Let's eat rice cakes together

【55】

The web drama "Fitness" lasted for five months, from the end of spring to the beginning of summer to the deep winter season. The sky was full of snow on this day, and Chaohard and I hugged each other, and finally ushered in the last scene.

In the last tender scene, the super-tough leading man needs to kiss me as the leading man.At this time we were standing in the heavy snow, my ears and cheeks were flushed, and I couldn't tell whether it was from the cold or from shyness.

Super hard covered my two red ears with his hands, when his soft kiss fell, I closed my eyes subconsciously, instead of rubbing ears and temples, lips and tongue intertwined, super hard just kissed on my forehead.

The script has temporarily changed a detail, but this is also good, I don't have to kiss him in public to save embarrassment.

I suddenly laughed secretly, wondering if the superhardness of "holding vengeance" would add the number of kisses with me?In addition to the cheeks, neck, and lips, this time there is a forehead.

Wait until one day, will you kiss all over your body?

I... I'm embarrassed to continue thinking about it, otherwise it will be hot and unbearable, and I can't wait to pounce on it and lick it super hard.

The next day, the crew of "Fitness" released the finale photo, all the members took a group photo together, and our leading actors even surrounded Director Huang in the middle, and threw it high, playing around for a while.

In the evening, the production crew also prepared a sumptuous wrap-up banquet. After the wrap-up banquet, everyone bid farewell to each other. Gao Fengliangjie originally wanted to rush over to hug me, but I was afraid that a certain rice cake would turn into a "sweet and sour" rice cake again, so I hid for a while. Fengliang Festival came to nothing.

Gao Fengliangjie was very hurt, and cried while hugging his assistant brother, Gao Shanliushui, who looked disgusted, and took out his mobile phone to take an ugly photo of his brother.

I couldn't laugh or cry on the sidelines, this funny man loves to act more and more.

"Fengliangjie, if you continue to destroy your image like this, your fans will disappear sooner or later." I patted him and said.

Gao Fengliangjie gave me another look of resentment.

Before he and his younger brother, Gaoshanliushui, suddenly pulled me aside, saying that they had something to talk to alone.

Gao Fengliangjie looked at me quietly for a while, then sighed, and his tone became serious: "Too soft, are you and Chaojian a fake marriage?"

I:"……"

Gao Fengliang looks funny, but in fact he is very wise and stupid, but his mind is very clear. Besides, he and I have known each other for many years, and naturally understand our respective temperaments.

He had doubts when he heard the news that Chaogang and I had an affair and even got a marriage certificate.After he joined the group, by observing the various words and deeds between me and Super Hard, Gao Fengliang became more certain that this marriage might be a temporary expedient.

But after all, Chaohard and I are public stars, and the crew has a lot of troubles, so I just pretended not to know anything, and cooperated with Chaohard and me to "act".

"Too soft, the 'sex blessing' I mentioned before, I also hope that you can really be happy." Gao Fengliang's eyes showed a bit of distress, "I know you have been sad for him for a long time, after you graduated The rush to go abroad is superficially said to be for advanced studies, but it is also because of super hard work, right?"

"..." I acquiesced, and all these things were right by him.

【56】

During my school days, I confessed to Chaohard twice, the first time was in the third year of high school——

At that time, the teachers hated the behavior of students falling in love with each other deeply. They wished that we could study 24 hours a day and swim in the ocean of knowledge.

But the fact is that we suffer the fear of being dominated by mathematics and physics every day, are overwhelmed by the overwhelming sea of ​​questions, and are about to drown.

However, the greater the pressure, the more beautiful the puppy love, probably because they realize that everyone is about to part ways and face parting. If you don’t express the feelings that have been hidden in your heart for the past few years, you may miss them for a lifetime, so the boys and girls in the school are eager to move. , some rice cakes in our class are no exception.

In my third year of high school, the study committee was a quiet girl cake. She was the girl who received the most love letters in our class, and Super Hard was the boy cake who received the most love letters, and the number was several times that of the study committee.

Because of his good looks, good grades, and tough body, apart from the rice cakes in our class, even the juniors in other classes, including the first and second grades, also admire him.

However, Superhard has always had a cold expression. He doesn't listen to things outside the window, and only reads sage books. No, Xuebaqiang usually loves to sleep in class.

By the way, cakes were also very popular at Fengliang Festival at that time. The male cake that received the second most love letters in our class was his spicy fried rice cake.

Being delicate and soft, I have no chance of being a girl. I have only received love letters from boys. I remember once a mung bean girl came to me and handed me a letter shyly.

I was surprised and happy in my heart, and I was still struggling with how to reject her, but when she opened her mouth, her voice was very sweet, but she said: "Please... please help me to... super hard! Please!"

I:"……"

Afterwards, someone spread the rumor that I was soft in body and mind, gentle in temper and easy to talk, and I was simply a "friend of female cakes" in the new era, so many shy female cakes came to me for help.

At first I was embarrassed to reject them, thinking that they were also crushes, why bother to make things difficult for crush cakes, so I helped them a few times.

The goal of most female cakes is either to be super hard, or to be bright and honest. I am getting more and more frustrated, and I can't help but want to slap myself: Are you stupid?Send a love letter to your rival!

Later, I decided not to help, I can no longer help other cakes to make wedding dresses, but to take the initiative and send my love letter in person!

But I was still cowardly and didn't hand it over to Chaohard face to face.I remember that day very clearly. When everyone was away, I secretly stuffed the love letter into the super hard desk drawer.

As a result, the love letter I sent for the first time, I didn't wait for a super hard response, but I watched him throw it directly into the trash can without tearing it down.

At that moment, it seemed that my heart was also ruthlessly thrown away by super hard.

When Chaojian first received the love letter, he would look at it twice, and then write back to refuse, or meet them directly to express his attitude, but that day was uncharacteristically.

I pointed blankly at the envelope in the trash can: "Super... super hard, this is..."

"I know what it is." He said coldly.

Does he really know?

He obviously didn't know!I don’t know that this is my love letter to him. It took me a week, thinking hard every night, struggling to write countless times, and finally wrote a good letter.

"You...really don't want to open it and take a look?" I was anxious, planning to reach out and pick out the letter.

Chaohard immediately stopped me, and pulled me aside with a sullen face: "Enough! It's too soft, don't do this kind of thing again next time."

Super hard black face, my heart also thumped: "Super hard, I..."

He was so angry that he ignored me, turned around and walked away, and I never said the "like you" I was holding back in my heart.

After school that night, I still dug out the envelope from the dirty and smelly trash.

Anyway, it's my first love letter in my life!I squatted beside the garbage dump and sighed to myself, my heart suddenly felt sour, my eyes turned red, and then I couldn't help crying.

I have secretly liked Super Hard for so long, with joys and sorrows, hated his slowness, and hated myself for being cowardly, but that night was the first time I cried...

【57】

After the college entrance examination, everyone ate the last meal. The head teacher recalled the past three years, with all kinds of emotions. The boys looked heavy, and the girls rubbed their red eye sockets with tears in their eyes.

The boys in the class eat around a round table, and the girls eat at another table.Chaojian sat far away from me at that time, separated by several classmates, but Gao Fengliangjie sat next to me, he was not so sad, because he and I filled out the same film school, after the test scores came out, Both of us were successfully admitted together.

Gao Fengliangjie has always liked me, even if I reject him, he thinks it's okay, anyway, there are still three years of college time, he is full of confidence, thinking that he will definitely impress me, unless my heart is made of stone.

Alas, although my heart is not made of stone, it may be difficult to change my mind about superhardness.

But it is said that time will change everything. After eating this breakup meal, I think my fate with my super hard classmate should be broken. If I can't see him, I will naturally not like him foolishly.

On the first day of the university, rice cake students from all over the country came to the stage to introduce themselves. When I heard the name "Superhard" and saw his frozen face, my heart beat: it's over...it's over !

What kind of "evil fate" is it that he can be his classmate for ten years!

【58】

During the three years of college, I still couldn’t help taking a sneak peek at Chaohard, paying attention to his every move, and my sketchbook was full of him.

Even though I told myself repeatedly that he was a cold and heartless scumbag, I still couldn't help being nice to him. After all, he was super hard and worked hard, but he wasn't really a scumbag. He just didn't like me and didn't understand my intentions.

We study together in the same class, sing and dance together, and sometimes when performing in groups, I have to bite the bullet and have the cheek to film with him.

The first time I took the initiative to hug super hard was in an acting class in college.At that time, I hugged him carefully, my heart was weak, my legs were weak, I was so nervous that I couldn't stand up, and I couldn't speak my lines.

What a shame to think about it!

Later, seeing Chaohard getting better and better and better than me in all aspects of singing and acting, I sometimes felt inferior. I was clumsy and afraid of pain and heat.

I am far from him, do I deserve him?Will he like me?

In short, I was trembling, too close to Chaohard, I was afraid of scaring him, but I was too far away, out of his sight, and I was worried that he would forget me and not notice me at all.

With such a disturbed and complicated mood, I caused embarrassing things big and small again in those three years.

But I never gave up, I worked hard, desperately wanted to be as good as him, maybe in the future I could stand on the same stage with him, sing and film together.

In my junior year, in the last week of my student life, I wrote love letters again.

Thinking back to that letter in high school, I also attached the acrostic poem from the second grade, and now I feel quite ashamed, but luckily I didn’t get seen by Chaohard.

Now that I am more mature, the content of love letters is no longer so childish.I like singing more than acting. In fact, I secretly wrote a few songs for him. I always wanted to sing to him. Whether it’s happy or sad, I really want to sing it alone to super hard listeners. Sing to him a piece of rice cake.

Learning from my failure in high school, I decided that this time, I must hand it over to him in front of Super Hard!

But on the day when I sent the love letter, I couldn't find any super hard.

【59】

It rained suddenly that day, and I took off my coat without an umbrella, put one hand on my head, and protected the love letter in my arms with the other hand, lest it get wet by the rain.

I ran and looked around the campus, looking around for the familiar frozen rice cake, but I couldn't find the super hard one.

I panicked, thinking that Chaohard would be fine and leave school early, right?

I couldn't find him everywhere, I was extremely anxious, and at the same time regretted, hating myself why I couldn't be braver and say it earlier!

In the huge campus, I searched almost every corner, and then I went out of the school gate, walked to the nearby street, and then saw a small red sports car parked on the side of the road, and Chaohard was standing next to the car.

It's just that he was holding an umbrella with a piece of female cake and standing together.

Chaojian is an only child, and his mother passed away very early. There is only a super thick uncle in his family, and Chaojian is a white rice cake, and this piece of female cake is a purple potato rice cake, which does not look like his family members.

So young and beautiful, will they be friends?But I remember that Chaojian never had any close friends, and rarely had contact with female cakes, let alone female cake friends.

Looking back now, I thought he didn't, but I was wrong.

The young and beautiful female cake also touched the super hard cheek, and then tiptoed to kiss it.

Standing not far away, I was dumbfounded for a moment, the coat on my head slipped off, and the envelope in my arms was completely soaked, but I was just dumbfounded, standing there at a loss.

There are no ridiculous childish acrostics in this love letter. The envelope contains a long letter that I wrote in three sheets, and the lyrics of the three songs I wrote for Superhard.The love letter was thick in my hand, full of love, but this time, I tore it off with my own hands and threw it into the trash can.

Forget it, it's time to give up, stop liking him...

【60】

Ten years seems too long at first glance, but it seems like a blink of an eye, and it has passed like this.

I have known Chaohard since the sixth grade of elementary school. During this period, I have experienced the junior high school entrance examination, the important college entrance examination, and also experienced college life. The childishness, innocence, pure love, and simple happiness in school have become less and less. We Finally entered the society, and finally became a piece of rice cake.

After graduating from university, Chaohard debuted directly, and I chose to study abroad, away from the sad place, and also far away from Chaohard.

After living in another country for two years, I returned to China, walking in the streets and alleys, I looked around, and all I saw were super hard, but they were both familiar and unfamiliar.

Because Chaohard is outstanding in all aspects, has a good background, and works very hard, it only took two years for him to become popular.

His billboards can be seen everywhere on the bus and subway platforms, and super hard promotional photos are posted on the walls. His songs are played in shops and shopping malls. Go to sleep with the male god "Brother Shi Geng".

After that, I also joined the entertainment industry and followed in his footsteps again, but my state of mind was completely different. I didn't even think about disturbing him, and I buried all the thoughts I shouldn't have.

After graduating from university to now, after six years, after the web drama "Fitness" was finished, Gao Fengliang asked me if I was happy?

"Xiao Ruanruan, Super Hard is very good at acting. Look at his usual deadly character, but he can always deceive the audience, so you must see clearly, don't be deceived by him!"

I rubbed the ring on my hand, thinking about the super hardness of the recent period, and smiled unconsciously: "Feng Liangjie, don't worry about me, it's different now."