Night walk

"Did you see me score a goal?!" Qiao Yixiao ran up to Mo Zhao, panting for breath, and asked hastily.

Mo Zhao nodded.

"Then you know that we won because of me?!"

Mo Zhao nodded.

"I didn't expect that I would be so good!!" Qiao Yixiao stretched out his hand and gestured, "I was on the side at the time, and it was a pity to see that goal not scored. Then the goal came to me inexplicably. I was a substitute and a rookie , no one was watching me. I just kicked the ball in, and then the ball went in out of nowhere! Then the game was over! We won!

Well... Actually, I'm not that good, I picked up this ball hahaha.I'm lucky.

Just now everyone threw me up, I like it so much, it's like flying, you can reach the clouds with your hands!The weather is so beautiful today, you know that feeling like you can touch the clouds? ! " Qiao Yixiao said, looking at Mo Zhao with bright eyes.

It's just that Mo Zhao just smiled or nodded all the time.

So unhappy!

What's the point of such nonsense? !

Qiao Yixiao gradually became dissatisfied, and the excitement suddenly disappeared.

Mo Zhao suddenly said, "Let's go."

"what?"

Mo Zhao didn't answer him, but just turned around and left, Qiao Yixiao had no choice but to follow him.He followed Mo Zhao, going around and around, but he didn't know where he went.Although he has been in school for more than half a year, he has never been to many places in the school.

There are many people in the school today, but with Mo Zhao leading him, the more and more people left, there were even no one else.Finally, they came to the back of a building.

The back of the building is covered with creepers, which looks very beautiful.

Qiao Yixiao said "Wow", and looked up at the creeper. He had never seen so many creepers in his hometown.Mo Zhao turned his head to see that he hadn't followed, reached out to hold his hand, and firmly led him to go deeper.

"Where are we going?!" Qiao Yixiao asked anxiously.

Mo Zhao still dragged him in, and finally came to a very shady place, in front of him was a small red building, probably an old building in the school.This building is also full of creepers. On the other side of the building is a very huge banyan tree, with many green plants planted in the gaps, and many weeds blooming on the ground. It can be seen that it has never been disturbed. After all, there is an unintentional beauty.

It is very cool here, especially in summer.

In the depths, there is still a shallow pool of water.

Qiao Yixiao thought to himself, what a great place, it turns out that there is still such a place in the school.

Only then did Mo Zhao turn around and look at him.

"It's strange that you haven't spoken all the time." Qiao Yixiao looked up at him, and Mo Zhao walked very fast all the way.

Mo Zhao let go of his hand at this moment, and did what he wanted to do ever since he saw Qiao Yixiao being thrown up and smiling brightly in the sun.He stretched out his hand to untie Qiao Yixiao's hair tie, and as soon as he let go, the hair tie fell to the ground and fell into the grass.

He stretched out his hand to push away Qiao Yixiao's blushing, Qiao Yixiao looked up at him in surprise, but Mo Zhao's arm blocked his eyes.

"You want to—" the words didn't finish.

Mo Zhao suddenly bent down and lowered his head, stretched out his hands to hold his face, and kissed his forehead.

Qiao Yixiao's body trembled slightly, but before he could react, Mo Zhao let go of the hands holding his face, and hugged him tightly in his arms.

Qiao Yixiao was in his arms in a daze, looking at the small pond in the depths, he could see the sparkling light there.

Ah——his heart was shaking like the twinkling waves.

His hands froze at his side, and he suddenly thought of Mo Zhao's actions just now.For so long, Mo Zhao had never kissed him above the neck, and he had also mocked Mo Zhao secretly, thinking that he was disgusting, why did he pretend to be so upright and innocent after going to bed so many times?

Later, he didn't like to mock Mo Zhao any more, he always wondered if Mo Zhao didn't kiss him because he thought he was dirty?

He was so angry again, he thought, he doesn't want to be kissed by Mo Zhao! ! !Mo Zhao is disgusting! ! !

Later, he would occasionally think that Mo Zhao never kissed him because they were just adoptive.He was a little disappointed, but thought, it's fair, anyway, he didn't want to kiss Mo Zhao!

Mo Zhao kissed him today.

Although only the forehead.

He looked down at the ground again, his red headband lay quietly among the green grass and white wildflowers.When Mo Zhao unwrapped the development belt, his speed was extremely fast, and before he could miss the touch of the hair belt, it fell off.

Mo Zhao hugged him without saying a word.

Qiao Yixiao stretched out his hand quietly and wrapped it around Mo Zhao's waist as well, and pressed his face to Mo Zhao's shoulder.

Anyway, I don't know why, so don't think about it!

He just wants to hug Mo Zhao now! ! !

Mo Zhao's name is "Zhao" and his nickname is "Yangyang".When he was born, the sun was just rising, and it was the best day of the day.The family members said it was a good omen, and that he was the hope of the family, so they took this name.

But his surname is Mo, which was originally full of light and hope, combined with such a surname, inexplicably adds a bit of irony.

His name seems to have predicted his life.

Although he was born in the brightest moment, all hope that he really becomes hope.

His name was like God's will, and he was destined to be black all his life.

Don't shine, don't shine, don't shine.

The sun will not shine on him.

He hates, or rather doesn't like, everything with light, he likes dark things.

However, if you stay in the dark for a long time, you will long for light.Because he is just an ordinary human being after all.

But he hates bright lights.

At this time, Qiao Yixiao appeared.Qiao Yixiao is also like his name, just like Yinghuo, obviously very dazzling.But he only shines quietly in the dark, secretive yet so cute, he doesn't want his light to be seen by others, he just wants to quietly bloom his own light in the dark.

Mo Zhao hugged Qiao Yixiao even tighter. He was so lucky that he met Qiao Yixiao and discovered the light that belonged to Qiao Yixiao himself.

This kind of light will not be so dazzling that he just wants to shrink back, but it will only make him want to wander in it all the time.

On the court, Qiao Yixiao smiled brighter than the sun and was loved by everyone.

At that time, he was even suddenly timid. Could it be that Qiao Yixiao was destined to live under the sun?What should he do?He is so afraid of the sun.

But Qiao Yixiao, who was so dazzling, saw him.Between several times of throwing and falling, Qiao Yixiao's eyes finally focused on one point, only looking at him from the beginning to the end.

At that moment, Mo Zhao suddenly felt relieved.

Qiao Yixiao left everyone behind and ran towards him.Mo Zhao showed a smile from the bottom of his heart, it was a smile born from his heart.

Qiao Yixiao was like a ray of light, running from the center of the sun into the shadows and running to his side.

At that moment, Mo Zhao felt that his whole body seemed to be enveloped by Qiao Yixiao's light.

Mo Zhao never thought that there would be a day when his world would be surrounded by light.

But not obtrusive.

Not glaring either.

It was just right, and it would only belong to his invisible light.

He never thought that there would be a day when others would give him light instead of him giving to others.

His only thought at that moment was to hug this light, the light Qiao Yixiao gave him.

Mo Zhao hugged him even tighter, Qiao Yixiao felt some pain, he twisted his body, and finally brought Mo Zhao back to his senses.

Mo Zhao looked down at him, and finally spoke: "What's wrong?"

"You hurt me so much!"

Mo Zhao smiled and said, "Blame me." After speaking, he let go of Qiao Yixiao.

Qiao Yixiao was a little disappointed, it wasn't hot here, and he wanted to hug her for a while longer.Did Mo Zhao dislike the sweat on his body? !snort!He still detests Mo Zhao!

Summer is here, and they don't wear much. Needless to say, Qiao Yixiao's jersey is just a vest.

Mo Zhao was wearing a long-sleeved shirt with a well-tied tie.

Qiao Yixiao took a look and asked, "Aren't you hot?"

Mo Zhao shook his head and said, "Calm and cool naturally."

"Oh..." Qiao Yixiao didn't know what to say, he felt a little embarrassed... Mo Zhao was weird just now, kissing him without saying a word, okay, kissing the forehead, but he just really Very nervous.And after kissing him, he still hugged him so tightly.

Is Mo Zhao hot and stupid?He looked up at Mo Zhao again, but Mo Zhao was looking at the small pond in the depths.

He raised his head quietly, but no one looked at him at all.

Qiao Yixiao was a little discouraged, but she didn't feel nervous or embarrassed anymore, and said unhappily, "What are you looking at?!"

"When I was in school, there used to be lotus flowers there."

"Huh?" Qiao Yixiao walked in. Although the small pond is not big, it is about a dozen square meters in size. Now there is no trace of lotus at all. He turned his head, "Shouldn't the lotus grow more and more? Why? Will it be gone? No one should come here, no one will pick and destroy it."

Mo Zhao also walked over, stared at the water, and remained silent.

Unlike Cen Xi and Xie Yao, he has already started to attend full-time boarding school in junior high school.When he was in high school, he could obviously go to school, but he also chose to live in a dormitory.

Sometimes he would rather be alone in the dormitory than go home.

The place called home is always empty.Even if there are people, they are always treated with courtesy.The father and son, mother and son who are the closest blood relatives in the world don't even get along as well as any two ordinary classmates.

According to what he knew, his younger brother should have been raped by Tao Haoran the day after tomorrow.

As for him, sometimes he doesn't understand whether he is born or acquired.

Everyone has fantasies when they are young, and he naturally has them too.But the object of his fantasy is different from most boys. The first time, it was a boy.

He still remembered the dream he had at that time, in which the boy was wearing a white dress, smiling and handing him a bouquet of flowers.The flower seemed to be very fragrant. Before he could see what it was, he woke up.

Then, he found himself having a wet dream, for the first time.

He knew then that he liked boys.

When I was in college, it was no longer a full-time boarding school.He still doesn't like to go home.

He still hasn't been in love, and he doesn't even have a crush.As long as I get a good night's sleep every year when I occasionally don't dream about the cat, at that time, the boy will always appear.

Give him a bouquet of flowers every time.

In the dream, there should only be black and white, but the boy's lips were red and moist.He wanted to kiss the boy every time, but always woke up before the kiss.

He felt that there was only that boy in this world who was worthy of him and enough for him to fall in love with.

But he also knew that this was just a dream.

There is no such a boy in the world.

This is just a dream after he has thought about it day by day.

After all, it was just a fantasy deep in his heart.

In the autumn of his sophomore year, he discovered this place, which was a long-forgotten corner, which was said to have been haunted.This red building was built more than 100 years ago, and it is said that many people died in it.In short, every school has a haunted legend, and the legend of this school is here.

Few people dare to come here, but he found here, it is really a good place.

No one takes care of it, but it has a unique style.

There are maple trees and ginkgo trees, and the ground is covered with fallen leaves in autumn.There are also wintersweet here, which is fragrant when you walk in in winter.There are also peach trees and pear trees here, which are full of flowers in spring and are full of excitement.

Although Mo Zhao was only a sophomore at the time, he was much calmer than his peers, but he couldn't help laughing when he saw the excitement of Chunhua.He thought at the time that he had seen all three seasons.What will it be like here in summer?He looked at the few lotus leaves on the lake that was still big at that time, and thought, it should be you.

Sure enough, in summer, several white lotus flowers bloomed there.

Mo Zhao's family told him to be a pragmatist and an atheist since he was a child.In fact, he has loved poetry and strange novels since he was a child.Especially since he started dreaming about that boy in his first nocturnal emission, he even hoped that one day, that boy would really appear in front of his eyes.

He was wandering between reality and fantasy, and he had not yet cultivated to this point at that time.Whenever he walks here, he still complains that he can't pursue what he loves like his younger brother.

But when he leaves this small world and enters the real life, he will laugh at himself and think that for a man with a plan like him, it's better not to like poems or monsters.This will only insult what he really likes, and he deserves to play tricks with others all his life.

So such a small world is his paradise.

Here he can be himself for a while as he likes.

No one knows.

On the day of graduation, he was actually a little sad.

This is very strange, since he was a child, he seldom felt sad.He was very, very sad that day.Especially when he walked into the small Taoyuan and saw two workers salvage the lotus in the water, he turned his head and was about to leave.

He asked, "What are you going to do?"

The worker obviously didn't expect someone to come over. He took a look and saw a handsome student, and said, "The lake here is about to be filled up. Let's get the weeds out of it."

Weeds?

It turned out that the flower was just a weed in the eyes of others.

He asked again: "When?"

"For this summer vacation, the lake was originally man-made. It's far away, and the school is too lazy to take care of it. I'm afraid of accidents. Just now a college student in the neighboring city committed suicide by jumping into the river at school! Just fill in the matter!" The worker asked him. Be careful and kindly say a few more words.

Mo Zhao nodded.

Seeing that he had nothing to say, the worker asked again: "Do you want this flower?" The lotus leaves and flowers that were fished out were still in their hands.

Mo Zhao looked down, the lotus was still in full bloom, and it was still so beautiful.But it can no longer stand up on its own, and it sags in the worker's hands.

He shook his head.

"don't want?"

"no, thanks."

After the workers finished speaking, they dragged the lotus and left with other weeds.

Mo Zhao glanced at the sparkling lake again, turned and left.

After he graduated, he worked every day and greeted people with a smile on his face.He gradually got used to this real and realistic world, got used to people looking at him as uncomfortable but could do nothing about him, got used to people a few generations older than him bending down in front of him, got used to it thoroughly. This officialdom.

He finally became the Mo Zhao that grandparents, parents and others needed.

And the Mozhao he needs?

he does not know.

He should have died, and that lotus died on the same day.

The author has something to say: Mo Zhao has been a romanticist since he was a child, but because of family needs and education, he can only be an extreme realist.

But human nature cannot be violated.

The boy in the dream certainly does not exist in reality.Rather than saying it is Mo Zhao's first love, it is better to say that what he has lost, what he cannot show, what he needs, and what he has lost, what he cannot show, what he needs, and all of these are pinned on another phantom.The boy in the dream is not only another Mo Zhao, but also the one Mo Zhao likes at the moment.

The dazzling Xiaoxiao in the previous chapter undoubtedly shocked him a lot, and Mo Zhaoda suddenly understood and figured out a lot of things.The next chapter will continue, so much to say first.

By the way, why do you just kiss the forehead? The center of the eyebrows is really a very gentle place, because Xiaoxiao has poked the softest part of Mo Zhaoda’s heart. At this time, Mo Zhaoda only wants to kiss the forehead, and the article follows Mo Zhaoda’s heart Go ^_^.