Night walk

Qiao Yixiao didn't know where the car was going, and he was very nervous all the time, so nervous that he didn't even have time to look out the window.He couldn't help feeling a little bit bitter in his heart. When he was still being taken care of by Mo Zhao, he still had the confidence to yell at that Uncle Li.

Now, he is free, but he feels completely out of breath.

Especially in such a situation, he got dirty from fighting and was actually rescued by Mo Zhao's father, and he kept looking at him.

This is really too ironic, too ridiculous.

He was ready to face all kinds of sarcasm.

While he was doing mental construction, the car stopped, and he looked out in a daze, and it turned out to be the house he rented.They actually brought him here?He looked back at Mo Zhao's father in puzzlement. He remembered that his name was Mo Zhi.

Mo Zhi looked at him and said, "Get out of the car."

Qiao Yixiao hasn't recovered yet.

"I'm not welcome?"

Only then did Qiao Yixiao open the door and get out of the car.

Li Heyong stayed in the car, Mo Zhi walked into the room with him one after the other.

The things at home have basically been packed, empty and crowded.Empty because there is nothing left outside except for the two beds.The reason for the congestion is that this house is already small, and the place is full of luggage.After entering, Qiao Yixiao moved a stool, but Mo Zhi didn't care too much, and sat down directly.

Qiao Yixiao sat on the edge of the bed.

"Do you know who I am?" Mo Zhi spoke first.

"know."

"Why are you fighting with others again?" Mo Zhi asked.

Qiao Yixiao lowered his head, as if he had made a mistake.He has always had no confidence in front of Mo Zhao's parents, one is because he has no money, no career, and nothing.More importantly, because they are Mo Zhao's parents, he can't help but feel apologetic and respectful.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Mo Zhi said, "Go wash your face and talk again. Do you have a band-aid at home? Find one and stick it on."

Qiao Yixiao said "um", went to wash his face and hands, put a bandage on the wound on his forehead, took off his blood-stained coat, and went to boil water.

Mo Zhi heard the sound of him boiling water, and said, "Come and sit, I don't want to drink water."

"Here's some hot water for you to drink..." Qiao Yixiao was still a little embarrassed.

"Come and sit, I didn't come to drink water."

Qiao Yixiao had no choice but to sit back again.

Mo Zhi took a closer look and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"Are all the injuries on your body healed?"

"All right."

"You're much thinner than you were two years ago."

"..."

"Have you had a hard time these two years?"

"Fortunately, I learned a lot."

"The studio is closed? Isn't it very well-known and well-known?" Mo Zhi is actually not a kind person. When talking to Qiao Yixiao this time, he has already tried his best to add some emotion to his words.

Qiao Yixiao didn't bother to think about why he knew so clearly, and said honestly: "I'm going home. I was sick for a while, and no one cared about it. Most of the employees resigned, so they were disbanded."

"Aren't you going back to Shanghai in the future?"

"not coming."

Mo Zhao said "hmm" and didn't ask him any other questions.

Qiao Yixiao shook her hands, not knowing what to say.It happened that the water boiled, he thought for a while, then went to pour a glass of water, put it in front of Mo Zhi, and said softly: "There is no tea at home, you can drink some hot water, sorry."

Mo Zhi glanced at the cup in front of him, and the hand holding the cup had calluses on his fingers. It could be seen that the past two years had not been easy.He frowned and thought for a moment, then looked up at Qiao Yixiao: "It's rare to fall in love with someone in life, why give up so easily?"

Qiao Yixiao looked at him puzzled.

"Son, do you blame me?"

"Ok?"

"I was the one who forced Mo Zhao to separate from you."

Qiao Yixiao bowed her head and whispered, "I really don't deserve him..."

"Do not."

Qiao Yixiao stirred her hands even more tightly.

"These mistakes were made by me as a father, and should not be projected on Mo Zhao. I also watched you step by step. As an elder and a bystander, I think you should think carefully."

Qiao Yixiao didn't expect him to say these words.He was not surprised that Aunt He liked him because of the incident that happened back then, and she was a woman, so she was more likely to be moved.But why did Mo Zhao's father come to speak for Mo Zhao?

"I was not a good father, and I woke up too late."

Qiao Yixiao listened to him in a daze.

"Mo Zhao didn't want to be separated from you at the beginning. For this reason, he was subject to the family law. I whipped him 36 times. He didn't say a word, and he took it all down. At that time, I knew what his heart for you was. How true." Mo Zhi looked at him, "Searching for a lifetime, in this life, some people search for profit, some for money, some for power and power. These seem to be correct, only for feelings, I always think This is a superficial thing.

Until my own son was also infected with this feeling that I thought was a 'bad habit'.I intervened, thinking that things would eventually turn around.In the end, I realized that there is no 100% right or wrong thing in the world.

Existence is reasonable, I have forgotten this sentence after all. "

"As a father, I am not qualified. As an elder, I am even more incompetent."

Qiao Yixiao was stunned.

He thought of that day, when he pushed Mo Zhao to the ground, Mo Zhao hit the coffee table with his back, and the coffee table rubbed against the ground, making a sharp sound.Mo Zhao's face instantly turned pale.

It turned out that Mo Zhao was beaten.

That's why he was pushed to the ground so easily.

He blinked, and his eyelashes were wet with tears one by one.

"I also want to do something for my son, not for compensation, not for psychological comfort. Just want to really do something for him.

Mo Zhao has been determined physically and mentally since he was a child. Many times, I don't even understand or understand him.

It never occurred to him that he could do this for one person. "

Qiao Yixiao lowered his head and cried, all the tears dripped onto the back of his hand on his lap, it was very hot.

"I won't force you, I just want to talk to you. No matter what your decision is, if you want to come back in the future, there will be your home here."

Qiao Yixiao looked up at him at this moment. He cried and said involuntarily, "Uncle, but I'm not good enough for him. I'm not good enough for your family either." He cried and said, "What Uncle Li said is right , I really don’t deserve him. I’ve been in the police station twice. This time, if it weren’t for you, I might really go to jail. I used to touch porcelain, I did illegal and criminal things, I don’t deserve him Whether it's a good personality or me, neither of them are good enough for him.

I have been working hard to be worthy of him, I thought I had improved a lot, until today I know, I am still not worthy of him.I act impulsively, and today, you guys saved me again.I can't rely on myself all the time, I'm a piece of shit.How could I have the nerve to face him again? "

He thought of Mo Zhao being whipped 36 lashes for him, and he still pushed Mo Zhao, and he still blamed Mo Zhao.At this moment, there was no trace of resentment in his heart.He just felt that he was really not worthy of Mo Zhao, so he twitched and said, "I don't want to delay his future."

Seeing Qiao Yixiao talking like this, Mo Zhi felt very uncomfortable.

In fact, he is not really a hard-hearted person, but over the years, very few things can touch that point in his heart.When his sister got married, he was touched, but it ended like that.Like Mo Zhao back then, he didn't believe in feelings at first.

Unexpectedly, Mo Zhao and this child were actually involved in today.

He wanted to be a good father after all.

Mo Zhi wanted to say something more, but the door was suddenly pushed open. Qiao Dongyang called "Brother" loudly and rushed in. He went up and down, carefully looked at Qiao Yixiao, and was relieved to see that he was indeed fine.He turned around and looked at Mo Zhi, showing a defensive expression unconsciously: "Who are you! Why did you make my brother cry!" He is not afraid of Mo Zhao's father!

The brothers of the Liu family also came in at this time, and when Liu Beiye saw Mo Zhi, he immediately said, "Uncle Mo."

Mo Zhi turned around, and said calmly as usual, "It's Bei Ye."

Liu Nanyun was a little afraid of him, but he also called "Uncle", Mo Zhi greeted him, and turned to Qiao Dongyang: "This is Qiao Dongyang."

"I'm!"

"Take good care of your brother."

"Of course I will take good care of my brother!"

Mo Zhi was not angry, and took a step back: "In that case, I'll go first."

Qiao Dongyang protected Qiao Yixiao and stared at him.

Mo Zhi said to Qiao Yixiao again: "I'm leaving."

Qiao Yixiao wiped away tears indiscriminately, and said, "Goodbye, uncle."

"En." Mo Zhi rarely showed a smiling face before going out.

The brothers of the Liu family delivered Qiao Dongyang safely, said a few words, and then left.

Qiao Dongyang wanted to say something, but Qiao Yixiao lowered his head and was unwilling to speak, so he had to sit by the side, not daring to speak.

Afterwards, he got up again to get a towel, washed it with ice water, and said in a low voice, "Brother, put it on your eyes, or your eyes will be swollen again tomorrow..."

"Thank you."

"Why did you say 'thank you' to me..." Qiao Dongyang was taken aback by the "thank you", "Brother, is that father surnamed Mo threatening you? If you persist for two more days, we will go home the day after tomorrow!! Never again! He can't find us!"

"no."

"what?"

Qiao Yixiao looked up at him, his eyes were still swollen, but his expression was calm, he looked at Qiao Dongyang and said, "You are still young, you should learn from me."

"what does it mean?"

Qiao Yixiao shook his head and said nothing.

"Brother, what do you mean?" Qiao Dongyang asked.

Qiao Yixiao covered her face with a cold towel.He is just too self-righteous, taking his own face too seriously, forgetting that Mo Zhao also has his own difficulties.It would be great if he could have more confidence in himself.It would be great if he could have more confidence in Mo Zhao.

Unfortunately, it was too late.

It was late at night, but Qiao Yixiao still couldn't fall asleep.

Finally, the door was knocked.

He sat up from the bed, he knew that Mo Zhao would definitely come.He went to open the door, the door opened, Mo Zhao stood outside the door, looking down at him.

Seeing the bandage on the wound on his forehead, Mo Zhao couldn't help but want to reach out and touch it.

Qiao Yixiao didn't avoid it, but Mo Zhao's hand stopped a few millimeters away from the wound, and he almost touched it.

Qiao Yixiao looked up at him, Mo Zhao was afraid of making him angry, and wanted to withdraw his hand.But after all, he couldn't hold it back, he touched it lightly, and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Qiao Yixiao shook his head.

"Well, why are you fighting?"

Qiao Yixiao came out, closed the door behind his back, and walked forward: "Go to your car and tell Qiao Dongyang and Kui Kui that they are asleep." Mo Zhao followed behind him and walked to the front of the car together.Mo Zhao drove here by himself, and did not drive a bus.He didn't see the driver, so he sat directly in the passenger seat, and Mo Zhao then sat in the driver's seat.

Qiao Yixiao said: "Niu Dawei's girlfriend kindly saved someone a few years ago, but this man is a psychopath. He likes his girlfriend, but he has no skills, and he still wants to beat Niu Dawei. I couldn't see it, so I went. As a result, the psychopath is A sick man brought three people to beat Niu Dawei, I thought he was capable, but it turned out that he couldn't beat me at all."

Mo Zhao frowned when he heard this, and said, "You can't always be so frizzy, you are only one person, how can you beat four people?"

Qiao Yixiao gave him a sideways glance. It's one thing to be ashamed and feel sorry for Mo Zhao, but it's another thing to be unable to speak properly when you see Mo Zhao!He and Mo Zhao had a natural enmity, so he couldn't help but said, "It's none of your business, besides, I can beat them well, but those four have no skills, so I beat them to the ground. If the police didn't come later, we I took Niu Dawei and left."

Mo Zhao looked back at him, with a serious expression on his face again, and he was about to preach again.

Qiao Yixiao said directly, "Take off your clothes."

"..." Even Mo Zhao was stunned.

"Take it off!" Qiao Yixiao was a little impatient.

Mo Zhao really started to take off his clothes. He took off his coat, and then his suit jacket. He looked at Qiao Yixiao.

"continue."

Mo Zhao had no choice but to continue, tearing off his tie and unbuttoning his shirt.

"You turn around."

Mo Zhao didn't turn around.

Qiao Yixiao became impatient again: "Turn around!"

Mo Zhao looked up at him.

Qiao Yixiao reached out to push him, and pushed him to the other side: "Turn around!"

Two years later, his strength is still inferior to Mo Zhao's, he can't push at all.Qiao Yixiao couldn't control his emotions, he was obviously very distressed and sad, but seeing that Mo Zhao was still like this until now, he became very irritable again.He continued to push hard, and said involuntarily: "Aren't you very powerful, aren't you the most powerful, you know how to educate me all day long, it's not wrong to be whipped to save people, and you can be found if you are swept away by the flood , aren’t you the best!!! Why don’t you dare let me see? Turn around! Turn around!”

Mo Zhao's body remained motionless.

"What's so great about being the mayor? I can't push it?!"

"Xiaoxiao."

"Who told you to call me that, who allowed you to call me that?!"

Mo Zhao reached out and grabbed his hands, and said in a low voice, "It's my fault."

"What's wrong with you? You are obviously the best, and you are right everywhere. Who doesn't praise you, Mayor Mo, as a good person? Look at the Internet, how people praise you, a bunch of girls are clamoring to marry Here it is for you! They don’t know that you can treat a adopted person in such a comprehensive way. When you break up, you can also give a house and money, arrange annual international and domestic travel, and rent a house. As for the studio, how amazing you are!! You are the best!!!"

In the dimly lit carriage, Qiao Yixiao's eyes shone brightly from time to time.

Mo Zhao lowered his head and wanted to kiss the tears in the corner of his eyes. Qiao Yixiao stretched out his hand and pushed him back, saying in a trembling voice, "Who allowed you to touch me?!" go.

Mo Zhao stretched out his hand to grab him, and then forcibly hugged him in his arms.

Mo Zhao had already stripped off his upper body clothes, Qiao Yixiao was wearing a sweater, and suddenly being hugged by Mo Zhao, he seemed to be able to feel Mo Zhao's body temperature through the sweater.Mo Zhao's body temperature has always been high, while his body temperature has always been low. His body is always cold. When he was sleeping, he especially liked to use his cold feet to rub Mo Zhao's legs.

Every time Mo Zhao looked at him helplessly and smiled, but he was like a little bear who ate a mouth full of honey, always secretly laughing.He never tires of playing this boring little game.

Unexpectedly, many years later, the two of them hugged each other again.

Qiao Yixiao's body was stiff, and he forgot to push Mo Zhao away. His hands slowly touched Mo Zhao's back.The back injury had healed a long time ago, but he could feel that the surface of the skin was uneven.He stroked every inch of skin on his back one by one, very slowly, and he also counted the number one by one.

He counted back and forth many times, but he didn't count the number of times correctly.Every time he remembered a certain number, he forgot where he had just counted.His mind was full of the original appearance of the back, dripping with blood, and when he thought of this scene, his mind went blank.

He asked softly, "Is it particularly painful?"

Mo Zhao didn't speak.

Qiao Yixiao's tears fell on Mo Zhao's shoulder again.

He felt that he was really a motherfucker.

But he couldn't help it.

He cried for a long time, and Mo Zhao also hugged him for a long time.

Qiao Yixiao sniffled, and he said, "Do you think that if you pretend to be pitiful now, I will come back to you obediently? Do you think that if your parents say good things to you, I will forget everything ? Do you also feel that you were particularly helpless and wronged back then, so I should forgive you for everything now?"

"No." Mo Zhao finally spoke at this moment, he had almost pushed Qiao Yixiao's body into the corner of the car.He opened the distance between the two of them and looked down at Qiao Yixiao. In fact, he came here tonight to take Qiao Yixiao away.But looking at him like this, Mo Zhao just said in a hoarse voice, "This time, I really won't force you, I won't force you again."

"Then why do you pretend to be pitiful in front of me all day long? Why don't you say anything? Do you think I don't know, you still want me to be moved by you obediently, and then come back to you by yourself. But why? Why, You said you didn’t want it, so I didn’t want it. Now you are pitiful, and your family agrees with your relationship with me. When it’s time for me to come back, do I have to come back?

I am neither a cat nor a dog, nor an object.Why? "

When Mo Zhao heard the words that came out of his mouth, every sentence directly hit the roof of his heart, and the heart was crumbling, and he was very sad.He lowered his head, wanting to kiss Qiao Yixiao.

Qiao Yixiao let go of the hands that hugged his back, and pushed his face away.

"Mo Zhao, your childhood was very unfortunate. But mine was happy? You forced me to do many things, and even broke up. You forced me. At the beginning, we could face it together, but you once He kept it from me again and again.

You clearly know how much I like you, and you also know what I would be like without you, but you still just leave.You never respected me.

Because of you, I can go to school, and Qiao Dongyang's illness can be cured.I can still get to know Aunt Dong and Xiao Zhe. I am very grateful to you for these.

but--

Mo Zhao, you lied to me.I hate it when you lie to me.

After all, you don't believe me, you don't believe that I can face those things with you, even your father's anger.My mother died in my arms, I have touched porcelain, I have done so many bad things, even being forced by you at the beginning, any of these things, in the eyes of most people, is unacceptable, I have experienced them all.What else am I afraid of?But do you know, I can bear all these things one by one, but I can't bear that you didn't want me back then. "

Mo Zhao has been silent.

Qiao Yixiao stretched out his hand to wipe away his tears, and said: "Everything in the world has its cause and its effect, and you owe me this. I know now that you like me, and you like me so badly. But so what? Like? You owe it to me. You better pray that you can fall in love with someone again in your life and forget about me quickly.

Otherwise, you will wait for me to torture you to death!Just look at me, even without you, I can live well! "

After saying this, Qiao Yixiao stretched out his hand and pushed away the dazed Mo Zhao, turned around, opened the door, got out of the car and left.

After getting off the car, Qiao Yixiao woke up when the wind blew.

He actually didn't want to say such harsh words to Mo Zhao, he just wanted to see the wound on his back.Who knows, it has become such a situation again.He smiled wryly, without looking back, and walked slowly towards the house.

He can only be like Mo Zhao in this life, right?

Mo Zhao felt guilty and loved him at the same time.

As for him, he used to love and hate, but now he has so much guilt and distress.

And Mo Zhao, when will he understand.

What he needs is never care and explanation from others, let alone irrelevant material provision.

From the beginning to the end, all he wanted was a word from Mo Zhao.

As long as Mo Zhao said "stay" to him, there is no "stay" of any nature, but Mo Zhao's "stay".

He thought, maybe this is fate, maybe this is the final ending between them.

However, he was not good enough for Mo Zhao, so that's fine.

Let him keep the last bit of dignity in front of Mo Zhao.

However, he still couldn't help cursing again in his heart: Don't Zhao this liar!A liar who said that they would be together forever, but didn't keep his word!

The author has something to say: Actually, I don't really like to analyze the plot and emotions in the text when the author has something to say.I think it's one thing for the author to express the feelings he wants to express when he writes it.What the reader sees and what he or she chooses is one thing, which is more interesting.But then I found that sometimes if I don't write, people will misunderstand my intentions.This is the last time to talk about my own thinking, don't think I'm annoying^_^.

The problem between the two of them is not just about breaking up.If you take a look at the process of the two from knowing each other to falling in love, you will find that they have many problems.The initial coercion and coercion, the humble feeling hidden in Xiaoxiao's heart, even if they fell in love later, these are the roots, which are difficult to pull out.Why did Qiao Yixiao and his younger brother care so much about dignity?It is because they were oppressed by others without any dignity at the beginning, unable to choose their own way of life, and could only live according to the way of others, completely without self.Why is Mo Zhao unwilling to open his mouth to stay overnight now?It is precisely because he knows that many of his compulsive behaviors in the past deeply hurt Xiaoxiao.

So it's an impasse.I can also quickly make them get back together, for example, in this chapter, crying and hugging each other, even Mo Zhao's father, who was so opposed at the beginning, came to keep them. He knew the truth about the breakup and Mo Zhao was pushed down in the The truth of the land, guilt turned into gratitude and sudden realization, and being together again, everyone is happy.

But I am not reconciled.

And when I write this, I can't get back together, and they don't want to get back together like this.

I hope love is love.

Do not wake up because of the words of others.

But because of each other.

Nor is it because of other people's retention and explanation.

It's because of what that person said.

At the same time, the plot of these two chapters is still to complete the line of Mo Zhao's family.I hope that in their world, everything can be changed, the bad things can be discarded, and family affection can be truly pure like love.

Then there are about three chapters left.