuang Lin bit his lower lip lightly: "Teacher Guan, leave it to me."

Guan Lan suddenly realized that he didn't know when he had never called himself Teacher Guan again.At this moment, he suddenly cried out, which only made his whole body tense up in shame.

At the moment when he really felt that his body was about to be invaded, Guan Lan seemed to wake up, and wanted to push Zhuang Lin away: "Wait—"

Zhuang Lin gasped: "I can't slow down."

Guan Lan let out a long moan, feeling the pain of being wedged, he thought, he didn't regret it.

Zhuang Lin leaned down and kissed him.

Guan Lan bit his lip to bleed.

Zhuang Lin: "I love you so much——"

At this time, Guan Lan really woke up.

After the matter was over, Guan Lan returned to his senses, and Guan Lan regretted the bleeding.

He felt like a bitch.Zhuang Lin treated himself sincerely, and was played by himself in this way, not only playing with his feelings, but also playing with his body.

He obviously didn't have the same feelings for him, but because of his momentary emotional weakness, he did such an irreversible thing, no matter how he thought about it, he was too scumbag.

So the next morning, when Zhuang Lin turned over and hugged him in his arms, and wanted to have a happy morning tenderness, he saw Guan Lan's face full of guilt:

"Sorry, it's all my fault."

Zhuang Lin thought, he got used to being watered by cold water.