Night walk

When he was about to get home, Qiao Yixiao woke up. Before he opened his eyes, he realized that he was in the car.I was overjoyed at first, did Mo Zhao bring him back to City Z?Although I know work is very important, it's great to follow Mo Zhao back.

The next second he realized that this was not Mo Zhao's car. He opened his eyes and saw Mo Zhao and Qiao Dongyang sitting in front.He knew that he must not be returning to City Z, and was immediately disappointed.But he quickly returned to normal, trying to sit up, and then saw He Zhiwan sitting in front of him again.

Even the aunt is here, where is this going?

When Mo Zhao heard the sound, he looked back at him, with a smile on his face: "Are you awake?" Asking, he immediately brought a thermos by his side, poured water for him, "Drink some."

As soon as Mo Zhao spoke, everyone except the driver looked over.Especially Aunt He, who asked with concern: "Is Xiaoxiao hungry? Bring some food here." As she spoke, she ordered Mo Zhao to get it.

Seeing that he didn't take the cup, Mo Zhao directly handed the cup to his mouth to feed him.

He felt a little embarrassed, Mo Zhao just fed him water in front of his aunt, okay? !He hurriedly took the cup, intending to drink it himself, and saw Qiao Dongyang staring at him with great interest.He couldn't help being even more embarrassed!

Qiao Dongyang watched it with great interest, except for these two people, he had never seen anyone else fall in love.It turns out that falling in love is such a way of talking.

Qiao Yixiao drank water and ate the food Mo Zhao brought him.Everyone in the car started talking. He looked out and saw the street sign. He was startled and immediately asked, "Why are you going back to my house?"

Qiao Dongyang was about to speak right away, but thinking of his current status, he was a little embarrassed, so he closed his mouth again.

Mo Zhaowen said softly, "Go and see your mother."

"Ah—?" He stared at Mo Zhao, who nodded to him again.

Aunt He in the front seat said, "Let's go see your mother together."

Qiao Yixiao thought of what Mo Zhao said "I have something to do when I come back", could it be something like this? !He couldn't help asking, and it was not easy to ask at this time, the car was getting closer and closer to the cemetery.He simply didn't ask any more questions, but leaned against the window and looked out.He remembered exactly where his mother was buried.

Although he hadn't been here for a long time, he could still see the location at a glance.

But the driver seemed to come here often, and quickly parked the car in front of the cemetery.As soon as they got out of the car, the driver went to open the trunk. Only then did Qiao Yixiao see that there were a lot of things in the trunk.There is a bouquet of fresh flowers, two pots of bright eternal flowers, and there is even yellow paper for sacrifices.

He looked back at Mo Zhao, Mo Zhao patted his head, and went forward to move things with the driver.

Mo Zhao estimated that he had never moved these before, so he hurried forward to help, Aunt He held him and Qiao Dongyang who also wanted to help: "Let him take it, it's okay."

Qiao Yixiao was a little nervous, he asked: "Is this not good? There is really no need for this, auntie."

"We are here to commemorate Xiaoxiao's mother. Your mother is also Mo Zhao's mother. He should do this."

"I--"

"Okay, they're going in, let's go together." Aunt He pulled the two brothers in with each other.

Qiao Yixiao has done all the good and bad things these years, and has been back several times, but she never dared to come and see his mother.After all, because he did some bad things, he had no face to see her.More importantly, he was afraid that he would cry when he went there.

Qiao Dongyang was even more afraid, he was completely sorry for Qiao Yixiao's mother.

But how did Wan look soft, but she pulled them up with great strength, pulling them both in.

After entering the cemetery, Qiao Yixiao regained his composure, and walked to his mother's place by himself without He Zhiwan's pulling.He Zhiwan gradually let go of his hand, and he strode to catch up with Mo Zhao, taking things with him.

Qiao Dongyang was still pulled by He Zhiwan, his heart was beating very fast.Before, his mother secretly brought him here.His mother had a ghost in her heart, bowed in a hurry, burned some paper money, and fled with him.He was still immature at that time, he only felt that the place was eerily quiet.

Come back at this time, he actually still feels terrible.But someone pulled him, and he was able to walk in smoothly anyway.

Qiao Yixiao's mother was at the innermost part of the cemetery.

When his mother passed away, the family was not in decline and was very rich.Qiao Han didn't know whether it was because of his conscience, or because he was also afraid, so he bought the best cemetery with money.At the time of the burial, he came over.It was also raining that day, and he and Qiao Han were the only two people in front of his mother's grave. They said father and son, how could they look like father and son.Say no, but they are the two people closest to each other by blood.

Neither of them spoke to the other.

Qiao Han was standing in front of her grave at that time, wondering if he also remembered the time when they were struggling together when they first got married, and even shed a few tears.Qiao Yixiao sneered at the time, these were really crocodile tears.Qiao Han is not familiar with his son, nor can he see through him.When this son was very young, he would stare at him with black pupils, making his heart shudder.He would rather spoil that son outside, that son is lively and cute, and will call him "Dad" sweetly.

He never reflected on his mistakes, he never regarded Qiao Yixiao as a son, never fulfilled the responsibility of a father, why should Qiao Yixiao respect him?What's more, he did so many shameless things and ignored his mother.

When a person dies, he is gone.At that time, after kowtowing three times and burning some paper money, Qiao Yixiao turned around and left.

It stands to reason that his family is so rich, so they should go to the temple to spend money on a ritual.It is an ordinary family now, and they have to make a big deal when they encounter such a thing.Most of the time, everyone knows that these dojos are fake, but if you do it, it seems that you can really make the family members who passed away have a better life in the world where they don't know whether they exist or not.

When it was their turn, they were simply buried.

On that day, Qiao Yixiao walked out in the rain and passed many cemeteries with ordinary prices. The intervals between these cemeteries were very small, and there were so many people that it was even difficult to worship when kneeling.But among the family members of the deceased, which one didn't come to many?He saw with his own eyes a lady who almost fainted from crying. It was someone else who dragged her so hard that she was dragged away from here.

At that time, Qiao Yixiao thought, what can I do if I spend so much money to buy such a cemetery that is said to have excellent Fengshui?It's not like these ordinary cemeteries, there are people who really feel sad for them, feel sorry for them.The family came to pay their respects.

Qiao Yixiao didn't expect that there would be such a day that someone would accompany him to see his mother.

Although there were only five people including the driver, he couldn't help but take a deep breath when he thought of the scene where he and Qiao Han were standing here.

Qiao Yixiao didn't quite understand, but Aunt He seemed to understand. She ordered Mo Zhao to put the two pots of eternal life flowers in front of the tomb respectively, and put a pot on one side.On the way here, Qiao Yixiao saw someone else's cemetery also put flowers in the same way.She asked Mo Zhao to put the bouquet of flowers in front of her again, and Mo Zhao did exactly that.

Because it is an expensive place, the place where the paper money is burned is also placed separately, not shared, and it is next to the tomb.

Qiao Yixiao looked at the flowers and stopped in a daze without knowing it.

I don't know if the him he is now is the him his mother likes, or the him she expects to see.

Mo Zhao bowed and worshiped in front of the tomb, then went to burn paper money.They brought a lot, and Mo Zhao patiently put the yellow papers into the furnace one by one.Qiao Dongyang walked silently to help Mo Zhao burn together.

He Zhiwan looked at Qiao Yixiao, standing alone in front of the tomb, he didn't know what he was thinking.

Even though the paper money burned more and more prosperously, and the smell became stronger and stronger, he didn't come back to his senses.

He Zhiwan didn't bother him, and when the paper money was almost gone, she said, "Mo Zhao, kowtow to Xiaoxiao's mother."

"En." Mo Zhao naturally wanted to do this.Xiaoxiao's mother is his mother.

Qiao Yixiao heard "kowtow", looked back subconsciously, and saw Mo Zhao put the last piece of paper in the furnace, he unbuttoned the cuff of his long-sleeved shirt, there was no pad on the ground, and he was about to kneel when he knelt .

The ground was full of water, Qiao Yixiao immediately grabbed him.

Mo Zhao looked back at him.

He said anxiously: "How can you kneel." How could Mo Zhao kneel to someone else, even if this person is his mother.He knows that some people are disgusted with these traditional customs, and they also hate kneeling and worshiping.Mo Zhao received a new type of education, and he didn't want to force Mo Zhao to do so.

Mo Zhao patted his head and said, "Even a man should bow down to his parents."

"No—" he continued to say, He Zhiwan came over, took his arm, and said softly, "You ask him to kowtow, and ask him to make a promise with your mother."

"Promise of what?" He asked stupidly.

"I promise to treat you well in the future."

Qiao Yixiao stayed for a while and asked, "Auntie, why are you being so nice to me?"

He Zhiwan laughed, and she said: "Because Xiaoxiao, you are very good and deserve my kindness to you. I liked you the first time I saw you. You were born to be my son, right?"

Qiao Yixiao gave her a wooden look, then turned to look at Mo Zhao and kowtowed three times seriously.

The breeze after the rain was cool, but the paper money ash was blown up, and they gradually rolled into a circle and floated into the air.After kowtowing, Mo Zhao turned around to look at Qiao Yixiao, and said with a smile, "It's all floating up. According to the old saying, even your mother can receive it."

Qiao Yixiao stared blankly at him for a while, then smiled.

Qiao Dongyang stepped forward, also ready to kowtow.

Qiao Yixiao stopped him: "Forget it, you can't kowtow on that leg. You have to be sincere, just give my mother a bow."

Qiao Dongyang blushed and became more and more embarrassed.

"hurry up."

Qiao Dongyang also knew that it was hard for him to walk more. If his leg hurts again, Qiao Yixiao would still be busy behind him.In the end he bowed honestly three times, each time at a standard ninety degrees.Aunt He also went to bow three times, put her hands together, and muttered something, she didn't know what she said.Even the driver bowed.

In the end, only Qiao Yixiao was left.

But Aunt He was very considerate of him, pulled Qiao Dongyang, and said to Mo Zhao and the driver: "Let's go outside and wait for supper, let him have a good talk with his mother."

The driver went out first, Qiao Dongyang followed Aunt He obediently, Mo Zhao looked at Qiao Yixiao hesitantly, and finally left first.Just before leaving, he said softly, "I'll wait for you outside."

"Okay."

Only then did Mo Zhao lift his foot and leave.

Qiao Yixiao watched him leave, then turned to look at the tombstone.

There is only my mother's name on it, no photo.He didn't want his mother's photo to be exposed to the wind and rain here, so he didn't put it on it.Aunt He and the others were considerate of him, but he didn't really know what to say.

What do you say?Talk about the absurd but real life of these years?

Whether it's absurd or true, everything is really getting better.Then there's no need to let mother know about those absurd things, is there?

Or rather, cry?

When his mother went, he didn't cry.He couldn't cry.

To live is to suffer, who can say that it is not good to go.

At the very least, from now on, there will be one less poor person who suffers in bed all day long.

He sighed, squatted down on the ground, and looked at his mother's name on the tombstone.He hugged his knees, and after a while he said: "These years have been hard and incredible. I have encountered all kinds of things, I have bumped into other people's cars, and I have also been hit by cars. I walked around the gate of hell, and I almost really wanted to see you. Are you angry with me for not coming to see you?" He laughed, "But I don't have the face to see you. After living like that, how can I have the nerve to come and see you?"

"You're there, okay?"

"I later thought, you should know that Qiao Han has a woman outside, and that woman has a son. That son is the one who bowed to you just now. His name is Qiao Dongyang. Over the years, I have been carrying Him. Will you be disappointed in me? But I can't do it, Mom, I can't do it if I don't care about a person who still has life. At that time, I hated him, and I hated myself even more. I hate myself for being soft, for being soft for someone like that. They can ignore me, but I can't. Am I ridiculous?"

He laughed again: "Qiao Han died, and he died with that woman. He died in a dishonorable way, and everyone in the city knew it. Everyone knew that Qiao Han ran away with his mistress. I went to see him and died. It's ugly. Mother, do you hate him? After all, you loved him that way."

"Mom, I'm in love with someone too. He's a man."

"He's fine, his family is fine, they've all been great to us."

"Actually, it was not good at the beginning. He and I got off to a ridiculous start. At that time, I hated him so much that I wanted to kill him. At that time, I really didn't expect it to be here now."

"His mother came to see you with him today. What did they say to you? They whispered, I didn't hear anything. But I guess they promised you that they would be good to me." Are they nice to me? They brought me here. In fact, I have never dared to come here. I am very afraid of this place. I am afraid of the silence here, and I am even more afraid of the continuous crying here, and I am afraid of the shade here.”

"But today, I'm not afraid."

"They were really nice and said to let me talk to you alone. But ah, I really don't know what to say. You have been away for more than ten years, and I was only in elementary school when you left. At that time How tall is it, 1.5 meters? 1.6 meters? I don’t remember. But I’m taller now, I went to the university I wanted, graduated successfully, and I’m doing the job I like. He helped me.”

"You tell me that in this world, you must be self-reliant and self-reliant. Will I let you down if I rely on others like this? But, mother, I realized later that relying on the person I like is not something to be ashamed of." And you know, he is actually very dependent on me. If I don’t call him or give him any news for a day, he won’t be able to do it. Last time, my phone turned off automatically when it ran out of power. I was watching the venue outside. I just forgot to tell anyone, no one knows where I went. He couldn’t find me, he was going crazy. He ran back from City Z immediately, hehe. When he found me, although he pretended to be calm, he As soon as he hugged me, I could feel his hands trembling."

"Hey, he's afraid that I'll leave him again."

"Actually, I was very, very happy at the time, but I didn't show it, and I only told you about it. At that time, I realized that two people who love each other are dependent on each other."

"He took me to see the sea in Shanghai, and he also took me to Sanya to see the real sea. He planted a lot of sunflowers for me. I went to see them in spring. They are connected together, which is an indescribable He also showed me the fireflies, which appeared when I was born. We also watched the meteor shower together, which was in Leo. Mom, he is actually very romantic. But, I can’t tell him He'd be arrogant to say that, and I'm just telling you."

"Time really flies, more than ten years have passed by in a flash. Before you leave, you were worried about me, so you didn't close your eyes. I told Qiao Han that it was because you couldn't wait for him and refused to close your eyes." I don't care if he is ashamed or not. In fact, I know that you don't trust me. "

"Don't worry, I will live a good life from now on. I will marry him. It's just that he is an official. We can only invite familiar relatives to dinner at home, but that's enough. He said that we will have surrogate children in the future, and when the children grow up, I will bring them to see you."

"I have always been cowardly and timid, but I have always pretended to be brave, and I have deceived almost everyone. But I know that I can't hide it from him, and I can't hide it from you. From now on, I will no longer be cowardly or afraid, No more pretending. He said he would be behind me no matter what. Mom, are you happy for me?"

The breeze blew away the teardrops that were faltering in the corners of Qiao Yixiao's eyes.

He smiled, wiped away his tears, and said to the tombstone, "I cried when I was happy."

After a long time, he didn't say a word.

He stared at the tombstone firmly, and said softly: "Then let's stop here first? Anyway, I won't be afraid anymore, and I will come to see you often."

"Forgive me for my cowardice."

"Mom, happy birthday."

After he finished speaking, he was about to stand up, but because of squatting for too long, his legs became numb.Kankan stood up, and his right leg was crooked again.Behind the big tree in the road on the left, a figure came out, hurriedly strode towards him, and supported him.

Seeing that it was Mo Zhao, Qiao Yixiao said in shock, "You didn't leave! Then did you hear me?!"

Mo Zhao didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "I'm standing so far away, how could I hear you." He took a careful look at Qiao Yixiao, "Leave?"

"Well, come back next time."

Mo Zhao smiled and said, "Okay." Then he said to the tombstone, "Mom, let's go first, and see you next time."

"What?!—" Say it bluntly, okay? !But before he finished speaking, Mo Zhao hugged him horizontally and walked outside.Qiao Yixiao's face was flushed, and she kicked her feet, but because her legs were numb, she didn't feel it.He was completely ashamed to see people, he buried his head in Mo Zhao's arms, he was completely out of sight!

Mo Zhao laughed out loud, turned around and glanced at Qiao Yixiao's mother's cemetery, and smiled comfortably.

At the end of the road, he turned a corner and left here with Qiao Yixiao.

Another gust of cool wind blew by, and the tall trees beside the tomb all rustled, like gentle laughter.

After leaving here, they went to the old house of Qiao Yixiao's family, and had a meal in Z City. When night fell, they returned to Shanghai.

On the way back, everyone was very happy, and the car was always lively.Qiao Dongyang also told Aunt He about the flower shop, she was also very supportive, and talked with Qiao Dongyang about flowers and trees with great interest.

Qiao Yixiao and Mo Zhao looked at each other and smiled.

When we got back to Shanghai, it was already very late.The villa in the suburbs was closer to the highway, so they simply lived there.

Qiao Yixiao lay back on the big bed he was familiar with, and happily rolled around several times. While Mo Zhao was taking a shower, he went to the bedside table to search for the note that Mo Zhao had left behind.It turned out that the paper was not fake, and he also found another thing, which was the card, the card that he personally returned to Mo Zhao, and there was 240 million in the card.

When Mo Zhao came back from the shower, he saw Qiao Yixiao looking at him suspiciously.

Standing by the bed, he asked innocently, "What mistake did I make?"

Qiao Yixiao pinched the card with his index finger and middle finger: "Be honest."

Mo Zhao didn't expect Qiao Dongyang's child to be so worthless, Qiao Yixiao found it as soon as he came back, did he hide it so deeply? !Really can't expect that child to do things!According to him, Qiao Dongyang's flower shop will definitely close after opening for a month!

But now is not the time to care about this matter, he really said it honestly, and finally said: "Isn't it because you are afraid that you will have no money to use when you go back?"

Qiao Yixiao "hummed" a few times and ignored him, but also felt worried.How to spend the more than 200 million yuan?

He can't, and won't.For the ridiculous past with Mo Zhao, he was grateful, but also really ashamed, it was disgraceful after all.The more than 200 million yuan is his account of that period of the past, which is not only for himself, but also for Mo Zhao.

The moment they were together again, they were already equal.

But Mo Zhao would never want the more than 200 million yuan.Give it to Qiao Dongyang, that little fool knows more and more now that he wants face, and he definitely won't.

Seeing him worried, Mo Zhao was about to make a suggestion.

Qiao Yixiao's eyes lit up, and he turned to look at Mo Zhao: "Did you donate the money?"

Without waiting for Mo Zhao to speak, he said again: "You can't donate money directly. Now it is said that donating money will be corrupted. Buy some stationery, schoolbags, clothes and bedding for the children in poor mountainous areas, okay?"

Mo Zhao smiled and nodded: "Okay."

Qiao Yixiao heaved a sigh of relief, and finally had a thorough explanation.

Mo Zhao just thought it was funny, Qiao Yixiao noticed his smile, threw the card away, and rolled his eyes: "What do you know, if the knife doesn't stick to your body, of course you don't know the pain."

"Well, it was all my fault before."

"It was your fault."

Mo Zhao reached out and turned off the headlights in the house, leaving only the floor lamp beside the bed, and he also sat on the bed.Qiao Yixiao lay on her stomach and asked him, "Is Auntie asleep?"

"I'm asleep, my brother is asleep too."

"Then we'll sleep too." Qiao Yixiao turned over and was about to cover herself with the quilt.

Mo Zhao took his hand: "Just sleep like this?"

"what?"

"You have pity on me too."

"What?" Qiao Yixiao didn't understand.

Mo Zhao took his hand and was about to lead him down.After all, because Mo Zhao's mother was also in the bedroom on the second floor, he quickly shook off Mo Zhao's hand and whispered: "Your mother is next door! Besides, what happened the day before yesterday!" In Shanghai, Mo Zhao pulled him, and the two of them had a tough fight.

"But I'm really pitiful." Mo Zhao forcefully took his hand and touched it there.

"You—" Shameless!

Mo Zhao smiled and even turned off the floor lamp. He was so strong that he directly dragged Qiao Yixiao up and hugged him to his waist.Mo Zhao himself was leaning on the bed, looking at Qiao Yixiao with a smile.

Even without a light, Qiao Yixiao could see the smile on Mo Zhao's face through the moonlight outside the house.

If this is normal, Qiao Yixiao will not be reserved.

But today, the elders are here!

He hesitated, Mo Zhao had already gone to unbutton his pajamas.Mo Zhao's warm fingertips vaguely touched his skin, Qiao Yixiao gradually began to feel a little dizzy.Dazed, he looked down at Mo Zhao's fingertips, looked up at Mo Zhao's face, and then looked at Mo Zhao's eyes.

He saw the soft light in Mo Zhao's eyes.

Before he knew it, he fell into it, obediently fell into Mo Zhao's arms, and he stuck out his tongue to lick Mo Zhao's collarbone.

Mo Zhao's hand tightened and grabbed his waist.

Qiao Yixiao smiled "hehe", his eyes shone brightly even in the dark.

The night began.

Fortunately, no matter how dark the night is, they can still see each other clearly.

Because, he is his light, and he is also his light.

The author has something to say: When writing this chapter, I listened to "The Tree is Thousands of Zhangs High and Fallen Leaves Are Roots".too suitable.

Here are some words——

Hello everyone, the last time of this article is 10:20:20.

The episode of "Night Journey" is about to come to an end for the time being.The status of this article will also change from Serializing to Completed.This is the longest article I have ever written. So far, many girls have told me that they like it and are very happy.This is also the article that I received the most companionship on the way to serialization. I am very grateful to everyone who left a message to discuss the plot with me.In the process of writing, I laughed and cried with them in the text, and witnessed this encounter and love with everyone, which was very satisfying.

To be honest, a person has a personality, and an author also has a style of writing. "Night Journey" is so long, progress is slow, and the characters in the article have many shortcomings, and the characters are not perfect.People who can see from the beginning to the end, never give up on the text, and like people can be said to be really destined for me.The characters I like, the way of expression I like, are also what you like.The world is so big, and being able to share such common love, for me, is the greatest happiness that writing brings.

Frankly speaking, I really don't like to write about perfect people, but I prefer to write about the life attitude of imperfect people.And the article does have many shortcomings.Some I am aware of, some I haven't.But I'm not in a hurry, write slowly, change slowly, and it will always get better and better.

"Night Journey", I don't remember whether I mentioned the origin of the title. The word "Xing Xing" comes from the phrase "Yi Yao Xing Xing" in "The Book of Songs? Dongshan", which means walking at night and fireflies.And I took this as the title of the article, just to express the meaning that two people who were waiting for the light to shine in the dark finally embraced each other and embraced the light.There are two more important scenes in the article, one is Xiaoxiao celebrating her birthday and confessing to each other.The other is when the last chapter is compounded.Both scenes take place at night, and this is what I want to express.

The final determination of the mind and each other is in the dark.But it was in this scene that they confirmed each other and found their own light.

The names of the two are also related to light.Interestingly, the names of the Liu family brothers are actually Guang, Ye and Yun both mean light.At that time, I didn't expect to write an article for my younger brother and brother Liu, and I didn't even think that these two would be a couple.

If there is no accident, this is supposed to be a blog. Extras like marriage will be written in the blog. If you are interested, just pay attention to Weibo.The next article is about my brother, the copy has been released.In fact, my younger brother's essay was also unplanned. According to the original plan, I chose between brother essay, campus essay, and An Ge's essay.But unintentionally, I wrote about my younger brother first.It's been a long time since I wrote a sweet article, I hope I can have a sweet summer^_^.

In the end, although I am very reluctant, I will gradually withdraw from this article.Recalling that when I wrote this article, I cried so much that my eyes bleed, and I was so frightened that I went to the hospital, only to realize that I could really make my eyes bleed.Nearly [-] chapters, more than half of the coding time was spent crying, especially last winter, when my skin was so dry from crying that I was frantically using moisturizing masks every day... I used more than two packs of paper.Because of crying too much, too many tears fell on the touch screen of the computer, and the computer screen was blurred.It's really funny to think about it now.

I wish I could keep writing like this, and then it would be nice to have a group of girls who happen to have the same tastes as me watching the story develop and change.

Well, that's it for now.

thank you all.

Hope to see you again in the future.

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