Night walk

After Qiao Yixiao finished the exam, she lazily packed her schoolbag and was about to go out.

"Qiao Yixiao! Let's have dinner in class tonight!" The girls in the class hurriedly said to him.

"Ah?" He didn't sleep well last night and was not in a high mood, so he looked at her listlessly.

"The exam is over today, let's get together tonight, and tomorrow is winter vacation. You must come!"

Qiao Yixiao thought, he should wait for Mo Zhao at home, he thought Mo Zhao would come back today to apologize to him.But he thought again, why should he wait for Mo Zhao at home!He was about to go out to dinner and play with others!

So he agreed to the dinner party.

When he walked to the school gate, there was no surprise at all, Mo Zhao was not waiting for him.

He didn't let Xiao Zhe come to pick him up either, and walked home slowly along the trail alone, feeling really bad.

Halfway through, a car drove up behind him and stopped beside him, and he looked back.

At this moment, his eyes lit up immediately, this is Gao Ming's car!

Did Mo Zhao come to pick him up?

He thought again, Mo Zhao came to pick him up, why is he so excited!He immediately adjusted his mood, turned cold, pretended he didn't see anything, turned his head back, and strode forward.And go faster than before.

After he walked for a while, Mo Zhao's voice sounded behind him: "Xiaoxiao."

Hearing this, he almost turned around and ran towards Mo Zhao, but he held back!Mo Zhao cannot be forgiven so easily!He kept going.

"Qiao Yixiao." Mo Zhao called him again.

He was taken aback, how could Mo Zhao call him by his name so politely.He hesitated slightly, and his steps slowed down unknowingly.

Mo Zhao strode up behind him, he realized that he was about to run, when Mo Zhao reached out and grabbed his schoolbag strap, he turned his head and said dissatisfiedly: "Don't drag me!——" He stopped in the middle of the sentence, Mo Zhao's complexion was so ugly, the dark circles under his eyes were particularly serious.

Although Mo Zhao is 36 years old, he is well maintained and keeps exercising all year round. In fact, he does not show his age at all.Although because of the relationship between occupation, status and his own temperament, it is not possible to look as young as 20 years old.In Qiao Yixiao's eyes, Mo Zhao always seemed to be about 30 years old.

But at this moment, Mo Zhao really looks like a 36-year-old.

His heart softened immediately, and he asked, "Did you not sleep well last night?"

Mo Zhao just looked at him and didn't speak.

He said angrily: "Talking to you! Did you stay up late again? Haven't had breakfast yet?! How can you do this! Look at your face, why don't you love yourself so much?!"

Mo Zhao pulled his schoolbag by the strap and walked to the side alley.

"What are you doing!"

Mo Zhao pulled him into the alley, and then let him go.

Qiao Yixiao took a few steps back angrily, glared at him and said, "If you do this again in the future, I will ignore you!"

Mo Zhao looked at the lively Qiao Yixiao in front of him, he was really the most beautiful existence in the world, right?

Such freshness, such beauty, how could he bear to let it be annihilated.

Mo Zhi was right, from the very beginning, he did wrong.

He'd given them both a false start, and his arrogance blinded him to the continuation of that mistake.His arrogance obscured all of this, making him unable to see Qiao Yixiao's needs, and also making him unable to discern what it means to be really good to Qiao Yixiao.

Mo Zhi was very right.

He is indeed not as strong as he thinks he is.

Since he couldn't give the person in front of him everything he wanted, he simply let him go.

Since it was wrong to begin with, let's end it.

This mistake started with him, and he ended it with his own hands.

After today, the beginning full of humiliation and hatred is completely over.

Qiao Yixiao will be the most dazzling Qiao Yixiao in the world again.

Instead of Qiao Yixiao who can only be attached to him and will never be looked down upon by others.

"Speak!!" Qiao Yixiao's angry voice called back to him.

Mo looked at him and thought, now, right now.

It couldn't be any later, if it was any later, even if it would drag Qiao Yixiao into more chaotic darkness, he would not be willing to let go.

It's now.

He took out the bunch of keys from his pocket and handed them to Qiao Yixiao.

"What is this?" Qiao Yixiao asked in surprise.

"key."

"What key?" Qiao Yixiao was a little uneasy. He felt that some of these keys looked familiar.

"The keys to your house, the keys to every house."

Qiao Yixiao looked at him incomprehensibly, wondering what he meant.

But Mo Zhao stuffed it into his hand, Qiao Yixiao took a step back, didn't reach out to catch the key, the key fell to the ground directly.

Mo Zhao didn't care about the bunch of keys on the ground, and said calmly: "I will give the real estate certificate and your household registration book to Aunt Dong, and she will put them in the safe at home for you. Aunt Dong and Xiao Zhe will continue to accompany you in the future." , I don’t know what the other people are thinking, I don’t know yet, I’ll help you get fired. The villa is yours, and spring is here, you can plant your favorite sunflowers in the yard, and—”

Qiao Yixiao blinked his eyes quickly, he was a little flustered, he interrupted Mo Zhao and asked, "What are you talking about?"

"And your younger brother, the doctor said that his health is fine. It mainly depends on his later recovery. I will help him to be discharged from the hospital. He will live with you in the future and stay with you. You will not be too lonely. A doctor will come to help you regularly. He is recovering, you don’t have to worry about it, the doctor said, if everything is normal, he will be able to stand up in a few years.”

"What are you talking about?" Qiao Yixiao asked again.

"Xiao Zhe and Aunt Dong will accompany you out to play twice a year. The place and time are up to you to decide. If you don't have time to decide, it doesn't matter. I will arrange everything. You can refer to my arrangement. The advertising company , you don’t need to go anymore, they can’t teach you more. The space of the studio has been rented for you, and computers, desks, etc. will be in place in the next few days. If you have time, just Let Xiao Zhe take you around, and start whenever you want. If you don’t like the decoration, you can reinstall it. The lease period is long, so take your time and don’t worry. You can recruit what kind of people you want People, if they find it boring, let Xiao Zhe do it—"

Qiao Yixiao couldn't bear it anymore, he said loudly: "What the hell are you talking about!!!"

Mo Zhao lowered his eyes slightly, but continued to say: "Those girls who like you have good character, you can try to date them, you—"

"Don't say any more!!!"

"However, love during college often doesn't last until the end. I hope you think about it after graduation—"

Qiao Yixiao couldn't bear it anymore and pushed him back: "I told you not to talk!! I don't want to fall in love! I don't want to fall in love with women! I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend!" He will Mo Zhao pushed against the wall, and when Mo Zhao bumped into it, another burst of pain hit him behind him.

But he still said flatly: "This is a road of no return after all, you should get back as soon as possible—"

"Mo Zhao." Qiao Yixiao called him tremblingly.

Mo Zhao finally shut up.

"What's wrong with you?" Qiao Yixiao looked up at him, "What's wrong with you?! Talk! What are you doing?! Why are you saying these strange things? Do you want me?!"

Hearing the last sentence, Mo Zhao felt a sharp pain between his eyebrows, and then spread to his whole body.

Qiao Yixiao walked up to him, looked up and asked him, "Do you want me?"

Mo Zhao couldn't give an answer.

Qiao Yixiao reached out to hug him, but Mo Zhao avoided it.

Qiao Yixiao looked at his hands in disbelief, and then looked back at Mo Zhao.

Mo Zhao took out another card from his pocket and handed it to him: "The one I gave you before, you don't like to use it, so I changed it for you."

Qiao Yixiao looked at the golden card and felt that he suddenly understood.

Mo Zhao, do you want to separate from him...?

After a long time, he asked, "Why?"

"I said at the beginning that the duration of this relationship is up to me to decide."

Qiao Yixiao said softly: "You also said that it is still far away."

After a moment of silence, Mo Zhao said, "It's been long enough."

Qiao Yixiao looked up at him, and said bitterly, "Long? It's only been over a year! Didn't you say you want it for a lifetime?!" After speaking, he felt uncomfortable for a while, and he didn't understand why.His eye circles turned red, he stared, trying not to cry, but still asked him uncomfortable: "Didn't you say that we will always be together. Are you still angry with me? I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't not take the exam, I shouldn't go to your office to make trouble, I shouldn't push you. I was wrong, I apologize to you, isn't that okay?"

Mo Zhao turned his back to him.

He stepped forward to hug Mo Zhao from behind, but Mo Zhao dodged and dodged again.

Qiao Yixiao almost cried, he said: "I've already apologized to you, why are you still angry with me. Look at me, look back at me." His voice even had a crying tone.

Mo Zhao didn't dare to look back at all, he took a deep breath and said, "That's it, I'll let Xiao Zhe tell you later." After speaking, he planned to leave.

"Mo Zhao!" Qiao Yixiao called to stop him from behind.

Mo Zhao hesitated for a while, but stopped in the end.

"Are you going to get married?" Qiao Yixiao asked cautiously, he could only think of this reason.

Mo Zhao didn't answer.

Qiao Yixiao had imagined that Mo Zhao would get married in the future, and how Mo Zhao would get along with his wife in the future, but no matter how deep it was, he didn't dare to imagine it.He knew that he was actually not that strong, he couldn't bear these things at all, so he simply didn't want to.

He used to think that there must be a way for the car to reach the mountain, and he also thought that what Mo Zhao said was the truth.He believed in Mo Zhao unconditionally, but at this moment he realized that what Mo Zhao said was not always the truth.

It was only then that he discovered that he was the existence that Mo Zhao said he could let go of if he let go.

He even found that the feeling of being let go by Mo Zhao was too painful, so painful that he wanted to die directly.

He felt that his brain was a little unconscious, so that he said in a trembling voice: "Then you are married, don't want me, I will be obedient, and I will be obedient."

He didn't even know what he was talking about.

Mo Zhao heard it clearly.

For him, Qiao Yixiao, who has such a strong self-esteem, even said such words for him.

How could he bear this.

He took a deep breath.

"Mo Zhao, look back at me, okay? Even if you want to tell me these things, you look back at me, and you speak into my eyes. Only when you speak into my eyes, will I believe that it is you what you really want to say to me."

He thought that Mo Zhao would not turn back.

Mo Zhao turned around, looked at him, opened his mouth and said, "Qiao Yixiao, I did something wrong more than a year ago, and now I want to end this wrong relationship."

Qiao Yixiao's legs went limp, and Mo Zhao almost rushed to support him, but fortunately, he held back.

Qiao Yixiao leaned against the wall, he looked at Mo Zhao and said, "You clearly said that we will always be together."

"Sorry." Mo Zhao said sincerely.

These two sentences, from the beginning to the end, Mo Zhao said to him, into his eyes.

Qiao Yixiao was a little confused, he kept blinking his eyes, as if he still didn't believe all this.

How could Mo Zhao be willing to say these words to him?

Why, just one day, why has everything changed?This change came too suddenly, so suddenly that he didn't know how to face and accept it.

"Are you mine?"

After a long time, he asked again.

Mo Zhao was naturally silent.

"You said that you belonged to Xiaoxiao."

How much he hoped that Mo Zhao could give him an answer, but Mo Zhao didn't.How much he hoped, Mo Zhao said it was just a joke.

He didn't believe it, so he asked again: "Do you like me?"

It doesn't matter if Mo Zhao doesn't answer, he said again: "Do you know what liking is? You know, I like you very much, I like you very much." It was the first time he expressed his liking so frankly.

"Do you like me?" he asked again.

Mo Zhao's silence lasted too long, Qiao Yixiao suddenly understood that it seemed that Mo Zhao would not give him any more answers, and suddenly felt that all this was very meaningless.

He didn't understand why Mozhao said that if he wanted to start, he would start, and if he said he wanted to end, he would end.

Did he even think he was dreaming?

Obviously, Mo Zhao treated him so well.

He stood up against the wall, turned around and wanted to leave, if it was just a dream, if he walked away, would he wake up from the dream?

When he woke up, Mo Zhao was still that Mo Zhao, his Mo Zhao.

He shook his head, he must be dreaming, he turned anxiously and walked out of the alley.

He doesn't want to face Mo Zhao here, this is not his Mo Zhao.

"Qiao Yixiao." Mo Zhao stopped him.

He didn't want to stop, but he did so unknowingly.

"Remember, be a selfish, confident and proud Qiao Yixiao." Mo Zhao said softly but firmly behind him.

Every word echoed clearly in his ears.Before his mother died, she told him to be a proud Qiao Yixiao.Mo Zhao also told him now: to be a proud Qiao Yixiao.

But do they know how tiring it is to be a proud Qiao Yixiao?

He wants to keep going.

Mo Zhao said again: "Treasure."

Listening to the words of farewell behind him.

Qiao Yixiao turned back slowly and looked at Mo Zhao, still unable to distinguish whether it was a dream or reality, he asked calmly, "Have you ever liked me?"

He thought that Mo Zhao would not answer, but the moment he was about to look away, he saw Mo Zhao's answer.

In an instant, tears seemed to be about to fall. He looked up at the sky and took a few deep breaths.

He saw it.

Mo Zhao, facing him, shook his head.

When he asked "Have you ever liked me?"

Mo Zhao shook his head.

Mo looked at Qiao Yixiao's sudden stride out of the long alley, and he almost lost his footing. He walked to the place Qiao Yixiao was leaning on just now, regardless of the injury on his back, he leaned over.

Looking up at the sky in the alley.

It's so narrow, and Qiao Yixiao shouldn't be hidden in the alley, he should fly to the wider sky.

He seemed to be able to hear Qiao Yixiao ask him "Do you like me?"

Shaking my head, because, not only like, but I love you.

So I am willing to let you be free, let you be respected by everyone, and let you be the proudest Qiao Yixiao.

The author has something to say: I cried when I wrote it, and I dare not read it after I finish it.